[Wen Ye] Hell changes
Chapter 15 Mori Ogai
Osamu Dazai opened his cell phone while Ryunosuke Akutagawa was still asleep.Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't even set a password. Fortunately, he was still thinking about which angle to guess the password from. Now it seems that it is really unnecessary.But if you think about it carefully, it is indeed Akutagawa's style, under the lofty and indifferent appearance is a heart that will not fortify.
Everyone thinks that Akutagawa Ryunosuke is good at defense, but that's just superficial. Akutagawa is easier to be bribed than anyone else, all he needs is a sincere smile and a word of encouragement.Even if Akutagawa might not be moved immediately, his heart will be broken slowly over time, which is unbelievably simple.Osamu Dazai understands that there are absolutely countless people who will take advantage of Akutagawa's temperament in the future. Although Akutagawa armed himself with a ruthless appearance, once this vulnerability is discovered, he will definitely be used.For example, the stranger who sent a text message suddenly.
Osamu Dazai stared at the note of "Edogawa Ranpo" on the phone screen, his face darkened.
He deleted all the text messages of Edogawa Ranpo without hesitation.He found that Akutagawa and this person had a lot of text messages. Although most of them were a lot of texts and emojis typed by this person, Akutagawa could only send a few words, but it was hard to imagine that Akutagawa, who cherishes words like gold, would reply one by one.After thinking for a moment, Osamu Dazai blocked Edogawa Ranbu, ticked the box to stop receiving messages, and finally showed a relieved smile.
Then Ryunosuke Akutagawa woke up, and Osamu Dazai was still checking his phone.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt inexplicably uncomfortable, and asked sickly, what are you doing.
Osamu Dazai originally wanted to directly say that I was checking your chat records, so why not just say something confidently by the way, but he couldn't open his mouth when he heard the sickly panting sound.His hand holding the phone began to tremble, but he was very restrained and very good at hiding, and he didn't let Akutagawa discover this micro-movement.
The consequences of stopping now are terrible, he will get nothing, no sympathy, no understanding, no company, no Akutagawa Ryunosuke, and even the empathy of others.Empathy is one of the basic emotional abilities of human beings. For example, a thug with a tragic life experience, no matter how violent he is, people will still feel that his tragic life experience is undeniable. It is precisely because human beings have empathy ability, regardless of position And good and evil, just an instinctive understanding and substitution of the atmosphere.If he stops now, tells Akutagawa all this, and tells Akutagawa his true inner activities, then he may not even get Akutagawa's empathy, which is simply too embarrassing.
He didn't want it to end up like this.Even if the ending is death, it is much better than these. He would rather accept death, and it is the kind of death after fighting for the one he loves. It is always poignant and romantic.
Thinking about it this way, Osamu Dazai felt that he had done nothing wrong, at least not too far, so he felt a lot more comfortable.
"Your phone has a virus, I just found out, can you see if something is missing?"
Akutagawa took the phone, and after going around for a while, he found that all of Edogawa Ranpo's text messages were gone, including Chuya Nakahara's. Disappeared completely.Looking again, there is only Osamu Dazai's phone number in the address book.He turned off the phone and said nothing.
"What's wrong? Is there something important missing?" Osamu Dazai asked him.
He shook his head weakly and sighed: "Nothing."
"That's great."
"Ah."
He didn't want to say anything more to Osamu Dazai, and he knew it would be useless to say anything, but what he didn't know was why he had to bear this kind of treatment?Is this also the test that Osamu Dazai gave him?What can this practice test him for?Is it because Osamu Dazai is sincere and I can't understand it, or is it just wishful thinking that Osamu Dazai takes pleasure in?He has never been treated kindly by others before, so he doesn't know what real kindness is. At first, he thought that the kindness of Chuya Nakahara was kindness, which made him want to accept it, but now Osamu Dazai said that only he can be kind. It is sincere, although it always hurts, but it is just not understood.
Who is right?
