you are still on the long street

talked about.After all, through the text, you can't see how embarrassing the other party is.

I think that such a relationship is a kind of torment for each other.I had an urge to wait for him to come back and end this relationship that shouldn't have existed in the first place.

There is no other reason, just because of a wrong start, and the evasion of not wanting to go wrong again.

However, once I think of Zhou Chunuo, I will feel a heavy sense of guilt.In any case, he treated me sincerely.Because of my mistake, he delayed his sincerity.

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☆、Chapter 23

Today is actually NO.30 of the lunar calendar.

I turned on the phone, and below the time was the date.A year passed like this, caught off guard.

I got up and washed up, then ordered myself a bowl of noodles.

The noodles slowly softened in the steaming water, and finally rolled with the water.

I turned on the TV, then shrank to the sofa with the bowl in hand, kicked off the slippers, and picked up the remote control like a housewife watching the eight o'clock stall.

I tuned a station at random, then bowed my head to eat noodles.A few people on the TV were shouting, laughing and making noise, it seemed that the air around me was dyed with warm colors.

After laughing a few times, I put the soup bowl on the coffee table, and took out the cell phone that is the source of all evil.

It's still morning, and many people have already sent blessing messages, most of which are mass-sent, gimmicky, and I copied and pasted the replies one by one, and finally planned to forward them in multiple ways.

Until I saw Ye Zichang's name.

I skipped his name, and after forwarding and replying the rest, I opened the message from him——

Tsk, it's still the kind of group hair.

After copy-pasting the reply message, I tossed the phone aside.

Kind of boring.

The screen of the phone lit up a few more times, it should be the reply just sent.I didn't have much interest in clicking on it, so I just let it light up.

I looked for a movie, took out a few bags of snacks in the cabinet, and prepared to spend the day at home like this.Zhou Chunuo likes to eat these snacks, and when the cabinet is empty, he buys another bunch to stuff them.On the way home that day, he bought me another pile, saying that it was reserved for me during the Chinese New Year.

Thinking of Zhou Chunuo, I called him, and after a few rings, I was finally picked up.

"Haven't gotten up yet? Lazy pig." I lowered my voice.

"Well, yesterday... I was late talking with my relatives, so sleepy."

"Are you still asleep?"

"No, I'm getting ready." There was a voice of lifting the quilt from over there, "There is no heating here, it's freezing to death."

"Hurry up and get dressed, don't catch a cold." I have no expression on my face, but try to make my voice gentle.

"Well, I'm going to go out with my dad later, and I'll call you at night."

"Ok, I will wait for you."

There were a few chuckles over there, followed by his low voice: "Brother Yang, I miss you."

"Ah."

When the phone was hung up, I calmly put the phone aside, the movie was still playing, but I had no idea what was in it.I dragged the progress bar forward a bit, intending to watch it again.

After watching the movie, I went to play with the computer for a while.At noon, I didn't want to cook at all, so I made a bucket of instant noodles.Looking at this, I was really moved, so I posted a post on that social software:

[Me on the last day of this year. 】

Then there is a picture of instant noodles.

Not long after, the phone flashed a few more times, and many people have replied to my news, and some are calling to come and cook for me.I replied politely. After all, I knew in my heart that few people were sincerely willing to cook for me. They were just talking.But this feeling of being cared about still makes me happy.

After eating the instant noodles, I threw the paper bucket away, and I planned to retreat to the sofa again.Before I reached the living room, there was a knock on my door.

People here are usually used to ringing the doorbell, I was wondering who it could be, when I opened the door, it turned out to be a little girl like a little bean.

I knelt down, and with a gentle smile, I asked softly, "What's the matter, little friend?"

"Send something!" She spoke in a childish voice, extremely cute.I was thinking about which family this would belong to, when she stretched out her hand behind her back and handed me a plastic bag.

I felt a little baffled, and then asked, "Who asked you to send it here?"

