The Queen's Secret

Then the police came, and it was Bai Qingwan who called the police herself.Listening to the sound of the horn and looking at the policemen in police uniforms, she only said that it was me.

It was she who held that knife and killed the person she loved the most.

Later, Xijia tried every means to meet her mother and ask her the truth face to face, but her mother just didn't see her, and she fell and sat outside the police station for a long time.After A Yan knew that Xuerou had died and her mother was detained, for some reason, his illness suddenly improved a lot, he became more sensible and calm, and he didn't make any noise, but he refused to believe that Xuerou was gone.Every day at home quietly waiting for his two favorite women to come back.

Fan Anjie knew that the actress who had been amazing for half her life had passed away, but she didn't go to her tomb, but went to Qin Liang's tomb, saying sorry over and over again.

All of a sudden, the actress passed away, and the news of the actress murdering the actress hit the headlines, but Liyu continued to hype this matter. Annie finally turned against the company she had been with for half her life. That day she pointed at the boss's nose and cursed.In Liyu's building, Annie shed tears unscrupulously for the first time.

Seeing the clear blue sky outside the prison, Bai Qingwan was taken aback for a moment.She had already made plans to go to Qiongbi and fall to Huangquan, and she didn't want her Xuerou to be too lonely on the road to Huangquan.But when she heard the words acquitted, she couldn't say anything.When the police showed her the letter hidden in Xuerou's pocket, she didn't care whether she was hysterical or not, and cried bitterly while clutching the letter.

——To this day, for me, life has lost its meaning.Perhaps death is the only relief.

How happy is life, why bother to die, thousands of years, white horses pass by.The world is impermanent, but I have already seen it through.It's just that there is still one thing in my heart that I can't forget alone.My love, Bai Qingwan.

Born in love for you, now I want to die in your arms.Please forgive my selfishness, but I have to leave.

The police said that Liao Xuerou's intention to die was clear. Although Bai Qingwan's fingerprints were on the knife, Liao Xuerou's fingerprints were heavier. Combined with this letter, they finally came to the conclusion that the deceased committed suicide and Bai Qingwan wanted to stop it but failed.

Looking at the clear sky, her heart was completely broken.

"What virtue and ability do I have, to get this Xuerou, in this life, love me like my life..." He insisted that he hated me, but he never hurt me.He insisted that he wanted me to feel guilty, but he wanted to save my life. Even if he left, he also wanted to ensure that I would not be imprisoned.

After all, I am Bai Qingwan, so what can I do?

Later, Fan Anjie came to see her. On that day, they sat face to face in the coffee shop, but neither of them wanted to look at each other.

"She asked me to promise her not to say it. But I thought, I can't hide it." Fan Anjie took off his eyes, rubbed his temples, took a breath, and looked out the window, "I don't know what happened between you guys." What happened during that time. But Chu Junyan was able to survive because of Xue Rou."

"I have never seen such a stubborn woman. She loves someone deeply, but she always doesn't want that person to know that she has endured so much in silence... After the matching was successful, she gave up everything and went to The opportunity to further study in Hollywood, the opportunity to pursue happiness, and her dream. They all made concessions for this operation." Speaking of this, Fan Anjie rubbed his eye sockets and smiled bitterly, "I really regret why I didn't come sooner." Let me tell you, I really hate..."

On the way home, the rain poured heavily on her body. She didn't know how long she walked until she couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain on her face.

"What the hell did I do...what the hell did I do to her..."

The passers-by around didn't notice this down-and-out actress, she pulled her hair fiercely, trying to bury herself in the rain and end up in the rain.

Xuerou has waited for her all her life and loved her all her life.But I didn't hear her say "I love you" until I died.

Three years have passed like this. For the past three years, every day Bai Qingwan lived in deep thoughts of Xuerou, and wrote down her thoughts and love on a note, folded it into a paper crane, and placed it on the bedside.She never spoke again, not even at Xijia's wedding, even when A Yan hugged her and told her mother not to be sad, she never smiled again.

