An Xia's paintings

Lin Anxia didn't give Zhou Lin a chance to continue asking, so she simply hung up the phone.

On the other side, Zhou Lin was standing in the office in shock, holding Qin Ruihe's cell phone.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and Secretary Wu came in and said, "Mr. Zhou, I wonder if you can give me President Qin's mobile phone?"

Zhou Lin turned his head abruptly, tightly holding the phone in his hand.Secretary Wu asked suspiciously, "Mr. Zhou, is there anything wrong?"

"No." Zhou Lin shook his head quickly, and handed over the mobile phone in his hand: "I just went to help Ah Rui renew a card. Do you think it will work if you change this phone?"

Secretary Wu took the phone, and said in an apologetic tone, "I'm really bothering you, I should have done this kind of thing, but it turned out..."

Zhou Lin waved his hand indifferently, "It's nothing, it's just a trivial matter. Fortunately, this is only A Rui's private number, and it won't delay business because I don't have a phone call for a while."

Secretary Wu smiled wryly: "It is this phone that is indispensable. Because Mr. Lin may call this phone to contact Mr. Qin at any time, and Mr. Qin is always restless if this phone is not with him."

It turned out that due to a moment of carelessness, Qin Ruihe broke the phone, and the card was also damaged, making it completely unusable.Usually, Qin Rui and the boss keep this phone by their side, and it is specially used to answer Lin Anxia's calls, so Lin Anxia only has his number stored in that phone.

In order to prevent Lin Anxia from worrying, Qin Ruihe called Lin Anxia with another mobile phone and told him that he could call him at a different number if he needed anything.But at that time, Lin Anxia seemed to be still asleep, so he had to say a few words in a hurry and then hung up the phone. He was not sure if this confused person heard his call or saw the text message he sent later.

Because there were too many official affairs to be dealt with during this period, Qin Ruihe handed over the purchase of a new mobile phone to Secretary Wu, while he devoted himself to the busy work, and even took time to give Lin Anxia There was no time to make another phone call to explain the situation.

Seeing this, Zhou Lin took the initiative to take over Secretary Wu's job when Secretary Wu was also busy at this time, and carefully selected for Qin Ruihe on the grounds that he was more familiar with Hong Kong and other places. A new mobile phone and a card.

Just now, when Zhou Lin wanted to try using this mobile phone, he received a call from Lin Anxia.

Secretary Wu took the mobile phone, thanked Zhou Lin again, and wanted to turn around and go out, but was stopped by Zhou Lin: "Secretary Wu, wait a minute..."

Secretary Wu turned around and asked, "Is there anything else Mr. Zhou can do?"

Zhou Lin pursed his lips and said, "I happen to be looking for Ah Rui too. Give me your phone, and I'll take it to him myself."

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Zhou Lin walked to Qin Ruihe's office door and knocked lightly on the door.

"Please come in."

Qin Rui and Shen Shen came from the door with tired voices, Zhou Lin heard the words, opened the door and walked in.

Qin Rui and the whole person were buried in a mountain of documents, his tie was loosely hung around his neck, and his whole body was exhausted, but his glasses still focused on the documents in his hand.

Qin Ruihe saw that the visitor was silent for a long time, so he raised his head and looked around strangely...

"Zhou Lin? Are you busy?"

Zhou Lin walked forward hesitantly, and handed him the mobile phone in his hand.

Qin Ruihe was taken aback, and Zhou Lin said, "I was afraid that Secretary Wu would not know the situation outside Hong Kong, so I went to help you choose a new mobile phone. I'm sorry for the delay."

"Where." Qin Ruihe took the phone and said, "I should say sorry to you, please."

Zhou Lin said: "A Rui, you don't have to be so polite with me."

Qin Ruihe took a look at Zhou Lin and said, "I still have a lot of work to do, so your place shouldn't be much better, right?"

Although Qin Ruihe's eviction order was vague, Zhou Lin was a smart person after all, so there was no reason why he couldn't understand it.

Thinking of how he was so bewitched, he actually said a lot of misleading things to Lin Anxia, ​​and Lin Anxia's slightly weird tone when he hung up the phone, Zhou Lin felt even more disturbed.

"Then I'll go out first."

Zhou Lin said something lightly, then turned and left, and when he walked slowly to the door, he frowned, as if he was a little hesitant, but finally turned around and said to Qin Rui: "Actually just now...An Xia You called, he may have misunderstood something, it seems that his mood is not right..."

Qin Ruihe suddenly raised his head and looked at him in surprise.

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Lin Anxia stood expressionlessly in front of the bathroom mirror, looking coldly at herself in the mirror.At this moment, various clamoring voices kept appearing in his mind, teasing his brain nerves that were on the verge of breaking.

"Think about your failure in this life. Your mother doesn't want you, your beloved father and Xuesong are gone, and even the lover you finally wanted to believe in may not be able to stay with you. You have been abandoned by the world."

"I don't know what charm that Zhou Lin has. Your mother can ignore you for more than ten years because of him. Not only that, but he is also the first object of your heart-wrenching Brother Rui..."

"Look at your current appearance, jealous and narrow-minded, you have such a dirty heart, how can you expect pure and flawless feelings? Stop dreaming!!!"

Lin Anxia closed her eyes in pain, picked up the glass in hand and slammed it on the mirror, shouting: "Shut up!!!!"

After a loud bang, the mirror glass flew out in pieces, scratching his face and fingers.Panting heavily, Lin Anxia took a few steps back slowly, and sat down along the wall......

Holding his head, he choked up and said, "I'm not such a person...I'm not a bad person! Why don't you all want me! What's wrong with me, you don't want me..."

