He's killing me again

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The inside of the calf was suddenly pinched heavily, which made Ning Ci tremble uncontrollably. Before he had time to ask Pei Jin how he called it, Pei Jin suddenly put his leg back on the bed and stood up. , I can see Pei Jin's tense jawline, his expression... can't see any changes.

Maybe not like it?

Ning Ci pursed his lower lip, and the edge of the bed suddenly sank.

The bed in Pei Jin’s dormitory is the same as that in other dormitories. One person can creak and shake when sleeping on it, let alone another person, the bed shakes violently twice as Pei Jin kneels on one knee, and Pei Jin steps on the ground with one leg and lowers Head: "Are you awake?"

"woke up."

Ning Ci moved in to make room for him, and heard Pei Jin hum, the lights in the dormitory were blocked by Pei Jin's generous figure, and he could only see a smudged yellow, I don't know what happened, Ning Ci was suddenly a little nervous, and swallowed unconsciously, "You, when did you come back?"

"Is it all over there?"

"Half an hour ago." Pei Jin's voice seemed to be a little tighter than usual, as if he knew what Ning Ci wanted to know, and took the initiative to tell him: "It's a legitimate defense, it's okay."

"Oh, that……"

"Don't change the subject."

Ning Ci was stunned for a moment: "No, no." He felt that Pei Jin seemed to be getting closer, and couldn't help but grab the quilt, his eyes swayed from Pei Jin's face to the ceiling, and he was still wondering when he would turn away The topic was off, and Pei Jin suddenly heard laughing.

"No?" There seemed to be a smile in Pei Jin's voice, Ning Ci nodded inexplicably, he really didn't change the subject——

"Then why stop shouting?" Pei Jin raised his hand to help him pull up the fallen quilt, and brushed his fingertips against his ear, Ning Ci blinked, as if he couldn't breathe, but Pei Jin had another He bent down, stopped a few centimeters away from him, stared straight into his eyes, then went down to his nose, then down——

"I didn't hear you clearly just now, please call again."

Ning Ci clearly saw that Pei Jin's Adam's apple slid twice. When he was speaking, there was a faint smell of tobacco on his body. Pei Jin's hand stopped by his ear and did not move again. As long as he moved, his cheek would rub against Pei Jin. finger.

Ning Ci suddenly felt a little thirsty, so he groaned in a daze. After a while, he realized what Pei Jin asked him to shout, licked his lower lip and whispered, "Brother Pei Jin?"

The side of the face was suddenly pressed against the cold palm, and the ice pack was thrown on the ground by Pei Jin at some point, and his thumb was pressed against his chin, forcing him to raise his head, Ning Ci nervously grabbed the quilt: "What, what's wrong?"

Pei Jin hadn't treated him like this for a long time. He was so strong that he almost pinched the flesh on his chin. He also put his other hand on his ear, and rubbed his fingers around his hair on the pinna of his ear. with.

a little itchy.

It was so itchy that Ning Ci couldn't help but want to push the sheets, couldn't help but want to hide, but was imprisoned by Pei Jin, and couldn't escape. With a slight movement, Pei Jin pinched his chin and straightened him, as if he wanted to be with him. He does it face to face.

"It's nothing." Pei Jin licked the tip of his teeth, "I just wanted to ask you if you're afraid of pain."

After an inexplicable sentence, Pei Jin let go of his hand suddenly, Ning Ci felt that his breath had finally returned, and watched Pei Jin enter the bathroom.

The level of touch just now... Pei Jin might not be comfortable.

Although just for a moment, he almost thought that Pei Jin was going to kiss himself.

How could he think so.

Pei Jin probably wanted to ask if his feet still hurt.

When the quilt was lifted to cool off, there was the sound of water in the bathroom. Ning Ci stared blankly at the starry sky outside. He didn't know how long it had passed, when he suddenly heard Pei Jin calling him. .

Ning Ci was taken aback, and after a while, he ran to the bathroom door and asked him, "What's wrong?"

Pei Jin didn't respond.

Moisture spread on the bathroom door, and the sound of water stopped after a few minutes, and the room returned to silence.

When he was going to sleep, Pei Jin didn't say what he called him for.

