He's killing me again

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In fact, Ning Ci didn't turn his head around a bit. I don't know why Pei Jin suddenly gave him a key, and where is the key? However, if he didn't answer, Pei Jin would kiss him, and then continue to ask him: " Ok."

The sound was lower than the sound, repeated repeatedly, as if he wanted to leave here and let himself wait here for him to come back.

After being kissed for an unknown number of times, Ning Ci was finally so worn out that he didn't think about where the key was. He nodded, and what he got in return was Pei Jin's deepened kiss. After Pei Jin's hand changed from holding him to Ning Ci felt something uncontrollable when he reached in from under his clothes. He struggled to wake up and pushed Pei Jin. Pei Jin also came back to his senses. He retracted his hand and pressed Ning Ci On the back of Ci's neck, he whispered, "Sorry."

This time Pei Jin kissed too much. Ning Ci's lip was bitten. Hearing Pei Jin's apology, Ning Ci bit the blood on his lower lip and asked slowly, "Did something happen to you?"

Pei Jin stared at him and rubbed the back of his neck in denial: "No."

"Then this key..." Ning Ci didn't really believe Pei Jin's words. Pei Jin kissed too fiercely just now, and asked that sentence over and over again, which gave him a feeling that he seemed to be parting. After getting on Pei Yuan, Ning Ci felt that something was wrong with him since he came back. He didn't know what happened between him and Pei Yuan. Ning Ci met Pei Jin's gaze, "Where is the key?"

"I rented a house off campus." Pei Jin laughed, and the emotion in his voice hadn't subsided. "It's not convenient to live in a dormitory."

"W-Where is it inconvenient?"

He didn't react, but Pei Jin smiled unseriously against the tip of his nose: "What do you think?"

At a young age, Ning Ci almost misfired a gun just now. Ning Ci instantly understood the meaning of Pei Jin's words, his ears turned red, and he felt that the keys in his hand became hot. Before he could speak, Pei Jin held his hand Hold the key tightly: "I lied to you."

"I just think you need somewhere to go."

"Don't lose it." Seeing Ning Ci's surprised expression, Pei Jin pinched the back of his neck and asked with a smile, "Why, can't you react?"

Ning Ci really didn't think of this, nodded and shook his head.

Pei Jin's smile widened, showing a rare sense of satisfaction, but he suppressed his smile after a while: "But it's a little small."

"It's more than enough for the two of us."

He dug another hole and waited for Ning to resign, but Ning's resignation hadn't been heard yet, and he was only distracted thinking that he finally didn't have to live in the school dormitory on New Year's Day.

Before he could recover, he heard a "click".

Ning Ci looked bewildered, and Pei Jin clicked his tongue angrily: "I haven't used it much, I forgot to turn off the sound."

"You, why are you filming me?" For some reason, Ning Ci always had a premonition of uneasiness in his heart.

Pei Jin was not serious: "I peek at you when I miss you in the middle of the night." Pei Jin set the photo as a screen saver with one hand, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Aren't you going to let me?"

Ning Ci hadn't taken many photos, let alone Pei Jin's sneak shot just now. He didn't know what his expression was, so he hesitated and shook his head, "Can you show me?"

"No." Pei Jin seemed to be teasing him intentionally: "How can I show you the photos I took secretly."

"But, but you just took a sneak shot in front of my face." Ning Ci only took a glance, and seeing that Pei Jin seemed to have made that photo into a desktop, he felt ashamed and a little secretly happy.

"It's a sneak shot without your consent." Pei Jin was quite serious about popular science.

Ning Ci: "..."

Ning Ci was not good at words, felt that he couldn't talk to him, so he thought for a moment, "Then you kissed me without my consent, it was a sneak kiss."

Will draw inferences from one instance.

Pei Jin smiled: "What's wrong with stealing a kiss?" Not only did he laugh, but he also shamelessly leaned over to kiss him while Ning Ci was not paying attention, "Kissing a boyfriend, you can't steal a kiss?"

Ning Ci actually felt that there was no way to refute. After thinking for a long time, he choked out a sentence: "You, are you feeling uncomfortable now?"

He almost forgot that Pei Jin was still sick, and suddenly remembered that he was only concerned about Pei Jin's condition, but when Pei Jin heard this, the smile on his face froze for a few seconds, and he hummed with guilt , "I'm going to the bathroom."

Sure enough, a lie will take a long time to unravel.

