Nashan Nahe

No, how did you know that I came to Peking? "

"You said, didn't you write to me?"

"You received my letter? Why didn't you write to me when you returned to Peiping?"

"It's a coincidence that I received it the second day after I returned to Beiping, and then I found out where Mr. Han lived. I'm going to give you a surprise, so I went to the station. Is there a surprise?" Looking at me expectantly like a child waiting for parents to praise

"Hehe, um, surprise" I was pleasantly surprised when she said that, but before... no

"That's good, what's the matter? Can't sleep?"

"Well, a little, maybe, not used to it yet"

"Then why do you keep me? I can't sleep with you?"

"..." I didn't expect her to say that, and I was at a loss for words for a while.

"Hehe" she smiled, got out of bed and turned off the lights, uncovered the quilt, and lay on top of me...

Because my father made an appointment with the doctor before, and it took a few days to arrive, so most of the time, I hugged my sister to bask in the sun by a small flower pond in the yard, or waited for why not come and take me out for a walk, I feel that she has been away for more than a year. In fact, she is a little sorry for me in my heart, so as long as she does not go to the news scene or has nothing to do, she will stay with me at home. I enjoy it, but I don’t miss her either. So sorry, I want to tell her that I support and understand her.

Early in the morning, why didn't you prepare to go out and said that you would bring someone to meet me at noon, and I guessed who it was at home?She said so mysteriously?But after thinking about it, I probably have the answer in my heart, but he didn't come back until lunch, and my father came back to eat in a hurry.

"Why not? Go out?"

"Well, I went out in the morning." My mother said while carrying the dishes. I sat at the dining table and saw that my father seemed very serious.

"Hey, why did you go out? There is chaos outside, I have to go after two bites"

"What's wrong? What happened?" Listening to my father's words, my nerves tensed up

"Today, a group of students and the Communist Party of China, the Communist Party, the Communist Party, and the public funeral of Li Dazhao are gathering to protest," the father finished speaking, took a few bites, and left, gathering a crowd?Demonstration?Why not why she will definitely not participate, but she will take pictures, right?Will someone shoot at the scene?

One afternoon, I was restless, fidgeting, and kept walking inside and outside the house. My mother saw that I was anxious, and comforted me again and again, saying that I should be fine, but it was getting dark, and the demonstrations should be over. Father Come back and tell me that the crowds who were marching, marching, and demonstrating were shot and suppressed today.As for other circumstances, he is not very clear.I told him why he hasn't come back yet, I'm going to find her, my father said I was messing around, it's not safe at this time, and it's late, I know he's worried about me, but I'm also worried about why, if I can't see her , I will definitely not be able to sleep all night, but my father found a car and accompanied me to the small alley in Dongyuan.

As soon as the car stopped, I jumped down. My father followed me and went upstairs together. The door was ajar and the lights in the room were on. Facing the door to arrange something, but this figure is really familiar

"Hello" my father stood behind me and knocked on the door. The girl was startled and turned around

"Mr. Han, Jiayu, why are you here?" It turned out that it was really Ling Ping. My father and I, like Ling Ping, were a little surprised to see each other.

"Jia Yu, Mr. Han" Why didn't you come out of a small room inside, with the potion on your hands, it should be developing photos

"You...you, what?" I looked at her and muttered softly, I couldn't let myself suddenly appear here, and then asked her why she didn't go home like a little daughter-in-law

"Oh, I came back in the afternoon and sorted out the manuscripts and photos with Ling Ping. I forgot to go back and tell you." Why don't you understand my "half sentence" and explain to my father and me

"No, no matter what, I should just say it. It's so chaotic outside, you will disappear when you go out, Jiayu is so worried." My father's words surprised me, and I was also a little embarrassed

"...um..., I, I will definitely pay attention in the future" Although she was replying to her father, I felt that she was looking at me and said, but for some reason, I just kept looking at the corner of the table, neither looking at her nor Look at Lingping

"It's fine, you and Ling Ping, you two girls, be careful, Jiayu and I will go back first." Now is not the time and place to reminisce about the old days, my father said a few words, and then walked out first, I didn't look at why not In order to talk to Ling Ping, she followed her father downstairs without saying hello.

