He's killing me again

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Ning Ci pulled the clothes around Pei Jin's waist and looked over Pei Jin's shoulders.

The little boy was led by the adults sitting there and held up a medicine bottle towards Pei Jin with difficulty, vaguely seeing the words on the medicine bottle, Ning Ci pursed his lips and lowered his head little by little.

Pei Jin has been hiding it all the time, but he doesn't want them to know, and he can't break Pei Jin's secret under such circumstances.

The clothes at the waist were loosened suddenly, Pei Jin's hand holding the railing was a little loose, his jaw line was tense, and he stared at the car window covered by the figure and the scenery outside the window.

"Brother, I, I saw it fall, fall out of your pocket."

Pei Jin didn't answer, and the little boy carefully tugged on his trouser legs.

The announcement sounded that the next stop was about to arrive somewhere, mixed with Pei Jin's words: "It's not me—" He turned his head and kept his hand on the railing to protect Ning Ci tightly. When he lowered his head, he saw the little boy With a flushed face, he suddenly changed his words: "Mine." Then he forced out another sentence: "Thank you."

When he took the medicine bottle from the little boy's hand and stuffed it back into his pocket, the car just stopped. Pei Jin grabbed Ning Ci's wrist sullenly and put it around his waist. Before Ning Ci could react, he buckled it. Holding Ning Ci's five fingers, he grabbed his waist little by little.

Ning Ci was stunned for a moment, seeing the little boy who had just handed something to Pei Jin blushed and grabbed the adult's hand, the adult was touching his head as if to praise him, the little boy lowered his head shyly but couldn't help it He looked back at them both.

The moment he met Ning Ci's gaze, Ning Ci bent his eyebrows towards him.

After that, the two of them silently kept silent, and Ning Ci's hand was always around Pei Jin's waist. Anyway, they were two boys, at most someone would just glance at them.

The place they were going to was only a dozen stops away. When they arrived, it was completely dark, but the street was brightly lit. Ning Ci had no dating experience at all. When he was brushing the questions that night, he just popped out a sentence about " I accidentally clicked on the ad for "Dating couple".

It happened to be seen by Pei Jin.

Ning Ci panicked and tried to hide it before it was too late, Pei Jin had already read out the advertisement: "A must-have artifact for a couple's date-let your he fall for you..."

Ning Ci didn't read what was written carefully at all, and he was so ashamed to be read by Pei Jin like this. As soon as he covered it, Pei Jin grabbed his wrist, Ning Ci thought he would continue to read, and shook his head while hiding.

"Dating." Pei Jin's tone was very light, as if asking "Did you eat?" However, he held Ning Ci's hand tightly, as if he was afraid that Ning Ci would run away.

Ning Ci said in a daze, "Where are you going?"

"Where do you want to go?" Pei Jin had been in love so many times, and this was the first time he had a serious date. Although he knew what to do on a date, he just wanted to go with Ning Ci.

Ning Ci thought for a long time, and before going to sleep, he lay on the bed and sent a message to Pei Jin who was in the next bed: 【Can I go to the movies? 】

Ning Ci himself didn't realize that he was getting used to making demands on Pei Jin. He had never been to the cinema to watch a movie, and he didn't usually. The only time was the movie that Ye Ping showed them last time. Horror movie, Ning Ci didn't want to think about that scene at all.

However, the sense of atmosphere made him never forget it.

The cinema on this street is the one closest to the school. The movie was chosen by Pei Jin. Ning Ci wanted to watch everything, so he sent Pei Jin all the movies shown at night.

Pei Jin glanced at it at the time, and saw that it was all bad movies.

Ning Ci was still there and seemed to be very happy to ask him: [This one seems to be very good-looking too, the heroine is very beautiful]

Fine, don't watch this.

[This male protagonist seems to have seen it at the bus station]

Neither look.

[Or this one?The special effects look amazing]

Then watch this.

Ning Ci doesn't know how Pei Jin chose it, he thinks which one looks good.

However, there are still two hours before the time they booked the tickets. They have to find a place to eat first. Ning Ci has no need for food, and Pei Jin has been very silent since picking up the medicine bottle.

