In this life, the love is deep and the relationship is shallow

Of course, if you come, I must have time. "Yao Xinrui never said no to He Jiaqi.

"Okay then, I'll call you when I'm done working, just wait for my letter." He Jiaqi has a job and can't talk much.

"Okay, Xiaoqi, I'll wait for you. Be careful on the road." Yao Xinrui hung up the phone ahead of time.

Yao Xinrui knew that if she didn't see her this time, it would be even more difficult to meet after her senior year at work. Even if it was only for a dinner, even if the meeting time was not as good as the time spent on the road, she would still like to see He Jiaqi and listen to her personally. good.

On Thursday evening, Yao Xinrui finally saw He Jiaqi again after half a year. She lost weight and turned dark, but her wheat-colored complexion looked healthy.

Because time was tight, it was just a meal of Wushan grilled fish that improved He Jiaqi's food, making the two of them feel like they were back in the time when they ate together in the cafeteria in high school.

He Jiaqi mentioned that her boyfriend was having conflicts with her because of a different place, but she was too busy with work and didn't have much time to think about the future.

Yao Xinrui wants to enlighten, but she doesn't know where to start, or she doesn't know how to enlighten a person she loves to love another person in her heart.

Yao Xinrui booked a screening room that night, and wanted to watch the movie "The Girl We Chased Together in Those Years" with He Jiaqi, but He Jiaqi had something to do and couldn't stay longer. Unfortunately, it doesn't always happen once.

Yao Xinrui sent He Jiaqi to the airport, and watched He Jiaqi enter the security channel before Yao Xinrui left.

When He Jiaqi left, Yao Xinrui's eyes were a little red, but she didn't know why, maybe because even two hours of movie time was a luxury for the two of them.

Thinking back to high school, the time spent together 24 hours a day was such a luxury for the two of them...

But at this time, Yao Xinrui has gradually adjusted his position, and basically no longer has illusions.

It's just that she has been single, not because she likes boys or girls, but because she still seems to have locked the door of her heart, no one can get in, and He Jiaqi can't get out.

That night, Yao Xinrui sat alone in the screening room, crying like rain.

Youth is a torrential rain, and you run in it willingly. Even if you catch a cold, you still look forward to going back and showering again.

Yao Xinrui is in her senior year and has finished her graduation thesis and school dispatch internship. Among the offers from many companies and companies, she chose a foreign company in Yanbei City. The company leaders appreciate Yao Xinrui very much, and she is most satisfied with the work content.

After Yao Xinrui got a regular job, she lost her fledgling immaturity more and more. She was polite to others, but kept alienated from everyone.

Close but not intimate, not standing in line, never being double-decker, talking behind people's backs, and not exposing one's own weaknesses, completely hiding all the thoughts of the former Pisces girl.

In the first three days of work, he convinced everyone in the company with his capable work ability and thorough knowledge system, even because of his sophisticated and mature style, his colleagues mistakenly thought he was 35 or [-] years old.

That year, Yao Xinrui was 23 years old.

Because of her outstanding work performance, He Jiaqi became one of Jiangbei City's top ten labor models that year, was exceptionally promoted to the director level, and was immediately transferred to the Yanbei City People's Government Office.

At the same time, the conflicts and problems between He Jiaqi and her boyfriend became more and more obvious. He Jiaqi began to be influenced by him, and occasionally sent WeChat to Yao Xinrui for comfort.

Yao Xinrui saw it in her eyes and felt pain in her heart. She wanted her to give up, but she couldn't speak.

Yao Xinrui's heart is pierced like a knife, and He Jiaqi is the treasure in Yao Xinrui's heart. Anyone who hurts her cannot be forgiven.

Yao Xinrui knew that He Jiaqi still liked him. During Yao Xinrui's absence, her boyfriend accompanied He Jiaqi through the most difficult two years, and no one could replace her.

Yes, there will always be such a person, who can't tell what is good, but no one can replace him.

Yao Xinrui understands that feeling, she loves her, he loves her, and she can't give up the other because of either one.After a while, He Jiaqi reunited with her boyfriend.

Yao Xinrui recalled the past and regretted why he hadn't been able to guard her and be by her side all the time.

However, there was no opportunity to make that assumption again.

The author has something to say: Xiaoqi: Ruirui, why don't you tell me the hardships you have experienced?

Ruirui: Xiaoqi, why bother to tell you to make you worry?And your growth, I'm sorry I didn't get to participate,

Xiaoqi: But you are still by my side, that's enough.

Rui Rui: Well, no matter what, I will be by your side.

Hee hee, is it true that the two of them are growing better and better?It's just a pity that the two experienced the best years, but failed to participate in each other's growing years.And these formative years have a crucial impact on the future of both people.

Good morning, refills!There should be two updates today~

☆, trance

Yao Xinrui has been constantly updating the news about the LGBT group for her mother for six years, gradually testing her mother's reaction, and even occasionally discussing hot topics with her grandmother, such as equal rights, such as the legalization of same-sex marriage.