Akutagawa has never found any question so elusive.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt extremely tired.His black hair was loose, and his empty eyes looked into the distance, leaving only Osamu Dazai with a deformed side face.Osamu Dazai wanted to call his name, and then pretended to be natural and said whether he wanted to hang out together, but he couldn't say it because of his appearance.
Osamu Dazai never understood why Akutagawa Ryunosuke showed such a sad and enviable look all his life.He never forgot Ryunosuke Akutagawa at this time throughout his life.The moment when Ryunosuke Akutagawa leaned against the rain curtain window reflecting the mottled white light and cast his tired and pitiful eyes into the distance was not forgotten.
At this moment, Ryunosuke Akutagawa's deep double eyelids were flattened by lowering his eyes, and then bent on the eyelashes again because of the movement of raising his eyes. The lines are as beautiful as a pocket moon ring, and the whole eye is even Eyelids and eyelids are radiant.It was a pair of pure black eyes.Jewel-like black color.A black color that is so clean that nothing can be rubbed in.The black color praised by the Russian poets along with the horses.The astonishingly flawless black color lazily overflows on the iridescent layer of pupils, making Osamu Dazai want to surrender for no reason after seeing it, and feel that he must succeed for no reason.
If only Akutagawa Ryunosuke had never appeared in this world.It should be Akutagawa who regards him as the meaning of existence and struggles to get him, but the fact is that he is thinking hard to have Akutagawa.It's just irrational, funny, and sad.The sad thing is that he knows it's a ridiculous thing, but he still can't stop, can't give up before he gets it, otherwise he will be unwilling to die.Everything in Akutagawa is so deadly and interesting, and as life-threatening as it is, it is challenging for him to stand out from his life.
If Akutagawa had never appeared in this world, he wouldn't be like this, would he?Akutagawa is really too much, everything is because of Akutagawa.
At this time, someone knocked on the door, saying that Mori Ogai had something to do with Akutagawa Ryunosuke.Undoubtedly, this announcement played a role in alleviating the atmosphere, pulling Akutagawa out of the weird atmosphere.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke left here as if fleeing for his life, and hurriedly left a farewell, which was extremely perfunctory.
At this moment, Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt that Mori Ogai was like a savior, so when he went to see him, his expression was obviously more friendly.
"Akutagawa-kun seems to be in a good mood."
"Seeing your face makes my heart happy."
Mori Ogai let out an exaggerated haha, it can be seen that he is quite useful.
"I heard that you were shot before, how are you doing now?"
"It's fine except for being a little tired."
"You seem to be coughing frequently again recently."
"It's just a minor illness." Akutagawa was still a little surprised, but after thinking that Mori Ogai was a doctor, he took it for granted, and withdrew his disturbed expression.
"It's better to pay attention to it. Of course, it's your choice whether you want to care about this condition."
"No, the leader has the power to control the life of the subordinate. If the leader asks the subordinate to go down and heal, the subordinate will definitely obey."
"Isn't the power to control your life in the hands of Dazai-kun?" Mori Ogai raised his eyebrows meaningfully, "Are you absolutely loyal to Dazai-kun? Will you love him as much as he loves you?"
Akutagawa Ryunosuke was silent.
Why does Mori Ogai care about him so much?
"To be honest, I called you here just to see you."
"leader?"
"I heard that you were shot. I'm very worried. Of course, the more members you have, the better. There are many strange abilities, but novelty is not enough, fancy can only be used to please visual pursuers. Mr. Zhongye is good-looking and practical, but he can't give full play to it. Besides, there is only one Central Plains Zhongye in the whole world. Looking at the party, I think that only you have the potential to take over his position. I am looking forward to the results of your growth. You can become a little king next to Chuya of the Central Plains, or even a great king. I am very confident in this prophecy."
"Thank you leader."
Ryunosuke Akutagawa's face flushed red from the praise.He has never been so praised and affirmed by anyone, let alone this person is still the leader of the party.
As a leader, Mori Ogai really has nothing to be sorry for Akutagawa Ryunosuke.
"Akutagawa-kun, do you think Dazai likes you? If Dazai wants to leave here in the future, will you leave with him?"