Ning Ci's eyes immediately turned into worry.

The study atmosphere in the few days before New Year's Day is obviously much weaker than before. Usually everyone is quiet after class, but now it's better, and they are basically discussing where to go on New Year's Day, especially the day before the holiday. Everyone seemed to be liberated.

Xu Qian originally wanted to ask Ning Ci if she would go to the study room with her on New Year's Day, but after what happened on Saturday, she decided not to ask for trouble. She always felt that if Pei Jin's eyes could kill, she would definitely die now Countless times.

Chen Fang held back for a class without speaking, and now he was finally able to speak, and asked questions there after class. "Brother Pei, my uncle opened a hot spring hotel, do you want to bring Brother Ning to try it?"

Brother Pei doesn't know what's going on these days, he was actually taking notes in class, almost scared Chen Fang to death, just take notes, he and Lu are not allowed to play, not allowed to sleep, not allowed to play with mobile phones , almost suffocated him to death.

Pei Jin casually turned his pen and looked at the back of the man in the middle row, and replied lightly: "No."

Chen Fang: "Why!! Isn't this a good opportunity to cultivate a relationship! Or your relationship has faded!" Chen Fang felt that he was right, as if this week started on Monday, he didn't see Brother Pei interacting with Ning Ci Yes, he can also understand that Brother Pei likes the new and dislikes the old, after all, he used to be virtuous, but he thinks that Ning Ci is really suitable for Brother Pei, and he can't explain why it is very suitable. It would be a pity if we really split up. It happened that Pei Jin took out his mobile phone, and Chen Fang looked down.

"Brother Pei, what's this?" Pei Jin's phone screensaver flashed by, but Chen Fang didn't see it clearly. Just after asking, Pei Jin turned back to show Chen Fang a look.

The speed was so fast that Chen Fang vaguely saw a human face under the dim night light.

It looks like Ning Ci.

After Pei Jin had read it for him, he casually said, "Pictures of my boyfriend's private room."

Chen Fang will not be able to see clearly, even Ning Ci himself has never seen the photos, only Pei Jin knows how beautiful Ning Ci is in the photos.

The bright red lips not long after being kissed, the confused and innocent eyes, the flash of surprise, the whiter skin reflected in the dim yellow light.

Chen Fang once again felt like a dog kicked by the side of the road. His thoughts just now were simply stupid thoughts, but before he could speak again, he watched Pei Jin lower his head and take a picture of the desktop. He knew it without thinking. Who is it for.

Within a minute, Brother Ning looked back.

Chen Fang, a single dog, couldn't take it anymore, "Is there anything you can't say in person?"

What message!

Pei Jin's tone was light: "I can't."

Chen Fang: "..."

Ning Ci also looked helplessly at the notes he wrote that Pei Jin sent. That night, because Pei Jin kissed him so fiercely, Ning Ci's mouth was broken. During the morning reading class on Monday, the English teacher was very concerned. I asked Ning Ci if he was on fire.

Ning Ci was so scared that he immediately asked Pei Jin if he could not go too far in the future.

Pei Jin immediately agreed, and then switched to communicating with him on his mobile phone.

I don't know if he heard what the English teacher asked him. Although he will still kiss after returning to the dormitory, it is indeed not so heavy and will not leave traces.

【See you at noon】

【Can I give you a kiss at noon】

Ning Ci: "..."

Here we come again without serious words.

Ning Ci directly stuffed the phone into the belly of the table.

However, when it was lunch time, Ning Ci suddenly received a message from Ning Lan.

【Do you want to come back on New Year's Day】

Ning Lan actually still remembered herself.

After hesitating for a while, Ning Lan sent another message: [I'm pregnant, your Uncle He is going to hold a banquet]

【Come when you want】

"Why are you in a daze?" Pei Jin squeezed Ning Ci's chin, and then pulled Ning Ci out of his confusion.

Ning Ci shook his head hastily. He has been distracted since he started eating until now. He didn't reply to Ning Lan's message, and he didn't dare to reply.

Ning Ci has actually thought about many scenarios, about him wanting to work harder, to be braver, to let Ning Lan know that he is an adult and has the ability to be independent, he is not a marionette at her mercy, for Ning Lan's injury He also felt guilty and thought about how to repay it. No matter how stubborn he was, he would never forget that Ning Lan was his mother and his only relative by blood. He just wanted to make himself a normal person first. .

