He's killing me again

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The moment Pei Jin kissed, Ning Ci felt that he had temporarily lost the ability to see and hear, and his breath became warm and humid. It took only a second for him to stick together, and Pei Jin rubbed his stretched skin with his fingertips. The tip of the chin and the nose pressed against him, and the panting and hoarse voice finally brought back his senses.

Pei Jin asked him, "Can I kiss you?"

Dazedly, he remembered that Pei Jin had asked this question several times, and every time he had failed. He thought that Pei Jin should have waited for him to nod in agreement, but this time he didn't even have time to respond, and his jaw hurt. He was forced to open his mouth.

A hand clasped the back of his head and pressed forward, his breathing suddenly became very hot, he seemed to have lost his ability to control himself, and let the person in front of him manipulate him, the hand slipped from the back of his head and pressed it on the back of his neck, Ning Ci felt numb there.

Pei Jin kissed without any rules, relying entirely on instinct, not gentle, the tip of his tongue was hooked very painfully, his lips were bitten, and became wet and numb, as if it was not his own, Ning Ci couldn't bear it He kept grabbing the corner of Pei Jin's clothes, but Pei Jin seemed to have misunderstood what he meant, and grabbed his hand and sent it inside the hem of the clothes. Pei Jin's skin was so hot that Ning Ci almost couldn't breathe.

Pei Jin probably noticed it, let go of the hand that was pressing on the back of his neck, and put the tip of his nose against his again. The breathing of the two people under the clothes became rough and chaotic. It stuck it up and rubbed against the corner of his lips.

Ning Ci thought he would come again, subconsciously backed away, this time Pei Jin didn't restrain him.

But just now it was not so much restraint as it was his own cooperation. Afterwards, Pei Jin loosened the hand that restrained his chin, and it was he himself who kept raising his head and opening his mouth on his own initiative.

His fingers were still attached to the skin of Pei Jin's waist, which was still very hot, making his palms sweat. Ning Ci wanted to retract, but Pei Jin pushed him back, and Pei Jin pushed him back Kissed him again, and then said: "Kiss again."

The voice is much lazier than usual, with more emotions than usual.

Ning Ci felt the sweet smell of popcorn when he spoke, and instantly felt that his body was hot everywhere, he hesitated, and heard footsteps amidst the chaotic heartbeat, as if someone had come in, he shook his head quickly.

Pei Jin laughed softly, raised his hand to wipe off the water stains from the corner of his lips, stared at his lips for a while, and heard him ask himself in a very low voice: "You, did you feel uncomfortable just now..."

Pei Jin froze for a moment.

Suddenly I felt like a beast.

Coughing lightly, Pei Jin pulled off the clothes covering the two of them, stared at the big screen in front of him and hummed: "A little bit."

OK, he's a beast.

He likes to see Ning Ci like this.

He was so kissed that he had no ability to respond and still cared about him.

Ning Ci narrowed his eyes uncomfortably, and the moment Aunt Cleaning looked over, he quickly took his hand off Pei Jin's waist, without daring to say a word.

After going out, I still suspected that the aunt looked at them just now.

It was windy and cold outside, and the hot mood was soothed, but Ning Ci still didn't dare to look at Pei Jin again. He felt that when he saw his face, he would remember the touch of the kiss just now, and would want to kiss him again and again.

This silent and ambiguous atmosphere lasted until they returned to school. The two of them held hands along the way. Occasionally, Ning Ci secretly observed Pei Jin, and when he found that he didn't feel uncomfortable, he quickly turned his head away, trying to desensitize The therapy seemed to be really helpful, thinking that Pei Jin might not be enduring discomfort.

This caused Ning Ci to appear absent-minded when he arrived downstairs in the dormitory. Just as he was about to enter the dormitory, he was suddenly pulled back.

Caught off guard, Pei Jin kissed the corner of his lips again.

Ning Ci was stunned for a few seconds, his ears were blushing.

There is no one downstairs in the dormitory, but the street lights are all on, unlike in the cinema just now when he was covered under his clothes and couldn't see anything, he could clearly see Pei Jin's eyes slipping from the tip of his nose when he kissed him, even though he only kissed him After a while, Ning Ci's heart still beat violently uncontrollably, and he tightly grasped Pei Jin's hand.