I have experienced a lot today, even though I have already slept, Ning Ci is still very sleepy, when I fell asleep again, I vaguely thought that it seems that Pei Jin took a long time to take a bath today.

You have to go to class the next day.

Except for a few insiders, the school didn't dare to spread the news about what happened last night, fearing that it would cause too violent a reaction. Jiang Bai's punishment came down quickly, and he posted it directly on the school's bulletin board. , Jiang Bai himself has never appeared in school.

It was rumored that he had been in there for a while, and that he had been admitted to a mental institution after suffering a serious injury.

Anyway, there is no evidence, random rumors.

But he was a hot topic for a long time.

"Damn it! I heard that the school office is going to give Brother Pei an award for his bravery." Between classes, Chen Fang hurried in from the outside, and made way for Ning Ci to gossip in a low voice: "Really! I just passed by Ye Ping’s office to go to the toilet and heard it! I’ve seen that pennant! It’s hanging at Ye Ping’s desk, saying it’s for Brother Pei next Monday!”

Today is Friday.

Ning Ci was writing papers, and there are only two classes left today, and it has been a few days since Jiang Bai's incident, so he didn't expect that the school would have new measures.

But after thinking about it, the school is probably afraid that Pei Jin will hold them accountable for misunderstanding him.

"Why don't you tell Brother Pei quickly?" Chen Fang acted as if the award was for him, and was very positive. He sent a message to Pei Jin right after he finished speaking, and asked, "Where did Brother Pei go? What happened this afternoon?" Are you missing again?"

"Shall we go out to dinner tonight to celebrate?"

Brother Pei hasn't gone to the Internet cafe with them for a long time.

Lu Rang twitched the corner of his mouth, and before he could take away Chen Fang who was trying to be a light bulb, Ning Ci whispered, "I'm sorry...Pei Jin is going on a date with me tonight, tonight."

Before Chen Fang said anything, his ears turned red first.

Chen Fang: "..."

Chen Fang felt like a dog who was kicked suddenly while staying on the side of the road.

As soon as Chen Fang and Lu Rang left, Ning Ci touched his phone.

The date was agreed a few days ago, Pei Jin is not at school during the day, he heard Lu let him mention that Pei Jin takes classes at home, and what he learns is not the same as them.

Ning Ci tried his best to let himself ignore this information, and continued to sort out the study notes that should be sorted out for Pei Jin. Anyway, he hurt his foot and couldn't participate in the school celebration. The instructor even came to apologize to him that day, saying that she didn't pay attention Someone stole his mobile phone, causing him to be injured, and the school celebration program was forced to be cancelled.

Ye Ping also specially came to talk to him about this matter, so that he should not have any psychological burden.

In the past, Ning Ci would definitely be worried, and he might go on stage regardless, but now, he actually thinks it's nothing, it's just a school celebration, and there will be many opportunities in the future.

Before class, Ning Ci secretly sent a message to Pei Jin asking when he would come.

He didn't tell Pei Jin that he knew he was going home for class, and the two of them tacitly agreed not to mention the university entrance exam.

Pei Jin returned quickly: [immediately]

"Have you caught up?" The doctor sitting opposite Pei Jin saw a slight change in Pei Jin's indifferent expression after receiving the news.

Pei Jin raised his eyebrows, "Catch up."

"That's pretty good, when I—"

"Do not talk nonsense."

Pei Jin was obviously impatient, and didn't want to hear the doctor recall his love history back then, so he interrupted the doctor directly, and the doctor had no choice but to shrug his shoulders, "Your symptom is definitely not the effect of the medicine, the medicine is not effective. That's good, don't think too much about modern medicine."

Pei Jin came to the doctor today mainly because he didn't feel any disgust when he touched Ning Ci in the auditorium that day, including the touch in the dormitory later...

"You said that you don't have the same reaction as before when you touch the other party now. It is very likely that the situation that day was special. This is why I recommended you to undergo desensitization treatment before, but now it seems that you don't need to do it step by step. The desensitization treatment has been completed, since ordinary touching is enough, and the two of you have already begun to fall in love, you can try kissing, hugging, even having sex with each other, etc., you can try it step by step."