But she never thought that Ning Lan would have another child.

That was her and He Zhen's biological child, the real He family.

Ning Ci tried his best to squeeze out a little smile, but he found that he couldn't.

"What's wrong?" Pei Jin pinched his chin to make him look at him.

Ning Ci wanted to say it's okay, but he opened his mouth and couldn't make a sound. He should be happy. In this case, Ning Lan would probably never let himself be called He Zhen's father again, and would never try to make him into the He family again. But Ning Ci's heart felt pierced by something.

"say."

Pei Jin kissed his eyelids, Ning Ci trembled his eyelids, and shook his head: "No, I just suddenly, suddenly felt that New Year's Day would be separated for three days, no, I'm not used to it."

Indeed, since he and Pei Jin fell in love, they have never been separated for so long.

Pei Jin chuckled lightly: "I'll be back soon."

He stared at Ning Ci's expression, unable to calm down, and felt that Ning Ci seemed to be hiding something from him. He wanted to force him to ask what happened to Ning Ci, but he swallowed the words again.

Tell yourself to bear with it, just bear with it.

For a long time, Pei Jin directly pressed Ning Ci into his arms, and said in a low voice, "Ning Ci."

Ning Ci actually liked Pei Jin calling his full name. He used to feel scared, and he still does now, but it was also a kind of satisfaction. Ning Ci came back to his senses and responded.

Pei Jin sighed softly: "No matter what you do, you have me now, you know."

"I won't be away for too long, I'll be back soon, you wait for me."

"If you have anything to ask Chen Fang and the others, if they dare not handle it for you, wait for me to come back and deal with them."

"Anything else, just report my name."

When Pei Jin said this, Ning Ci's attention was completely attracted by Pei Jin's words about life and death, and he was stunned for a while, wondering if he just had something to do on New Year's Day, that strange feeling came again, just about to speak, Then I heard Pei Jin suddenly become serious: "Pei Jin likes you to death."

So even if you are going to die, you are not willing to let go.

Ning Ci's flustered heart seemed to be calmed down in an instant.

He thought, he is not alone now.

He still has Pei Jin, and the home that Pei Jin gave him.

Ning Ci said in a daze, and after a while, he whispered, "My mother is pregnant."

Pei Jin frowned, pressed him on his shoulder so that he wouldn't move, and said after a moment of silence: "Do you still need her?"

Pei Jin didn't have a good impression of Ning Lan, and always remembered Ning Lan's tone of scolding Ning Ci on the phone, "Does she still need you?"

Ning Ci was stunned for a few seconds.

Pei Jin is always cold-blooded in the face of family affection. After knowing about his mother, he has never had father-son affection for Pei Yuan. At that time, when Ning Ci told him that he was not qualified to take care of his affairs, Pei Jin was indeed She is angry and has never understood Ning Ci's feelings for Ning Lan. If Ning Lan, as a mother, doesn't love Ning Ci and only suppresses him, then why is Ning Ci reluctant?

Just like now, Pei Jin still doesn't understand Ning Ci's loss of soul just now.

It's just because Ning Lan is pregnant.

In the past, Pei Jin might have been cynical, but now he has controlled his temper, and even persuaded him kindly: "If she doesn't need you, and you don't need her anymore, then don't worry about it."

Pei Jin never thought that he would have such a day to persuade others before.

"Of course, what I mean is that she needs you. It's because she still loves you, not because she needs you."

Pei Jin was cultivated by the Pei family, of course he knew that if Ning Lan married He Zhen, she would definitely have the temperament of a rich man who is only interested in profit.

He has seen too much, and he doesn't want Ning Ci to be such an innocent person. Although he can keep Ning Ci innocent, he also likes Ning Ci's innocence, and he also likes the way Ning Ci seeks his protection. I want to lock up Ning Ci and make it my own property, so that I don't need to face the right and wrong outside, and I don't need to overcome those fears that he is afraid of, whether it is the crowd or anything else.

But no.

Pei Jin has a steelyard in his heart.

On the one hand, he wants Ning Ci to learn to be strong, and on the other hand, he wants Ning Ci to learn to rely on himself.

Pei Jin's cold words made Ning Ci fall silent, but he was still slightly trembling while holding Pei Jin's clothes tightly with both hands.

"You're an adult." He didn't speak, and Pei Jin said for him: "Believe in your own choice."