"Are you scared?" Pei Jin squeezed his fingers as if to comfort him, and then explained to him: "The desensitization therapy you mentioned is quite useful."

Ning Ci was dumbfounded: "...Oh."

"I won't ask you next time I kiss you, okay?" Ning Ci didn't know if Pei Jin was asking him, or to prove that this sudden desensitization therapy was useful, before he had time to respond, Pei Jin Jhin kissed again.

Pei Jin rubbed the back of his neck to comfort him, Ning Ci felt as if he had learned to breathe, and when Pei Jin backed away, he still chased after him.

Realizing this, Ning Ci froze, lowered his head a little bit, and heard Pei Jin laughing.

Ning Ci: "..."

"You haven't answered yet." Pei Jin rubbed the back of his neck: "Can you stop asking in the future?"

"Suddenly kiss, the effect is really good."

After Pei Jin finished speaking, he couldn't help scolding himself as a beast in his heart.

However, Ning Ci just avoided his hand, grabbed his hem as if he couldn't bear it, and said softly, "Okay, okay."

Pei Jin's attack should be very painful.

He was taken aback when he was kissed suddenly, but it was still very comfortable to kiss.

Pei Jin froze for a moment, and couldn't help sighing.

"You, do you want to go to the study room with me tomorrow?" Ning Ci thought for a while, should he get in touch with desensitization therapy as much as possible, as long as he can cure Pei Jin as soon as possible.

However, Pei Jin seems to be very busy recently, he asked this question but didn't expect much, and was afraid of hearing Pei Jin refuse, Ning Ci couldn't help but said: "If you have something to do, you don't have to go."

Xu Qian was happy for a long time when she received Ning Ci's willingness to come to the study room. She had already talked with her friends, and she met a very handsome boy as a friend, and she had a very good personality.

However, Ning Ci sent a sentence in the next second: [Are there any other vacancies in the study room, can I bring Pei Jin?We can pay at our own expense]

Xu Qian: [? ? ? 】

In Xu Qian's perception, Pei Jin is the kind of person who regards the classroom as a bedroom. He is either sleeping or playing games in class. His desk is always cleaner than others, and he can't read a book. Ning Ci said before Sorting out the review notes for Pei Jin was enough to shock her, but now she has to bring someone to the study room.

She remembered that Pei Jin used to fall in love as if it was just for fun, and it's not like she didn't think that Pei Jin might turn back for Ning Ci's prodigal son, but this was too outrageous.

Xu Qian hesitated for a while: [Does Pei Jin have something in your hands? 】

[If you are afraid, tell me and I will help you share it]

Ning Ci didn't understand what Xu Qian meant for a while, and before he could react, Pei Jin, who was sitting next to him and playing with his mobile phone, suddenly laughed, "Can I come back?"

"Yes, yes." Ning Ci didn't mean to avoid Pei Jin, and even took the initiative to give Pei Jin the phone.

Within seconds, Xu Qian received a reply from Ning Ci: [Yes]

【Do you want to listen】

【Pei Jin likes me to death】

Xu Qian: "???"

Xu Qian was so frightened that she threw the phone away.

A few minutes later, Ning Ci explained to Xu Qian with his red ears: [Pei Jin came back just now, not me, can you take Pei Jin with you? 】

Pei Jin's reply was even more terrifying, okay?

Xu Qian felt that Pei Jin was swearing some kind of sovereignty to herself, and she couldn't even laugh, but how could she not let Ning Ci take someone with her.

After all, she hadn't seen Pei Jin studying yet.

The next day Xu Qian vaccinated her friends in advance, saying that not only the boy she mentioned would come today, but also his friends.

"Come on, come on, why are you so nervous?" Xu Qian's friend mercilessly mocked Xu Qian for constantly looking at her phone.

Xu Qian didn't know how to explain it to them, she couldn't say it, because the boys were the bullies of their school, anyway, two years ago, she never thought of Pei Jin who would only skip classes and fight to violate school rules Learned from the classroom.

Xu Qian is not nervous, but excited to witness history.

"But is your friend's friend handsome? According to your description, your friend is not my type. I like that kind of naughty boy, just... Fuck, that's the way."