"I'm too stupid to understand Mr. Dazai's thoughts at all."
"That's right, you are simple." Mori Ogai rested his elbows on the table, crossed his fingers, and rested his chin lightly on them.
"Dazai-kun is the kind of person who gets more and more extreme the more he likes it. In fact, he doesn't know how to feel this kind of emotion well. He thinks that he is an old hand and can solve everything with frivolity and hypocrisy, so when he meets people who can't be solved with frivolity. After real love, it will be very childish and clumsy."
"leader."
"Dazai-kun may already be in love with you."
"leader……"
"I've been looking for someone who will make you never leave our party, but even I don't understand. Who do you think it would be, Akutagawa?"
"This……"
"Huh? Let's talk." Only then did Mori Ogai allow him to complete a sentence.
"Can I ask a less polite question?"
"Please."
"You care so much about emotional issues, don't you also say you like me?"
"what?"
Mori Ogai's skillful and beautiful chin-stretching posture suddenly disfigured, and even his expression became dull.
"Although this is very rude, because of some things, I have been very sensitive recently, and I hope to get your answer. If this is the case, it will be very distressing. If not, please pretend that you never said it."
"Akutagawa...I'm sorry..."
Mori Ogai laughed out loud, and his laughter echoed in the empty office with an angry and sandy voice.Akutagawa Ryunosuke still stood obediently without moving, letting him indulge his emotions and laugh there for a long time.He laughed so hard that tears were about to flow out, and after finally calming down, he tapped the table rhythmically with his left index finger, as if he intended to use this tone to replace the part of him that hadn't finished laughing.
"Good question, Akutagawa-kun, very cute, I don't hate it, let me think carefully about how to answer you... well, let's put it this way, if you were younger, or if time went back, both of us would be younger If you are young, then I will definitely fall in love with you."
Ryunosuke Akutagawa heaved a sigh of relief after getting the answer, and he didn't realize that the information that he might be only a few years old if he was younger was weird.He gave a proper salute, as if to say thank you for not liking me, I am really grateful.Mori Ogai continued to hum and laugh, his joy was beyond words.
"It's a shame to hand you over to the people. It would be nice to stay with the port mafia forever," he said.
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The author has something to say:
Another master of setting a flag.
Everyone thinks that Akutagawa Ryunosuke is good at defense, but that's just superficial. Akutagawa is easier to be bribed than anyone else, all he needs is a sincere smile and a word of encouragement.Even if Akutagawa might not be moved immediately, his heart will be broken slowly over time, which is unbelievably simple.Osamu Dazai understands that there are absolutely countless people who will take advantage of Akutagawa's temperament in the future. Although Akutagawa armed himself with a ruthless appearance, once this vulnerability is discovered, he will definitely be used.For example, the stranger who sent a text message suddenly.
Osamu Dazai stared at the note of "Edogawa Ranpo" on the phone screen, his face darkened.
He deleted all the text messages of Edogawa Ranpo without hesitation.He found that Akutagawa and this person had a lot of text messages. Although most of them were a lot of texts and emojis typed by this person, Akutagawa could only send a few words, but it was hard to imagine that Akutagawa, who cherishes words like gold, would reply one by one.After thinking for a moment, Osamu Dazai blocked Edogawa Ranbu, ticked the box to stop receiving messages, and finally showed a relieved smile.
Then Ryunosuke Akutagawa woke up, and Osamu Dazai was still checking his phone.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt inexplicably uncomfortable, and asked sickly, what are you doing.
Osamu Dazai originally wanted to directly say that I was checking your chat records, so why not just say something confidently by the way, but he couldn't open his mouth when he heard the sickly panting sound.His hand holding the phone began to tremble, but he was very restrained and very good at hiding, and he didn't let Akutagawa discover this micro-movement.
