An Xia's paintings

Lin Anxia seemed to lose all his strength in an instant. He grabbed his hair tightly with one hand, and his nails dug deep into his scalp. Yin Hong's blood color slightly stained his white nails red.

Suddenly, the cold finger spread on the ground was surrounded by something warm and moist, and Lin Anxia's gaze gradually moved down. This was the feeling he was most familiar with in the past ten years.His cedar lay quietly on the ground, licking the blood bit by bit with his red tongue bit by bit.

Lin Anxia raised her hand and stroked Xuesong's head.

But seeing the cedar whose eyes were still a little dim just now, his eyes gradually looked towards the big banyan tree in the yard, and Lin Anxia followed its gaze to look over, with neither sad nor happy expression.

"Cedar still remembers that tree, right? That's where we first met."

At this time, Lin Anxia staggered up from the ground, passed under Xuesong's body with both hands, and tightly hugged Xuesong who was lying on the ground.

Lin Anxia staggered and walked towards the big banyan tree step by step.

Lin Anxia gently placed the cedar under the banyan tree, leaned against the tree and sat on the side, and said with a light smile: "I still remember that at that time, the cedar came in through the crack of the iron gate and came to me Yes. At that time, I was sitting like this, sitting here, and then you quietly approached me, and licked my fingers with your cute little tongue..."

Lin Anxia had tears in his eyes, but the smile on his mouth became more charming. He looked at Xuesong, and found that Xuesong was also looking at him. Lin Anxia said, "Xuesong, you must remember it too, right?"

Lin Anxia turned sideways, and slowly lay down beside Xuesong, staring at it, the tears pooled in the corners of her eyes fell down and melted into Kusama.

At this moment, Xue Song somehow raised one of his paws slightly with the strength from where it came from, and Lin Anxia put the fleshy palm into his palm with trembling hands.

"By the way, that's how Xuesong met me back then."

Lin Anxia touched Xuesong's back, but her eyes drifted into the distance, "Xuesong, it would be great if you hadn't come to me back then. If you hadn't met me, such a good and lovely Xuesong would definitely meet someone better He can play with you by Xuesong’s side every day, and he won’t shut you out again and again like me, making you worry about me. And he won’t be like me, even you I didn’t even notice when I was sick... Xuesong, every day for the past 13 years, you pretended to be me with full satisfaction, but I ignored you again and again because of my relationship. I met such a selfish Me, will you regret it?"

Xue Song lay quietly in Lin Anxia's arms, obviously breathing a little short of breath, but her eyes were still clear and transparent, with a hint of comfort.Xue Song tried hard to lift himself up, but it was extremely difficult because he couldn't do what he wanted.

Seeing this, Lin Anxia hugged Xuesong vigorously, and put his big head on his thin shoulders.Xuesong stretched out her tender tongue, licking away the teardrops that kept falling from the corners of Lin Anxia's eyes, slowly but firmly.

"I know, you're leaving..."

Lin Anxia turned her head and hugged Xuesong tightly: "But I beg you, please don't leave. Don't leave me, please? Xuesong, I beg you, please stay with me again, please? What did I say before you Promise me, so promise me this time too, okay, Xuesong don't go to find Dad, can't you stay here with me? I swear, I swear, I will never ignore you again from now on, we All together, no matter what happens I will be by your side. Cedar I beg you...whatever you ask me to do, but please...don't leave me.... ..”

Lin Anxia buried her face deeply in Cedar's neck, and the tears that kept flowing out soaked the hair on that spot.Lin Anxia didn't see it, but Xuesong looked at the gloomy big banyan tree, her eyes were always as moist as water, revealing a faint sadness, a crystal water drop quietly fell from the corner of her eyes, she couldn't express her unspeakable reluctance , are contained in this tear, melted into the earth.

The look in Xuesong's eyes gradually disappeared, Lin Anxia felt the weight in her hands suddenly sink, her pupils shrank, and she looked at Xuesong in disbelief.

His cedar, the cedar that was always behind him and looked at him tenderly, closed his eyes peacefully, as if falling asleep.But Lin Anxia knew that it would never wake up again.

Lin Anxia just sat under the banyan tree in a daze, the tears in the corners of her eyes were still rolling down her face one by one, Lin Anxia was surrounded by great grief, her heart was at a loss.

Lin Anxia didn't know how long he sat there, he suddenly remembered many things from the past.Those were the days when Dad was with him and the Xuesong family.If he recalled carefully, Lin Anxia found that he remembered almost everything he had with Cedar. When he was a child, Cedar loved to chew on slippers, and Cedar liked to roll in the yard. The cedar wagging its tail...... The cedar who always sits outside the studio and waits for him, puts his own food in a basin and brings it to him. The cedar who is worried that he has not eaten, likes to go around the sunflower cedar......

Lin Anxia clearly recalled the little things between him and Xuesong in the past 13 years, until the tears in the corners of his eyes seemed to have dried up, and the warm body in his arms gradually became cold...

A ray of sunlight shone directly into Lin Anxia's pupils, and it was already dawn.

Lin Anxia stood up, gently put aside the already stiff cedar in her arms, and walked into the house by herself.