Just as Xu Qian wanted to say that Ning Ci had a date, when she saw her friend staring out the window so excitedly, she also followed her gaze.

The temperature dropped sharply today, and Ning Ci's thick clothes were all at Ning Lan's place, so he had to put on Pei Jin's sweater.

Pei Jin's clothes were a lot too big for him, the black sweater was too big for a shirt stuffed inside, Ning Ci was uncomfortable trying to adjust the collar of the shirt, Pei Jin stared at him for a while, " Do you want my help?"

On such a cold day, Pei Jin was also wearing a black shirt. At first glance, it seemed that the two of them were not in the same season, but the earrings and earrings on Pei Jin's left ear were shining in the sun, and his sharp profile was lowering his head. When tidying up Ning Ci's neckline, he was a little softer, with a smile on his face.

He looks really naughty and handsome, which Xu Qian never denies.

But... Xu Qian coughed lightly, and grabbed her nympho friend: "You give up..."

"Damn it, they even straightened each other's necklines! Are these two a couple?" Before she could finish speaking, her friend became even more excited, "Oh my god! Does your friend look as good as those two outside?"

"Sure enough, handsome guys are all dating handsome guys. That's why I can only swim in the sea of ​​books in my third year of high school."

Xu Qian: "..."

Xu Qian usually talks a lot, but when she is in front of her friend, she instantly becomes dumb.

The excitement of Xu Qian's friends continued until Ning Ci and Pei Jin entered the study room.

Ning Ci sent Xu Qian a message to tell her that they had arrived, and Xu Qian came out soon, carrying her friend.

Knowing that these two were the friends and friends of friends that Xu Qian was talking about, Xu Qian's friend was speechless, and kept talking about how there is such a handsome guy in Xu Qian's school.

Tell Xu Qian so much that he wants to cover her mouth.

He hastily brought an extra person here, which made Ning Ci, who was not good at communicating with others, even more embarrassed to talk to Xu Qian's friends. He only said hello, but Pei Jin's eyes fell on Xu Qian, as if he was It's the same as introducing herself to her: "I'm Ning Ci's...boyfriend."

Ning Ci didn't expect him to be so straightforward, and couldn't help but tore off the hem of his clothes.

When there are many people, no matter how straightforward Pei Jin is, he will only feel safe, but when there are few people, this kind of straightforwardness makes Ning Ci feel so shy.

Xu Qian: "..."

Damn, she just said that Pei Jin was taking an oath of sovereignty.

But she sees Ning Ci in the mood of a mother looking at her son, not that kind of son, but the mood of a star-chaser girl looking at idols and treating idols as cubs.

"Just find a place wherever you want, no one else will come here today!" Xu Qian was speechless, and Xu Qian's friend hurriedly introduced the place to them.

The orientation of the study room is very good, it should be a newly opened store, and there is a faint fragrance in the room.

After thanking the other party, Ning Ci hastily dragged Pei Jin to find a place near the window but would not be glared by the sun. As soon as he sat down, Ning Ci couldn't help pulling Pei Jin and whispering: "You, get off Don't introduce yourself like that again."

His ears are still red.

Pei Jin frowned and looked at him as he lowered his head and took the schoolbag on his back without even looking at himself. His heart sank suddenly, but he didn't show it on his face. He just asked, "Can't you do it?"

"Can't you say that in front of your friends?"

You can hold hands and hug on the street full of strangers, you can kiss in the movie theater, but you can't say that you are his boyfriend in front of people you know.

Pei Jin straightened the corners of his lips: "Then how do I introduce myself?"

Ning Ci didn't realize that there was nothing unusual about him, so he pursed his lower lip, looked at Xu Qian and her friend, "You, you can say what you said before..."

"I didn't introduce myself before."

Ning Ci: "..."

"Then you, don't treat yourself as my accessory. And Xu Qian knows that we are in love."

Ning Ci didn't want to hide it from others, but he just felt that it was wrong for Pei Jin to describe himself as if he was an accessory.

After he finished speaking, he secretly glanced at Pei Jin, but before he could react, his lips softened suddenly.

