He's killing me again

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To... Pei Jin's house?

Ning Ci was distracted thinking about Pei Jin's father's birthday party last time.

Pei Jin played with his hair with his fingers and brushed his ears from time to time, while lobbying him: "There is no one at home."

"Going back to school will come out in vain today."

"Get something by the way."

Pei Yuan is on a business trip today, and there is indeed no one at home.

Pei Jin expressed all of Ning Ci's concerns. It was really uncomfortable to stick the clothes wet with milk tea on his body. After struggling with his thoughts, Ning Ci asked, "Are you going back to school at night?"

After he finished asking, he heard Pei Jin chuckle, feeling that the laughter was a bit malicious, what Pei Jin said made people even more suspicious, "You don't have to go back if you want."

"My bed is quite big."

"I, I didn't mean that!" Ning Ci didn't know whether his ears were red from being touched by Pei Jin or what. Just ask."

Pei Jin hummed: "Understood, you just asked." I have to emphasize.

Ning Ci: "..." Ning Ci turned his head away from his hand that was still playing with his hair and wanted to grab the tissue in his hand.

Pei Jin laughed, he succeeded because he succeeded, that is, Pei Jin changed into a posture of wrapping his arms around him, and asked in a low voice, "Will you go then?"

"Don't worry, it won't be overnight."

"I'm not in the mood to study today." Xu Qian's friend sighed after watching Pei Jin and Ning Ci go out together.

Xu Qian wanted to comfort her by saying that we should go to dinner otherwise, when she heard her friend whisper again: "But am I creating a chance for them? Where are they going now? They are going to spend a sweet weekend Is it? Ning Ci's waist is so thin, look at his boyfriend's figure, tsk tsk tsk..."

"Shut up!!!!"

Pei Jin's home is not close to the study room, farther than going back to school. Ning Ci realized when he got in the car, and was still thinking why he agreed to Pei Jin, but in fact, he never thought of rejecting him subconsciously. Pei Jin, what's more, he also wanted to get closer to Pei Jin's life.

He thought absently, and the phone vibrated again.

The incident happened suddenly just now, and he simply forgot to reply to Chen Fang's news. Ning Ci took a look and felt that Chen Fang's emotions were even more agitated than before.

[Are you really still awake!? !Woohoo, it's already noon! ! !Brother Pei is really too inhuman! ! 】

Ning Ci: "..." I really didn't know how to reply to Chen Fang's last few off-track words, so Ning Ci simply ignored it and asked Chen Fang directly: [When is Pei Jin's birthday? 】

Chen Fang: [Brother Ning, you are awake!You are finally awake! 】

Ning Ci couldn't bear the name Chen Fang.

Chen Fang: [After New Year's Day!Immediately! 】

Chen Fang: [Hey hey, do you have any ideas? 】

Chen Fang: 【What I said is true! Brother Pei didn't want to celebrate his birthday before!If you don’t believe me, ask for directions! 】

I didn't expect Pei Jin's birthday to be so close, and Ning Ci was not prepared at all, but Chen Fang said that Pei Jin never had a birthday, which made him suspicious again, and he hadn't had time to reply to Chen Fang, probably because Chen Fang sent messages too diligently Yes, the phone kept vibrating, Ning Ci's shoulder suddenly felt heavy, and Pei Jin leaned on his shoulder: "What are you looking at?"

Ning Ci subconsciously wanted to cover it up, but just as the phone was turned over, he felt a heavier weight on his shoulders, Pei Jin's breathing was right next to his ears, and Pei Jin reached out to wrap his arms around his waist.

Probably because their posture was a bit too close, beyond the distance of ordinary friends, the taxi driver in the front row couldn't help coughing.

Ning Ci also felt a little uncomfortable. He tried to free Pei Jin's arm but failed. Pei Jin looked like he was just hanging on his waist, but he used a lot of strength. The driver sneaked in the rearview mirror again. After looking at the two of them, Ning Ci couldn't help leaning into Pei Jin's ear: "You, don't you feel wet?"

The place Pei Jin was leaning on happened to be where the milk tea was spilled, and Ning Ci felt uncomfortable.