I am not a person who expresses emotions, even if I am happy or angry, I will cover it up and will not show it in front of people, but today, I feel... I am losing my composure!

Lying on the bed alone, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, I simply leaned against the head of the bed, sorting out my emotions, I have a mixed feeling, but one thing is certain, I am angry, why I am angry, because why not come back, And without saying hello?No, she didn't come back, it was because she was busy with something, she was really busy, and it was normal for her to come back and say something, then I was... because of my sense of crisis, because of my lack of self-confidence, because I was already anxious, and then Seeing Ling Ping suddenly appearing there made me magnify and distort what I could understand. I worried about her all day, but she and Ling Ping were sorting out the information together. She can forget even me, so I will be angry.

But when I calmed down, I also knew that things were not what I thought. She was with Ling Ping because of work needs, and she needed Ling Ping to help her, and I didn't know the news, so I couldn't help her. To be angry with her?As for her not coming back, it was also because of those jobs and news, not because of Ling Ping.

Now, I think about it, but I can't sleep anymore. It seems that no matter how much I read, I am also a woman. Sometimes I am jealous for no reason, and sometimes I am a narrow-minded woman.I plan to find some time to find He Buwei and Ling Ping, maybe I can help her with her work.

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☆, 25

The doctor took a look at my sister's condition and found that she had a ventricular defect. According to today, this is a relatively common and easy-to-treat type of heart disease. But at that time, medical conditions were not developed, and the risk of surgery was extremely high. , and may not be successful.

Listening to the doctor's simple description, I broke out in a cold sweat. My mother kept crying. Since my younger sister was born, self-blame has always been with her. When she saw this child, she couldn't help feeling guilty and sad. She walked out of the hospital. My father frowned and said nothing all the way. I hugged my sister and saw her purple lips, always bent like that, smiling. I remembered the night she was born, the crying of women and children in the room, and On the table of the Eight Immortals, the candle that swayed stubbornly in the cold wind

"Dad, change Jiawei's name"

"Huh?" My father looked back at me suspiciously.

"Replace Wei with Ming and call it Jiaming"

"Jiaming?" My father still didn't quite understand, but after thinking about it, he walked up to me, looked at my sister, and nodded. I hope that the word "Ming", with my blessings, can make her like me. That candle is strong and bright like a candle, and can bless her to grow up smoothly.

Jiaming's illness cannot be cured for a while. Even if surgery is necessary, my father plans to wait until she is a little older. My father is not a pessimistic person, but in this matter, I feel that he is procrastinating. If Jia Ming's condition improves in a few years, then he can avoid the operation, but if it cannot be avoided, such a dangerous operation must be waited until it is absolutely necessary, because he is also afraid that this child will go into the operating room. It will never come out.

Two days later, my mother and I were preparing to leave for Tianjin tomorrow. Based on our memory, we went to the alley in Dongyuan alone. Ling Ping seemed to be the only one in the house. When friends we hadn’t seen for many years meet again, it should be the joy of reunion after a long absence, but Why do I feel that the atmosphere here is a bit awkward?

"Jiayu, are you here?" Ling Ping held a stack of manuscripts

"Well, why not?" I didn't greet her, I just thought about why not

"She was developing photos in it. It's hard to hear that your sister is sick? How is it?"

"Fortunately, we are going back tomorrow..."

"Jiayu?" Why didn't you come out from the room, wearing a shirt, and saw me with sparkling eyes?

"Well, you...are you busy? Do you need my help?" I glanced at her, and then quickly turned my eyes to the table

"No, it's almost the same. Last time, I said I would bring you to meet someone, and it was Ling Ping, but because of the public funeral that day, I didn't have time to let you meet." Actually, even if she didn't say it, I could guess

"But I saw you that day too." Ling Ping said with a smile. When she said that, I thought of that night again and felt a little embarrassed.

"Hehe, you've sorted it out pretty much?" Why not

"Well, when your photo comes out, it should be fine." Ling Ping

I looked at the two of them, not knowing what I could do, feeling redundant and cramped

"No, Lingping, I will go back to Tianjin tomorrow," I said with a smile

"Huh?! Why is it so sudden?" Why not be a little surprised

"Well... it's time to go back, the school still has classes"

"Did you go to see my sister's illness? The doctor is back?"