The blood on his hand that was cut by the glass flowed down his forearm to his face, Lin Anxia raised his head, and saw his current appearance through the shards of glass, he stretched out his fingers to look carefully, there were still some mud stains on it , mixed with blood, making the originally white fingers extremely filthy.

"It's too dirty...I'm too dirty...I'll be hated by my mother." Lin Anxia stood up in panic, threw herself on the sink to turn on the faucet, and scrubbed her fingers vigorously.

"I can't wash it clean, what should I do if I can't wash it clean? Mom doesn't like a dirty Xia Xia." Lin Anxia muttered to herself, her dull eyes scanning the messy bathroom, "It's so dirty...I put the The house is dirty. Brother Rui will be angry when he comes back, he doesn’t like me anymore. No one likes a dirty person, he’s going back to Zhou Lin..."

Lin Anxia's eyes suddenly became cold, "Yes, you don't want me anymore. Because there are better people worthy of your liking. Zhou Lin is better than me in everything. He is smart and talented... Unlike Me, not like me..."

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From the faucet of the bathtub, warm water continuously flowed out. Lin Anxia was lying in it with his clothes on. His originally cold body gradually returned to a little temperature. He didn't care about the soaked clothes, nor did he care about the water overflowing the bathtub. He didn't even care about the horrifying bright red blood flowing from his left wrist.

Lin Anxia's mind was a little confused, he opened his eyes and stared blankly at the lighting in Yuli, the warm yellow halo seemed to make him feel at ease from the bottom of his heart.He still held an art knife in his right hand. When the sharp knife cut through his blood vessels, Lin Anxia's heart was actually very peaceful. He couldn't feel the pain, but he could feel the blood leaving him little by little. body of.

Lin Anxia thought in his heart, when all the blood flowed out, he would really be free.

He no longer has to live in nightmares, struggle between emotion and reason, worry about gains and losses, and stay in this world alone.

In the past, it was others who abandoned him, whether it was mother, father, Xue Song, or brother Rui... This time, it was his turn.Since the world doesn't want to see him so much, then he can abandon the world ruthlessly. No one knows better than Lin Anxia how uncomfortable it feels to be abandoned. He doesn't want to endure it any longer...

"There will always be someone better than me who lives in this world for you to love... Then, what does it matter if there is one less Lin Anxia... One less narrow-minded, What's the relationship between jealous and jealous neuropathy..."

Lin Anxia's consciousness began to gradually blur, and his eyelids began to gradually become heavy. The moment he closed his eyes, he saw a face of despair and pain in a trance, and he seemed to hear a sound coming from a distant place. scream.

×××

Qin Ruihe walked quickly through the corridors of the hospital with the wind on his face.Seeing Qin Ruihe's appearance, the surrounding medical staff were terrified and fell silent.

Qin Ruihe stood motionless in front of the operating room with a cold face. No one knew what was going on in his mind, and no one dared to ask him. He had a shaggy beard, disheveled clothes, and a scruffy appearance. He was not as handsome as before. , with a natural and unrestrained attitude, Qin Ruihe at this time, seemed to be like a hell Shura, with an imposing manner.

Only the slightly trembling hands hanging by his side revealed his frightened heart at this moment.

Zhou Lin followed behind Qin Ruihe, still silent, but he was indeed stunned by Lin Anxia's actions. He never imagined that the usually mild-tempered young man would have such intense emotions.

Zhou Lin looked uneasily at the woman sitting in the corner, stepped forward slightly, put his arm around her shoulder and said, "Mom? What happened?"

Tao Fuxin raised her eyes wearily, but she didn't answer Zhou Lin's question, just like Qin Ruihe, she looked at the red light in the operating room.

The brothers of the Zhao family rushed over immediately upon hearing the news, seeing Qin Ruihe who was immersed in despair, his heart felt sore.

Zhao Yanghao stepped forward, patted Qin Ruihe on the shoulder, and comforted softly: "Don't worry, An Xia will be fine."

Qin Ruihe glanced at him, and a miserable smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Zhao Yanghao looked at his younger brother helplessly, while Zhao Yangshu just shook his head silently at this moment.

Now, we have to wait until Lin Anxia is safe and sound, otherwise whatever we say will be in vain.

After an unknown amount of time, the lights in the operating room finally went out.When the door was pushed open and people in white coats came out with a bang, the people who had already been fixed in the corridor came back to their senses, and hurried over.

Tao Fuxin said, "Doctor, how is my son?"

Although everyone was extremely surprised by the way Tao Fuxin called An Xia, they had no time to worry about it at this moment, and all looked at the doctor anxiously.

The doctor took off the mask and said: "Fortunately, it was delivered in time, if it is later, it will be too late."

Hearing that An Xia was fine, everyone just wanted to breathe a sigh of relief when they heard the doctor say, "...However, the patient's will to survive is very weak. Although his life was saved, it is not certain whether he can wake up." .”

With a sullen face, Qin Ruihe tried to restrain his emotions and asked, "What... does this mean?"

Zhao Yanghao said: "You mean An Xia will become a vegetable?"

The doctor shook his head and said: "That's not the case. The current patient's condition seems to be due to some unsolvable psychological barrier, so he let himself fall into a deep coma. However, the patient is not completely indifferent to everything in the outside world." Strictly speaking, he is not a brain-dead vegetative. So if conditions permit, I suggest you try to enlighten him, otherwise you can save his life in time, and he can only sleep forever like this."

Tao Fuxin who was at the side heard the words, her eyes went dark and she passed out.