These things and these people have completely lost their meaning to her.

"Mom." Three years later, Xijia is not only married, but also pregnant. These years, her mother is like a lifeless puppet. Every day after waking up, she stands in front of the French window and looks out of the window, as if she is looking at something, or like What are you waiting for.She has been afraid to disturb her, but now, she finally came.

Bai Qingwan didn't look at her, ignored her, and just continued to look out the window.

"I've been waiting for someone who won't come back, won't you be tired?" She took a breath, a little sad, but handed a diary to Bai Qingwan, "Papa asked me to give it to you, he said , there are some things that I should let you know."

Bai Qingwan finally had a reaction, and slowly took the thick cowhide diary.

Xijia felt that her eyes were swollen, she turned around and left, she finally made up her mind to say what she wanted to say for a long time: "Sister, she will never come back again."

【FinalChapter】【This life and this life】

It was still a snowy day like 16 years ago.Bai Qingwan came here holding an umbrella.

"These years, my Xiaorou, are you okay?" She reached out tremblingly, caressing the young and beautiful face on the tombstone, her tears dripped into the snow and melted in the snow, "I'm sorry. I have been I don't have the courage to see you."

"Rou, do you know that I often feel regretful, why I didn't leave with you three years ago, why I left you alone for three whole years. For these three years, I prayed for you every day, but now I just Understand, what you want is not these, you are right, I have betrayed you, I have lived my whole life, the thing I regret the most is that I did not hold you tight when you needed it most."

"You said that you once thought that I was sent by heaven to protect you, but in fact, you are my angel. For me, you gave up your studies and entered the entertainment circle. For me, you gave up the happiness of a woman for a lifetime , married Ayan and became my daughter-in-law. For me, you gave up your career and acting career. For me, you went to Tibet to suffer in the rain. For me, you donated for Ayan without telling everyone. Kidney, for me, you and Gu Pingchuan..."

In Gu Pingchuan's diary, every word and sentence poured heavily on her heart like sulfuric acid.

She wished she could kill herself.

"But why didn't you tell me!" Bai Qingwan slammed her fist on the tombstone, bleeding, but she couldn't feel the pain anymore, "Why didn't you let me know anything, do you know that I have How regretful that I didn't hold you tightly, all the sins I did, I let the person I love the most pay for me..."

"Xiaorou, come back, as long as you can come back, I don't want anything, I don't want anything..."

That day, she stayed in front of her grave for a long time, from under the snow to the end of the snow, from sunrise to sunset.

"Xiaorou, I'm leaving."

Fengwu Lane is gone, replaced by tall buildings.Everything has changed, but nothing has changed.Walking on this familiar land, she seemed to see the former 15-year-old girl again, holding a black cloth umbrella and smiling innocently and beautifully.

The sun finally went down.

Looking at the word Public Security on the top of her head, she finally smiled after she hadn't smiled for three years.

"I, Bai Qingwan, surrender myself. Su Yun fell into the water 15 years ago."

[Something I want to say]

To present to you such an unfortunate story with such an unfortunate ending.I'm really sorry.

If this article brings you pain or tears, I can only bow here to all those who have been abused by this article.

I don’t understand the relationship between women. The reason why I chose such a subject to write my first novel is because I have always believed that the relationship between women is the purest, without carnal desire, just pure liking and love.

I don't know how to describe Xue Rou.Because she is so pitiful in my writing, she should have been a happy woman, just like all ordinary girls, just like us, living the most ordinary and happy life.But she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love.

For her, love is love, and she never regrets it.But it was wrong from beginning to end.

Her persistence, her devotion, and her love may seem unattainable to us, and there is no such person in real life.But Xuerou is a woman born for love. Her pain comes from love, but her happiness also comes from love. In other words, she has been revolving around the word love all her life.

