you are still on the long street

We said "goodbye" to each other, and when we left, I didn't look back, and maybe he did too.

-

When I returned to the apartment in the east city, Ye Zichang was already sitting on the sofa playing games.When he saw me, he raised his eyebrows at me, then lowered his head and continued to kill all directions.

"Are you here again?" I turned and went into the bathroom to wash my hands, looked at my own face in the mirror, then came out and sat next to him.

I gave Ye Zichang a key here, he would occasionally show up at my house suddenly, but now I am used to it.

"What do you want to eat tonight?" I rested my chin on his shoulder, and he turned his face to look at me: "Dumplings."

"Okay." I smiled and stood up, ready to go to the supermarket.He saw that I was going out and planned to go out with me.I joked, "Aren't you afraid that Yan Ji will see it?"

He sneered: "Yan Ji won't come here."

-

"Yan Ji can cheat, but I can't?"

That day, his answer.

Sure enough, it was because of Yan Ji again.

He is still so childish, and because of this childishness, I am sure I can tie him down, it just takes time.Yan Ji, it's because you didn't value people well.

I was pushing the shopping cart, and he was picking and choosing from the shelves, throwing in everything he saw that pleased the eye, and it was hard to fill the entire shopping cart—in fact, he really filled the entire shopping cart.If I hadn't stopped him, he would have pushed another one.

"Have you eaten so much?" I was a little helpless.

"If you can't eat it, save it. At worst, throw it away." He pouted, and took another bag of beef jerky and threw it into the shopping cart.

"It's almost done, and then you can carry it back by yourself." I gave him a blank look.

"I wanted to carry it myself, but if you want to help me, I can't help it." He walked around behind me and pushed my waist hard, "Go check out!"

It was dark when we got back.The supermarket is very close to the apartment, I didn't drive.We each carried a bag and walked side by side.The shadow of the tree swayed on the ground, but unfortunately the lights in the city were too bright to see the stars.There are the sounds of cars passing by and the rustling of leaves.The weather was still cold, I took Ye Zichang's hand, and it was really cold.

I squeeze his hand tightly, hoping to transfer the little heat I have to him.

We walked very close, our sleeves covered the hands we held, but also kept the cold out, forming a small world of our own.

The author has something to say: yo

☆、Chapter 33

Ye Zichang lived with me on and off for more than a month.

I even wondered what kind of attitude he used to reconcile with Yan Ji.I wasn't going to think too much about it, he'd be mine anyway.

As soon as I got home, I heard the sound of games coming from the study.I changed my shoes and walked into the study, put a glass of water on the table for him, he looked up at me, and complained: "This computer is too slow, can I change it for you?" Matching, has been out of date for several years.

I was behind him, wrapped my hands around him, and put my hands on the computer desk, his whole body was surrounded by my arms.

"You haven't started school yet? How long have you been eating, drinking, and surfing the Internet at my house?" I whispered in his ear.

He turned his face sideways, kissed me, and stared at the computer screen again: "Go to the side."

I straightened up and asked, "Have you had dinner yet?"

He nodded.

"Don't play after this round." I walked to the door of the study and turned back to tell me.

"I'll play with you if I don't play with the computer?" He smiled and turned to look at me, his tone was fierce and light.

I walked out of the study with a smile, looked up at the clock on the wall, it was already 10:30.

It's time for the kids to go to bed.

When I came out of the shower, Ye Zichang was already lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone.

"Go wash up." I pointed to the bathroom, and he stretched himself, got off the bed, handed me the phone, and patted me on the shoulder: "Keep playing, if you lose, I'll beat you." Rolling his eyes, he took the phone.I also play this game occasionally, and it's not too difficult to win a game.

The sound of water in the bathroom sounded, and I tapped the screen of my phone.When the word "Victory" appeared, I dropped the phone and opened the bathroom door.

"The game is won." I raised the corner of my mouth.