"Uncle!" She shook her hand holding the plastic bag, beckoning me to take it quickly.I took the plastic bag, and she turned around to run away, and I asked again: "What's your name?"

"Yangyang!" She turned her head and gave me a big smile.

I stood at the door and didn't react for a while.I picked up the plastic bag, and there was a box inside, which probably contained meals.

"Yang Yang"?Which "Yang"?

……Ruined.

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☆、Chapter 24

I just realized now that this little girl looks a bit like An Xuan, and after much deliberation, there is no other possibility.

I turned on the phone and sent Ye Zi a "thank you".

Immediately there was a message back: My sister asked me to deliver it.

I couldn't help laughing out loud, even children are more honest than you.

I went into the kitchen, opened the box, and the food was still steaming inside.I began to regret the bowl of instant noodles I ate before, but there was no way, I couldn't eat it now.

Coincidentally, I didn't eat anything at night, so let's save it for dinner.

Looking at the small box of meals, I suddenly felt that my life was a bit miserable.I didn't feel so obvious before, because I kept comforting myself that someone was always behind me waiting for me to turn back, but now I still have to walk alone on the road in front of me.

I took a nap and slept from two o'clock in the noon to five o'clock in the afternoon, which made me have a headache.

I had one scattered dream after another, and not long after waking up, I almost forgot it.

There are a few more messages on the phone, and I plan to wait until the New Year's Eve to reply together.I rubbed my dizzy head and prepared to heat up the meal that was delivered at noon.

It wasn't until I walked out of the bedroom that I realized that the TV hadn't been turned off.There is still a reminder on the screen after the movie is over, but I don't remember what the movie is about.

I don't even bother to open it again.

The sound of the microwave oven rang, and I lowered my head to fiddle with the phone again.Everyone in the social circle wished each other a happy new year, and the red background made the atmosphere more active.When scrolling through the news, I was surprised to find that there are still people who come out to make appointments on the [-]th.

This idea flashed in my brain for a second, and then I gave up.What's the point of that?I don't lack this.

Yes, I am not missing this.

There was another knock on the door, while I was holding my phone and looking down to eat.

I went to open the door, originally thought it was only Yang Yang, but found an old friend who had been unfamiliar for a long time.

"An...Xuan?" I was a little surprised, although I knew she was here, I didn't expect her to come in person.

She wore her hair draped over a beige sweater and a white down jacket.She held Yang Yang's hand, exuding a gentle feeling all over her body.She has changed a lot. A few years ago, she was like the scorching sun, and setbacks knocked her down, but now, she seems to be standing up slowly.

"Xiao Yang, long time no see." She smiled, the tiredness that could not be concealed came from the long-term accumulated sadness.

"Yes, do you want to come in and have a sit down?" I moved my body to make way for her, but she shook her head and said, "Xiao Yang, can you come to my house to celebrate the New Year? There is no one in my house..."

I froze in place, and said "yes" by accident.

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☆、Chapter 25

The "home" An Xuan took me to was on the 24th floor of this building, and my house was two floors above.

When I opened the door, it was the same house type as my house, but it was carefully furnished and looked much warmer than my house.A lot of soft furnishings are used in the small apartment. There are not many things in the room, but they are neatly arranged, and it doesn't look crowded and messy at all.

Not two steps into the door, I saw Ye Zichang slumped on the sofa.He looked up at me, then continued to play the game with his head down.

An Xuan beckoned me to sit down on the sofa, and then went to the kitchen to get busy preparing dinner.I didn't dare tell her that I had eaten, lest I dampen her enthusiasm, and since her marital accident she has been in a bad state of mind.

I sat far away from Ye Zichang, and then I felt that it would be a little embarrassing for An Xuan to see me, so I moved towards him.He glanced at me again, and without intending to speak, he lowered his head.The sound played by the game is very loud, just enough to drown out some of the silence between us.

Yang Yang ran to me and sat down, looking at me curiously with wide open eyes.I smiled and patted her head, and asked, "How old is Yang Yang?"