"It's okay." Ning Ci felt the tip of his nose sniff his neck, which made his scalp tingle, and Pei Jin laughed, "It's delicious." After speaking, Pei Jin lowered his eyes and landed on Ning Ci's phone On the next day, the hand around Ning Ci's waist couldn't help tightening, then loosening.

The feeling of uneasiness is infinitely magnified.

Pei Jin knew that his mentality was wrong. It was normal for Ning Ci to have his own life and his own social life. Even he didn't dare to show Ning Ci the news that he wanted to hide from him just now. But he couldn't help wanting to make Ning Ci his own.

But this is not right.

If he really did this, it would be no different from Jiang Bai.

What he likes is not only the Ning Ci who is clearly terrified but also comes to clarify him, treat his wounds and care about him, but also the Ning Ci who gradually smiles in front of him and can brighten his world.

Pei Jin's breathing gradually became heavier, and he tried his best not to care about who Ning Ci was chatting with. Ning Ci suddenly realized that Chen Fang asked him to ask Pei Jin if he wanted to celebrate his birthday instead of letting him hide that Pei Jin made it for him. A surprise, Ning Ci clasped Pei Jin's wrist after turning his head, "Pei Jin."

Pei Jin hummed softly, sounding like he was about to fall asleep.

"Chen Fang asked me to ask you, do you want to celebrate your birthday?" This time Ning Ci didn't hide anything at all, and just repeated Chen Fang's words: "He said you didn't celebrate your birthday, but you didn't have your coming-of-age ceremony last year, so I want to make up for you. "

However, Pei Jin's point was: "So it was Chen Fang who kept sending you messages just now?"

Ning Ci felt that he was gnashing his teeth a bit, and he was not in the drowsy state just now, so he nodded dazedly.

A few minutes later, Chen Fang, who was trying to ask where Ning Ciren had gone, received a message from his brother Pei.

【Call me for this kind of thing next time】

【Don't find my boyfriend】

【Otherwise blacklist】

Chen Fang:? ? ?

"No, brother Pei, what do you mean by that?" Chen Fang was so dazed that he didn't see Pei Jin's threat.

Lu Rang on the side was silent for a while: "Probably because you harassed Brother Pei's partner, Brother Pei is jealous. If you harass him again, Brother Pei might assassinate him."

Chen Fang: "..."

Shocked by Lu Rang's words, before Chen Fang healed himself, Pei Jin sent another message: [Birthday is up to you]

Ning Ci watched as Pei Jin threw his phone into his pocket casually after sending the message. The villa was huge, but as Pei Jin said, there was no one there, it was empty, it looked like no one lived there, and there was no breath of life. In comparison, the He family's villa has a much more fireworks atmosphere.

Seemingly what he was thinking, Pei Jin took his hand and walked upstairs while telling him: "No one usually comes back to live, so Auntie comes here once sooner or later."

Ning Ci once again clearly saw the gap between him and Pei Jin. Pei Jin's current life is probably beyond the reach of ordinary people in his lifetime. The question asked the exit: "Why didn't you celebrate your birthday before?"

The two arrived at the corner. Ning Ci had already been here last time, and everything seemed strange again. Although the identities of the two were the same as they were then, they were completely different.

Pei Jin paused, and said indifferently, "It's not necessary."

Ning Ci made a sound, and it was obvious that he didn't want to say that there were many things hidden in Pei Jin that he didn't know.

However, after walking a few steps, Pei Jin suddenly stopped, "Ning Ci, do you want to know?"

He asked very seriously, as if he wanted to dissect himself completely in front of Ning Ci.

Ning Ci was burned by his focused eyes, quickly pursed his lower lip, and nodded.

"That." There was a subtle pause, "Shouting brother?"

Ning Ci: "..."

"It's fine if you don't shout, just change the address, don't keep calling your boyfriend by name and surname." Pei Jin led the people to the room.

Although it was just a title, Ning Ci didn't think it was a big deal to call him before. After all, he was still in a state of not fully waking up. Now, Ning Ci always felt so ashamed when he mentioned it, which made him unable to resist retorting: "You , You even have a first and last name..."

"Are you sure you want to listen?" Pei Jin suddenly smiled.