The consequences of stopping now are terrible, he will get nothing, no sympathy, no understanding, no company, no Akutagawa Ryunosuke, and even the empathy of others.Empathy is one of the basic emotional abilities of human beings. For example, a thug with a tragic life experience, no matter how violent he is, people will still feel that his tragic life experience is undeniable. It is precisely because human beings have empathy ability, regardless of position And good and evil, just an instinctive understanding and substitution of the atmosphere.If he stops now, tells Akutagawa all this, and tells Akutagawa his true inner activities, then he may not even get Akutagawa's empathy, which is simply too embarrassing.
He didn't want it to end up like this.Even if the ending is death, it is much better than these. He would rather accept death, and it is the kind of death after fighting for the one he loves. It is always poignant and romantic.
Thinking about it this way, Osamu Dazai felt that he had done nothing wrong, at least not too far, so he felt a lot more comfortable.
"Your phone has a virus, I just found out, can you see if something is missing?"
Akutagawa took the phone, and after going around for a while, he found that all of Edogawa Ranpo's text messages were gone, including Chuya Nakahara's. Disappeared completely.Looking again, there is only Osamu Dazai's phone number in the address book.He turned off the phone and said nothing.
"What's wrong? Is there something important missing?" Osamu Dazai asked him.
He shook his head weakly and sighed: "Nothing."
"That's great."
"Ah."
He didn't want to say anything more to Osamu Dazai, and he knew it would be useless to say anything, but what he didn't know was why he had to bear this kind of treatment?Is this also the test that Osamu Dazai gave him?What can this practice test him for?Is it because Osamu Dazai is sincere and I can't understand it, or is it just wishful thinking that Osamu Dazai takes pleasure in?He has never been treated kindly by others before, so he doesn't know what real kindness is. At first, he thought that the kindness of Chuya Nakahara was kindness, which made him want to accept it, but now Osamu Dazai said that only he can be kind. It is sincere, although it always hurts, but it is just not understood.
Who is right?
Akutagawa has never found any question so elusive.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt extremely tired.His black hair was loose, and his empty eyes looked into the distance, leaving only Osamu Dazai with a deformed side face.Osamu Dazai wanted to call his name, and then pretended to be natural and said whether he wanted to hang out together, but he couldn't say it because of his appearance.
Osamu Dazai never understood why Akutagawa Ryunosuke showed such a sad and enviable look all his life.He never forgot Ryunosuke Akutagawa at this time throughout his life.The moment when Ryunosuke Akutagawa leaned against the rain curtain window reflecting the mottled white light and cast his tired and pitiful eyes into the distance was not forgotten.
At this moment, Ryunosuke Akutagawa's deep double eyelids were flattened by lowering his eyes, and then bent on the eyelashes again because of the movement of raising his eyes. The lines are as beautiful as a pocket moon ring, and the whole eye is even Eyelids and eyelids are radiant.It was a pair of pure black eyes.Jewel-like black color.A black color that is so clean that nothing can be rubbed in.The black color praised by the Russian poets along with the horses.The astonishingly flawless black color lazily overflows on the iridescent layer of pupils, making Osamu Dazai want to surrender for no reason after seeing it, and feel that he must succeed for no reason.
If only Akutagawa Ryunosuke had never appeared in this world.It should be Akutagawa who regards him as the meaning of existence and struggles to get him, but the fact is that he is thinking hard to have Akutagawa.It's just irrational, funny, and sad.The sad thing is that he knows it's a ridiculous thing, but he still can't stop, can't give up before he gets it, otherwise he will be unwilling to die.Everything in Akutagawa is so deadly and interesting, and as life-threatening as it is, it is challenging for him to stand out from his life.
If Akutagawa had never appeared in this world, he wouldn't be like this, would he?Akutagawa is really too much, everything is because of Akutagawa.
At this time, someone knocked on the door, saying that Mori Ogai had something to do with Akutagawa Ryunosuke.Undoubtedly, this announcement played a role in alleviating the atmosphere, pulling Akutagawa out of the weird atmosphere.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke left here as if fleeing for his life, and hurriedly left a farewell, which was extremely perfunctory.
At this moment, Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt that Mori Ogai was like a savior, so when he went to see him, his expression was obviously more friendly.
"Akutagawa-kun seems to be in a good mood."
"Seeing your face makes my heart happy."