Ning Ci was originally a person who seldom talked, and he didn't know how to speak, and Pei Jin kept letting himself put his arms around his waist when he was in the car, and he kept holding hands after getting off the car. Will touching it make Pei Jin feel uncomfortable?

Is this why Pei Jin carried the medicine with him, or did Pei Jin take the medicine before coming here?

Will that cause any damage to his body?

Ning Ci was absent-mindedly looking at the nearby shop, and his hand was suddenly clenched tightly. Pei Jin forcefully opened his five fingers and squeezed his own five fingers into the gap between them, turning into two people interlocking their fingers. Ning Ci's hand also Bai, being clasped so tightly by Pei Jin, his hands gradually turned red.

Ning Ci was stunned for a moment, and just when he was about to ask Pei Jin what was wrong, he felt a little trembling in the hands interlocking his fingers, and swallowed all the words when they reached his mouth.

Is Pei Jin uncomfortable?

Ning Ci didn't know what to do, and Pei Jin didn't intend to stop.

Today is Friday, and there are many people on the street. Occasionally, one or two pairs of young boys and girls in school uniforms can be seen on the brightly lit street. It looked like nothing happened.

Maybe it's never been experienced before, maybe Pei Jin was too straightforward from the beginning, Ning Ci didn't try to hide the fact that he and Pei Jin were holding hands on the street.

On the contrary, she will feel at ease because of Pei Jin's straightforwardness.

But now his mind was full of worries.

Pei Jin dragged him into an old-fashioned shop, and the waiter led the two of them into the box. The moment the box door closed, Pei Jin's tightly clasped hands were finally released.

It seemed that he had confirmed that he would not escape easily from this place.

The box isolated everything outside, and Ning Ci was seated inside by Pei Jin, looked up at Pei Jin who was half kneeling on the chair, opened his mouth, and still couldn't help asking softly: "What, what's wrong..."

Pei Jin didn't speak, Ning Ci squinted his eyes due to the light above his head, and only after his eyes cleared did he realize that Pei Jin was staring straight at him, his chest was also obviously rising and falling, as if he was enduring something, Ning Ci subconsciously Wanting to ask him if he was unwell, before he could open his mouth, Pei Jin snatched the words: "Did you see it?"

Pei Jin's voice was lower than usual.

Ning Ci didn't realize it at first, but when Pei Jin pressed his shoulder and trembled slightly, he suddenly understood.

Pei Jin was asking him if he saw the bottle of medicine.

For a moment Ning Ci didn't know how to answer, it seemed wrong to say it, but he couldn't keep silent, he knew what kind of psychological pressure the silence at this time might bring to the other party, just when he was trying to organize his words, a burst of drugs collided the sound of.

Pei Jin took the medicine bottle out of his pocket, Ning Ci was stunned for a moment, Pei Jin put the bottle of medicine in front of him, and lowered his head, as if admitting his mistake: "I'm sorry, I should have told you earlier. "

Pei Jin's tone was obviously low, and Ning Ci's heart seemed to be pulled by something, and before he could think, he grabbed Pei Jin's skirt: "You, don't say sorry."

This sentence is what he used to say most before.

When facing Ning Lan, when facing the teacher, no matter what he did, no matter whether he was wrong or not, he would say this sentence, only in this way can make others happy, only in this way he is the most obedient one.

But he didn't want to hear what Pei Jin had to say.

He suddenly realized that it was wrong for such a flamboyant and vile person like Pei Jin to become humble and cautious in front of him.

The heart seemed to be pinched in the palm of the hand, sore and painful, Ning Ci clenched his lips.

Pei Jin seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then agreed to him: "Okay." He stared at Ning Ci closely, fearing that there would be something strange about Ning Ci, and forced himself to explain to Ning Ci word by word: "I am sick. "

Although nothing could be seen on the surface, the force with which he pressed Ning Ci's shoulder involuntarily became stronger, and Ning Ci let out a muffled snort in pain. When he spoke again, Ning Ci grabbed his wrist and pressed his hand back.

Ning Ci blinked: "Go on, I'll listen."

He didn't look repelled at all, didn't show disappointment, and didn't mean to run away.