Pei Jin froze for a few seconds.

He is not a person with heavy desires. After puberty, because of Pei Yuan, he has never thought much about anyone. It is not that Chen Fang and the others have not shown that kind of film under his nose before. After watching it, he will only Feeling sick, all I can think of is Pei Yuan.

So for so many years, he has almost never...been, and the doctor said that he is impotent, and it is not unreasonable.

And just hearing Ning Ci call him that day, he had a physical reaction.

Pei Jin raised his eyelids and looked at the doctor for a few seconds, his Adam's apple rolled, and he said, "He's still young."

doctor:"……"

"Oh, haha, indeed, I'm just giving a suggestion. You still need regular review and you still need to continue taking the medicine. It seems that you are only immune to him."

Pei Jin didn't answer. After going out, he took out the medicine bottle and hesitated for a while, but still didn't throw the medicine into the trash can.

In case of illness again.

When Pei Jin arrived at school, he hadn't finished class yet. He didn't enter the classroom, but stood in the corridor instead. Ye Ping, who was in the last two classes, kept looking at the corridor. He watched Pei Jin play with his mobile phone for a while, and then endured I can't stop coming back to see Ning Ci.

After looking at it for a while, he sighed heavily, scaring the students who were still on their errands and just wanted to get out of school to concentrate quickly.

After finally getting out of class, Ye Ping hurriedly assigned the weekend homework and left the classroom without looking back.

In order not to see Pei Jin Gong cabbage scene.

But recently Ning Ci has become much more cheerful than before, and I don't know if it's a good thing.

Ning Ci was still packing her schoolbag, Xu Qian came over with her schoolbag in her arms, "Ning Ci! Do you have any plans for this weekend!"

"Should...not." Ning Ci thought for a while, he only had an appointment with Pei Jin tonight.

Xu Qian immediately became happy: "Then come to study with me tomorrow? My friend and the others have booked a study room. There are only a few of us, and the price is the same if it is not full. My friend asked me to ask if anyone else will come."

Ning Ci hesitated for a moment. He had heard of this kind of self-study room before, but he didn't expect it to be reserved by people. Before he could decide whether to agree, his schoolbag was suddenly picked up.

Pei Jin swung his bag to himself, and stared at Xu Qian for a while, so that Xu Qian almost thought that he had caught some cheating scene, and waved her hands again and again: "Then what! I'm going first Ning Ci, if you agree, please send me a message!"

After speaking, she ran away as if fleeing for her life, for fear that Pei Jin would chase her with a knife.

Ning Ci: "..."

"Promise what?" Pei Jin was obviously in a bad mood.

Ning Ci blinked and followed him out: "Go to the study room tomorrow."

"when did you come?"

Pei Jin's tone was light, and his mood was a little better than before: "Just now."

They happened to walk past Chen Fang and them, Chen Fang didn't even have time to say hello to them, and heard the conversation suddenly.

Standing outside for half a class, called just now?

It made Chen Fang even more determined not to like anyone.

Brother Pei is so awesome that he would lie for love.

Ning resigned, he really didn't see Pei Jin standing outside all the time, he only felt Ye Ping's worried gaze cast on him from time to time, thinking that Ye Ping was still worried about how he was hurt by Jiang Bai that day.

Now this time is the rush hour after school, and everyone is swarming out. When they walked to the door of the classroom and saw so many people in the corridor, Ning Ci still hesitated.

This long-standing psychological fear cannot be overcome at once, and he is still not used to crowded scenes.

However, before he could tell Pei Jin that they should go out later, a hand suddenly reached under his eyelids, and Ning Ci blinked blankly.

Pei Jin lowered his eyelids and ordered him directly: "Give me your hand."

When other people fall in love, they are secretive. Recently, because there are countless cameras hidden in the corner of the school, countless young couples dare not be presumptuous on the campus. They don’t even dare to have any physical contact. Pei Jin That's fine.

Ning Ci was taken aback for a moment, then said dumbfoundedly, and put his hand in Pei Jin's palm.