"Well, I went to see her. The doctor said that she is too young to be operated on for the time being, and the risk is extremely high. I can only wait."

The three of them didn't talk anymore. I looked at a chair in front of me and didn't dare to look at them. I don't know why, but I just didn't dare to look at them. When I went back to the dormitory, I saw why Buwei was the same as when I was joking with Ling Ping

"Hmm... Ling Ping, do I need to take you back later?" Buwei asked her in his coat after standing for a while

"No need, the sky is still bright, and it's not far away"

"Okay, then let's go first, you can go back quickly after a while"

"Okay, long-winded, learn from Jia Yu, please be quiet."

"Hehe, okay, I'm quiet, Jiayu, let's go" Why don't you come to me, lower your head and ask me, I nodded, and walked out with her, when I was about to go out, I looked back at Lingping, she was wearing a dress by the table, Holding a thick stack of paper manuscripts with both hands, a cheongsam with a waist and a ponytail, she looked at me with a smile on her face. I don't know what expression I had at that time, but at that glance, I thought she was so beautiful, so beautiful to me. I am ashamed, and why I feel this way, I know clearly in my heart

On the bicycle, why not look back at me from time to time, I have been holding on to the back seat, looking at the pair of black cloth shoes she kept pedaling, without looking up, but I can feel her smile

At night, I fell asleep on my face, why didn't I go to take a shower, my mind was full of Ling Ping's smile when I was leaving, until why didn't I come in, and surrounded me from behind

"What's wrong? What are you thinking?"

"Well... no"

"Hehe, you still want to hide it from me?...Say it? Tell me?" She said and started to tickle me

"Hehehe, no reason" I turned around, grabbed her hand, told her to stop, blushed a little, looked at her, and nestled into her arms

"Jiayu, I'm sorry"

"What are you sorry for?" She apologized suddenly, which made me a little puzzled, and looked up at her

"I was too busy before, I forgot to come over, let you worry about me, I haven't come to apologize yet"

"No, I know you're busy, didn't I see you later? I'm relieved that you're fine"

"You have something on your mind? Don't you? Tell me" Her tone was soft, but there was no doubt, I pursed my lips, thought for a long time, and decided to tell her

"I...I think I'm not as good as Ling Ping"

"Why? Why compare with Ling Ping?"

"Because...she is with you every day, she understands the news, and can help you a lot. You have the same interests, the same direction, and the same ideals, but I am just a useless person who only knows how to read and write" I He spoke in a low voice, with some frustration in his tone

"...Are you jealous?"

"No, it's me who thinks that I'm so far away from you, I... I'm a little scared, I feel useless"

"Hey... you, don't compare yourself with anyone, because no one can compare with you, how can you be useless, you don't have to go to the battlefield, you have to witness the sword, light and sword to be useful, aren't you a teacher? I still remember , Teacher Han used to say that a desk can make a famous family, but now you are guarding the future of a famous family, why is it useless? You are not allowed to think like this in the future, huh?" She looked at me and stroked look at my face and speak seriously

"…………good"

"As for what you said about Ling Ping, I didn't expect that she was willing to run a newspaper with me. After she graduated, you haven't contacted me. Before I went to Rehe, she came to find me and said she wanted to go with me, saying What, I want to be a war correspondent, which startled me, and she said that she also wants to fight against Japan, and I also want to start a newspaper, so I let her come with me.” I could hear that she was talking to me. Explain, but I... really don't think there is anything between her and Ling Ping, but this kind of explanation still makes me a little happy, which shows that she cares about me a lot

"Why didn't you speak?"

"Huh? No." I don't want to say anything more, I just want to take a good look at her. Now that I'm gone, I don't know when I can see her

"Hehe, oh, you said just now that you think we are far away?...... Actually not"

"Huh? What do you mean?"

"Want to know? Well, I'll let you know how close we are." She pressed her forehead and said, I could hear some other meanings in her tone, so I couldn't answer any more, so I could only close my eyes , greeted her passionate kisses, and the joy that kept surging from her body

Not long after I returned to Tianjin, I received a letter of disobedience, and she went to Hebei again. The Japanese army aggressively invaded the eastern part of Hebei and formed a siege of Beiping. Zhang Jingyao was assassinated in Beiping. Gandhi went on a hunger strike to protest the British occupation of India. Opposing the Guo Ming Party’s letter to the public to sell Pingjin, the National Government signed the Tanggu Agreement with the Japanese army, and Jiang mobilized another 50 troops to encircle and suppress the Chinese Communist Party...