After a while, Lin Anxia took out a shovel and a soft blanket. It was Xuesong's baby, and it liked to lie down on this blanket to take a nap. At that time, Xuesong's expression of enjoyment, even Lin Anxia saw Envious.

Lin Anxia found a place under the banyan tree, and started digging the soil with the shovel in his hand until a big hole gradually appeared on the originally flat ground.

Lin Anxia threw away the shovel in her hand, picked up the carpet that was put aside, gently wrapped the cedar bit by bit, and then gently placed it into the pit.

Xuesong's sleeping state was very peaceful. It closed its eyes and nestled peacefully in the soft blanket. Lin Anxia carefully tucked the blanket for it, and said softly, "Xuesong, be good, cover the quilt well, so that you will never catch cold."

After finishing speaking, Lin Anxia used his hands to slowly fill back the excavated soil bit by bit. He watched the gray-black soil gradually cover his cedar. Lin Anxia seemed to have lost all emotions in an instant. The bloody white fingers were stained with a lot of dirt, some were embedded between the fingers, and some were stuck to the back of the hand.

Finally, all the soil was filled.Lin Anxia lightly stroked the slightly arched little soil bump, her movements were very gentle, as if she was stroking the soft hair of cedar.

Lin Anxia leaned over and planted a kiss on the small dirt bag.

"Goodbye, my cedar..."

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Lin Anxia walked into the bedroom with a dazed expression, as if she didn't notice that her clothes were covered with mud, she lay down on the soft bed exhausted.

I accidentally caught a glimpse of the mobile phone next to the bed, Brother Rui...

At this time, Lin Anxia suddenly realized that it seemed that he hadn't received a call from Qin Ruihe for a long time, and he really wanted to hear Qin Ruihe's voice...Qin Ruihe, now Lin Anxia only The next Qin Rui and...

Lin Anxia took the mobile phone next to the bed, with a sullen face, and wanted to broadcast Qin Ruihe's number, but found that her hand was so weak that she could hardly even hold the small mobile phone steadily.

Lin Anxia didn't know, he hadn't eaten or drank water for three days. At this time, his lips were already covered with dry skin. Lin Anxia stretched out his tongue and licked it, and dialed Qin Ruihe's number with trembling hands.

The first pass prompts to shut down.

The second pass is still off.

The third link is still off.

.........

Lin Anxia didn't know how many calls he had made. He didn't have any strange expressions on his face, he was so calm that he was unbelievably calm, and he didn't pay attention to the voice prompts on the other end of the phone. He just stubbornly dialed Qin Rui again and again. and phone.

Finally, the phone was dialed.

"Hey?"

Lin Anxia's heart skipped a beat for no reason, and the call got through, but the person who answered was not Brother Rui whom he was thinking of.

"Where's Brother Rui?" Lin Anxia heard herself asking in a calm voice.

The person on the other end of the phone paused, but did not speak.Lin Anxia asked again, "Brother Rui's call, why are you listening?"

The man was silent again.

Lin Anxia continued: "You should return the phone to Brother Rui, Zhou Lin."

Hearing Lin Anxia's 'command' without emotion, Zhou Lin on the other end of the phone finally said: "Ah Rui is not convenient to answer the phone now."

Lin Anxia asked in a cold voice: "What is he doing? Is it up to you to decide that it's not convenient for the other party to answer the phone?"

Zhou Lin didn't seem to notice Lin Anxia's suppressed anger, and just said: "Anxia has grown up, hasn't he? Ah Rui and I have been busy enough for a while, why are you still making trouble like a child? Woolen cloth?"

Lin Anxia closed her eyes, tried her best to control her trembling voice and asked, "Why is Brother Rui's phone with you?"

"Why can't you stay with me? Ah Rui is working with me to deal with the cooperation between the two companies outside Hong Kong. We have been together every day during this time. I hope you will stop throwing temper tantrums like a child. Recently, Ah Rui Rui is so tired, I can see it."

Lin Anxia held up the phone, but gradually let out a muffled laugh.

After a while, Lin Anxia asked abruptly, "Is your stepmother treating you well?"

Zhou Lin on the other end of the phone seemed to be taken aback by Lin Anxia's abrupt question, and after a while he said, "This has nothing to do with you."

"I heard that in order to take your feelings into consideration, he stopped asking your father for his own children. Would you be moved by what she did?"

"An Xia, I think this is my private matter, so there's no need to report it to you."

Lin Anxia suddenly changed the subject again: "Do you think Brother Rui still has feelings for you?"

Before Zhou Lin could answer, Lin Anxia said again: "Do you think you still have a chance to get him back to you? I know you answered this call because you wanted to misunderstand me. Know!"

Lin Anxia's tone suddenly softened: "Although your biological mother passed away, your later stepmother took good care of you and even preferred to be a 'mother who doesn't want her own children' because of you. You have such a happy family , lived so happily, if Brother Rui could change his mind and return to you, wouldn't it be more perfect?"

Zhou Lin couldn't hear what Lin Anxia said, but he clearly felt that something was wrong: "What are you going to do?"

Lin Anxia sneered a little: "I'll help you, how about it?"