He no longer made any choices for him like before, but let him believe in his own choices. Suddenly, Ning Ci felt that Pei Jin was much more mature than him.

But Pei Jin was only a high school student.

"But what I said before still works." Pei Jin lowered his voice and slowed down his tone, "You can ask me for help with me, and you can be a child forever."

"Of course if you want me to choose, I'll just choose to pretend I didn't hear it, it's none of my business."

Ning Lan had a new family, so many times she looked for him, she always thought about her new family.

Does she still love herself?

Ning Ci didn't know.

So after Pei Jin's words, Ning Ci sent Ning Lan a text message in front of Pei Jin: [I wish you happiness, mom]

Ning Ci's hands trembled a little, but he continued typing.

Pei Jin just looked at him quietly.

There was still no one in the noodle shop, the proprietress silently looked at the young couple who fell in love with each other for a while, hugging and holding hands for a while, they were still two boys, she silently sighed in her heart that high school students are so fucking open, if she had been a little more open in high school back then, she wouldn’t be able to marry a man now Open a noodle shop.

A few minutes later, Ning Lan received a second message from Ning Ci: [I have no place to stay on New Year's Day, and the school doesn't let me live. Can I go home?]

Ning Lan is drinking the soup made by her aunt. Since she became pregnant, He Zhen has been careful and careful with her, as if she is pregnant with a dragon child. He Zhen is almost 40 years old and has no child. This is his first biological child. The child must be held in the palm of his hand, now Ning Lan can have whatever she wants.

Looking at Ning Ci's text message, she hesitated for a moment, [You are now, you can be independent now]

When he saw this message, Ning Ci was not sad. He had indeed said this to Ning Lan before, that he could indeed be independent, but now that Ning Lan said it, he finally felt relieved.

But the eye sockets were still red.

Before the tears fell, a hand covered the corner of his eyes, and Pei Jin twisted the end of his eyes, "Want to cry?"

Ning Ci pursed her lips tightly, but still didn't cry.

He just felt liberated.

It is completely liberated.

He didn't speak, and Pei Jin didn't speak any more, but let him hug her quietly.

Until the proprietress of the noodle shop couldn't take it anymore, she came out and asked them if they still wanted the noodles. The noodles were cold and lumpy.

Ning Ci blushed instantly and swallowed the noodles together with Pei Jin, but his mood improved a lot.

On the way back, the two kept holding hands.

In the past few days, I have become more restrained in school, caught off guard and so blatant, when I went out, the proprietress of the noodle shop looked at them several times while holding hands, and muttered twice that the current students are so bold when they fall in love. is red.

"Go to the apartment at night?" No one mentioned what happened just now, and Pei Jin acted like a normal person: "Then take a photo for me?"

Ning remarked, and Pei Jin added: "I have to bring a photo of yours."

Ning Ci: "...OK."

When Pei Jin left, it was normal school time. This afternoon, classes were held normally. When school time came, the classroom was even more noisy than usual. People who didn't know thought it was winter vacation.

Ning Ci was packing his things and thought he could walk out of the campus with Pei Jin, but then he received a message from Pei Jin, just two words: [Leave]

When he turned his head, Pei Jin was gone, and Ning Ci was not given a chance to react.

The classroom was still noisy, everyone was very lively, but Chen Fang and the others were surprisingly calm. It was not until Ning Ci looked over suspiciously that Chen Fang tried to squeeze out a smile towards Ning Ci.

When Ning Ci also smiled at him and turned around, Chen Fang had a mournful face: "What to do, I'm afraid I can't keep my mouth shut, can Brother Pei really come back?"

Lu Rang hissed: "When will Brother Pei not be able to do what he wants to do?"

Now it's just that Pei Yuan wants to let Pei Jin go abroad and Pei Jin has a bet with him.

But Pei Jin told them not to tell Ning Ci, and they didn't dare to say so, although they didn't know why, maybe they were afraid that Ning Ci would choose to let him go abroad if he knew that he was going to give up everything and stay here.

Chen Fang couldn't understand Pei Jin's behavior, which was probably the reason why he was single.

Ning Ci was still a little uncomfortable with Pei Jin leaving without saying hello to him face to face, but he didn't notice anything unusual about Chen Fang and the others. It was only when he went to the apartment address Pei Jin gave him at night that Ning Ci knew what Pei Jin was talking about. What does a little bit mean.

