[Wen Ye] Hell changes

Osamu Dazai, who has no tasks recently, has almost nothing to do, even though he is free, he still feels extremely tired. Whenever he relaxes, he goes to the bar and wants to meet with old friends, Oda Sakunosuke says that he has no free time.To use the reason given by Oda Sakunosuke, I am reading and researching, please don't disturb me.

Fine.

The subordinates came to report to him some minor movements in the organization, but he just leaned against the wall and listened casually.

"By the way, Akutagawa hasn't come back yet?"

The subordinate who reported thought for a moment: "There is no news about him yet, probably not."

In other words, Akutagawa has been alone with Nakahara Chuya for three days.

Osamu Dazai didn't show any concern, and didn't make any statement about the news. After saying "I know" lightly, he walked away.

He couldn't help but start to wonder, Akutagawa and Nakahara Chuya are both of the bad-tempered type, Nakahara Chuya is irritable and irritable, Akutagawa Ryunosuke is high-spirited and sharp, but why they get along so harmoniously?Obviously the two of them are the ones who can fight the most, why do they never have any physical conflicts, not even verbal conflicts?It kind of interested him, made him want to figure it out.

He knows that he and Zhongyuanzhong are also two types of people, but Zhongyuanzhong can have it, he can have it, and Zhongyuanzhong can do it, and he can do it, right?But except for the training time, when Akutagawa met him, he only had monotonous respect.Except for "Sir", "You", "My Majesty" and "Excuse me", no other words have any emotional color.

Akutagawa did respect him, but only respect.Respect without any impurity, apart from this, there is no other kind of strong respect, so strong that no other feelings are allowed to appear in Akutagawa's impression of him.Osamu Dazai understood this very well, but he was the only one who didn't understand this.

Where exactly did he have a huge divergence with Zhongya Zhongya, and when did Zhongya Zhongya get close to Akutagawa, so that he is now about to be kicked out?Obviously he was the first person to hold Akutagawa's hand!Obviously, obviously he has to admit that he cares about Akutagawa...Obviously...

He didn't intend to walk in this child-like emotional soil any longer.No matter how much you walk around, all you get is this throbbing like a dry mountain, and the possibility of its early death.The summit is bare.There is no vegetation on the mountain.

At this time, the two protagonists in his inner world are still sheltering from the rain outside.

It is raining in Yokohama.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt that the rain was not a problem at all, and wanted to run to the port mafia against Rashomon, but was pulled back by Nakahara Chuya, and he was very angry and asked him to sit here obediently.This is the bus platform, and there is no one other than the two of them, so a scene of the two sitting next to each other on an empty bench was formed.

The other party was his senior, and he was also a core cadre of the organization, which made him unhappy. Akutagawa Ryunosuke always felt that he had done something heinous, so he had to sit down with a puzzled face.

"Just wait here for the rain to stop, and then go back when the rain stops."

"Rashomon can keep out the rain."

"Put Rashomon away,"

"why?"

"Because, because, this, of course, because, uh... I'm so annoying, I don't want to explain it to you stupid head!"

"I'm sorry, I will reflect on it next time."

"Reflection and reflection, every time I say reflection, the result of reflection is that I still don't understand anything."

Nakahara also hesitated for a while, and then suddenly mustered up the courage to put his hand on Akutagawa Ryunosuke's forehead, the palm against Akutagawa Ryunosuke's skin, and the back of his palm facing himself, then leaned over and placed it on the back of his hand. Kissed for a moment.

"Little black eyes who don't understand romance. I really want to criticize you once, but I can't bear it."

No matter how angry Akutagawa Ryunosuke is, how he has a cold war with him, saying that the senior and I disagree, we should go our separate ways, or how he pretends to be indifferent and dissatisfied, Nakahara Chu will definitely surrender directly, while keeping the tone of blame Slow down slowly, while saying good night when parting, see you in a dream, or shaking your head and sighing with a wry smile, I really hate to criticize you.

Osamu Dazai would not do that.Here in Central Plains Chuya, Akutagawa can accept the feeling of being tolerated and valued, which is the first time he has had this feeling in his life.If possible, he wanted to keep this feeling forever.

"Let's go eat together when the rain stops."

"Senior, you just said that you will go back when the rain stops."

"Just now was just now, now is now, the me just now is not the me now."

"Senior, please give up your sophistry!" Akutagawa Ryunosuke firmly retorted, "We should firmly uphold the viewpoint expounded in Marxism, that human beings are the sum of all social relations, and that the past self and the present self are one. Yes, what defines us is not ourselves, but society!"

"..."

For a moment, Zhong Yuanzhong looked at him with a very strange look.

"Marxism?"

"Yes, senior."

"I don't really understand these things..." Zhong Yuanzhong also turned his face away in embarrassment, "What kind of things are these, almost no experience in my life will involve these, so I can't talk to you about this. Discussed……"

"It's okay, senior, I can lead you to read together. If you want to read novels, I can lend you "Crab Worker Boat."

"Let's change the subject."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's expectant eyes darkened instantly, and his smile slowly withdrew.He nodded in frustration and replied, "Just listen to you."

"Well, that's good...I order you not to mention Osamu Dazai's name today."

"May I mention Max?"

"It's okay to mention it, but I can't understand it."

"understood."

"Cough, okay, let me see, what order is better for you..." Zhong Yuanzhong also held his chin, pretending to think hard, "Then order you to associate with me."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke let out a muffled snort.

This muffled hum sounded a bit like an affirmative tone, and Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't help but be ecstatic.

"You promised, you promised! You just said 'yes' right?"

"No, I'm very confused."

"What doubts? Is there anything you don't understand? Speak up, reorganize the language, and I will definitely answer."

"I want to refuse."