Ning Ci instinctively didn't want to listen, and before he could refuse, Pei Jin pressed his shoulders and pushed him against the door, which just happened to close the door of the room, and with a bang, Ning Ci's nerves also jumped, Pei Jin Suddenly bit his lip, then let go, and whispered to him against his lips: "Baby."

Ning Ci: "..."

Ning Ci's spine was numb, but Pei Jin didn't give him a chance to adapt, and he did not say hello before the kiss to the fullest.

Because it was in Pei Jin's room, Ning Ci felt that the air was full of Pei Jin's smell when he kissed. It was released suddenly when it was on.

"Go take a shower and change clothes first." Pei Jin squeezed his chin and bit his upper lip reluctantly, probably afraid that he might misunderstand, and added: "When you come out, I will tell you why I don't celebrate my birthday."

After kissing again, Ning Ci felt that something abnormal was about to be discovered, and without thinking about Pei Jin's words, he took the clothes from Pei Jin and went into the bathroom.

When taking a shower, Ning Ci turned down the water temperature a little, and went out after calming down.

When he came out, Pei Jin was sitting on the sofa playing with his mobile phone. After hearing the voice, he made room for Ning Ci, and patted the sofa beside him to signal him to sit over.

When Ning Ci sat down, he found a photo frame on Pei Jin's lap.

Before he had time to ask, Pei Jin took the initiative to turn the photo frame over: "This is my mother."

The photo in the photo frame shows a beautiful woman in a white dress, completely opposite to Pei Jin's appearance, she looks like a very gentle person, "She and my father are in free love."

However, what Pei Jin did on Pei Yuan's birthday before did not look like free-loving parents at all.

"She is a pianist. If she hadn't married my father, she would be touring the world by now." Pei Jin's tone was very light. "I thought she and my father were very good. Her death was an accident. Father slept with a man."

Ning Ci was stunned, suddenly everything was connected in series.

Pei Jin's mental illness, the reason why Pei Jin didn't have birthdays before, and the reason why Pei Jin hated Pei Yuan so much.

"I have dirty genes." Pei Jin took a deep breath, turned to look at Ning Ci, trying to find something from his face, "My birth and existence are all symbols of my mother's pain."

Now he really showed Ning Ci his dirtiest side, staring closely at Ning Ci's eyes, afraid of seeing contempt and ridicule from his eyes.

However, Ning Ci only remembered the time when Pei Jin went to fight in the ring. Did he really want his own life? His head rested on Pei Jin's shoulder.

Pei Jin felt tense all over.

He seemed to be like this every time he was nervous and confessed to himself.

Ning Ci couldn't explain what he felt in his heart, and after a long silence, he said softly, "But your birth is not something you can choose."

Maybe this is a bit despicable, but he suddenly felt that the distance between him and Pei Jin was not that far away.

Pei Jin hummed, "But I chose you."

Ning Ci didn't expect him to answer this sentence suddenly, he didn't know how to answer it for a while, Pei Jin still pressed the back of his head to prevent him from moving, obviously he was the one who took the initiative but now he was forced to become passive.

Pei Jin pressed against his ear, "So do you want to celebrate my birthday?"

Ning Ci: "... Passed."

"Then call out the one who doesn't even have a first name." The topic went around and came back here, as if the gloomy atmosphere just now hadn't happened.

Hearing Pei Jin's unserious tone, Ning Ci held back for a while, "Brother Pei Jin."

"Don't mix up your first and last names." Pei Jin even went so far.

Thinking about what Pei Jin mentioned just now, Ning Ci hesitated for a while: "...brother."

As soon as the voice fell, Pei Jin responded in a low voice, he was pulled away by Pei Jin, his back rested on the back of the sofa, Pei Jin leaned over, and at the moment of intertwined breathing, the door of Pei Jin's room opened. Suddenly it rang.

Ning Ci's heart skipped a beat.

Pei Jin also frowned a little displeased, but still stopped, "Maybe it's the tutor."

Hearing the word tutor, Ning Ci was not relieved.

Ning Ci relaxed when Pei Jin still couldn't hold back a kiss on his lips and then went to open the door despite the cold.