Many people say they want HE, but think about it, can such a Xuerou really be happy if she is alive, and won't she be more painful.

I let her go because I couldn't bear her to continue suffering.

The revenge of killing one's mother is not something that can be forgotten just by forgetting it, let alone that this enemy is the person he loves the most.If Bai Xue comes together in the end, who can guarantee that Xuerou will not think of her mother when she faces Bai every day, no matter how much she loves, with Xuerou's personality, she will never be unfilial.So she chose to die.

As for Bai Qingwan, in fact, many times I can't see her clearly, and I don't understand what kind of character I want to create.At the beginning, I created such a character based on Sister Yazhi, but later I wrote that I felt that the character was completely different.Many people hated Bai when they saw half of it, felt that she was selfish, and felt that she was not good enough for Xuerou.But I can understand her very well.

Xue Rou is a solitary person with no cares and worries, so she can love her with confidence and boldness.

But Bai is burdened with many things that cannot be discarded. She has a son, a son, and Huo Yuluo, who is like a confidant.Isn't it selfish to give up everything for Xue Rou?

Moreover, Bai used to be a straight person, and she loved her husband.She couldn't accept the sudden same-sex love all at once, nor could she suddenly give her life for this love.But she was really falling in love with this woman slowly.

Bai Qingwan and Liao Xuerou met the wrong person at the wrong time.Even if there is love, there will be no happiness after all.

In writing this article, in addition to wanting to complete this story, I also want to tell everyone that you must choose the right person, don't pay unnecessary, and love blindly.

Perhaps for women, like Xijia is the happiest.

Thank you all for your support and encouragement over the past few days.

Bye bye Snow!

【Keep your side painted in my heart】[Special episode]

I am Bai Qingwan.

What I want to tell is a story of loving and being loved.

It's me and her story.

I knew that the person who might become my daughter-in-law loved me the day my son Xiao Yan got engaged.That day, when she was drunk, she shed tears and said to me in despair, I am dirty, I am low, I cannot enter the noble threshold of your Chu family.

I slapped her, and as the slap landed on her face I had that woman's face in my mind.Su Yun's face.

I think I will never forget Su Yun in my whole life.Until I grow old and die.

"Ji Tong is your man and your husband. He loves me so he can't forget me, but he's already married you, and I'm married as a wife. We can't go back to the past after all, but why are you Just to hold on to our past?" That day, I invited her to the side of the small river, and occasionally I could hear the sound of the stream, and Su Yun's smart and ecstatic eyes were dizzy with tears, looking at me.

"I really hope that you can go there. But with a daughter and a connected blood, I'm afraid it won't be broken for the rest of my life."

She was obviously a little surprised by what I said, she stared at me with wide eyes, and after a while, she only said: "Don't hurt my daughter. She is mine, only mine."

"I will not hurt your daughter, I know the child is innocent, I just know her name, what she looks like now, and understand that she is your child and my husband's child. That's all." I didn't To tell the truth, I sent someone to investigate Su Yun. She married Liao Yonggui who was waiting for her infatuatedly. Her daughter was named Liao Sulin. Liao Yonggui became Liao Sulin's nominal father.When I got the photo of that child, I felt a little pain in my heart. I didn't know what it was for, for Ji Tong, or because of this child.

"I want you to leave. Leave here, leave this city, and never, never appear in front of Ji Tong again."

"Impossible." Su Yun looked at me with determined eyes, "Here is my child, my husband, and everything I have. I won't leave just because of your words."

"You can take them with you."

"Why should I be at your mercy?"

"Then why are you destroying my family!" I used so much strength to hear the sound that I could even hear a faint echo, "Since he has become my husband, since you have become someone else* Son, you shouldn't be entangled with him anymore, you shouldn't see him again, do you know that!"

Su Yun didn't speak, but shed tears silently.She is not a very beautiful woman, but it is easy to feel pity.But looking at her like this, and thinking of Ji Tong's tenderness and affection when he touched her cheek, I was even more annoyed.