Maybe it was because he didn't know what illness he had. Pei Jin originally wanted to tell Ning Ci when he got better, but he couldn't be sure whether Ning Ci had seen the medicine bottle or the name of the medicine, so he didn't dare to bet.

It's strange to say that he used to like excitement and things without answers, but when it came to Ning Ci, he didn't dare at all.

"I can't accept physical contact with other people." Pei Jin's posture of half kneeling on the sofa suddenly changed to squatting in front of Ning Ci, and he didn't dare to touch Ning Ci anymore, he just raised his head and swallowed nervously Looking at Ning Ci's expression, he seemed to beg in a low voice, "Don't despise me."

"I've seen a doctor and I'm taking medicine."

"Soon..."

He wanted to tell Ning Ci that he would no longer get sick when he touched him now, although he was not sure whether it would be permanent or not, but Ning Ci interrupted him before he finished speaking.

Ning Ci grabbed his wrist and quickly pressed his lower lip, "Is this, will this be the case?"

Pei Jin really likes to listen to Ning Ci's words, there is no deterrence, which makes his heart soften to a mess, Pei Jin took a deep breath, and before he had time to say no, Ning Ci took his hand and put it on On his own knee, it was rare to be willing to look at him: "It's okay, we, we can treat together."

Ever since Lu Rang told him about this, he has been thinking about what to do if Pei Jin told him about it one day. This day came too suddenly, and Ning Ci was a little unprepared, but he just wanted to be with him subconsciously. Pei Jin spends it together.

What Pei Jin wanted to say was completely stuck, and his heart was soaked little by little.

"Did the doctor say there is any other way besides taking medicine?" Ning Ci had been thinking about this before, no matter what kind of medicine is taken for a long time, it will definitely cause harm to the human body, and recently Pei Jin seems to be really sleepy, basically Sleeping on the bed, it seems that the spirit is not very good.

Maybe it's a side effect of the medicine.

"Or, desensitization treatment." Pei Jin breathed a sigh of relief, and held Ning Ci's hand instead. There was a thick layer of calluses on Ning Ci's index finger from holding a pen all year round. Pei Jin's fingertips were covered with calluses. Rubbing on the top, the cocoon was originally very thick, and it felt nothing to the touch, but somehow Ning Ci felt itchy there, "Touch, hug, kiss, or..."

Pei Jin raised his eyelids, "One step deeper."

Ning Ci was scalded by his eyes, and subconsciously wanted to withdraw his hand, but Pei Jin refused to let him, Pei Jin still held his hand tightly and kept rubbing the callus, making Ning Ci's heart beat faster and his ears turned red, He faltered, and suddenly understood what Pei Jin didn't say clearly just now, and couldn't help avoiding Pei Jin's straightforward and explicit gaze.

Pei Jin chuckled again, "I think taking medicine is very useful."

At least now he can touch Ning Ci like this, hold hands with him, hold him in his arms to protect him, and he doesn't have to endure a sudden change of expression like before and run away midway.

Ning Ci didn't believe this at all, he had checked it before, the effect of this medicine would last for a long time, and the effect would not be particularly obvious. callused fingers.

However, at this moment there was a knock on the door of the box.

The waiter probably hadn't been called for too long, so he came in and asked if they had ordered a good meal. The perfect smirk on his face seemed to stiffen when he saw their posture.

Being interrupted by the waiter, this topic was forced to end.

The two casually clicked on the signboards in the store. When they saw the price, Ning Ci really wanted to drag Pei Jin away from here, but Pei Jin grabbed his arm and stayed behind.

"Too, too expensive." Ning Ci couldn't afford a whole bowl of food here, no wonder there was no one in this shop.

Pei Jin didn't care: "Shouldn't be more formal on the first date?"

He didn't just find a store casually, he had already taken a fancy to this place.

Ning Ci pursed his lips and wanted to refute him, but Pei Jin cut him off and thought: "Order, if you don't eat, you have to pay."

Ning Ci: "..." No wonder he didn't show the price when he was ordering just now.

Ning Ci can only try to treat these foods more sacredly when eating.

And his sacredness is to stare at the food for a while before eating, and keep thinking about why this dish is so expensive.