He raised his eyebrows, and suddenly grabbed the shower head and pointed it at me.

"You're fucked, kid." I grabbed his wrist.

-

"Lu Yang, I start school tomorrow." He leaned on my arm, "Maybe we can only see each other on weekends."

"Hmm." I patted his head, "Are you busy with school?"

"It's okay." Ye Zichang said, "It's just that it's a bit difficult to keep our department in the top ten."

I was a little surprised: "Really?"

He rolled his eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled up in pride.

I laughed a few times and pinched his face: "Don't be too proud, I was also a top student when I was in college."

He pulled the corner of his mouth in pain, then opened my hand with a slap, then reached into the quilt and poked my waist a few times, bared his teeth and said, "Aren't you tired? Go to sleep!"

I flinched from the itching, then grabbed his hand and smiled, "I'm not tired."

He snorted and immediately turned his back on me.

I hugged him from behind.The temperature from his back spread to my chest, very flat and soft.This little bit of heat invades my skin, my marrow, my heart.I want him to be in my arms forever, because——I'm afraid of the cold.

What I lack is this.

I really want to monopolize this warmth, really want to.

Think now.

"Will you go to Yan Ji?" I asked.

He didn't answer right away, just when I thought he had fallen asleep, he rolled up the quilt and said in a low voice, "Yes."

There was a stabbing pain in my heart. Fortunately, I was numb for a long time, and the stabbing pain dissipated quickly.I learned early on to let myself leave only an empty shell, as if sadness fell into it, and with a few jingling sounds, it was placed with other sorrows.Sadness piled up, and I waited for the day when either it would fill its empty shell and make no sound, or I would be able to shake all the sadness out of it, and everything that was hurting me would be knocked out.

I don't want to wrong myself, any "as long as the person I love is happy" is fucking bullshit.I'm not that noble, I just want to fight for my own happiness.

I was never a "Watcher," not now, and never will be.

The author has something to say: alas

Thank you for being able to insist on seeing the current classmates QvQ

☆、Chapter 34

I learned from my friends that Yan Ji is quite famous in this circle.I know a lot of his "brilliant deeds", but he seems to have restrained himself recently.

It's just a child.

After moving to Dongcheng, the company hired an assistant for me, a female college student who had just graduated.Although he is young, he already has two years of work experience. He is very efficient and smart in handling things.

With the assistant, I don't have to do many things myself, and I can do more meaningful work in the free time.

After closing the tail left over from years ago, our work has opened up many new beginnings.

I skipped a group building, and with a guilty expression, I promised to invite them to dinner again.In this way, I owe them two meals.There is no rush, there is plenty of time to pay back slowly.

Today, I'm going to pretend to be a student and "sneak into" X University, secretly going to see Ye Zichang.

I changed into a tracksuit and looked in the mirror for a while, um, I looked like a college student.

I had already inquired about Ye Zichang's class today, and walked into their classroom calmly, ignoring other people's suspicious eyes, went straight to Ye Zichang, and sat down beside him.

He had been looking down at the book before, and he didn't notice anything strange until I sat down.

His eyes widened and he looked at me incredulously.

"How did you come?"

I put my index finger to my lips, telling him not to make a fuss.Other students may regard me as someone who came to rubbish the class, and after a few more glances, they will not be surprised.

"I missed the team building today, so I came to see you." I looked around and saw that there were no outstanding faces in this class. I felt relieved and said, "Lend me a book."

He reluctantly took a book from his schoolbag and put it in front of me, and the teacher came within a few minutes.We sat so close that I could almost smell the smell of his shampoo, and the refreshing smell accompanied by the wind blowing in from the window made me feel very comfortable.While listening to the class, I remembered many things from the past.The days of being a student in the past are still like yesterday. The desks, classrooms, and playgrounds are full of the vitality of the past. Sweat and tears are thrown into the air, and everything under the sun is a display of life.

