[Wen Ye] Hell changes

From that day on, Osamu Dazai's attitude towards Ryunosuke Akutagawa changed somewhat.If it's a big change, it's not that big, it's still belittling and punching, the training steps are always Akutagawa attacks him, then he beats Akutagawa to the ground, and finally he keeps stepping on Akutagawa.This is a fixed three-piece set.This is completely unchanged.Only in some small details, Akutagawa Ryunosuke can clearly feel that Osamu Dazai is a little strange.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's proficiency in abilities is getting better and better. Those who like to gossip about him have to admit that his abilities are very aggressive. As long as he starts to make a posture to activate the ability, everyone will They shuddered at the same time.He would still receive strange looks from others, but now some of these looks came from the fear of his strength, and occasionally he felt proud of it.

But whenever he was somewhat satisfied with himself, Osamu Dazai would stimulate him with cold comments.Those comments are very harsh, even belittled, and it is unbearable to listen to them.Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt that Osamu Dazai's words drenched his whole body from beginning to end like ice bumps, instantly making him feel pain from skin to flesh and bones.

Osamu Dazai was like this every time, he ignored him and let others judge him.Every time he tried his best to ignore those derogatory comments, tried to listen only to the praise and recognition of his strength, finally licked the wound in his heart, felt that he had become stronger to some extent, and Osamu Dazai happened to be Every time I got stuck at this time, I grabbed his scar and tore the flesh and blood again.

Moreover, with the same words and actions, Osamu Dazai hurt him ten times more deeply than others.

It's impossible to say you don't care.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke sometimes feels that life is really unfair to him.

He has already begun to doubt whether Osamu Dazai is really doing it for himself.The image of Dazai Osamu, who was originally supreme in his mind, has begun to collapse day after day, and Nakahara Chu has slowly entered his heart, filling the gap left vacant by the collapse of Dazai Osamu's image.

When he has nothing to do, he will wait for news from Edogawa Ranpo.Even if it was trivial matters such as which snacks were particularly delicious, he took them very seriously.

"What are you thinking, wanting to be so obsessed?" Osamu Dazai looked condescendingly at him who fell on the ground, "You have been distracted more and more recently. You used to be much more serious."

"Nothing..."

"No? Then why are you regressing more and more? Isn't this a contradiction?"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke wanted to explain, explaining that he did not relax every day, worked so hard, and wanted to produce results to attract Dazai Osamu's attention.But then, Osamu Dazai said "You still can't touch me at all, can't you?" He was speechless.

Indeed, after such a long time, he has not been able to touch the hem of Dazai Osamu's clothes. Although Dazai Osamu's supernatural ability has obviously disabled his Rashomon, he does not even have an advantage in physical skills, after all, his body is too weak up.

Thinking about it this way, I really don't seem to be making any progress.

Osamu Dazai watched his expression change quietly without expressing any opinion.The silent attitude made Akutagawa Ryunosuke even more nervous. In order to cover up, he had to keep attacking with Rashomon more and more, using fancy and frequent moves to make up for the silence that Osamu Dazai wanted to persist until the end, so as not to let His nervousness and unwillingness were revealed.

"Nervous? Was I right? That's right, it's a very simple reason to understand." Osamu Dazai easily waved his hand to invalidate Rashomon, and smiled at Akutagawa's cold sweating face up.

There was some helplessness in that smile, but Akutagawa didn't know why he was helpless.

"The heart of the heartless dog has gradually been filled with emotions, which startled me a bit."

Osamu Dazai stopped, pursed his lips,

"You promised me at the beginning. You said that no one can replace me. "

Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at him in surprise and puzzlement, blinking his dark eyes, as if he was in a daze.

Maybe on the first day of entering the Port Mafia, he would answer without hesitation, Mr. Dazai, you have always been number one.Because at that time, Osamu Dazai in his eyes was the whole world.Dazai Osamu's slender and handsome figure stands out from the background of his pale and dull life, which is an unprecedented and unique comfort for him, which he would like to call salvation.

But now, there seems to be more than just Osamu Dazai in the background of his life.For example, under the street lights at night, Zhong Yuanzhong also had a blushing face and said good night to him with a smile.For example, in the mobile phone that originally only had the system's built-in software and weather forecast text messages, there were a few extra photos of cakes shared by famous detectives.