In just one month, I felt that the world seemed to have returned to the chaotic period. It was chaotic, and there was no distinction between humans and demons. But in my heart, I was still worried about why not. She didn't just go to Hebei, she followed the current situation, followed the battlefield, and migrated at any time .

The last time I saw Ling Ping, I didn't talk to her about the old days, or even greet her, which made me very ashamed, so I will write to Peiping, to Ling Ping.

The newspaper she and Buwei founded has already started publishing, and several like-minded young people joined in. Buwei named the newspaper "Time", which I didn't quite understand at first, but then Ling Ping sent me a When a copy came over, I read it and found out that it only reported current events, facts, and was impartial, and did not participate in any comments, so the purpose of this newspaper is-only current events, no politics.

I am very proud and very relieved, this is indeed the character of not doing anything, only telling the truth, not telling lies, only telling the truth, not empty words.It's just a pity... Tianjin can't read this newspaper, so Lingping can only send me a copy occasionally, but this is enough.

Before leaving Beiping and getting ready to board the train, why not give me an envelope, I opened it, and there was a family portrait inside, I looked at the photos, smiling and happy on the crowded platform.

The photo was not kept at home, I put her in my textbook for class, during recess, or when I had insomnia at night, I would take this photo and look at it over and over again. Standing beside her with some shyness, her mother is pregnant, her smile is as loving as water, her father is still gentle and majestic, Jiaqi and her two younger brothers are smiling silly, the upper left corner is a few dry branches of the big elm tree , It seems that there is still white snow hanging on it, I just looked at it for a long time, until I felt sleepy, then I closed the book, stroked the Zhongshan coat, and fell into a sweet dream.

I didn’t tell you about the Zhongshan coat, I was afraid she would say I was stupid, but I kept this coat with me all the time, until later, even if the war was raging and I was in exile, I didn’t dare to throw it away.

This coat, this small photo, is my sustenance for why not do it, my sustenance for our love, and later, it became my sustenance for tomorrow and my sustenance for living on the verge of collapse and despair several times...

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☆, 26

In the next year, in the midsummer of 1934, Jiaqi was about to get married. I don’t even remember how long the family hadn’t had such a happy event. Well... Jiaming’s birth was considered a happy event, but at that time, his father was under house arrest and his mother was haggard. Sadness, and this little life was born with a serious illness, so... there is not much joy in the family.

But this time, Jiaqi really made the family lively. The wedding was held in the middle school we were studying at that time. In a large classroom, all the teachers and students were laughing and making noise, which made Jiaqi and the groom official feel shy and happy , my brother-in-law is my junior in high school and also Jiaqi’s senior. After graduating from high school, he joined the army as a pilot and was sent to the United States to learn about bombers. After returning to China, he came home to propose marriage to his parents immediately. Parents were surprised and pleasantly surprised Well, I really didn't expect that my brother-in-law who always felt a little dull in school at that time could win Jiaqi's heart.

Before the wedding, my mother hurriedly made two cheongsams for Jiaqi. I was helping my mother cut the cloth, and my mother was threading needles and threading beside me. She looked up at me from time to time. I felt that she seemed to have something to say to me, but I didn’t know. How to speak?

"Mom, what's the matter? Are you okay?" Seeing that she hesitated to speak, I simply asked

"...Jiayu, you are already 24, and Jiaqi is married, you..." The mother hesitated

"...I, I don't want to get married" I was taken aback when I heard my mother's words, although why can't I be by my side, but I was still intoxicated by her gentleness that was thousands of miles away but still inspiring. ignores some facts

"I don't want to marry... I don't want to marry" my mother repeated my words as if she was talking to herself. For me, it's nothing at all, why not me!

After the wedding, the brother-in-law returned to Nanjing with her father. Although Jiaqi was married, she still lived at home. The mother said that she did not marry a daughter, but earned a son. I think, what would she say if she knew what I didn't do?Earn a daughter?Hehe, it's her daughter who doesn't care about it!