When he was staring at the food in a daze, a chuckle suddenly came from his ear, and Ning Ci looked at Pei Jin suspiciously.

Pei Jin held back a smile and took a bite of food for him.

What about his boyfriend, so cute.

After a meal, Ning Ci couldn't bear it anymore, and when he went out, he hesitated and took two pieces of free chewing gum from the front desk.

Fortunately, the movie theater is some distance away, and they can just walk there to digest food.

Pei Jin stared at Ning Ci's side face chewing gum for a while, and found that Ning Ci's cheeks would bulge slightly when he was chewing. Pei Jin licked the tips of his teeth, and his fingers were suddenly held.

Ning Ci endured the choking mint smell in his mouth and turned his head, "Would it be uncomfortable to hold her like this?"

He finally asked what he hadn't dared to ask before, and he was finally able to care about Pei Jin openly.

Pei Jin froze for a moment, and was quietly led by the boy in front of him. The boy's facial features were exquisite and beautiful. Even when he was not smiling, his eyes looked like stars were blooming. After a while, Pei Jin hummed, his Adam's apple rolling: " Won't."

The movie theater on Friday is really overcrowded. The waiting hall is basically full of couples, one after another. The two boys went in holding hands and it was not eye-catching. They came in at just the right time, and the movie had already started. Checked in.

However, as soon as they entered the arena, they were a little confused. There were so many people outside, but there were only a few of them in this hall.

Ning Ci carefully took Pei Jin's hand and looked at the steps going up, "Pei Jin, does it mean that the one we chose is not good-looking?"

Pei Jin frowned, holding his food in one hand: "The rest are all love movies."

Ning Ci: "?"

"Only vulgar couples choose to watch romantic movies." Pei Jin was confident, and did not admit at all why he chose this technology movie that looked very hip.

He originally thought that Ning Ci would lose interest after watching the movie, but from the beginning to the middle of the movie, Ning Ci has been watching the movie very seriously, his attitude is like Ye Ping was afraid of missing something when explaining the most difficult questions in the test paper.

Pei Jin, on the other hand, was willing to give the movie a second glance at first, but after seeing the domestically made Wumao special effects, he couldn't help but shift his gaze to Ning Ci.

Even though the hall was dark with only the light from the screen, he could accurately depict the outline of Ning Ci's facial features.

Ning Cihui was nervous along with the movie, the corners of his lips were straightened.

Ning Cihui was confused along with the movie, frowning.

Ning Cihui was happy with the movie, his brows and eyes curved.

Ning Cihui...

Anyway, I didn't see him from the beginning to the end.

Pei Jin clicked his tongue lightly, submerged in the super loud sound effects of the movie, and turned his head to look.

The only couple with whom they picked this movie sits in the corner, hugging.

Looking back, Ning Ci was groping for the popcorn next to him with one hand, and when he found it, he threw it into his mouth without even looking at it.

Pei Jin glanced unhappily at the place where Ning Ci put the popcorn, and walked over him to take his popcorn to his side.

Ning Ci didn't respond at all, and was still taking it habitually, it doesn't matter if he didn't get it.

Pei Jin was about to laugh angrily, and looked down at the popcorn in his hand.

The movie is at its climax, the protagonist is in trouble, Ning Ci is also very nervous, thinking that he must discuss the plot with Pei Jin after going out, because there are many places he doesn't understand, and he always feels that the logic is not perfect, At the same time, he stared at the screen again, until his lips were touched with sweet popcorn.

Ning Ci subconsciously opened his mouth without thinking too much.

However, after the popcorn was bitten in, there was still a warm fingertip on his lips, Ning Ci didn't look down, but just felt it, without hesitation, he stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked it on his fingertip.

Another lick.

Pei Jin's back tensed suddenly, and his breathing suddenly became heavier.

Ning Ci's tongue was soft.

Hold.

There are cameras in the movie theater, Pei Jin warned himself, before he woke up, Ning Ci opened his mouth to him, but his eyes were still fixed on the big screen, not willing to miss any plot.

It seems that he suddenly found a way to eat conveniently.

Pei Jin took a few deep breaths.

When did he ever feed people something to eat.