Mori Ogai let out an exaggerated haha, it can be seen that he is quite useful.
"I heard that you were shot before, how are you doing now?"
"It's fine except for being a little tired."
"You seem to be coughing frequently again recently."
"It's just a minor illness." Akutagawa was still a little surprised, but after thinking that Mori Ogai was a doctor, he took it for granted, and withdrew his disturbed expression.
"It's better to pay attention to it. Of course, it's your choice whether you want to care about this condition."
"No, the leader has the power to control the life of the subordinate. If the leader asks the subordinate to go down and heal, the subordinate will definitely obey."
"Isn't the power to control your life in the hands of Dazai-kun?" Mori Ogai raised his eyebrows meaningfully, "Are you absolutely loyal to Dazai-kun? Will you love him as much as he loves you?"
Akutagawa Ryunosuke was silent.
Why does Mori Ogai care about him so much?
"To be honest, I called you here just to see you."
"leader?"
"I heard that you were shot. I'm very worried. Of course, the more members you have, the better. There are many strange abilities, but novelty is not enough, fancy can only be used to please visual pursuers. Mr. Zhongye is good-looking and practical, but he can't give full play to it. Besides, there is only one Central Plains Zhongye in the whole world. Looking at the party, I think that only you have the potential to take over his position. I am looking forward to the results of your growth. You can become a little king next to Chuya of the Central Plains, or even a great king. I am very confident in this prophecy."
"Thank you leader."
Ryunosuke Akutagawa's face flushed red from the praise.He has never been so praised and affirmed by anyone, let alone this person is still the leader of the party.
As a leader, Mori Ogai really has nothing to be sorry for Akutagawa Ryunosuke.
"Akutagawa-kun, do you think Dazai likes you? If Dazai wants to leave here in the future, will you leave with him?"
"I'm too stupid to understand Mr. Dazai's thoughts at all."
"That's right, you are simple." Mori Ogai rested his elbows on the table, crossed his fingers, and rested his chin lightly on them.
"Dazai-kun is the kind of person who gets more and more extreme the more he likes it. In fact, he doesn't know how to feel this kind of emotion well. He thinks that he is an old hand and can solve everything with frivolity and hypocrisy, so when he meets people who can't be solved with frivolity. After real love, it will be very childish and clumsy."
"leader."
"Dazai-kun may already be in love with you."
"leader……"
"I've been looking for someone who will make you never leave our party, but even I don't understand. Who do you think it would be, Akutagawa?"
"This……"
"Huh? Let's talk." Only then did Mori Ogai allow him to complete a sentence.
"Can I ask a less polite question?"
"Please."
"You care so much about emotional issues, don't you also say you like me?"
"what?"
Mori Ogai's skillful and beautiful chin-stretching posture suddenly disfigured, and even his expression became dull.
"Although this is very rude, because of some things, I have been very sensitive recently, and I hope to get your answer. If this is the case, it will be very distressing. If not, please pretend that you never said it."
"Akutagawa...I'm sorry..."
Mori Ogai laughed out loud, and his laughter echoed in the empty office with an angry and sandy voice.Akutagawa Ryunosuke still stood obediently without moving, letting him indulge his emotions and laugh there for a long time.He laughed so hard that tears were about to flow out, and after finally calming down, he tapped the table rhythmically with his left index finger, as if he intended to use this tone to replace the part of him that hadn't finished laughing.
"Good question, Akutagawa-kun, very cute, I don't hate it, let me think carefully about how to answer you... well, let's put it this way, if you were younger, or if time went back, both of us would be younger If you are young, then I will definitely fall in love with you."
Ryunosuke Akutagawa heaved a sigh of relief after getting the answer, and he didn't realize that the information that he might be only a few years old if he was younger was weird.He gave a proper salute, as if to say thank you for not liking me, I am really grateful.Mori Ogai continued to hum and laugh, his joy was beyond words.
"It's a shame to hand you over to the people. It would be nice to stay with the port mafia forever," he said.
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The author has something to say:
Another master of setting a flag.
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