"Why? Because of Dazai?"

"No, I just feel that this kind of thing is far away from me."

socialize.He savored the word, rolling it in his mouth like an olive pit.In his superficial knowledge about love, dating means that two people get tired of being together every day, holding hands, hugging, and other details, which he can roughly imagine, but if he substitutes it into himself, he feels that this is unlikely, Even a little unorthodox.

"It's okay, some things just need to be understood slowly, so that they are no longer far away."

"I don't understand this."

"I can wait for you to understand slowly. I'll mention it again then."

"What again?"

"Acquaintance. Please stay with me, that's what you say...you just refuse me, and let me repeat it again, such a shameful thing..."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at him with surprised eyes, because he didn't expect the other party to be serious.Such an inadvertently simple statement made him receive the other party's sincerity very truthfully.What will he find in Nakahara Chuya's eyes?Passion is as thin as a flower stalk and slowly opens to the sun?The unspoken love words turned into the texture of the dance in the eyes and exploded like fireworks?Sadness is as magical and touching as a shooting star across the sky?Or is it all three?

"It's too much to stare at me after rejecting me. I'd be shy too." Zhong Yuanzhong also grinned, smiling as naturally and generously as possible.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke rarely blushed.He had never blushed at anyone.His face was like a red flower that suddenly bloomed, spreading inward from the cheeks and extending outward, the whole face turned red.

As long as a person feels nervous or has difficulty breathing, he will easily blush. This is a very normal emotional expression of human beings, but he has never blushed like this in the past ten years.All it takes is a ray of sunshine on his shoulders, or even a word that touches his heart, and he can feel his face burn, but it took him more than ten years to experience this warmth.

He felt that his appearance was really shameful, and he was very unwilling and even a little sad, and his eyes were reddened.The blush on the corners of the eyelids was lighter than that on the cheeks.

If this person is so tense that his temples throb, will the area around his eyes also turn glaze red?Lovely and subtly deepening the color, like the playful and smart tiptoes of a bird before it takes flight?

Zhong Yuanzhong also thought about this scene, and couldn't help but be overwhelmed by this beauty. He was not shy when he confessed just now, but he also felt shy after seeing Akutagawa blushing.

"Why hasn't the rain stopped..." He said something casually in a panic, and the sweat from his hands dripped from the gap between his fingers due to embarrassment.

The bus came slowly, and before you knew it, the sky had already darkened, leaving only the layers of orange-red blooming from the rain stains on the car body as the setting sun spread across the sky and the earth. The thin sound, rising and falling together with the aperture.

"Let's take this bus and leave," he said to Ryunosuke Akutagawa.

"Would you like to take this?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke had never taken a bus, and he would be willing to try it if given the chance.

"Sit until the finish line, just treat it as sightseeing."

"Can't you find your way back?"

"If you can go all the way to the north until you can't find a way to go back... If there is such a chance, I would like to try it."

Zhong Yuan took his hand and took him into the car together.

The sweat from the hands when they were nervous just now has not completely dissipated, and the bone-piercing enthusiasm and slightly cold throbbing are transmitted through the body of both parties through the intimacy of skin to skin.When he clenched it tightly, Nakahara also felt his fingers gently sinking into the vortex of Akutagawa's palm, as wonderful and soft as pressing into velvet.

After getting in the car, Akutagawa said that he didn't want to sit next to him, because he thought it was strange, maybe because he blushed just now, and Akutagawa also knew that he would be nervous and shy, so he kept shaking his head and said to sit opposite.Well, Zhong Yuanzhong doesn't dislike him when he's shy, it's quite cute.

"All the way to the northernmost point..." Nakahara Nakaya looked at Akutagawa who was sitting across from him, "If it's possible, that would be great."

"Do you mean Iceland?"

"North farther than that, beyond the North Pole."

"Is there really such a place?"

"There must be. If not, it will be found out one day."

It is further north than the North Pole, and it does not exist in the cognition of any world, nor does it appear on any map of any era.He wants to go to a place where no one exists and no one bothers him.

However, he may not be able to let go of some worldly emotions.

He couldn't let go of his adherence to his position, his desire to win the battle, and Ryunosuke Akutagawa who was sitting opposite him now.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was sitting by the window.

He didn't stare at Nakahara Chuya anymore, but turned his head to look at the window, so a beautiful side face appeared on the window.

The window only reflected part of the profile of the black-haired boy, but it looked even more beautiful.

Nakahara Chuya's pupils shrank a little at that moment, and his heart was beating rapidly.

At this moment, with this heart as the center of movement of his soul, he let go of his defenses as if a wall was falling, and at the same time called out Akutagawa Ryunosuke's name lovingly.

Realizing that he was being watched, Akutagawa Ryunosuke turned his head and smiled at him.

Different from the dark tone reflected on the glass, Akutagawa's face showed a flawless white, with a sense of sickness.When he turned to face Chuya Zhongyuan, his red cheeks shone brightly because of his shyness.He leaned his upper body slightly, turned his neck sideways, and the neckline revealed by this was soft and graceful, and a dark gray shadow full of vitality danced under the inconspicuous Adam's apple, and even the back of the neck had a layer of Lush and lovely tender red.

When the car drove into a dark place and cast shadows on his neck, the tender red on it darkened neatly.

Chuya Nakahara's heart has been dug out by the shadow of Akutagawa reflected on the glass.

If, if he could go north of the North Pole, he hoped to leave with Ryunosuke Akutagawa.As long as Akutagawa Ryunosuke himself is willing, he can immediately take him away to a place farther than the northernmost place that only the two of them can understand, and only the two of them can outline its blueprint.

Central Plains also thought so.

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In fact, Akutagawa has discovered that Chuya and himself are not in the same way.