"Sister, aren't you stressed?" Jiaqi asked me

"Huh? What pressure?"

"I'm married, you haven't picked it up yet, and you're the eldest in the family, won't you feel pressure?"

"I...not..." I feel that I am a little guilty

"...Have you received a letter from Eldest Sister?" She suddenly changed the topic, which made me feel a little unresponsive

"...she...didn't"

"How long has it been since eldest sister wrote? Where is she?"

"..." I don't want to answer anymore, and I can't answer. How long has it been since she wrote?It's been a few months. Where is she?I have no idea……

Hitler seized power, the Jews began a purgatory-like nightmare on earth, the CCP and the CCP were in full swing in the south, the fifth anti-encirclement campaign, the Northeast formed the Anti-Japanese Allied Forces, the Red Army began the Long March, Afghanistan joined the League of Nations, newspapers are constantly reporting , big and small news at home and abroad, but I still have no news about what to do. In the past, I could sometimes see photos taken by her in the newspapers, but now?

Ling Ping and a group of colleagues are accelerating the growth of the influence of the newspaper. After several disappointments, Qin Yuan left the Northeast Army and joined Fu Zuoyi's command. Even Ling Ping and Qin Yuan corresponded with me from time to time, why not... No news, still No news……

No matter what she wants to do, I can support her without hesitation, but...at least let me know where she is, now I don't know anything, I went back to that year, she left school and didn't talk to me for three whole years When I contacted her, I worried about her all day long and felt uneasy.

Days like this make me physically and mentally exhausted. I, a teacher who has always been dedicated to my work, would lose my mind during class, forget to put salt in the dishes for the students, and walk through the intersection unconsciously on the way home. I feel like, if this goes on, I think I'm going crazy?

In the waiting and disappointment, after another whole year, I finally received a letter from He Buwei. According to the date, it should have been written a month ago. I hurriedly and carefully tore open the envelope. The first sentence in the letter was to ask me Have you received the previous letter? She wrote to me before?It's also possible that it was not delivered to Tianjin due to various reasons. The letter informed that she is currently in southern Zhejiang and cannot leave for the time being. At the beginning of the month, it was reported in the newspaper that there was a flood in the Yangtze River area, and countless people were displaced, died and disappeared. Countless, incomplete statistics, about 14 deaths, is she over there, is she filming the disaster?

Not for... not for... Can you swim?What if you fall into the water in danger?Holding the letter, I was full of memories, hoping to find evidence that she could swim...

More than a month later, I was at home, cooking chicken soup for Jiaqi, who was in confinement, according to the ingredients my mother bought.Why didn't you come in from the courtyard in a hurry, and the first person who saw her was Jia Ming. Jia Ming was three years old, but he was not tall, and he was a little unsteady when running. Still babbling non-stop.

I heard the sound, I held a spoon in my hand, and leaned out of the kitchen to have a look. I saw that I was holding my sister, standing under the elm tree. It was still hot. She was wearing only a shirt. She looked at me with a smile, and then looked down again. Funny Jiaming, it's strange to say that Jiaming only met her once, when she was only one year old, but two years later, she didn't recognize her birth at all, the two seem to have known each other for a long time, maybe this is...fate, yes , It's fate, why not be fate with the Han family.

When I saw her, I was startled at first, then pursed my lips and smiled, turned and went back to the kitchen, continued to look at the pot, filled the firewood, did not say hello to my mother and Jiaqi before entering the main room, then came to the kitchen, sat On her special seat (the little bench she used to sit on)

"I'll light the fire, you look at the pot" After that, he picked up a wooden stick and filled it with firewood skillfully as before

I smiled and didn't speak. I stirred the pot of chicken soup with a spoon, looked down at her, and stroked her neglected, long short hair. She didn't look up, and I touched it. After a while, I suddenly Remember something, ask her quickly

"No, can you swim?"

"Huh?! What, swimming?"

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Since Han Jiayu left, why not go to Hebei first, and stayed there for a long time, and wanted to go back to his hometown, but it was already occupied by the Japanese army, so he had to give up.