Pei Jin's hand was a bit cold, it was almost winter and he was still wearing a thin shirt, Ning Ci's hand was a little smaller than Pei Jin's, the kind that could be wrapped in his palm, the moment of holding hands, Ning Ci Ci felt his heart beating a little fast, and before he could react, Pei Jin had already dragged him out of the classroom.

There are really many people leaving school at this time.

It was crowded when going down the stairs, and Ning Ci couldn't remember how long he hadn't experienced this feeling. When he was staring at the two holding hands together in a daze, there was a sound of fighting behind him.

The two boys pushed and shoved all the way from the corridor to the stairs, forcing the people who were pushing down the stairs to make way for them. Did you notice that the two boys didn't care at all? An Wei's behavior was crowded, and he accidentally stepped on a step, and the girl screamed in fright, and cursed: "I'm sick, aren't I!"

Ning Ci looked back subconsciously, the two boys were still laughing and laughing, and before they had time to react, their arms were pulled, and then Pei Jin let go of his hand, but changed another hand to hold it. Coming up, the hand just now wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and directly pulled him into his arms, which also happened to allow him to walk with Pei Jin's strength, although his feet would not hurt much when he walked normally.

My ears are hot all of a sudden.

Pei Jin, however, held him in his arms like no one else, directly isolating other people, and also prevented anyone from bumping into him accidentally.

Although this position is not very comfortable.

But very safe.

Even if the two boys were scolded, they had no intention of restraining themselves. They continued to quarrel, and when they almost bumped into Ning Ci and the others, they suddenly staggered, and the two of them rolled away from the last step. Go down and roll together.

Pei Jin hugged Ning Ci with his eyes closed and left.

After squeezing through the most crowded stairs, Ning Ci glanced back and whispered: "I, I just saw you stretch your legs."

He watched helplessly as Pei Jin stretched out his legs and tripped the two of them.

Those two boys probably also noticed who did it, so they didn't even dare to say anything, they got up and ran away in desperation.

Ning Ci suspected that there was something wrong with his moral sense. He actually thought that Pei Jin was so handsome. He pursed his lips, and suddenly remembered that they were in the corridor, hugging each other and holding hands. Although they were two boys, But this seems to be very obvious, and Pei Jin has been in contact with him for so long, will he feel uncomfortable, is he holding back again.

Before Pei Jin could speak, he quickly broke free from Pei Jin's arms.

Caught off guard, Pei Jin didn't expect him to be like this, his arms were empty, the corners of his lips were straightened, and just as he was about to say something, he heard the voice of the dean from far to near.

"Those two over there!!! Stand there for me!!! Hugging and hugging right under my nose!!!"

The students around were still looking at Pei Jin and Ning Ci. The school had already spread the news about the two of them. It was not a day or two that Pei Jin often changed partners, but he had never seen Pei Jin being so close to someone.

Pei Jin used to be high-profile when he was in a relationship, and it was limited to walking together. There has never been such a situation of hugging and hugging in full view.

Hearing the voice of the dean, everyone didn't dare to stay any longer, for fear of being left behind.

Ning Ci also wanted to run subconsciously. He looked around, and it seemed that he and Pei Jin were the only ones hugging each other.

But Pei Jin just frowned and didn't intend to move, so Ning Ci held back.

In the end, the dean really stopped in front of them, "Which class is so courageous under my nose..."

Before finishing speaking, facing Pei Jin's indifferent face, the dean swallowed, and then looked at the one who was hugged just now.

It was the first time in his life that Ning Ci was caught by the teacher to this kind of scene, and he was still complaining about how to explain it. He couldn't help but grabbed the hem of his clothes, and saw the dean smiled at them: "Oh, scare me, Two boys, it's okay, don't fight on the stairs next time."

After speaking, he stroked his little hair and left.

Ning Ci: "..."

Obviously the teaching director also saw the video that day and knew the relationship between Pei Jin and himself.

But it was considered escaped, and without thinking about it, Ning Ci glanced at Pei Jin: "Let's go?"

Pei Jin's expression was indifferent, and he didn't speak, but he still raised his leg.

Ning Ci felt that he was a little strange, he seemed to be in a bad mood, was there something unhappy about it?

Pursing his lips and thinking for a while, he heard Pei Jin's deep voice: "If you don't like it, don't do it next time."

