[Wen Ye] Hell changes

Osamu Dazai asked Akutagawa Ryunosuke to come to him alone the next day, remembering not to have breakfast.

In fact, Akutagawa planned to try to eat normally the next morning. There is no doubt that he hadn't eaten a serious meal in the past few years, especially in the past few days. He hardly touched anything and was penniless.He really hasn't eaten for several days.Not only that, but the upside-down work and rest and mental stress exacerbated his physical and mental pain.He intends to eat something good from tomorrow, and start his new life from then on.

There was a moment, really just a moment, the moment when Osamu Dazai found him and planned to take him away, he really thought that maybe he could live a better life.

But Osamu Dazai didn't give him a chance to speak, and walked away without saying anything to him.Looking at the back of Dazai Osamu who was entering the dark place ahead, Akutagawa could only feel the pain in his stomach getting worse, as if there were stones in his stomach piercing him along the flesh and blood vessels inside the organs. The pain was enough to make an ordinary person roll in his arms The ground hurts all the senses.But after all, Akutagawa didn't want to admit that he was ordinary in front of Osamu Dazai.

So he endured the severe pain and didn't say no to Osamu Dazai.

That day Osamu Dazai seemed to be smiling more mysteriously than in previous days. While straightening the bandage on his hand, he said, "What's wrong? You don't look very well."

"It's nothing... There are some minor illnesses accumulated in that place, but it's not a serious problem. Thank you Mr. Dazai for your concern."

Accompanied by Akutagawa's several coughs that were clearly suppressed, Dazai Osamu bent his lips and turned a handsome face towards him: "The short guy who came to hook you up earlier is called Chuya Nakahara, do you know that? "

"I don't know." Not understanding why the topic suddenly changed to this, Akutagawa met Osamu Dazai's eyes blankly.

"What do you think of him?"

"From what we've had with him, he's a very nice guy."

"Answered honestly. Well, do you think he would be gentle with you if he had been the one to teach you?"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't understand what Dazai Osamu meant, since it was the first day the two began to get along formally, he mentioned that if someone else taught him such things, Akutagawa felt a little uneasy.Ryunosuke Akutagawa subconsciously thought that he did not satisfy Osamu Dazai and that Osamu Dazai had a bad impression of him, so he involuntarily added a bit of nervousness and apology in his answer: "I... won't think about it." Things that have no truth whatsoever."

"No authenticity? Your words are equivalent to saying that you will never let Chuya discipline you."

"Yes. Just with him once. No one can replace you."

"Okay, remember your words."

Osamu Dazai stood there thoughtfully, with his right hand resting on his chin, his gaze never resting on Akutagawa for even a second.When Akutagawa finally dared to raise his head in front of Osamu Dazai, he noticed that although the latter was talking to him, he never looked at him.At that moment, Akutagawa felt that this man who personally rescued himself from the slums, this man who was holding his hand yesterday, this man who was clearly standing in front of his eyes, was so far away from him.Although the distance is a few centimeters, the end of the world is like this.

Ryunosuke Akutagawa felt that Osamu Dazai was so distant and strange.

He suddenly had a very unfortunate premonition that he might not be able to fulfill the promise just now.He may never be able to understand Osamu Dazai, nor be able to be with Osamu Dazai.

This premonition is really unfortunate.It's even sad.

He didn't understand Dazai Osamu's emotion and meaning. He felt that he seemed to be smiling happily, but the other party's words and deeds were obviously not happy. He felt that Dazai Osamu might be dissatisfied with him, but he didn't know what he had done, and the other party also No more in-depth expression of attitude.Except for a series of confusing words and a rising sense of insecurity, Osamu Dazai gave him nothing, always stopped in the middle of the conversation, always smiled and didn't know whether it was joy or anger or what.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke put his right hand on his left chest in a daze as if bewitched, and clearly felt a kind of sad emotion coming from the depths of his soul, so that even his breathing was mixed with some sadness Painful aftertaste.

He was in pain.very sad.very sad.

"Come on, let's get started. Don't relax." Osamu Dazai took the initiative to break the silence between the two, "Let's do some questions and answers first... You know your ability, right? What's your name, can you tell me what it is? ?”

"Rashomon."

"Why is it named so?"

"There is a dilapidated gate in the place where I was born. I heard that it was originally a rich family's house. After many years of upheaval, only some ruins remain. People in our slums call that broken gate Rashomon. "

That's where he awakened his abilities and where he killed his first man.These bloody and dirty memories were implanted in his life at an age when he should have enjoyed a happy childhood, and became iron proof that he was officially a supernatural being named Ryunosuke Akutagawa. He could no longer get back on track in his life, and could no longer have the stability and happiness he longed for.