Later, I went to Jiangxi, went north with the Red Army's anti-Japanese advance troops, arrived in Anhui all the way, tracked and filmed, and then went to Hunan, Jiangxi, Hubei, Henan, Anhui and other places to record the anti-encirclement and suppression. The next year, I went to Zhejiang. Two months later, I wanted to end the work. He left, but encountered floods in the Yangtze River.

During the filming of the Red Army this time, I got to know many people from the CCP, and some people advised her to join the CCP, why not because she has no interest in politics and does not want to participate in party disputes. Furthermore, Han Jiayu Her father was in the national government. If she really joined the CCP, the problem would be more complicated. However, why not do it when she came into close contact with the Red Army for the first time, and felt their so-called belief, almost religious fanaticism. It can be said that the time has come. Being able to risk everything regardless of the consequences, if the truth is told, why not be surprised, admired, and disgusted by this, she feels... Jianghu has a lot of habits, so she politely declined the "invitation" of the CCP , and left in a hurry.

But what surprised her was still to come. Decades later, these warriors who used to cross the grass and eat tree roots for "faith", these people who survived the war years tenaciously, these, think Except for the gcd, comrades who are all demons and goblins would actually kill their "comrades" in a peaceful time, because once it sounded like a gentle and elegant "cultural reform".

Why not leave as soon as you say it, which is "chic", but she didn't know that those letters of hers were never sent to Han Jiayu for various reasons, because the place she went to was not War is a natural disaster, where can I send letters?Han Jiayu can only let Han Jiayu look forward to her while waiting anxiously, or... her few words...

In fact, it's not just Han Jiayu, why not Ling Ping?Han Jiayu wrote a letter to ask her why not why, but she didn't know where she was, why didn't she say anything when she left, even if she wrote a letter, it was impossible to write to herself, and Ling Ping worried about why not all day long, so , whenever Han Jiayu asked her, she always felt a little weird...

Why didn't you tell her at the beginning that you want to have a newspaper office that doesn't participate in anything, doesn't discuss anything, just take photos and let the public see the facts, because sometimes, many newspapers dare not publish her photos , Either she is afraid of the Japanese, or she is afraid of the government, or she is unwilling to publish it. For example, when the pro-gong newspapers take photos about Guo Ming’s troops, if they are negative, they can barely accept them. If they are positive, they will accept them. She will be rejected without mercy.

Therefore, Ling Ping followed her and helped her set up a newspaper. She could do the same thing and have the same goals as He Buwei, and she could meet every day, which made Ling Ping very happy. But in the end, the newspaper was full of her and her friends A few colleagues are taking care of it, so why not run around all day for this leader, without seeing anyone.

But this is not important, because why not why will come back sooner or later, but that night, when she saw Han Jiayu, especially when Han Jiayu saw herself with a flash of ambiguity in her eyes, why not see Han Jiayu, all of a sudden, when her eyes were full of surprises, she knew that she had lost... well, if she lost, she lost. She never thought about what she would get, so was she afraid of losing?She just thinks now, why not be safe and sound, and that she can do something useful with Why not in this turbulent world, that would be great!

At this moment, Ling Ping, besides this, how else can she comfort herself?

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☆, 27

"Huh?! What, swimming?"

"Yes, will you?"

"I…………"

"Before, I didn't have a chance, and I didn't think about it, so I never asked you, can you swim?"

"You...why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

"...I'm afraid you'll be drowned" I hesitated to say it, but finally said it

"Drowning? How could it be drowning?"

"Didn't you go to Zhejiang?"

"......Oh, you said, you said the flood?" She seemed to have a sudden reaction

"Yeah," I replied in a low voice, a little embarrassed

"...I didn't fall into the water, as for swimming? I... I can, just a little bit"

"Then you should be careful, and stay away from places with water in the future." I said softly, and looked at the chicken soup in the pot. she

"Isn't it for Jiaqi? Why did you let me drink it first?"

"Let you taste the saltiness" Actually, I have tasted it before, and the taste is just right

"Oh... well, just right" Hearing me say that, don't you seem a little disappointed?I pursed my lips, suppressed the smile on my lips, and left the kitchen

He brought out chicken soup for Jiaqi, and boiled a large pot of hot water for He Buwei to take a good bath. It was hot, although she was not very close to her, but she could smell it, and she began to smell.Washed her hair first, then filled the bucket with hot water

"Do you want me to wash it for you?"