Ning Ci paused: "What?"

He thought that Pei Jin was referring to something that was just discovered by the dean, and thought for a moment, "I, I didn't care."

Not really, it's just a novelty.

Suddenly, there is a feeling that youth is a little bit full.

In the past, he always sat alone in the classroom and didn't talk to others. Even the teacher seldom noticed him, and he didn't dare to talk to the teacher.

Pei Jin still frowned: "I'm used to doing these things before, if you think it's uncomfortable for me to trip over people, or if you feel disgusted by me fighting..."

"...What?" Ning Ci raised his head in doubt, and suddenly found that Pei Jin's expression seemed a little...aggrieved?

The corners of the lips were drawn downwards, as were the eyebrows and eyes. They were obviously sharp facial features, but they were inexplicably wronged, just like the kind of fierce dog that made a mistake and bowed its head to its master.

Did Pei Jin misunderstand something?

Ning Ci quickly pursed his lower lip, "No, no."

"I do not have."

After he finished speaking, he felt that Pei Jin's eyes lit up when he saw him.

Ning Ci hesitated for a while, but still told the truth in a low voice: "I thought you were very, very handsome just now." After speaking, he pursed his lips, a little embarrassed.

But he found that Pei Jin's eyes were brighter, but they only brightened for a second or two and then darkened, the corners of his lips were tense, "You just..."

Get rid of me.

He held his breath, the moment Ning Ci broke free from him just now, Pei Jin's mind flashed countless reasons why Ning Ci wanted to break up with him, and suddenly hated his bad life in the past.

However, before he finished speaking, his fingers were suddenly wrapped in warm palms.

Ning Ci really didn't know how to explain it to him. What Pei Jin should care about was this matter, because he didn't think it through carefully. Pei Jin obviously wanted to protect him even if he endured the discomfort, but he suddenly broke away from him .

Ning Ci held Pei Jin's finger hesitantly, looked up and smiled at him: "Is that so?"

I don't know if the smaller the touched area can be less painful.

At that moment, Pei Jin felt that the lights in his world were turned on.

But outside the school gate, Pei Jin's expression faded again.

Ning Ci was also a little uncomfortable.

Pei Jin placed an order on the taxi-hailing software, but the eldest young master, who had never placed an order during such a peak period, couldn't bear it when he saw thousands of people queuing up, especially when there were people coming and going at the school gate. Seeing that Ning Ci didn't like this kind of scene, he hesitated for a while, just in time to see the bus coming from a distance.

"Do you want to take the bus or not?" Pei Jin put away his phone and held Ning Ci even tighter.

Ning Ci froze for a moment, then nodded without hesitation.

He hasn't taken the bus for a long time either.

Although it is very nervous in the crowd, it seems to be a wonderful experience to go on a date with the person you like by bus.

However, this experience was tested after getting in the car.

There are too many people in the car.

Although I missed the rush hour for getting off work, but now it is the rush hour after school, the bus is basically full of students, there is no place to sit and I have to stand.

Ning Ci was originally holding the pull ring, but there was a girl sitting in front of him who had been staring at him since Ning Ci got on the bus. Pei Jin stood beside him for a while, his face gradually became ugly, and he directly pulled him into the car. In front of him, he leaned on the railing with one hand, wrapping Ning Ci in his arms.

Ning Ci blinked, the distance between Pei Jin and Pei Jin was too close, almost face to face.

Especially at this moment, when the bus braked suddenly, Ning Ci was taken aback, and subconsciously closed his eyes, Pei Jin also slammed into him due to inertia, his cheek brushed against Ning Ci's lips, and his hair became tangled Together and apart.

Ning Ci froze there, subconsciously licked his lips, as if he heard something rolling down.

Pei Jin's hands were still firmly supported on the railing, and the corners of his lips were tense. After a while, he felt Ning Ci grabbing the hem of his clothes.

Pei Jin's Adam's apple slid up and down.

The shoulder strap of the schoolbag was pulled.

A little boy's voice sounded: "Brother, this is the medicine bottle you dropped, and it rolled under my feet."

Pei Jin's back stiffened instantly.

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