However, it was not a tutor standing outside the door, but Pei Yuan.

"What are you doing back?" Pei Jin's face darkened immediately, and he half-closed the door.

Pei Yuan stared at the door for a while, "Come back and see you and your boyfriend."

Even though Pei Yuan's tone was normal, Pei Jin still felt disgusted.

And Ning Ci in the door knew that the man outside was definitely not a tutor after seeing the man in suit and leather shoes flashing past the door and Pei Jin directly closing the door.

If it's not a tutor, then it can only be Pei Jin's father.

The two people outside spoke in a low voice, Ning Ci couldn't hear what they were saying, but he became nervous inexplicably.

She never thought that she would run into Pei Jin's father today.

Pei Jin said with a cold face, "Did you see, you can get lost."

With his tone, Pei Yuan didn't change his face at all, he just smiled: "Your tutor said you told him that you won't use it for class anymore." Pei Yuan stared at his son, and found that he seemed to be different from before. , "Can you tell me why?"

Pei Jin raised his eyelids, and before he could speak, Pei Yuan smiled. After all, Pei Yuan was a businessman, and he used to look at him coldly in front of him, but now he pretended to be a tiger even if he wanted to, "Have you slept yet? Is it enough to have fun?"

"Bang" sound.

Ning Ci seemed to hear the sound of someone bumping into something, but he didn't dare to go out.

He was afraid that Pei Jin would be blamed by his father, and that his relationship with Pei Jin would be exposed in front of his father, so when Ning Ci tried to tell himself that he only needed to calm down a little in front of Pei Jin's father for a while, Pei Jin came in.

He was no different from when he went out just now, but he took Ning Ci's hand without hesitation, "I called you a car to take you back."

Ning Ci was stunned for a moment: "Then, what about you?"

"I have something to do." Pei Jin curled the corners of his lips at him reassuringly, "He was on a business trip today and came back temporarily to pick up things. I didn't ask him to come back on purpose."

Ning Ci shook his head quickly: "I don't mean to misunderstand."

Pei Jin hummed and smiled: "Then obediently wait for me at school."

For some reason, Ning Ci always had a bad premonition.

When going out with Pei Jin, Ning Ci didn't see Pei Yuan, and Pei Jin had the same attitude as before, and even kissed him in front of the taxi driver when the car came.

When he got in the car and saw that it was still the driver who sent them back, Ning Ci had no other thoughts for a moment, wishing to hide in the gap between the seats.

However, probably because Pei Jin was gone this time, the driver finally found a chance to talk to Ning Ci, and couldn't help but said, "A high school student."

Ning Ci could only respond in a low voice.

"Your boyfriend is quite fierce." The driver recalled the way the boy looked at him when he sent them back. It was scary, but looking at the villa he lived in, he looked like a top-notch rich man. , It was the first time he entered such a place as a taxi driver for so long.

Ning Ci: "...not bad."

"Don't worry, in this age, all relationships are equal, but you are not coerced, are you?" The driver glanced at Ning Ci's small body.

"No, it's not." Ning Ci didn't want people to misunderstand Pei Jin, and finally said: "He's fine."

Don't speak anymore.

The driver saw that he was unwilling to communicate, so he didn't have the nerve to continue asking.

After returning to school, Ning Ci happened to meet Chen Fang and the others who were going to eat in the corridor of the dormitory. After Chen Fang talked nonsense and knew that he hadn't eaten and Pei Jin didn't know when he would be back, Ning Ci was forced to go with Chen Fang and the others time to eat.

"Brother Pei's father is a businessman anyway." During the meal, Chen Fang heard Ning Ci say that Pei Jin probably had something to say to Pei Yuan, so he talked nonsense about Pei Yuan, "But my father's generation People look down on his character, although rich people like to play, but Uncle Pei just..."

Lu Rang coughed lightly to signal him not to beat all the rich people to death with a stick, otherwise they would all be scolded together.

"I know what Chen Fang means." Ning Ci hesitated for a while: "Tell me, I want to hear everything related to Pei Jin."

Ning Ci knew that Chen Fang and the others must know more than him.