I held her shoulders and looked straight at her: "As long as you go, as long as you leave here, everything will be over..."

"I won't go!" She said stubbornly, shaking off my hand.

"You still can't let him go, right?" I suppressed the grievance and anger in my heart, and said calmly, "Husband, daughter, it's all a cover. You just hate him and don't want to leave the place where he is here, right? .”

Su Yun didn't speak, but stubbornly looked at the straight tree in front of her.

"Isn't it?" I took her by the shoulders and made her look directly at me.

"So what!" This gentle woman suddenly became angry, and the grievance in her eyes turned into annoyance and resentment, "If it wasn't for you, Ji Tong and I would never be separated! My daughter wouldn't be gone either. Father... all of this is because of you, you are the third party, you are the one who caused the trouble, so what right do you have to point and shout at me here!"

"Snapped!"

This was the first time I hit someone, I used a lot of strength, so big that I could see the fingerprints slowly emerging on Su Yun's face, so big that my hands were almost numb.I don't think I've ever been so angry, never hated someone so much.I don't even know why I am so angry. There is no doubt that I love Ji Tong, but is my anger at Su Yun really just because Ji Tong loves her and doesn't love me.

I think maybe self-esteem and competitiveness have the upper hand.

After being beaten by me, Su Yun completely lost her previous calmness, like an enraged lion, strangled my neck fiercely, tears flowed, and said why you forced me why you all forced me .

I pinched her shoulders and tried to push her away, but her strength was so strong that I couldn't break free at all.

"enough!"

I don't know where I got so much strength, I pushed her away fiercely, and I watched her fall into the river because she couldn't stand still.

The sound of help filled my ears, and I subconsciously wanted to go down and save her.

If I didn't see the scene of her and Ji Tong Qingqing me, if I didn't think of the child between them.

Su Yun died.Died before my eyes.Drowning in front of me who is very watery.

After that time, I never hit anyone again, and now, I hit someone for the second time, and in an instant, I felt as if I had returned to more than ten years ago, as if I had returned to the day when Su Yun drowned What's ridiculous is that the girl standing in front of me is Su Yun's daughter.

I suddenly hated myself. In the final analysis, all the misfortunes of the girl in front of me were caused by me. Besides, the person I want her to marry is not someone else, but a biological person who is related to her by blood. younger brother.Whether she ran away from marriage or even disappeared, no matter what she did, she was not wrong, and I have no right to blame her.

But thinking of Xiaoyan crying sadly in my arms, I still couldn't help but want to ask why.

"The person I love, who is she..."

When she said this sentence, she looked straight at me, with despair, depression, and love and hate in her eyes.I remembered what was said in the book, if a person likes you, others may not notice it, but you must notice it.

Because there is a wonderful thing in the world called eyes.

And I suddenly realized that the moment I hit her, just for such a short moment, what I thought in my heart was not why you hurt my son, but why you left me.

Walking on the way back, I felt like my heart was being corroded by ants, and it was painful.Regret and guilt all rushed into my heart for a while.I thought of Yuluo, the woman who loved me half my life but was hurt thousands of times by me.She also said similar things to me. At that time, I didn't understand same-sex love until she appeared...

"I'm a bastard..." Under the dim light, I felt that my head was heavy, and I squatted on the ground and hugged my head tightly.People seem to be able to understand many things when they are sad and angry. For example, I suddenly understood why such an outstanding and dazzling actress would marry my sick son in such a short period of time. For example, I suddenly understand why she is always so kind and caring to me.

I feel sorry for Su Yun.I destroyed her family, hurt her life, and in the end, I even ruined Su Yun's daughter's precious life because I wanted to take care of my son's emotions.

There is hardly anyone in the world more insane than I am.