The last half of the bucket of popcorn was fed to Ning Ci by Pei Jin, but during the process of eating, Ning Ci was not even willing to give alms to the person who was feeding.

Pei Jin's face collapsed badly.

However, Ning Ci can't be disturbed to watch a movie.

This was the first time I saw such a vivid expression on Ning Ci's face, as if he was so happy for the first time.

And he, Pei Jin, was just a foil——

A tissue was suddenly handed to him.

I don't know how Ning Ci managed to focus on two tasks. Before Pei Jin could wipe his hands, Ning Ci grabbed his hand and helped him wipe his fingers without lowering his head.

Pei Jin was really going to laugh out of anger.

After wiping his hands, Ning Ci completely forgot that his boyfriend was there.

Pei Jin was bored to death.

It's not that he hasn't watched movies with others before, but he usually falls asleep right after watching the beginning.

I didn't feel sleepy at all today, and staring at Ning Ci's side face was actually not boring, but Ning Ci completely ignored his existence, which made Pei Jin's teeth itch badly. He probably stumbled all over his life. Ning Ci is on him.

As for the young couple who were with them, they probably hated not being in the movie theater enough, and before the movie was over, the two went out hugging each other.

Ning Ci still didn't notice.

Pei Jin didn't know whether to laugh or not.

However, in this one-and-a-half-hour movie, he actually survived by observing his boyfriend's profile.

When the movie's ending song came out, Pei Jin heaved a sigh of relief, and turned his head to see that Ning Ci was still staring at the screen.

Pei Jin straightened the corners of his lips, "Does it look good?"

His tone was chill.

Ning Ci didn't understand, just nodded and shook his head following his words: "I don't understand."

"But it was fun watching it for the first time."

As Ning Ci spoke, he held Pei Jin's hand, and he found it very comfortable to hold hands with Pei Jin.

Pei Jin's hands are bigger than his, and it feels safe to hold them.

He remembered that when he was very young, Ning Lan always taught him to be independent, telling him that he had to learn to cross the road alone, go to school and eat alone.

So he used to envy those classmates who were taken home by their parents.

Ning Ci blinked, and later realized that Pei Jin's complexion didn't seem to be very good, and asked worriedly: "You, what's wrong with you, are you unhappy, or are you not feeling well?"

Pei Jin's lingering emotions of being ignored just now disappeared all of a sudden, and he just stared at Ning Ci through the lit light, "No, I didn't understand either."

"Will you watch it next week?"

He saw that Ning Ci's eyes were very bright under the light.

It's Liang he likes.

Ning Ci struggled for a moment: "The monthly exam is coming."

This is a refusal.

But Pei Jin didn't show anything, he just hummed, and when the two went down holding hands, Pei Jin stared at the movie screen, thinking about how big a room would be to install a home theater at home.

In the past, it could be changed in any way, but now——

Before he could figure it out, his cheeks suddenly felt hot.

A kiss that disappears at the touch of a finger.

Pei Jin froze there, and Ning Ci quickly glanced over his head, leaving Pei Jin with a face so red that he was holding Pei Jin's fingers, and couldn't help pinching Pei Jin's fingers, fearing that Pei Jin might misunderstand, Ning Ci Ci hurriedly explained in a low voice: "I, I see, in terms of desensitization and desensitization treatment, it can come on suddenly."

He thought very simply, he and Pei Jin had done both touching and hugging, so they should, should be able to try to go further.

However, his words were stuttering intermittently, Pei Jin didn't hear anything clearly, and there seemed to be warmth on that part of his cheek.

"You, if you can't accept it, just, just tell me." Ning Ci mustered up the courage to finish the second half of the sentence, feeling that he could hardly breathe.

I don't know if Pei Jin will feel uncomfortable and unacceptable.

After a long silence, Pei Jin's voice was slightly hoarse: "Ning Ci."

Ning Ci quickly stood up straight, but still didn't dare to look at him, when he heard Pei Jin's voice with a smile: "There are cameras in the cinema."

Ning Ci froze completely.

In the next second, the large coat covered his head, and the light in front of his eyes was suddenly completely blocked, the exclamation was silent, and his chin was pinched.

Pei Jin's breath came closer.

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