At noon, I deliberately said: "Go and have dinner with Yan Ji. I will go shopping by myself."

He thumped my arm and scolded with a smile: "If you want me to have dinner with him, why are you running here?"

I teased: "Aren't you afraid that he will see it?"

He snorted coldly: "If you see it, see it." After finishing speaking, he took my hand again, and our palms were pressed together, feeling each other's warmth.

Ye Zichang originally wanted to take me to the snack street outside the school, but I proposed to go to the cafeteria.When I was in college, I heard about how good the food in x is. Today I can see it.Ye Zichang and I lined up for lunch together, with students in front of us, sometimes he would kick my calf as a prank, and he would secretly laugh when he saw me turn my head with the expression "very angry but I can't do anything to you" some.

I think of when we first met, we were trying to see who was more mature, but now we are trying to see who is more immature.Obviously, in such a competition, I can't beat him.

After finishing the meal, we sat opposite each other, and he stretched out his leg and kicked me a few times. I sighed, tapped his head with chopsticks, and said with a frown, "The pants are all dirty by you kicking."

He laughed a few times, and said again: "I saw that you listened to the class with great interest today, do you understand?"

I smiled and said, "Maybe it's more than what you heard."

He asked, "Didn't you study this major before?"

I said: "An easy-to-use brain can be used for anything, unlike you..."

"Bullshit, I didn't see that your brain is easy to use."

We talked and laughed while eating, and by the end of the meal, the food was cold.

Ye Zichang's cell phone rang a few times, he answered the phone, promised a few times, and said to me: "My teacher is looking for me, so I'll go first. You can go back too, the afternoon class is boring."

I nodded, but my eyes didn't leave him. He had to look around and leaned over to kiss me on the cheek.

I smiled and waved to him.

He walked for a while before I got up from my seat. After a few steps, I ran into Yan Ji and a young boy.

"Mr. Yan." I greeted him, and he smiled at me.

The author has something to say: the next chapter starts to make trouble

No updates from February 2th to 4th, happy new year?*?(ˊ?ˋ*)

☆、Chapter 35

"Yichen, you go back first, I'll talk to my friend." Yan Ji said to the boy beside him.

The boy looked me over, then turned and left.

"Mr. Lu, why are you here?" He still kept smiling.

"Let's go out and talk." I glanced at the stairs.

On the boulevard in the campus, Yan Ji and I walked side by side.

"I just saw that you and Ye Zi had a good time, and you get along well." Yan Ji said.

"Oh? Did you see that?"

Yan Ji nodded, and said again: "Before I was not very mature, I made Mr. Lu laugh at me."

"It's okay, you are more mature than him."

I exchanged words with him, which was incredible, and I felt almost no hostility from him.He saw me and Ye Zichang's intimate behavior, but he was still so calm, and... he was walking with other people.

"Do you... really like Ye Zichang?" I couldn't bear his calmness, so I couldn't help asking.

He stopped, looked at the sky and sighed, and said, "I like it, so I want him to be happy, but I can't give him happiness." The remaining smile on his face slowly faded away.

"Then why do you want to accept him again?" I can't hear such an excuse the most. If you don't like it, you don't like it. Is it necessary to say it so grandly.

He froze for a moment, then turned his head, with disbelief on his face: "I... never started over with him."

This time, it was my turn to freeze in place.

-

Ye Zichang, why did you lie to me?

-

When I got home, there was no one at home, so I went straight into the bedroom and lay down on the bed.

It's best not to be bothered with me right now.

I stayed in bed all afternoon.

However, whatever bothers you, everything will come.

I heard the sound of the door opening, and without blinking twice, Ye Zichang stood in front of me.He was dressed the same as in the morning, and when he saw me lying on the bed, he crouched by the bed and looked at me.

"You're so tired after only one morning class?" He teased.

"Why are you here?" Seeing him, I tried to maintain a calm appearance.