She poked her tongue out and said proudly: "'Sleeping'!"

"I'm four years old, how time flies." Not long after An Xuan graduated, she had that person's child.

Yang Yang is very cheerful, just like An Xuan before.She bounced around and took out a stack of paintings she had drawn in the kindergarten, and showed them to me one by one, her face full of anticipation, waiting for me to praise her.Seeing the crooked "Yangyang" written on her painting, I knew her "Yang" was this "Yang".Hearing her slurred but cheerful chatter, the room immediately became much more lively.

Ye Zichang suddenly said: "Smelly Yangyang, don't bother you Uncle Lu."

"Uncle smelly!" Yang Yang yelled, jumping on Ye Zichang and punching him.Ye Zichang threw away the phone, and the two immediately quarreled, making Yang Yang "giggle" and laugh.

An Xuan poked her head out of the kitchen and taught them a few words, but her face was full of joy.

In this way, it will look like the New Year.

When we were eating, the four of us gathered together, and a sumptuous meal was placed on the table. The lights above our heads shone on the plate, and the dishes inside seemed to be shining with stars.

"In the past, whenever we had small gatherings, it was Chef An Xuan. After so many years, your cooking skills are still so good." I said with a smile.

An Xuan smiled generously and said, "You and Kaizi eat the most each time." After she finished speaking, she seemed to remember something, her smile faded a little, and she glanced at me with some anxiety.

My face didn't change much, but the hand holding the chopsticks froze slightly. "Hey, Qi Kai eats more than me."

Seeing that I have no abnormal expression, An Xuan immediately felt relieved.Then I poked my head up and we started reminiscing about the old days as the three of us.

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☆、Chapter 26

"Qi Kai seems to be in a research institute now, I haven't heard about him for a long time." An Xuan said.

"He is quite suitable for dealing with these things. He doesn't need EQ." I raised my eyebrows.

An Xuan laughed a few times, and Yang Yang next to her asked over and over again, "Who is Qi Kai, who is Qi Kai?" Seeing that she couldn't get into the adult's conversation, she pouted.

I reached out and touched her head, and said softly, "Uncle Qi is a friend of your mother and me."

No matter how unpleasant the trouble was, time will slowly erase those disharmonious colors, leaving the beauty shining brightly.I don't know how I will feel when I see Qi Kai again, but in my heart, he is still my friend.It must be the same with An Xuan.

Except for occasionally echoing An Xuan's words, Ye Zichang basically kept his head down while eating.

After Yang Yang finished his meal, he skipped to the living room and turned on the TV, ready to watch the Spring Festival Gala.I looked at her small and energetic body, and whispered to An Xuan: "If Yang Yang grows up to be as skinny as you, I'm afraid I will cause you a lot of trouble."

An Xuan covered her mouth and smiled for a while, then said: "Which of the three of us is skinny?"

We smiled at each other, Ye Zichang stood up, walked to the living room, sat next to Yang Yang, Yang Yang hung on Ye Zichang like a little monkey.

I chatted with An Xuan for a while, and I also planned to go to the living room. An Xuan planned to wash the dishes left behind tomorrow.

When An Xuan went to the kitchen to clean up the dishes, Ye Zichang suddenly stood up, dragged me to the door, and said to the kitchen: "Sister, Lu Yang and I went to buy a few bottles of beer and came back."

After hearing An Xuan's promise, he opened the door and dragged me out.Yang Yang originally wanted to go, but Ye Zichang refused.

"What's the matter?" My face returned to calm, and the dullness in the elevator was like cold water, dragging me from the excitement just now to another world.

"Let's talk alone." Ye Zichang's eyes drifted to the other side.

However, just silence.I didn't speak, but he was waiting for me to speak.

At this moment, my cell phone rang, and it was Zhou Chunuo's call.I didn't think about anything and connected directly.

