[Wen Ye] Hell changes

After that day, Osamu Dazai couldn't sleep peacefully.He himself didn't know why, he clearly had no worries in his heart, but he felt empty in his sleep.It was a very uncomfortable and sour feeling.Even though you never had anything, you feel as if you had everything you once had and it disappeared overnight.

The sense of emptiness and emptiness brought about by being suddenly taken away is often more violent and unbearable than the feeling of being empty all the time.

Maybe it's because I've been too tired recently.So he sat down into the tavern feebly, planning to drink here all night today.Besides, he doesn't want to go home right now.There will be no one waiting for him at home.A person who has no worries and no family, naturally has no worries about what he wants to do.

Surprisingly, Chuya Nakahara was also drinking here, and he was also surprised by Osamu Dazai's arrival.If possible, Osamu Dazai doesn't want to quarrel with Nakahara Chuya now.Osamu Dazai felt that he was tired again, ordered a glass of strong wine, and sighed deeply.To his surprise again, Zhongyuan Zhongye was not in the mood to quarrel, but just poured wine into the glass in silence.

"Do you remember Ryunosuke Akutagawa? The one I brought back." Osamu Dazai initiated the conversation.

"Remember, I saw it on the road last time, it was the one with white skin and shaved shoulders."

"I went to the doctor secretly a few days ago. Our medical team here thinks he has a terminal illness. He may not live to be 20 years old."

"How old is he now?"

"15 or 16. He said he never had a birthday, so he didn't know when he was born."

"Are you in love with him?"

"Do not ask."

"Then you at least like it."

"I don't quite understand...Although I said I was worried about his illness, but I didn't want to be gentle with him at all. I felt disgusted and felt reasonable. Wait, it's too bad, I drank a little too much." Xu Already a little drunk, Dazai Osamu seemed to be talking a little crazy at the moment, "Where is Akutagawa? I'm almost drunk. I miss him."

He let out a long sigh, which sounded a little sad.

Zhong Yuanzhong also stared at his fragmented face reflected on the wall of the wine glass, and raised his brows, a small mound of flesh was piled up between his brows.Seriousness appeared on his face, making his features more pleasing and charming.

Will Akutagawa be tempted by the owner of this face?Osamu Dazai couldn't help thinking.

If I were an ugly and sloppy person, and I appeared in front of Akutagawa and told him, come, come with me, then he might dislike me.If Chuya Nakahara approached Akutagawa with his excellent foreign skills, would Akutagawa be tempted?if that is the case……

"Don't treat Akutagawa like this again." Nakahara Nakaya turned to him with a serious face, "I think you are a very special kind of person."

"Like who?"

"Like a teacher who takes the lead in supporting school violence."

"I scolded Akutagawa and made you anxious?"

"Paul's alchemist said that what enters the mouth is not evil, but what comes out of the mouth is evil."

Zhong Yuanzhong really thinks so.

The group of low-level members who are always bluffing seems to be the main initiator of cold violence on campus. As the person in charge of Akutagawa, Osamu Dazai chose to treat Akutagawa like that without knowing it.How is this different from teachers who take the lead in supporting school violence?The double injury of spirit and sex, either one is cruel enough to be flattering, and Akutagawa... such a slender and weak Akutagawa is likely to suffer from this kind of torment in the next life.

What kind of person will Akutagawa become?In this living environment, where will Akutagawa's heart go and where will he go?

Zhong Yuanzhong also hiccupped, and closed his eyes unbearably, his fingers struggled to hold his forehead to support his heavy and dizzy brain.

"Are you sympathetic? This is not like you. There are countless people in the port mafia that you can't take care of. There are many people who are at the bottom. I haven't seen you care about everyone. Just because Akutagawa is good-looking? Because of him His white skin, because of his black eyes, because of his slender shoulders? Just like Lin Daiyu?"

Accompanied by Dazai Osamu's teasing, Zhongyuanzhong also fell into deep thought.Isn't it like himself?he does not know.He couldn't figure it out.He just thought of Ryunosuke Akutagawa.Such Akutagawa Ryunosuke.Slender Akutagawa.The sadly white Akutagawa.Akutagawa with an outstanding face.Akutagawa stood upright despite his obvious fragility.

Beautiful people.Poor man.Pale and fragile people.Cruel and somewhat heartless.

The bottom of the wine in the glass is the reflection on the ceiling.When Zhong Yuanzhong also put down the wine glass, the body of the glass collapsed for a moment, and the reflection was like glitter on the wings of a butterfly, smeared and rolled in the water waves.Looking at the liquid light at the bottom of the cup interlaced by the pulsating light and undulating water, he recalled the scene when he saw Ryunosuke Akutagawa for the first time in the corridor that day.The other party is picturesque and handsome.He was reluctant to part with it, and had trouble sleeping and eating.