After knowing that she was going to leave, Xiaoyan knelt down in front of me and begged me to let me take him to find Xuerou. He said that even if Xuerou doesn't love him, it doesn't matter, and it doesn't matter if she doesn't marry him, as long as she doesn't leave He's just fine.I agreed to him, but I don't know if it was because of him, or because I was subconsciously reluctant to leave that girl.

"Even if it's for me."

I was taken aback when I said this.I don't know why I said such words, and I don't know why my heart hurts so much when I hold her.I don't even know why I'm so afraid that she will just leave.

Is it just because of guilt?

Yes, it must be, I just feel guilty for her, I just want to make up for her, I just want to atone for it.

I tried very hard to forget everything, to forget that I already knew her feelings for me.But I know, I can't forget it.The things that have been known, the feelings that have been understood, cannot be forgotten no matter what.

I planned to pretend to be stupid for the rest of my life, but Yu Luo's return made it impossible for me to pretend to be crazy anymore.I always have to face reality.To be honest, I still couldn’t accept the love between women at that time. My father was a soldier and my mother was a teacher. I have been influenced by traditional Chinese culture since I was a child. In my subconscious mind, women should marry their beloved Men, from the beginning to the end.

But these two women broke my cognition.After Yuluo came back, I kept alienating Xuerou, or in other words, I was hiding from my heart.Because I can't understand more and more why my heart hurts like being torn apart after I hit her that night, why I didn't want to say a word of blame when I saw her tears, and why.

But Xuerou was as good to me as ever, I was really happy when I saw the vase she sent, and my heart was very warm.But I did something to hurt her after all. After the vase was smashed by Yu Luo, watching her leaving back, it took me a lot of effort to suppress the idea of ​​running out to chase her.Even Xiaojia came to blame me.But only I understand that the reason why I am so indifferent to her is because I found that I can no longer treat her simply with the heart of an elder.

I am on the run.

I am trying to prove that I am the same to her as I am to Yuluo, I depend on her, and I simply like her.

But the fact is not the case.

When she was not in front of me, I regretted slapping her that day a thousand times and ten thousand times. I even thought that it would be good if I never promised them to marry.I miss her so much.I want to hug her and touch her head.

This feeling is completely different from treating Yuluo.

I can't figure out what kind of feelings I have for Ji Tong, Yu Luo, and Xue Rou.I thought about it for a long time that night, Ji Tong was like a dream, Yu Luo was dependent, and Xuerou... I don't know.

I only know that I like her acting like a baby to me, like seeing her crooked eyebrows when she smiles, like her rubbing my face with her cheeks, like drinking the water she soaked for me with orange peels, like that she is by my side.I admit that I am a timid person, I don't have the courage to define my feelings for her, I just know that I don't want her to leave me.

And it was that night by the river that I really found out that I love her.

That piece of Xiaorou was wronged on the set, and I let her drink a lot of wine.I think she is really too tired and suffering, and my heart aches so badly, but I can only say yes, you are my daughter.

That night, she was drunk and kissed me by the river.

It was only when the two lips met that I realized that I didn't regard her as my daughter at all, otherwise, how could I not dislike her kiss at all, and even have some infatuation and intoxication...

This feeling was never felt when I was with Ji Tong.

No matter how much I don't want to admit it and how much I resist, I must admit that I already have feelings for her.And I'm sure that this feeling has nothing to do with my guilt towards Su Yun.

But her appearance really made me angry, why is she so ignorant, why is she always so self-willed, listening to her say something that hurts herself, I hit her again.

And one palm almost made my heart ache.I really wanted to go up to her and hug her and ask her if she was in pain, and I really wanted to hold her tightly in my arms so that I wouldn't let her think wildly and say some unlucky words.

Why do I always hurt her again and again like this, why do I always do things against my own will, clearly want to love her well, pamper her well, but always make her cry.

Maybe I'm really not qualified to be a lover.