Ning Ci's empathy made Chen Fang very happy, "Hey, let me tell you, we don't dare to mention in front of Brother Pei that Brother Pei's mother was cheated into marriage by Uncle Pei... After getting married, Uncle Pei got married with her." Men started playing, and I also heard from my dad, so Brother Pei and Uncle Pei have always had a bad relationship."

When hearing what Pei Jin said, Ning Ci felt that Pei Jin should have meant this, but after hearing Chen Fang's more straightforward words, Ning Ci felt this suffocation.

"But Brother Ning, you don't have to worry too much, Brother Pei is still very strong."

Ning Ci no longer wants to correct Chen Fang's nickname for him, but it seems that Chen Fang really doesn't know that Pei Jin has a mental illness.

But Pei Jin told him everything.

Ning Ci did not refute Chen Fang's words, but changed the subject: "Pei Jin promised to celebrate his birthday, what are you going to do?"

Speaking of this, Chen Fang became energetic, and Balabala started to talk a lot, until Lu Rang and Jiang Lijian almost covered their ears, and finally he said: "The last party can go to KTV and sing K until dawn! Then we ..."

After Chen Fang finished speaking, he felt wrong.

This is how singles celebrate their birthday, and Brother Pei already has a partner.

When Lu Rang's foot stepped on his instep, Chen Fang quickly changed his words: "I think it's enough for us to have a meal together, and Brother Ning can be with Brother Pei for the rest of the time."

"I can help you book a hotel... Aww!!! Why are you both stepping on me!!!"

Lu Rang and Jiang Li were speechless.

Ning Ci: "..."

Ning Ci didn't pay too much attention to Chen Fang's words, but just thought about what birthday present he should give Pei Jin.

But he really doesn't have much money, and the study notes have already been given away. If he still wants to buy gifts, he can only go to work.

Pei Jin told him to wait for him to come back at school, and even when he came back at night, Pei Jin didn't say anything to Ning Ci about Pei Yuan, but he saw that Ning Ci was still very conscious when writing the paper. I took the exercise book and wrote it there.

Ning Ci looked at him in surprise.

Pei Jin turned the pen: "I'll just take a look."

Ning Ci struggled for a while, and hadn't figured out how to tell Pei Jin that he would not stay in the dormitory on New Year's Day, and wanted to work part-time for three days, but he had to hide it from Pei Jin. He is not good at lying, especially this It was such a lie, and after thinking about it all afternoon, he couldn't come up with any reason, but Pei Jin said one step ahead of him: "I'm going home on New Year's Day, so I can't accompany you."

Ning Ci breathed a sigh of relief, which just saved him from thinking about how to lie.

Seeing that he was even heaving a sigh of relief, Pei Jin couldn't bear to read any more topics, so he couldn't help pinching Ning Ci's chin, and bit his mouth before Ning Ci could react.

Ning Ci said nothing, Pei Jin didn't intend to let go of him at all, but instead stretched out his leg and hooked his calf: "Do you really hope that I'm not here?"

Ning Ci shook his head quickly, and didn't know how to explain it to him, so he could only ask him: "You, have you ever had a conflict with your father..."

Pei Jin chuckled lightly: "Look, I don't seem to be in conflict with him." He was not serious, and seemed reluctant to mention things related to Pei Yuan, so he leaned over and kissed Ning Ci again: "Worry about me."

"Worry about me..."

"Brother." Without Pei Jin answering, Ning Ci took up his words.

Pei Jin was stunned for a moment, smiled more presumptuously, and hummed: "Open your mouth."

In a daze, the pen in Ning Ci's hand fell to the ground, and it rolled for a long time without knowing where it fell. Pei Jin kissed fiercely, and Ning Ci had no resistance at all, and his whole body was numb.

When he was let go, Pei Jin restrainedly pressed the back of his neck, but before Ning Ci recovered, something was stuffed into his palm.

Pei Jin said in a low voice, "Don't stay at school on New Year's Day."

"Go here?"

He pressed the key in Ning Ci's hand, "Then wait for me to come back."

Seeing Ning Ci's eyes that were bewildered and still not free from desire, Pei Jin couldn't help but kissed him again, and pressed his lips against his and asked, "Is it okay?"