"Come over just after class." He smiled, showing his white teeth, "I brought a guitar, and I will sing for you later."

I didn't respond to him, I just touched his face with my hand and gave him a smile.

We had a casual dinner together.While I was doing the dishes, I heard a guitar outside.I think back to when we first met, I was in the kitchen and he was outside playing the guitar.It's him and his guitar that made me feel good, and I've fallen to the way I am today.I finished washing the dishes, wiped my hands, and walked over to him.

He looked up and gave me a smile.

The fingers didn't stop, the singing didn't stop.

I thought I could snatch him over, but I was wrong.He has kept that place, would rather leave it empty than give it to me, just to wait for that person, to fill it up.

That person is not me.

"Why don't you play that piece?" I asked.

"Which song?" He pressed the string.

"It's...the one played on Long Street."

He frowned, and pulled out a forced smile: "I haven't played that piece for a long time, I forgot."

I sat down beside him, looked up at the ceiling, and said, "You will never forget, you wrote that song for Yan Ji, right?"

He put the guitar aside, put his hand on my shoulder, and said with a smirk: "I haven't seen you jealous before?"

I let go of his hand and looked directly into his suspicious eyes.He seemed to have noticed my abnormality, and stopped the smile on the corner of his mouth.

"You like Yan Ji very much." I smiled, "Then what am I?"

"What's the matter with you today?" He may have lost much patience, and his tone became harsh.

I stood up and distanced myself from him, a little worried that if we quarreled, I wouldn't be able to help but greet him in the face.Seeing me get up, he also stood up.

"You have been waiting for him, you have been waiting, and you have not given up after waiting for so long. You love him so much, and you are willing to wait for him, but I am still like a fool, I can't help liking you, thinking that one day you can Like me like you like him. But you don't care, you think maintaining the relationship with me like now is a charity you give me, right. Am I ridiculous? Or, in fact, you think, use me, and use me The electric one, there is not much difference?" I sneered, "Oh, no, there will still be some differences. The electric one will not have feelings for you, and it will not achieve your purpose of stimulating Yan Ji."

"Lu Yang!" There was a bit of surprise on his face. I had never said such vicious words to him so calmly. All my words were carefully thought out to him, and I organized them long ago.When he realized what I said, he couldn't help yelling at me: "What are you crazy about today?"

"You didn't reconcile with Yan Ji at all, okay?" My voice was a little hoarse, "You lied to me like this, you lied to me that you reconciled with Yan Ji, did you just wait until Yan Ji really wanted to reconcile with you? Can you get rid of me without any scruples? I thought I had a chance, I thought that as long as I treat you well, I can beat Yan Ji, and I can... It turns out that I lost at the beginning."

His eyes were erratic, and he felt guilty.He didn't speak, just lowered his head.His hands clenched into fists, and after a while, tears rolled down his chin.

"I will never do something that is impossible to succeed. This is the first time and it will be the last time." I am still smiling, but there is some stickiness on my face.I didn't look at Ye Zichang again, turned around and walked into the bedroom.

"Lu Yang!!!" I closed the door to prevent him from crying.But the sound was only a little smaller and more muffled, but he could still rush in and stab me a few more times with the awl.

We fell silent.

No one spoke, I sat on the ground leaning against the bedroom door, raising my head again and again, but tears still slid out.I wiped my tears indiscriminately and buried my head in my knees.

I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid.

Knowing it was a fire pit, I happily jumped into it.

The last time I sat curled up like this was many years ago.I thought I had grown up and was stronger than ever, but now I still curl up like a piece of shit.

Enough crying, I started to daze.

Ye Zichang should go.

Everything went around and around, and I went back to the past, and I was still alone.

When I was about to fall asleep, his voice came from outside the door.

Why are you still not leaving?

I wanted to ask, but no sound came out of my throat.

"Lu Yang, there is a speech by my favorite professor tonight, but I didn't go." His voice has returned to normal, no longer crying.