"Brother Yang, I was having dinner with my relatives, so I called you on the pretext of going to the bathroom." Zhou Chunuo's side was very noisy, there should be quite a few people.

I glanced at Ye Zichang, smiled and said, "It sounds quite lively."

"It's so noisy here, I'd rather celebrate the New Year with you, just the two of us, that would be great." In the quiet elevator, Zhou Chunuo's voice was very clear, I didn't see Ye Zichang's expression, just looked at the elevator The numbers on the display are getting smaller and smaller.

I chuckled twice and said, "Me too. I miss you."

At this time, Ye Zichang suddenly grabbed my wrist, and I immediately hung up the phone, only to see him hooking my neck and kissing me directly.

I pushed him away immediately, his eyes were a little red, but he stuck to him again.I pushed him away again and shouted loudly: "Ye Zichang!"

His breathing was a little short, and his face flushed red.

I could clearly feel the beating of my own heart, and the breath in my chest made me feel uncomfortable and angry.

"Didn't you reconcile with Yan Ji?" My voice was very low, accompanied by uncontrollable panting.

He was stunned for a while, and then he started to laugh a few times, his face became a little ferocious. At this moment, he stood in front of me like a demon.

"Yeah, I'm still on good terms with Yan Ji..."

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☆、Chapter 27

Until we came out of the supermarket with beer in hand, we didn't say a word to each other.

The beating heart slowly calmed down, and I didn't want to think about his actions just now, it would be fine if he was sick.

Recalling An Xuan's performance today, her spirit seems to be much better.I still remember that when she had an accident more than three years ago, no matter who she saw, her eyes were full of horror, including her newborn daughter.

Thinking of An Xuan, I unconsciously asked: "An Xuan... is she divorced?"

Ye Zichang glanced at me, and calmly said: "That beast never leaves, now we are separated."

I sighed.

"Do you just want to ask about my sister?" He still looked ahead without any waves on his face.

"You can say what you want, I'm not interested in asking."

"I was impulsive today. Sorry." He said so, but there was no sense of "sorry" in his tone.

"Ah."

Back at An Xuan's house, the mother and daughter were leaning together to watch the Spring Festival Gala.When Yang Yang saw us, he ran over excitedly, but only saw beer, and walked away with a pout.

I drink beer in bottles, but this is An Xuan's house, so I don't plan to drink too much.I opened a bottle symbolically and watched the skits on TV, but I couldn't concentrate.

Ye Zichang seemed to be crazy, wanting to "cheers" to me over and over again, and completely lost the indifference he had when he was outside.In order to hinder An Xuan's face, I smiled and refused a few times, and he began to mock me for not drinking well.An Xuan scolded him a few times, but it was of no use.

Anyway, I wouldn't get drunk from drinking beer, so I let it go.

But that idiot Ye Zichang got drunk first.

I was a little dizzy, Ye Zichang said that he would take me home, and I acquiesced.However, when I got to the door of the house, I felt something was wrong, so I said to him: "Okay, you go home."

As a result, he actually pushed me away and staggered into my house.

"Ye Zichang!" I called him, but he fell down on the sofa without looking back.His face was slightly flushed from drunkenness, and his breathing was weak but rapid.The corner of the sweater was pulled up, revealing a smooth waistline.

"You... all drive me away... Yan Ji..." He picked up a pillow on the sofa, as if he wanted to rub himself into it, and moved restlessly on the sofa.

Yan Ji, it's Yan Ji again.Every time you approach me, it's because of Yan Ji.

The fire that was stagnant in my chest rushed out with the force of alcohol, I walked quickly to his side, pulled his collar, and shouted at him: "You show me clearly! I am not Yan Ji!"

He squinted, his eye circles and nose were red. After a few seconds, he started to laugh: "Hahahahahaha...you are Lu Yang, I know." He hooked my hand again while talking With his head, his slightly hot lips pressed against my face: "You are Lu Yang." As he spoke, his lips rubbed against my face, and the soft and warm touch made me feel hot all over.