"Well, you wash it for me." I walked in, saw her leaning against the big wooden barrel, closed her eyes, and replied in a low voice, feeling as if she was about to fall asleep. I can imagine how hard it is to spend all day and night outside, eating and sleeping outside. , Seeing that she was really tired, I washed her quietly and didn't dare to disturb her

"Jiayu" I heard her call me, looked up at her, eyes still closed, comfortable and peaceful, indeed fell asleep, that is... a dream?Dreamed about me?Thinking of this, I smiled, leaned on the edge, squatted next to the barrel, and looked at her, she lost weight...

It's almost finished washing, but seeing that she is still asleep, I can't bear to wake her up, but I can't... Soak in the bath water to sleep, after thinking and thinking, I actually made one, which I couldn't even imagine Decided, I plucked her wet short hair, I really wanted to feel itchy, but I frowned, and hummed twice, I smiled, leaned forward, kissed her, she woke up, opened her eyes look at me and kiss back

"Jia Yu"

"...Well... No, go to sleep in the house, okay?" She was a little out of breath from the kiss, I left her lips, helped her stand up, and wiped her body

"Okay, how about you? Come with me?" The voice was soft and shallow, were you acting like a baby?

"I'm not sleepy" I don't know if it's because of the hot weather or what, but I felt my face was burning, so I hurried out, went to the room and gave her an underwear

"Huh? Why do you still have such a fitted underwear? It's not too big or too small."

"...Fit? Just fit."

"Whose underwear is this?"

"yours"

"Mine? Why don't I remember my underwear at home?"

"...I made it for you" I tied her clothes and said in a low voice, I lowered my head to straighten things up with some concealment, the clothes I had already put on were neat enough

"Jia Yu, you are so kind"

"Okay? It's okay if you think it's okay." I saw her smiling and saying, she looked like a child wearing a new padded jacket for the New Year, couldn't help touching her face, but was held by her, she was like that Holding my hand in mid-air, without speaking, just looking at me with a smile, the small room was suddenly very quiet, I was still looking at her at first, and gradually I felt that my gaze came from her face , moved to his toes

"So sleepy" she said after a long silence

"Well...you're tired, go to sleep"

"What about you?"

"I tidy this up"

Seeing that why didn't she enter the house, poured the bath water, took the laundry basin, and washed her whole body three times, I didn't understand why she didn't like to bring a change of clothes when she went out ?I've talked to her several times, and she always said, it's troublesome, and you're going up and down the mountain all day, so where's the time to take care of it?Hey... Thinking about it, I saw her wearing two underwear before, and the collar was almost worn out after wearing it for a long time. I wanted to make another one for her, but she left before I could finish it. Done, there is no chance for her

"Jia Yu"

"Mom, what's the matter?" I was drying the clothes when my mother came out of the main room

"Why not?"

"No, I'm tired, I'm resting" After I put on my clothes, I looked back at my mother, why was she holding the scissors in her hand?

"Sleep, let her sleep well, she just said that I should cut her hair"

"Oh, you go and accompany Jiaqi" said I took the scissors from my mother

Open the door carefully, go in and see why not, she is still asleep, as if... Still snoring?I leaned over her, suddenly, she opened her eyes, looked at me and smiled sleepily, I didn't hide, just looked at her like this

"Jiayu..." Maybe she hasn't woken up yet, her voice is not very calm

"Um...wake up? Get up, let me cut your hair, okay?"

"Hehe, good." She was happy like a child

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For the fifth time to encircle and suppress the Red Army, Qin Yuan led a regiment to Hubei with a large force. There was a huge gap in equipment and manpower between the two sides. In just a few days, they wiped out the Red Army in Henan, Anhui and other places. The wrong leadership forced the Red Army to retreat to the Hubei, Henan and Anhui bases, retaining only a part of its troops, and continued fighting in the Northwest Soviet Area, but even so, the national army finally won the fifth encirclement and suppression victory.

The complacent commander held a celebration banquet and boasted of his great achievements. Qin Yuan was dressed in military uniform and wandered among the military and political leaders. He remembered his previous experience in the Northeast Army.