"To be honest, it really surprised me that you came to school today. The way you sat next to me in your sportswear and listened carefully to the class, I always feel that you are my classmate. We have been studying together for a long time... ..." He choked up.

"You value your work so much, but you missed the team building and came to see me. I feel...we, it seems like we haven't seen each other for many days, so here I am, and I brought a guitar. I have never sung for you. ..."

I didn't open the door, I just buried my head deeper.I always feel like he can see me, and I don't want him to see me like that.

He is still talking.I have always wanted to close my hearing, but his words can still pass into my ears and into my heart word for word.

"Lu Yang, you have asked me twice what you are to me. I have never answered you seriously. It has become my habit to like Yan Ji, but when I was with you, I found that even without Yan Ji, I can be happy too."

He knocked on the door and said again: "Until I figure it out, I won't bother you again. But, please, wait for me? I don't want to see..." He may have cried again, and then The footsteps got farther and farther away until they disappeared, and the sound of closing the door was like a muffled thunder, which made it clear to me that I was still awake.

When I went out, I saw his guitar was still on my sofa, lying quietly.Through the air, I seem to be able to see its owner looking up at me and giving me a smile.

The author has something to say: The longest chapter I have written so far is actually arguing o_O

Actually, neither Lu Yang nor Ye Zichang will harm the world and the scum

After all I can't stand QvQ myself

Let's be gentle

☆、Chapter 36

I'm planning to move back to the old apartment, even if it's far away from the company.

I don't want to live there, there are shadows of Ye Zichang everywhere, entangled around me, making me irritable.The old apartment has not been lived in for a long time, and a lot of dust has accumulated. I hired a cleaning company to clean it, and I can go back at night.

Xiao Liang is my assistant. Maybe she saw that I was depressed these days, so she put more sugar in my coffee.I took a sip, and the sweet and greasy feeling slipped in between my teeth, which made me relax a bit.

I didn't find anyone anymore, I wanted to see what kind of result he could give me.

After lowering expectations, life seems to be a little easier.The big deal is that we will never have a relationship in our life, and I can forget him just like I forgot Qi Kai at the beginning.

Back in the old apartment, everything went back to the previous track, except for the long commute to work every day, it was no different from before.The route I take to work will pass by that long street, past the bakery I often go to, and the sign of the cafe on the second floor is still very conspicuous.In a trance, I can always see the person playing the guitar alone on the long street bench.I was moved by him who tried his best to show his love for others, and I approached him step by step, but like moths to a flame, in the end, we were both sober and confused.

I don't doubt that he might be attracted to me, but I don't like the shadow of others between us.If he can completely let go of Yan Ji, I will accept him again.

Another two weeks have passed since that day, and I thought I had left Ye Zichang behind. I forced myself not to think of him anymore, but things backfired.

I was waiting for someone in the city square, and I saw a man sitting under the iron railing, wearing a hat and holding a guitar.

My heart was beating wildly, and the brim of his deliberately lowered hat blocked most of his face.When I saw him for the first time, he was just a small dot in the crowd. I unconsciously approached him, getting closer, getting closer.

When he clearly appeared in front of my eyes, my raised heart suddenly became empty.

That's not him.

I put some change on the iron plate in front of the man, and he looked up and smiled at me and said "thank you".

I return him a smile.

I sat down on the stone benches around the square and looked at my watch. I arrived 10 minutes early.According to his personality, I am afraid he will step on it.

I looked around boredly, there were young people doing morning exercises and old people playing chess.They all have their own things to do, immersed in their own beauty in the noise.

I looked at the man playing the guitar again. From this distance, I couldn't hear the piece he was playing clearly, but I could tell that he was very involved.

After 10 minutes, he really stepped on the point.

When he stood in front of me, I didn't recognize him for a moment.

He didn't seem to be shaved, with a light bluish-black circle and short stubble hair that made him look neat and tidy, and a casual suit set off his slender body.