I don't know what kind of demon I was, pinched his face, and kissed his lips forcefully.

This time, he responded to me enthusiastically, he didn't hide his unfamiliar kissing skills at all, he just gnawed on my lips.I pushed his teeth away, and the moment the tip of my tongue touched, one of my nerves felt like an electric shock.

I took off his clothes one by one, and I said silently in my heart, you asked for this.

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Seeing his flushed face and tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes, I lowered my head and kissed the corners of his eyes, feeling a faint salty taste.He bit his lower lip, unwilling to let out that somewhat sweet panting sound.

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I just realized now that after Changjie became familiar with him and his guitar, my eyes stayed on him.

I want him.

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☆、Chapter 28

This time, I didn't drink Fragrance, and the memory of last night was deeply etched in my mind, lingering.

Ye Zichang was still sleeping, his frown showed his discomfort.He was drunk last night, but I was sober, I don't know how to face him.I want to run away, but I know I can't.

I got up from the bed first, turned on my phone, and found two missed calls from Zhou Chunuo last night.

I feel guilty.Although I know very well that I don't like Zhou Chunuo, I have such a relationship with him after all.At the beginning, I thought he would waver between us first, but I didn't expect it to be me who did it first.

I went to the kitchen to cook an extra serving of noodles, and while the pot was still boiling, I heard the sound of Ye Zichang in the bedroom.

"Lu Yang!" he yelled.

I bite the bullet and walked over, anyway, sooner or later I have to face it.I adjusted my mentality, pretended to be calm and calm, and stood in front of him.

"Go and bring in my clothes." He said angrily.We did start last night on the couch with all his clothes left in the living room.When I was done, I gave him a bath and changed him into my bathrobe.

I was a little surprised that he didn't just rush over and kill me.

"Your clothes smell of alcohol, you can wear mine." As I spoke, I took out clothes from my own closet, and unwrapped a new pair of underwear for him.

He didn't refuse anything, and when he got the clothes, he put them on without hesitation.I looked at the dots of hickeys on his body, and I was a little happy.

"What are you looking at? Haven't you seen enough?" He glared at me viciously, his ears turning red.

"You're not a big girl, so what's the matter?" After last night, my resistance to him was not so serious.Anyway, after all the calculations, I took advantage of it.

He grabbed the bathrobe and threw it at me, I smiled and put the bathrobe away.

When we had breakfast together, his eyes were always erratic, as if he didn't dare to look at me.

"You were the one who seduced me last night." With a calm face, I looked down at my noodles.

"...I know." He picked up the noodles with his chopsticks and put it back into the bowl, "Shut up."

I try not to laugh.

When I sent him out, I couldn't help laughing out at his awkward walking posture.

"Laughing, laughing!" He turned back and scolded me, his voice echoed throughout the corridor, I quickly closed the door, and laughed wildly at home.

I turned on the phone and remembered Zhou Chunuo's call, but I didn't plan to call it back. I'd better wait for him to come back and talk to him face to face.

Thinking of him makes my heart feel heavy again.

I sat on the sofa for a while, and the sofa brought back some memories.I rubbed between my brows, planning to rest for two more days and start working again.

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After another morning in a daze, I really don't know what the meaning of the holiday is.Sometimes it's worse to have nothing to do than to be busy.Time passes very slowly in stillness, looking forward to the arrival of new fluctuations but not knowing what to do now.At the end of the day, there are only a few things that are really remembered, and then it will feel that the day has passed too fast, and there is no time to do meaningful things.

But people are lazy after all. If there is no certain thrust, I would rather do nothing and regret it at the end.

For example, now, I have nothing to do, and when I kill time, I just think about it.

I was a little drowsy again, and when I was half asleep, the doorbell rang suddenly.

I was taken aback and went to see the monitor on the unit door——

All the blood in my body seemed to be concentrated in my head.

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☆、Chapter 29

My parents are here.