"you you……"

Xu Qian and her friend were still there, Pei Jin kissed him suddenly like this, Ning Ci was stunned, you didn't come out for a long time, and Pei Jin pinched the back of his neck and kissed him, Ning Ci pushed and shoved for a long time Pushing the person away, her face blushed so much that she even began to wonder if Pei Jin was sick, but the medicine was real.

He watched Pei Jin take his medicine last night.

Because of a little resistance, Ning Ci's eyes were full of water mist, Pei Jin couldn't hold back, he stroked the back of his neck and the tip of his nose against his forehead comfortingly, "Can't I be your accessory?"

Being stared at by him like that, Ning Ci couldn't say a word of no, and said in a daze: "Yes."

Then he thought dazedly, no wonder Pei Jin had been in love so many times before, had he said this to other people, such as that Lynch...

Ning Ci felt that he was very strange, he shouldn't care about these things, but he would always think of them suddenly at certain moments.

"What are they doing? Are they kissing?" Xu Qian's friend secretly took a book and peeked at Ning Ci and Pei Jin in front of their faces.

Xu Qian: "...can you stop being so wretched?"

"How do I call this obscene? I'm observing beautiful love. Which one is the school bully and which one is the school bully? The one in the black shirt is carrying a schoolbag, but the one in the sweater looks so good. I told you and me that's your friend." .”

Xu Qian: "..."

"Let's send them two cups of milk tea in a while."

Xu Qian was speechless: "Don't disturb her beautiful love."

"I don't call it disturbing, I call it sweetening the beautiful love."

Xu Qian: "..."

Soon the study room was completely quiet.

Ning Ci really wanted to study hard. He didn't do his homework this week. However, Pei Jin never did his homework. He didn't even know what this week's homework was. Ning Ci didn't make things difficult for him, he just let him see Take study notes and do the sample problems in the book.

Ning Ci feels that he is still selfish, and sometimes he still wants Pei Jin to walk the same path as himself, so that there will be no big forks in their lives in the future, so maybe the time of their breakup will be spread to After a long time.

He has already seen the light, and if he has to go back to the abyss in the future, it will be very painful.

Ning Ci selfishly thought that it would be nice if this painful time could be delayed a little longer.

The last time Pei Jin studied, he also read Ning Ci's study notes. However, he couldn't understand anything because he hadn't read for a long time. Now that he was reading in such a quiet environment, he could concentrate at first, but after half a Within hours he began to feel drowsy.

After getting sleepy, he started to stare at Ning Ci's profile.

Ning Ci could feel his gaze completely, and he couldn't write the paper anymore after being watched by him, so she couldn't help but turned her head and asked him in a low voice: "What's wrong?"

Pei Jin: "Relieve visual fatigue."

Ning Ci: "..."

Ning Ci can probably understand what's wrong with him, it seems unfair to him to force him to learn, he didn't need to learn these things.

"Then, are you playing with your mobile phone?" Ning Ci tried hard to control the loss in his heart.

Just at this moment, Pei Jin's phone vibrated.

Ning Ci looked at Pei Jin and glanced at the message, then tilted his phone to reply to the message, froze for a moment, and quickly lowered his head.

[Are you sure you can't come today?On weekends, the salary is doubled]

Pei Jin looked at the message impatiently, and was afraid of being seen by Ning Ci, so he only replied: [No], and directly muted the phone.

The other party persevered and sent him a few more lobbying messages, but none of them got a reply.

Pei Jin stared at the side face of Ning Ci who was serious about his homework for a while, resisted the urge to touch him, and continued to look at his senior one example.

After watching it for a while, I started to doze off.

I didn't sleep well last night, and I couldn't fall asleep even after taking medicine. At the hottest age, my mind was full of Ning Ci's eyes watering after being kissed by him.

When Ning Ci finished a paper, he turned around and saw Pei Jin leaning on the table and falling asleep.

Although the two of them slept in the same dormitory these days, he seldom went to see Pei Jin's sleeping face. Only now did he realize that Pei Jin was frowning when he was asleep, and his lips, which symbolized the frivolity, were tight.

Doesn't seem to be relaxing at all.

Ning Ci thought again how he got that mental illness.

But Pei Jin didn't take the initiative to say that he couldn't ask. Maybe it was because he was too distracted when he stared at Pei Jin, which caused Ning Ci to be taken aback when Xu Qian and her friend came over with milk tea.