His ring of stubble added to his face a different kind of charm.

I stood up, reached out and patted his shoulder, and he smiled and patted my shoulder.

"Qi Kai, long time no see."

He raised his eyebrows and smiled.

"How have you been?" I asked.

"It's okay, it's quite easy to come here for inspection during this time."

We started from the city square and were going to walk to our alma mater, which was about two kilometers away.All three of our families lived far away, and we would meet in the town square and ride to school together.Although he works in a research institute, he has always insisted on exercising and has excellent physical strength. When he made this suggestion, I hesitated for a few seconds, but after thinking about it, I agreed.After all, I have never successfully disobeyed his wishes. The living habits he insisted on will not be easily changed by others, so I had no choice but to follow him.

This was a good opportunity to talk, but I didn't have any thoughts, it was all the fault of that person.

"Are you talking about a girlfriend?" I asked calmly.

"No. How about you, are you seriously talking about a boyfriend?" He tilted his head to look at me with a mocking smile.

"...Your strange interest really hasn't changed at all." I laughed dryly.Sure enough, Qi Kai is still the same Qi Kai, taking pleasure in poking other people's pain.

He scratched his head and said with a smile: "I'm sorry. But I have tried my best to restrain myself."

I patted him on the shoulder hard, and said: "If you don't seriously change it, you will be doomed."

We talked and laughed as we walked towards our alma mater. It seemed like a long journey came to an end.Because of walking with a talkative person, the time flies so quickly that I can even temporarily forget the things that upset me.He still occasionally sarcasm me, but I'm used to it, and I know that his sarcasm and sarcasm are not necessarily malicious.Then I hit back a few more words, and after a bit of fighting, we can talk about the next topic in full swing.

When the school gate of my alma mater appeared in front of my eyes, I seemed to go back many years ago, standing beside familiar people and walking into familiar places.

The author has something to say: Don’t worry, Qi Kai is a straight steel man, his sexuality is still unknown, and he comes with max mocking skills

He doesn't like anyone for the time being, and there is no cp until the end of the full text

☆、Chapter 37

"Not long after we graduated, the gymnasium was demolished and rebuilt." We walked into the school, and I introduced the current situation of the school to him.Qi Kai left the city as soon as he graduated without hearing from him.He has no contact with here again until he called me yesterday.

He looked around, but there was no obvious expression on his face.He didn't seem to feel much about all this, and even said that he didn't have many memories.

We were walking on the playground, and a person walked towards us. When he saw us, he immediately showed a surprised expression, and subconsciously took a step back.

"Hey, Director Zhang." Qi Kai stretched out his hand to say hello.

This white-haired and half-bald old man is Director Zhang whom we used to like to tease very much.He has sharp-mouthed monkey cheeks, especially when he is angry, his face can wrinkle into a walnut.We play tricks on him, probably because it's fun to see him angry.

But apart from everything else, he was very tolerant to us, except for asking us to write [-]D self-criticism a few times, he never made a big deal out of it.

For example, in an open class, we stole his briefcase. When he was about to take out the model, he found that there was only a screaming chicken in the briefcase.

Although he resolved the embarrassment in the end, he did not intend to let us go.After that, he called out the surveillance and caught us right away, which turned out to be another [-]D review.

"Qi Kai, Lu Yang, have you come back to visit your alma mater?" Director Zhang calmed down and faced us with a kind smile.He seemed to have gained some weight and looked less wretched than before.

"Director Zhang is getting more and more energetic." I smiled.

"Let's go, let me show you around." He patted us on the shoulder, and we walked with him.

He talked about the school in much more detail than I did, but Qi Kai was still the same, neither salty nor bland.

Many places on the campus have been refurbished, and many green belts have been added. Overall, it has become a lot more beautiful, but it is also a lot stranger.

Director Zhang didn't stay with us for long because of his work.As we walked, we came to a place.