After I opened the door of the unit, I rushed into the bedroom, stuffed the things I hadn't planned to tidy up into the trash bag, and threw them into the trash can in the bathroom.

I went back to making the bed, trying to smooth out every crease.

I said it silently over and over again in my heart, hoping that the elevator would come up slowly.

Then came the kitchen, which was also in a mess. Just as he was about to clean up the dishes, the doorbell rang again.

I sighed helplessly and went to open the door for them.

After opening the door, my parents didn't say anything, I stepped aside and they walked in, my father went straight to sit on the sofa, and my mother was still looking around in the room.

"Dad, Mom... You are here." I was like a child about to be interrogated by my parents, I didn't even know how to put my hands down.While talking, I went to pour tea for them again.

My father looked at me, looked me up and down, then took the teacup in my hand, took a sip, and said, "You look like a human being."

"Didn't you change the house?" The mother also came over, sat down beside the father, and glanced at the father, "It seems that there is no place to live."

I smiled awkwardly.

"Sit down." Father pointed to the sofa next to him.

I sat down obediently.

Anyway, I still have some fear of my parents.Since they moved abroad without warning two years ago, leaving me alone to face the mess I left behind, at least it left me with a shadow.

While I was doing whatever I wanted with the power in my back that I thought would protect me forever, I never thought about what would happen to me if that power suddenly disappeared.

Obviously, I fell backwards, but no one encouraged me to get up again.

Later, I asked my parents about all their previous relationships, and only then did I know their overseas numbers.So, they sent me some money, which was not even enough for me to live for three months.

All problems can only be solved by myself, and they force me to grow up in this way.Now, they are considered a success.

We haven't seen each other for two years, and most of the conversations on the phone were about me asking for money.I did hate them at first.But in the end, this hatred turned into a shame to face them facelessly.

The complexion of both parents is much better than that of two years ago, and they are even plump day by day.

Sure enough, their decision is good for us.

We talked for a while, not seeing each other for two years gave us a sense of distance.

"Have you paid off all your debts?" asked the father.

"It's paid off." I have the confidence to look directly at him on this matter.

Back then, when it was just me, I was terrified of it all.I want to hide, hide from debts, hide from people, but I can't hide forever.When I look back on those days now, I can still vividly recall that despair.

"If..." I was a little hesitant, but I still mustered up my courage, "If I couldn't survive on my own, would you guys come back?"

Father frowned while Mother wiped away tears.

Silence again.

I probably knew the result. If it was me at the time, they probably wouldn't believe me.Even if I borrow money to invest, I have to wait for my father to investigate clearly.

I stood up and planned to go to the bathroom, but after walking a few steps, my father's voice came from behind:

"You are my son, you must be able to stand up by yourself."

I raised the corners of my mouth, and when I walked to the bathroom and faced the mirror, I found that my face was covered with tears.

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Yangyang recalled that day again. When he woke up, he yelled at his parents, but no one paid attention to him; when he went to the bank, he was frozen and had no money; Going out, creditors chasing debts, fear of nowhere to hide.

Therefore, he has a deep shadow on his parents (‖?_ゝ｀)

☆、Chapter 30

I took my parents for a stroll around the neighborhood, and after lunch, I took them to the company I worked for, and later, I took them to dinner.

During dinner, my mother asked me, "Are you still planning to get married?"

I didn't speak, just nodded, and I will always be ashamed of them in this matter.I didn't give the reason clearly, but they all knew it, but never pointed it out.

"My own affairs, I can handle them myself." My father has always maintained his dignity, but he will leave me space to handle it by myself, just like they left two years ago.

Mother looked a little sad, but said nothing.After dinner, my mother asked me if I wanted to go back to the original house together.

"Isn't the original house sold?" I felt a little strange.

"We just entrusted the house to others." The mother glanced at the father, and the father turned away and coughed twice.