As his heart flew away, the light of the wine at the bottom of the cup gradually blurred in layers, and the gathering of water light again and again was like foam splashing when the tide swallowed, only a fleeting clear ripple appeared, and then It fell and disappeared in the turbulent heart tide.

Instigated by the drunkenness, Osamu Dazai, who didn't want to argue with Nakahara Nakaya, started to feel a little bit unreasonable again. Nakahara Nakaya was easily irritated, and it was rare for him to be quiet, so he wanted to beat him up again.

So he grabbed Osamu Dazai by the collar and punched him a few times. By the way, he had a few bouts of drunkenness in the tavern. Only then did he feel that he was a little more sober, and he walked out of the tavern to go home.He didn't want to get drunk here tonight, and it was obvious that Osamu Dazai wanted to sit there all night, no matter how he looked at it, he wanted to get out of there as soon as possible.

"Senior." A call as thin as a gossamer came from behind Zhongya Zhongye, and it was obvious that the owner of the voice was short of breath and seemed to be sick, "Senior Zhongyuan."

Chuya Nakahara turned his head and saw Ryunosuke Akutagawa standing there.He was a little surprised why the other party was here, but he didn't ask in detail.

"Are you still not resting so late?"

"Can't sleep."

"Insomnia?"

"The wind is very gentle in the dead of night, allowing me and my little sister to communicate with each other with peace of mind, without being disturbed. It can also... remind me of my parents who have never met."

"What? I'm sorry I drank some wine, I didn't hear the second half of the sentence very clearly."

"Nothing. Nothing said."

If he didn't go home, he wouldn't be able to hold on anymore, and he didn't want to lose his composure in front of Akutagawa.Nakahara clicked his tongue, hurriedly bid farewell to Akutagawa, and wanted to slip away quickly.

"You've been drinking, very drunk. Let me escort you home."

"Where do I need an escort?"

"Just do your job."

Not without reason.Although Akutagawa Ryunosuke is Dazai Osamu's subordinate, in terms of the entire port mafia relationship, Nakahara Chu is much higher than him, and can also be regarded as his boss.It is a normal act of loyalty for a subordinate to see his boss walking on the road in a drunken daze late at night and want to escort him home.

So Zhongyuan Zhong didn't refuse any more.

Although this explanation was so formal and cold that it made him feel inexplicably unhappy.

"Can you still tell where your home is?"

"north."

Nakahara answered with his blue eyes slightly drunk.

"Home is north. Keep going."

"Understood."

The two of them had nothing to say all the way, they just kept silent tacitly at the same time, walking side by side on the road.Occasionally, the shadows will stick together silently due to the inadvertent approach of a few centimeters between the owners, and the slender road between the shadows will be completely covered at this time, leaving only the shadows that show the quietness of the two. A whole piece of darkness connected to each other.

However, this kind of picture is just a moment that can fly away in the blink of an eye every time, and then it is still the gap in the middle and the few centimeters that are pulled away.

Even they themselves did not notice this scene.

Even if they notice, they don't think about whether it means anything.

Nakahara Zhongya naturally wanted to talk to him, no matter what his intentions were, it was always embarrassing to walk side by side with someone for a long time without saying a word.But thinking about it carefully, he didn't have anything to talk to.If we had to say it, maybe we could only talk about Osamu Dazai together, but obviously this would make Chuya Nakahara feel very annoyed and disappointed.

"Akutagawa." So, at the moment when he got home, he chose to speak like this.

"Is there any other order?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke turned his head because of this call, and blinked those obsidian-like eyes.

Zhong Yuanzhong also met his gaze while pursing his lips and staring at him.

"Nothing, just wanted to call your name." He said.

It's strange, Akutagawa Ryunosuke doesn't quite understand why he wants to call him for nothing.It's just that he considered that he had to train with Osamu Dazai tomorrow, and it was time for him to go back, so he didn't spend much time asking Nakahara Chuya why.

"Be careful on the road, you are so good-looking, don't be abducted by the strange uncle." Zhong Yuanzhong also laughed twice, and waved goodbye to him jokingly.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke doesn't understand Nakahara Chuya even more.In his eyes, the latter is a weird person who mentions that he is good-looking every now and then, and at the same time takes the initiative to care about others without any reason.Through the piecemeal understanding of the cadres in the past few days, he knew that Zhongyuan Zhong was also recognized as a kind-hearted person.Really let him not understand.

But it's also really good.very good.very warm.Not annoying.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke responded to his farewell: "Retire."

"Good night."

At that time, Akutagawa Ryunosuke saw him grinning, his two rows of clean teeth were like icebergs.An iceberg rose from behind his lips with a pleasing white light.Very beautiful.Also very reassuring.

very very.very very.

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The author has something to say:

This is youth, and Akutagawa is experiencing his first love.Of course it is the handsome and gentle Chuya.