It used to be a small forest here, and there were two old warehouses, which were said to have been built before liberation, and they had been abandoned for a long time, without even cameras.Now it has been transformed into a small park, and the old warehouse has also been demolished.

I am very familiar with this place.Since there are no cameras, this is a great place to flirt with little interruption.I still remember one time when I was flirting with my unknown lover here, I heard the voice of a child calling for help.It was still at night, and we were frightened at first, but I didn't leave any psychological shadow afterward.Fortunately, I mustered up the courage to take a look, and there was a child locked inside.

At that time, the door was locked and could not be opened, so I had to go to the security guard.Unexpectedly, I ran into Director Zhang on the road. Seeing my disheveled appearance, it was another lesson for me.

The child was in a panic when he was rescued.There is no camera here, and he refuses to say who locked him up. In the end, this matter can only be let go, but a camera is installed here, and I will not go here to play anymore.

We walked here wordlessly, and finally circled back to the playground.We sat down on the stand and turned on the water we just bought at the canteen. I remembered that when we had just started military training, Qi Kai would not give up the competition with the instructor no matter what. Do belly wraps on the horizontal bar.

That's probably when I started noticing him.I don't know if a person with such an outstanding appearance has to constantly express himself because he wants to attract the attention of others.Now I understand that he just refuses to admit defeat, and he doesn't want others to stand in an advantage over him.

It is this drive that makes him better and better, but also makes it harder for him to get along with others.

"How many belly wraps can you do?" I asked.

"Now? I don't know. I haven't done it since graduation." He still looked forward, "That guy can't do it, he's about to kneel after only three laps."

When I couldn't answer his words, I just smiled silently.

Not long after, he took off his coat, suddenly picked me up, and dragged me to the playground.

"Why?" I asked.

"Look at your physical strength."

So out of nowhere we started running.I just walked more than two kilometers, and now I started running again. I didn't feel tired, only a kind of excitement rushed into my brain. It seemed that as long as I kept exercising, I would not recall those unpleasant memories.

We ran about five or six laps, but I couldn't run anymore, so he also stopped, and we walked slowly together again.

When our breathing gradually stabilized, he put his hand on my shoulder and said:

"Lu Yang, teach me how to get along with people."

The author has something to say: the next chapter will be posted later, the Chinese New Year is so busy. . .

Don't underestimate Lao Lu, in order to confuse the little boy, he maintains his perfect figure and physical strength all the year round - super good -v-

☆、Chapter 38

"Okay... okay." I was a little surprised that such a person who always does his own way wants to learn this.

We walked slowly together for a few laps, and I told him some experiences of making friends.When he started to look embarrassed, I teased, "Can you do that?"

Qi Kai looked at the sky and sighed, "I can't control my mouth, I can't say such hypocritical words."

You're not keeping your mouth shut right now.I thought.

"I can't help it. When people first get along with each other, they can't... er... too real." I don't know how to explain it to him. If he didn't say it, I wouldn't believe the word "hypocrisy" Words will be used on me.

I can only accept his "sarcasm" and tell him how to integrate into human society, whether he can learn it or not depends on whether he wants to learn it or not.

We had lunch together in the cafeteria. Although the layout of the cafeteria is different, I still think of that day when I was at Ye Zichang School...

What are you thinking about.

Qi Kai still had work in the afternoon, so we left after dinner.

When we met this time, we still had a lot of emotional memories, after all, it was the "excellent years" we walked through together.But I no longer feel as excited as I did back then, maybe it's because I've already given up on him, maybe I'm tired.

I went back to the company and continued to work.The projects in my hands have started to run smoothly, and I am not as busy as before.I didn't work overtime at night, and went home immediately after get off work.

But it was still the damn rush hour, and when I got home, it was almost dark and I hadn't eaten yet.

The irritability and hunger made me extremely irritable. As soon as the elevator door opened, I saw Ye Zichang standing at the door of my house again.