Fortunately, they lied to me, otherwise the house would definitely be defeated by me.I sent them back to the previous villa. Looking at this house, many memories from the past came flooding back.This is the home I lived in since I was a child. Walking into the house, the inside has been cleaned, and the furniture is a bit old. No matter which corner I look at, I can feel the tenderness that caresses my soul.

My bedroom is on the third floor, occupying most of the floor.After two years, the layout inside has not changed, and it feels familiar.But it's also full of memories that I don't want to recall.I would bring all my "friends" home when my parents were away, and then, right here in this room, do the shit.

I fell on the bed, I haven't slept in such a big bed for a long time.The width of more than two meters allows me to do whatever I want on it. Anyway, the room is big enough, so I bought such a bed.There is a separate bathroom in the room, I went in and tidied myself up briefly, then went downstairs.

My parents are already waiting for me in the living room, and they will chat with me for a long time tonight. After all, we haven't seen each other for two years, and we have saved a lot of words.Later, as we talked, my father and I had a drink, and we used our drunkenness to say a lot of things that we wouldn't say when we were sober.

"When you asked us for money for the first time, your mother bought a plane ticket and wanted to come back. If I hadn't pulled you...don't blame dad, we are all for you." Father patted me on the shoulder, and mother Wiping away my tears, my voice sounded a bit crying: "It's been two years... Mom thought you were blaming us all the time..." Hearing my mother's cry, I hugged them tightly.

It's a familiar, safe temperature.

Growing up is tiring, I am tired, and they are also tired.

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When I got back to my room, I fell on the bed weakly.I don't know if I'm drunk or not, I just feel tired and want to sleep.

I took a quick shower and was about to fall asleep when my phone rang.

I didn't see who it was, and answered the phone directly.

"Where are you?"

I was stunned for a moment when I heard the voice, and then glanced at the screen again, it was indeed Ye Zichang.

"My parents' house." I held back my drowsiness, but my mind was dizzy, and I would fall asleep if I didn't pay attention.

"When will you come back?"

I was suddenly a little irritable, maybe because I was drunk, and said in a vicious voice: "You don't care about me. Who are you? Didn't you just sleep once? Don't push your nose on your face." I don't know why, the more I think about it, the more I feel confused, he and Yan Ji is together, isn't that what he wants?Why are you messing with me again?

The other side was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Have you been drinking? Are you still crying?"

Fuck, can you hear this?

I hung up the phone, turned off the phone, covered the quilt and fell asleep.

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☆、Chapter 31

When I got up in the morning, my mother had already prepared breakfast, and my father was already reading the newspaper in the living room.

It's like going back to the past, when I change into my school uniform and carry my schoolbag, I can have a hot breakfast when I go downstairs.When I walked out of the house, I would wave to my parents and say "goodbye" to them.Everything was so good before, until I made one mistake after another.

The cherry tree in the yard has lost all its leaves. When I was a child, there was a big dog at home. I would roll and play with it under the tree, and my mother would scold me after getting muddy.At that time, my mother seemed very fierce. If I did something wrong, she would definitely scold me, but she would reason with me again after the anger subsided.Later, she didn't get angry with me, she got angry with herself.

An Xuan and Qi Kai also came to my house, and we were relatively silent together, writing papers like crazy.The time passed quickly, and it seemed that there was not enough time at all, but fortunately we finally finished it.

I have so many memories of this house, and after learning that it was sold, what I felt was the panic of losing my asylum.

I'm finally back.

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My parents are going abroad, and I plan to stay with them for a few more days.

Time flies and my annual leave is coming to an end.Sure enough, with my family, my ordinary life has become much more fulfilling.

After I sent them to the airport and gave them one last hug, they showed me their backs.It no longer disappears silently like it did two years ago.I guess I'm used to parting, but feel sad when they go further and further apart.

They are gone, no one will care about me more than them.

Our company has a short annual leave, and some colleagues haven't had time to come back.The company was empty, I greeted them and entered my office.