These are simple and common, but also unique.For him, it is also a kind of bright comfort.He will not forget.

So, if you ask him whether Osamu Dazai is number one now, he can say yes, but he will hesitate to ask whether Osamu Dazai cannot be replaced by others.He admits he hesitates.Because his faith is already in the process of collapsing and rebuilding at the same time.

"Stupid child. You can think about this kind of problem for so long, you are really slow to learn everything... always..."

"Mr. Dazai? What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing. I just think you are still too uneducated."

Although he didn't know why, Akutagawa Ryunosuke knew that Osamu Dazai was angry, because Osamu Dazai's anger was transmitted to him through his fist.Through spasms of the flesh.Ulcers through the wound.Through the wailing of flesh and blood.

This punch carried Dazai Osamu's punishment for his poor training results, as well as Dazai Osamu's own unknown anger and destructive desire, but in the eyes of Akutagawa Ryunosuke, this punch must be Because of the former, where would you expect the latter?No matter how Osamu Dazai beat him up, it was because of his poor performance.

This mentality of being willing to be punished also has an impact on the ability, its owner has no sense of resistance, and of course Rashomon will not activate it.Therefore, the strength of this punch was completely pierced into his stomach.

It seems that the stomach has a reaction from the beating.His already fragile stomach began to convulse and twitch, and the wound on his stomach that had healed slightly was burst by this punch, bleeding silently.

Osamu Dazai looked coldly at Akutagawa who was curled up in pain on the ground.

The latter curled up with his belly in his arms, his shoulders trembling slightly, his appearance washed away a lot of his usual fierceness, and he looked like some kind of fragile little animal.

"It's impossible to get Zhongye-kun's kindness from me in a lifetime."

No one knows why Osamu Dazai mentioned Nakahara Chuya at such a time, and even pulled it out to compare with himself.Osamu Dazai would not explain, and Ryunosuke Akutagawa would not think about these troublesome details in his opinion.Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't want to think about it.He just felt so painful and uncomfortable.The body is, the spirit is, and self-esteem is even more.

He didn't cry. After all, tears have nothing to do with him. It's just that there is still some misty water vapor around his eye sockets, which is produced subconsciously due to pain, just like some tears flow out of a person's eyes when he yawns. Usually, it is not because he wants to cry that he sheds these tears.

But at this time, he looked at Osamu Dazai with those steamy eyes, with self-blame in his eyes, and some doubts about what he didn't do well and suffered. These two emotions made his current eyes a little unnerving. I can't bear it, my heart is pitiful.

"Mr. Dazai."

A call weak as a sigh.

Osamu Dazai froze there.

They looked at each other suddenly.

The boy with two strands of white hair like a lop-eared rabbit curled his body, buried his head between his knees and turned sideways, and glanced at Osamu Dazai.

He looked at the man who had hurt him with his pupils that were almost so dark that they were pure, and there were tears flickering white along the lines of his eye sockets.The delicate eye lines swayed and danced lightly like catkins, depicting sentences without specific shapes, like the lovesickness wine chanted in some ancient poems. The silent stretch in his heart made Dazai Osamu's heartbeat speed up suddenly.

After meeting those eyes, Osamu Dazai's mind went blank, and he couldn't avoid it, as if his whole body was sucked into the deep black pupil rainbow.In the narrow space of his ribs, his heart beat like blood sticking to the wall of a blood vessel, hot and lingering.The frequency is romantic and the sound is ambiguous.

Almost at the moment when his heartbeat started to speed up, he immediately lifted up Akutagawa's coat and covered Akutagawa's eyes so as not to let himself continue to look at it.

He knows what it's like.He knew that this feeling would bring new meaning and joy to life, but he was a man who was right and wrong after all, even he himself admitted it.Even if this feeling is as soft and gentle as cotton, and this heartbeat is so energetic and affectionate, he will immediately hide away in fright.So he chose to do it.

"I'm leaving……"

After Osamu Dazai covered Akutagawa's eyes, he quickly returned to his usual posture, turned around and fled.

The action of inserting his pocket made him look careless, as if nothing happened just now.

He would rather pretend that nothing happened just now.

Yes, nothing happened.