Later, a lot of things happened, so messy that I can't remember the whole story.But I clearly remember the day when Xiao Rou and Xiao Yan received their certificates.That day, looking at Xiaoyan who was almost going crazy, I was suddenly very scared. I was afraid that if Xiaoyan like this really married Xiaorou, how would Xiaorou spend her days in the future.I just want her to go, I just want her to get out of this place that's going to bring her misery.

After all, they got the certificate, but I was [-]% sure in my heart that her compromise was for me.

I was very distressed, but still, did not stop.

It was such a cowardly and selfish Bai Qingwan.Maybe she only thinks that I love her son, but what she doesn't know is that I want to use my identity as daughter-in-law and mother-in-law to tie me tightly to her who may be separated at any time.

Because I don't know when it started, I can no longer tolerate her without her in my life.

Right when I am selfish.

Seeing her pale face lying on the hospital bed, I can understand what is the pain of thousands of arrows piercing the heart. The doctor said that her right hand may be disabled. At that moment, many thoughts appeared in my mind, such as Exchange mine for hers, for example, I want to leave with her, for example, I really care about her.

Looking at her pale and beautiful face, I am cowardly and finally dare to admit that I fell in love with this little woman.she is mine.

No one can bully her or make her suffer the slightest bit.But I forgot one person.

There is one person, I don't know how to open my mouth to scold her and question her no matter what.That is Yuluo who has loved me for most of my life.

"Yuluo, just treat it as a dream." This is the only thing I can say to her.Yuluo, do you know that you have been with me for so many years, and you can almost be regarded as my life-and-death friend.I can forgive you for your mistakes, even if you hurt me, Xiaojia or even Xiaoyan, I can forgive you.

But she is the only one who can't.

You can't move a single hair of her, let alone you broke one of her hands.

At that moment, I looked at Huo Yuluo who was crying so hard, and comforted her without distraction, but all I could think of was my Xiaorou's haggard face.

In the hospital, the moment I hugged Xiao Rou, I wanted to stay with her forever like that.Finally, I decided to go abroad with her and accompany her to treat illnesses, whatever is fine, but I can't let Xiao Rou have no hands.

What happened afterwards was like a play.Because everything was far beyond my imagination and beyond my expectations.

But the time with Rou'er in Paris was the happiest and happiest time in my life.In just a few months, I finally know what is true like and what is unforgettable love.The appearance of Tian Xin let me know what it means to be jealous, what it means to care, and what it means to want to take the one I love for myself.

She can lose her temper with me, she can get angry at me, I can be tolerant and tolerant, I can coax her, I can be humble.But what I can't stand is that she is nice to others and smiles at others.

It's funny to think about it, I'm so old, and I'm going to compete with a woman in her twenties to be jealous.

But I really can't help myself.

There were noises, awkwardness, and misunderstandings, but it was beautiful after all. We walked hand in hand after dinner, and she still slid into my arms and acted like a baby at me, and she still wanted to kiss me childishly on the street.I think her being by my side is already the greatest gift from God to me, so I follow her and rely on her in everything.

until.

"Bai..." When we were in Paris, we lived together all the time, sleeping on the same bed, and she was used to leaning against my arms. Usually, I would pat her a few times or coax her and she would fall asleep.But this time it was different, she rubbed against my body, her cheeks were flushed, and her body was emitting waves of heat.Makes me uncomfortable.

"What's wrong?" I moved a little away from her, touched her flushed cheek, and said softly.

But she turned over and pressed on my body, with her hands on my side, looking at me with dim but fiery eyes. She is very beautiful, with a fresh and pure temperament, which fascinates me, but looking at her flushed face On my cheeks, I was a little embarrassed and ashamed.I don't know how to face her.

She lowered her head slightly, her lips were only a few millimeters away from mine, and I could clearly feel her breathing: "You are so beautiful."

I reached out and touched her face, smiling slightly.The body became stiff.

"Kiss." Before I could react, her lips were pressed down. Unlike usual, her lips were very hot at this moment, and her teeth bit my lips lightly. My scalp was a little numb, but there was no doubt that I I like this feeling very much.Her tongue slipped in and entangled with mine, sucking my tongue a little painfully, making me feel a little breathless.