A few days ago, my parents accompanied me to Dongcheng to look at the house, and I chose a simple apartment, which was bigger than the original one.I didn't sell the old apartment, and I didn't move out the things in it. I just bought some daily necessities and put them in the new apartment.

The first day I moved in, I didn't fall asleep quickly.Surrounded by strange feelings, I was very uncomfortable.

I didn't answer Zhou Chunuo's calls anymore, and gradually, he wouldn't contact me either.He hasn't come back from the south yet, and I don't know how I should face him when he comes back.

What gave me the most headache was Ye Zichang.I don't know what kind of relationship we have now, I only know that I am not willing to be Yan Ji's substitute.I want to get Ye Zichang, I want to monopolize him.

If I hadn't exposed his lie in the first place, wouldn't we have obtained a false connection?Instead of being knocked out of direction by reality like it is now.

I couldn't sleep, so I couldn't help calling him.

It's already two o'clock in the morning, if I wake him up and answer the phone, I'm afraid he will scold me.

What if he was with Yan Ji?Will he answer my call?

The phone was hung up immediately.

I was a little unconvinced and hit again.

After two seconds, he was hung up again.

Maybe it's really with Yan Ji.

I knocked on my head, threw away my phone, and covered myself with the quilt to get ready for sleep.

Not long after, the call came again.

I planned to hang him for a while, but didn't answer immediately.After waiting for more than ten seconds, I answered the phone. Before I could speak, the phone was hung up again.

are you crazy?

I called again, and after waiting for more than ten seconds, he answered the phone.

"Are you sick?" That's what he said.

"Pick up if you want to, don't pick up and hang up if you don't want to. What do you mean?" We were all aroused by the other party, and after we finished talking, I realized that I provoked him first.Forget it, I'm sorry, I'll coax him later.

"Are you still angry?"

Unexpectedly, he softened first.

I remembered that he called me that day, but I scolded him, but I didn't expect him to remember it.

"I just lost my anger, but you made me angry again." I also lowered my voice, and suddenly felt that speaking like this was a bit like acting like a baby.

"What happened to you a few days ago? You were so angry." He asked.

"My parents are here for a drink."

"Did you argue with your parents?"

I thought it was a little funny, and joked: "Yeah, what should I do?"

His laughter came from the phone, and then he said, "Little friend, do you want to coax you with a candy?"

I laughed and cursed "Get out".

After the laughter disappeared, there was another silence.I have been hesitating whether to ask the words out, but my rationality keeps telling me that I should proceed step by step.But I want to know the outcome too much to even think about how it might turn out.

"Ye Zichang, what am I?"

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☆、Chapter 32

Everything seemed to be back on track, going to and from work and going home.After I moved, I never went back to my original apartment, nor did I walk down that long street.

When Zhou Chunuo came back, we had a private conversation.

He is very smart and experienced, and he has already guessed what I mean.

"Brother Yang, I knew a long time ago that we would not last long. But I am still very happy to have such an experience with you." He was still smiling, but his eyes were red.

"I'm sorry, it's all because of my recklessness." I have already thought about how to express my apology many times, but when I saw him lower his head, I felt uncomfortable.

"Brother Yang, thank you. It's a pity that we are not suitable." He had already started to cry, I stood up, took off his glasses for him, then hugged him, and stroked the warm curly hair.

His face was pressed against my chest, and he exhaled warm breath, and the faint sobbing sound came into my ears clearly.

I am uncomfortable.

I don't want to see anyone cry at me like this again.

Before leaving, he hugged me again, as hard as if he wanted to embed me into his body.This may be our last hug, after this time, we will part ways.

He raised his face, there were still tears on his face, I reached out and wiped it for him, and he smiled again.

"Brother Yang, it's the first time I've been dumped, and I'm crying so badly, don't laugh at me." His voice was still a little hoarse, and his forced smile was even more distressing.

"Find the right person and live a good life." I patted his head again.

He let go of me slowly, and I gently put on his glasses and cut his hair.