Xu Qian and her friend were a little sorry, but Ning Ci just shook his head when Pei Jin, who seemed to be asleep, suddenly woke up and grabbed a notebook and wanted to throw it at someone, like a subconscious sense of protection.

The two were taken aback, and Ning Ci was also taken aback, and hurried to hold Pei Jin's wrist, "Pei Jin, it's Xu Qian and the others."

Only then did Pei Jin wake up, with the usually hidden hostility in his eyes, which almost scared Xu Qian's friend to death.

This is not the most important thing. The most important thing is that Xu Qian's friend accidentally knocked over the milk tea in his hand because of the fright that he was almost attacked, and it happened to be on Ning Ci's neckline.

Down the collar.

Ning Ci's neckline was wet down, and there was still a sticky smell of milk tea.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Xu Qian's friend quickly apologized, and while bowing, took the tissue from the other table to Ning Ci.

Ning Ci also knew that she didn't do it on purpose, it was Pei Jin who suddenly wanted to beat someone up and scared her, Ning Ci pursed his lips and shook his head while enduring the discomfort, and when Pei Jin looked over, he held Xu Qian and her friend together again. Holding Pei Jin's hand, "I, I'm fine, don't worry."

The hostility in Pei Jin's eyes gradually receded, and he returned to his usual indifferent look, probably because Ning Ci held his hand to soothe him, and he only stared at Ning Ci's neck that was splashed with milk tea.

Xu Qian also quickly said: "Ning Ci, do you want to change clothes? I'll ask the boss if there are any extra clothes. My friend didn't do it on purpose. We'll treat you to dinner at noon!"

Ning Ci felt that his hand was getting tighter and tighter, shaking his head and rejecting Xu Qian's kindness: "No need, I will figure out a way for the clothes in a while..."

Feeling that Pei Jin was going to kill again if she stayed any longer, Xu Qian had no choice but to drag her friend away from the scene of the accident, watching Ning resign to wipe the milk tea on her neck, Pei Jin's action just now really didn't scare her to death, she still wanted to comfort her friend But don't be frightened, just hear your friend whispering there: "Oh, protect your wife with a sword, and you can clearly attack and suffer."

Xu Qian: "..." If everyone hadn't been scared together, she would have suspected that her friend did it on purpose.

Whether it was intentional or not is irrelevant now. Fortunately, the milk tea is warm and not hot, but it can't be wiped off at all. Ning Ci held his neck up and wiped the exact place, but Pei Jin took over the job just as he was struggling. .

Ning Ci was stunned for a moment and let him do it, but it was the first time he had seen Pei Jin's behavior just now, and before he could figure out how to speak, a deep voice rang in his ear.

"It's a habit I developed when I was a child." Pei Jin explained in a calm tone: "In kindergarten, there were children who would bully others."

Pei Jin said it lightly.

In fact, he had no parents to participate in any parent-child activities at that time, and there were children who looked down on him.

He taught me a lesson.

Unexpectedly, Pei Jin still had such a childhood, Ning Ci listened in a daze, and suddenly remembered the funeral music that Pei Jin played on Pei Yuan's birthday.

Maybe Pei Jin's childhood was even more unhappy than his.

At least I still feel happy at that time.

Before he could think about it, his phone vibrated crazily.

Chen Fang's private chats kept popping up.

[Brother Ning!Where did you and Brother Pei go? 】

[Is Brother Pei by your side! 】

[That's right!Brother Pei's birthday is coming soon, Lugou and I are thinking about celebrating Brother Pei's birthday, and would like to ask if you want to participate? 】

【However, Brother Pei never celebrated his birthday before!We have known him for so many years that he has not had a birthday!Don’t we have you now? We just want you to ask him if he’s willing】

[After all, he has never passed that very important coming-of-age ceremony, so it’s not too late to make up for it this year, right?]

[Hello Ning, are you sleeping with Pei? 】

[It's okay, if you are sleeping, just pretend I haven't been here, bye, I'll come back later]

Ning Ci: "..."

Before Ning Ci could react, Pei Jin helped him pin the excessively long hair behind his ears, and asked him in a low voice, "I can't wipe it clean, why don't you go to my house to change?"

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