Even though he never had one.

Osamu Dazai finally looked at him squarely.Petite figure, fair neck, quiet and virtuous face.Osamu Dazai has never seen a thinner and thinner person than him among his peers. Even by the standards of a female figure, he is too thin, and his complexion is sickly white.

He let out an inaudible sneer, relying on Akutagawa Ryunosuke's lack of vigilance at this time, a kick full of strength landed on Akutagawa's weak body, kicking him several meters away.If it weren't for some mercy, he would have been kicked farther.

This vicious little thought is a secret that Osamu Dazai intends to keep tight, and he will not tell anyone.Especially not telling Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

The sudden attack caused Akutagawa Ryunosuke to feel a severe pain that he had never experienced before. Blood oozes from the corners of his mouth, and several coughs that were about to burst out of his throat were abruptly cut off in the middle, and he was able to pay for it. All that remained was a few inarticulate groans, made to sound like sobs by the pain.

Osamu Dazai kicked right where his stomach was.His body was trembling like an eel, trying to overcome the bone-shattering pain and agitate his legs to stand up, but now the pain was not only in the stomach, but the liver, lung and spleen seemed to be squeezed to the point that they stuck together and twisted into lumps, completely deformed. Even though his ten fingers almost pierced the ground, his nails turned over and his flesh was bleeding, he couldn't stand up anymore.There were only ten red marks as long and wide as fingers, weakly reflecting the light on the ground, blooming with colorful brilliance.

He was breathing weakly, gasping for dying breath, and called the instigator's name in a soft, warm but hoarse voice.

"Do you know why I did this?"

"Forgive me for being stupid..."

"Okay, you're such a fool." Osamu Dazai's face darkened a little more visible to the naked eye, "Then I have nothing to do. When you can withstand my attack, when you can defend, I will Tell you the answer." In other words, before that, he would have been attacking him.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke heard the implication, and understood what he would experience next.

Under Dazai Osamu's punches and kicks, Akutagawa Ryunosuke's bony body was soon filled with the smell of sweet and sticky blood.If it was bleeding, it was just beating him until he spit out blood in his mouth, so that his whole body was not full of fishy and sweet smell, but his body was also impacted, and he could clearly feel the pain in his stomach organs. Life would be worse than death, bleeding is likely, and he still has old wounds from the slums. In the past, he would simply wipe it with leaves or toilet paper, or even ignore it.

He had never been beaten so forcefully before, and no one could hurt him so far before, so under Dazai Osamu's attack, these wounds were undoubtedly torn apart like a tight elastic band, so that he There is a faint fishy-sweet smell all over the body, which can be called fishy and mutton-piercing.

His stomach had already shrunk to the size of an abnormal stomach bag due to the unhealthy diet, and now it seemed to be shrunk again by a punch, and it was about to condense into a ball due to the heat of the wound and the pain of his flesh and blood. Mud.

Dazai-san, I'm in terrible pain.He wants to say.But not too dare.

Dazai-san, I'm in so much pain, it hurts like hell.

"Do you know the answer to that question just now?"

"sorry."

"You are the type I hate the most. I don't know why, the first time I saw you, I felt..." Osamu Dazai paused, "I feel uncomfortable."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke failed to reply, but just stuck the sore cry for help in his heart tightly in his throat like a bone-piercing grip on his throat, so the only thing that was put into sensuality in the end was a few choked sobs that leaked out.He curled up on the ground, his eyes were empty, and he kept trembling, like a trembling snake letter.

"Put it on." Dazai Osamu brought a black coat from nowhere, "This way, there will be a cover on the way back, otherwise it will be discussed by others." He seemed to be hesitating, and the words stopped here For a moment, "Everyone is talking about you and squeezing you out. I know that."

"It's fine. I'm used to it." Akutagawa gave exactly the same answer to Zhongyuan Zhong yesterday.It's just that his tone is as weak as dying, not like yesterday.

Don't take it too seriously, those people are just jealous of you.Osamu Dazai wanted to tell him this sentence, but the words choked up again.

A soft and soft "get used to it" sounded like a needle attached to it, piercing one's ears with pain and ulcers.He frowned fiercely, leaving only one sentence, "You're a little idiot", announcing the end of the training, and left in a hurry.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke rubbed the black coat into his arms with the remaining strength, buried his bloodshot face deeply in the cold folds, and made up his mind never to take it off easily.

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