It is a small apartment with one bedroom, one living room and one bathroom. Because it is near the school, the rent is not cheap. Ning Ci didn't ask Pei Jin. He searched it on the Internet himself, and he didn't know how long Pei Jin rented it.

Everything in the apartment was ready, as if someone had lived in it, it was actually clean, but it was much more smoky than Pei Jin's house.

Ning Ci was still writing papers when he received the news from Pei Jin at night. He had found a part-time job, and he had to stay up late to finish his homework today, otherwise he was afraid that he would not be in the mood to do homework after being too tired from the part-time job.

"Are you home?" Pei Jin spoke in a voice, and Ning Ci didn't know what he was doing, but felt a little tired when he heard his voice.

The word home is very unfamiliar to Ning Ci, and he is the only one here now, so it can't be called home.

Ning Ci hesitated for a while and listened to Pei Jin's previous words and took a few photos of him in the apartment, each of which showed him himself, but without his face, either hands or feet.

Pei Jin: [? 】

Pei Jin: [Are you fooling me? 】

Ning Ci finally felt the anger of Pei Jin leaving him two words before leaving: [Just to fool you]

Pei Jin: "You are so courageous, wait for me to go back..."

Before Pei Jin finished speaking, Ning Ci replied: [ok.jpg]

However, Pei Jin didn't come back, and Ning Ci didn't take it to heart. Pei Jin should be very busy when he gets home. Although he didn't know what he was busy with, the affairs of the Pei family were beyond his control.

But Ning Ci didn't expect that Pei Jin didn't reply to the news until the end of New Year's Day, and he didn't reply until the eve of his birthday.

Ning Ci found a job as a doll. He still can't communicate with strangers normally without Pei Jin's presence, but others can't see him inside the doll. Now it's cold, so it won't be as uncomfortable as summer, just After the three-day holiday, Ning Ci was still glad that he finished his homework on the night of the holiday.

Lying on the bed after receiving the salary, Ning Ci still suffered from insomnia. He has suffered from insomnia since the first day he moved in. It is not that he has never thought about going back to the school dormitory, but Pei Jin said let him live here and let him wait for him go back.

He didn't want to leave.

The salary was just enough for Ning Ci to buy Pei Jin a birthday present, so at noon on the day when classes resumed, Ning Ci slipped out to buy a birthday present for Pei Jin, although Pei Jin still did not reply.

Ask Chen Fang and them, but Chen Fang and them don't know either.

However, the next day was Pei Jin's birthday.

Ning Ci hadn't been in the mood to study, so he went to Chen Fang and the others as soon as the evening self-study was over, "Did Pei Jin say that he would be back tonight?"

Chen Fang hesitated to speak for a while, then shook his head: "Why don't we celebrate his birthday after we move?"

"However, I have already ordered a cake." Ning Ci was a little disappointed.

Chen Fang tried his best to laugh twice: "Oh, it's okay, we will help you eat! Just treat it as Brother Pei's birthday! Brother Pei doesn't have that kind of food!"

Lu Rang breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Chen Fang could finally speak human.

Ning Ci hesitated for a while, "I'll wait for him."

He went back to the apartment alone with the cake in his arms.

Chen Fang looked at his leaving back and covered his face: "Brother Pei won't be able to come back, right? Otherwise, let's tell Brother Ning."

Lu Rang closed his eyes: "It's useless to say it now."

Ning Ci slept in the dormitory yesterday, and there were at least traces of Pei Jin's life in the dormitory, but today he returned to the apartment.

He suddenly had the feeling that Pei Jin would not come back.

In fact, he had long been prepared to break up with Pei Jin, but he never thought that the separation would come so early and so suddenly.

It was as if at twelve o'clock in the middle of the day, one second after Pei Jin's birthday, the open window was suddenly blown open by the wind, the candle was blown out, and the room became dark.

He added: "Pei Jin, happy birthday."

But no one answered him.

Ning Ci suddenly felt scared.

Not afraid of the endless night nor the silent night.

Instead, he was afraid that Pei Jin would never come back.

He sat on the sofa for a long time, cut the cake by himself in the dark, put the presents on the other side of the sofa, and ate the sweet and greasy cake bit by bit. Finally, he couldn't eat any more. He didn't know when he went to the bathroom to vomit. Hit something and almost tripped.

Ning Ci suddenly understood that he was not afraid of the dark, he was just afraid that he would be left alone in the future.

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Don't hit me == same sentence. . .Separate is for better together woo woo woo