I don't know what kind of mood I am at this time, but my heart is beating very fast.

"Lu Yang."

I nodded and opened the door past him, and he walked in as before.

"Just say what you want." We stood opposite each other, his eyes didn't know where to look, and his lips were pursed.

He approached me step by step and met my gaze.

You are talking.I thought.

"That... I..." He stammered and his eyes were wandering.After a while, his face became red and he grabbed my arm suddenly.

"I probably really... fell in love with you."

His hand holding my arm was getting tighter and tighter, and I noticed that his eyes were black and blue, and he might not have slept well for many days.

I suppressed the ecstasy in my heart and pretended to be calm: "What does 'probably' mean?"

After all, after being with me for so long, he saw that I was teasing him.He raised his head and glared at me, his face flushed.He grabbed my collar, forced me to look down a little, and bit my lip.

It does bite.

When I wanted to push him away in pain, he let go of his hand, and a trace of my blood stained the corner of his mouth.I don't know if I am also like this, the dark red blood is stained on the corner of my mouth, and I have an indescribably strange feeling.

"I haven't slept well for two fucking weeks, bastard!" He gritted his teeth, "Lu Yang, you are a bastard!"

I held back my laughter, held his face in my hands, and kissed him lightly, licking away the blood that smelled of iron.

Like soothing a little animal, I slowly stroked his back, slid down the spine, and touched the depression at the waist.

"Are you going to be on the sofa again?" We were so close that we could feel each other's snort, his voice was very deep, like particles swept across the back of my head, causing bursts of numbness.

-

"Actually, I'm curious. When you and Yan Ji are together, do you want to be 0 or 1?" Originally, there was not much reason left in my brain, so I couldn't help asking this question.After all, the previous few times, he was very blunt without any skills.

"I... I haven't... done it with him..." His words were broken.

Unexpected answer.I don't want to continue to embarrass him, but I still want to tease him, maybe... I was influenced by Qi Kai.

"So, this is the biggest revenge for him, right?"

He thumped my chest, stared at me and said, "Don't mention him, okay!"

Satisfied with his performance, I lowered my head and kissed him.

"How did you confess to Yan Ji when you were so easily shy?"

"Fuck, he's the one chasing me! Damn it, don't fucking mention him, okay?!"

I couldn't help laughing.

-

I think it's a miracle that I've survived the hunger until now.

Not only did I suffer from hunger, I also did high-intensity exercise.

"Lu Yang, how about I go get instant noodles for you?"

"I'll go." I struggled to get up, but my whole body was weak.I walked more than two kilometers today, how much did I run?It seems to be more than two kilometers.I really, really don't want to think about it now. "Forget it, you go."

It's not too much to let him wait on me after the fact once in a while.

"Have you eaten yet?" I asked.

"No, I want to eat with you." He said.

"Then if I come back and have already eaten, what will you do?"

"Then I'll let you make it for me." He got up with difficulty and went to the kitchen to boil water.

I slept for a while until Ye Zi had soaked the instant noodles.He walked up to me and asked me to get up, and I stretched out my hands and asked him to pull me up.

"Don't push yourself too hard!" He said so, but his hand had already grabbed me.I was not willing to make him work harder, and tried my best to stand up on my own.

It was the first time that I thought instant noodles were so delicious. After he finished eating by himself, he made another bucket of soaked noodles for me. Then he put his hand on his chin and looked at me with a smile.

"I think you look like a pig." He laughed.

"roll."

The author has something to say: Zhu Yang, Zhu Zichang (~'(oo)')~

Tomorrow may not be able to update in the morning

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On the 9th and the 10th, two more days

☆、Chapter 39

So I moved back again.

Started to get bored with him again.

It's ridiculous that I forgave him so easily, maybe because I was too eager.

I became more and more strange, frustrated again and again in the relationship that I would never try before, like a drowning person, who occasionally floats up and sinks again.exist