But he couldn't bear to push her away, for fear that his actions would hurt her.

"Did I hurt you?" She suddenly stopped and looked at me remorsefully.

I smiled and shook my head.

"That's good." She smiled coquettishly and complacently, but her lips fell on my neck, kissing and biting gently, she lifted my nightgown with both hands, slipped in and held my chest , pinch and press.

I finally felt something was wrong, and I stretched out my hand to hold her hand.

She suddenly opened her eyes and looked at me with some hurt. I looked at her lonely eyes and felt distressed. I let go of her hand and smiled. I couldn't bear to say anything more. She seemed to be encouraged. , sucking my neck even harder.

My nightgown was pushed to the top by her, and her hand holding my chest was getting stronger and stronger. I felt a little uncomfortable, my body was getting hotter but my consciousness was getting clearer.I know it's normal for lovers to have sex in bed, but I'm still not used to it...

Finally, when she pulled off my panties, I suddenly opened my eyes wide: "Xiaorou..."

She stopped all movements and looked at me. I didn't speak, but showed my embarrassment and embarrassment.She rolled over from me, then helped me arrange my clothes, and smiled pretending to be okay: "It's my fault. I'm getting more and more straight."

Then turned around to face me.Her reaction made me very distressed, and I also blamed myself a little bit, and regretted my actions just now.In fact, if Xiao Rou likes it, then let her go, why should I make her unhappy...

I hugged her tightly, pressed against her body, and rubbed against her gently.

She seemed to be aware of my guilt, and said lightly: "Oh, it's okay, you don't look like you anymore."

I put my face against her back, didn't say anything, just said "I love you" in my heart.

After returning to China, everything returned to normal, and the sweet and happy life in Paris was like a dream.I became Bai Qingwan again, and I became her mother-in-law again.

I know that the life after returning to China may be difficult, but I never thought that it would be more difficult than I imagined.

For example, I never thought that Xiaoyan would find out about my affairs with Xiaorou.For another example, I never thought that Su Yun's father would be the leader of an American underworld group.

I was very guilty when Xiao Yan cried, but it was only guilt, and I never regretted it.I am indeed a heinous woman, and I have robbed my son of the woman he loves the most.Also grab the peace of mind as it should be.How can I be so bad.

Looking at Xiaoyan's handsome but tear-stained face, I couldn't say anything to comfort him, because I couldn't return Xiaorou to him, and Xiaorou couldn't be his, after all they Yes, siblings.

My son and my love, the two most important people in my life, I can't let go of either.

Xiaojia’s words gave me courage. I thought she would feel ashamed for me doing such a scandalous thing, but no, instead of feeling ashamed, she encouraged me to carry it with Xiaorou. My daughter will always be so Her thoughtfulness made me feel more guilty about her.

I watched my lover sit on the swing, the cold moonlight hit her face, exuding a lonely and lonely atmosphere.I know that she is worried that I will give up, or that she wants to give up for me.

But this time, I won't let her sacrifice for me again.I want to catch her.

I have hurt my son and I don't want to hurt my woman anymore.

Before I met her, I never knew that I could love someone so much.Loved so much that I was afraid of losing her, because I was afraid of losing her, so I did something wrong again.

When she said she was going to America to visit her grandfather, my heart skipped a beat. Underworld groups are a terrible existence. There are too many ways for them to get information. Su Baihu is so powerful, maybe he has already found out about Su Yun back then. She didn't know why he didn't ask her for his life, and she didn't care. She only knew that if Xiao Rou knew the truth, she would really lose her forever.

"do not leave."

It's not that I don't know how much Xiaorou longs to have a relative, how much she longs to have a family relationship. It's not that I don't know how much she expects from this grandfather who has never met.But I'm too selfish.

Even if there is a one in ten thousand chance that she will leave me, I will