The mother's attitude changed from being incomprehensible and unacceptable at the beginning, to gradually softening to understandable, from being understandable to being open and non-objective, and even discussing with Yao Xinrui when seeing same-sex couples.

Until the seventh year, my mother's attitude changed to support the legalization of same-sex marriage, and she could appreciate the difficulties of same-sex couples and expressed regret for the national conditions.

But she still told Yao Xinrui that she didn't want her daughter to go this way, after all, it was too difficult and the pressure of public opinion was too great.

I hope that my daughter can return to the "normal life" in the secular concept, marry and have children, but the attitude is not as firm as before, there is no doubt about it.

Yao Xinrui watched her mother's changes bit by bit, and knew that her hard work over the years was not in vain. Although she did not achieve the final result, she saw her mother gradually broaden her horizons and open her mind through her own efforts.

Traditional culture is not inadvisable. In the process of the development of the times, we must gradually discard its dross and extract its essence.

Love is equal, there is no right or wrong.Loving someone is just because of that person, regardless of skin color, nationality, age, or gender.

With the new year approaching, He Jiaqi needs to return to Yanbei to do a systematic summary and handover of work before leaving for Yanbei.He Jiaqi called Yao Xinrui.

"Xiaoqi? Why do you have time to 'harass' me today?" Yao Xinrui was at work, when she saw He Jiaqi's call, she hurried to answer it outside the office building.

Yao Xinrui never answered private calls in front of colleagues, and kept contact with family members during private breaks.

Yao Xinrui is deeply aware of her weakness - feelings, no matter what it is, family, friendship or love, Yao Xinrui is a person who values ​​affection.

In the workplace, Yao Xinrui wrapped up her weaknesses and protected herself just right.

"Ruirui, it's me. I want to tell you some news, you should be happy." When He Jiaqi got the transfer order, she didn't reveal a word to Yao Xinrui, hoping to tell her personally.

"Tell me, what's the good news? Are you coming to see me?" Yao Xinrui didn't know He Jiaqi's overall plan, nor why He Jiaqi went to Jiangbei.

"Ruirui, I went to work in Yanbei in February, and after so many years, I finally stopped moving." He Jiaqi didn't realize it herself, saying this sentence was like a couple who had been in different places for a long time.

"Ah, ah, Xiaoqi, you mean that you are not coming to Yanbei for a business trip, but a job dispatch? So, you will be in the same city as me from now on, right?" Yao Xinrui almost ran around the office building in excitement up.

"Fool, yes, don't get excited, I haven't completed the formalities, so I can't arrive until February." He Jiaqi couldn't help laughing when she heard Yao Xinrui's excited voice.

"No hurry, no rush, as long as you come, I will welcome you at any time. I can be your tour guide." Yao Xinrui was very happy when she thought that she could finally get closer to He Jiaqi.

"Also, Ruirui, I'm going to Yanbei City tomorrow, let's have dinner together." He Jiaqi finally revealed the purpose of the call.

"Okay, I'll welcome you at any time. Keep in touch and let me know when you arrive." Yao Xinrui originally planned to secretly go to Jiangbei to see He Jiaqi on the weekend, so it would save trouble.

In the evening of the next day, Yao Xinrui arrived at the agreed place of the two.Before He Jiaqi arrived, Yao Xinrui took out his mobile phone WeChat to locate He Jiaqi.

In the back and forth of replying messages, He Jiaqi said: "Talk to you, can you guarantee that you won't be angry?"

"Okay, tell me, I'm not angry." Yao Xinrui replied, thinking that He Jiaqi was going to tell her some shocking news again.

"It's just...he's here, don't you mind?" He Jiaqi replied cautiously.

"...It's all right, I don't mind, I just met him. I haven't seen him for a long time." Yao Xinrui's originally smiling face stiffened, but she still replied lightly.

"It's good that you don't get angry. He just came to see me on vacation today. I can't leave him alone." He Jiaqi continued to explain.

"I see, I understand, you don't need to explain too much. Come quickly." Yao Xinrui shook his head, trying to relax himself and said.

In fact, Yao Xinrui was lost, and there was a hint of sadness in her surprise. The meeting between the two of them suddenly seemed redundant.

A few minutes later, Yao Xinrui saw He Jiaqi, in a white windbreaker, black boots, light makeup, and long black hair.

"It turns out that Xiaoqi has already matured so much. She overlaps with the one in my impression, and she is different after all." Yao Xinrui thought in a daze.

Of course, next to He Jiaqi was her boyfriend, and the two of them had been together for nearly three years.

He Jiaqi saw Yao Xinrui in a black windbreaker from a distance. The hair she had grown long in the three years of college had turned into a neat and capable shoulder-length brown short parted hair. She was so familiar and fashionable. Experience added a bit of sharpness between her brows and eyes, but her overall demeanor became indifferent and quiet.

"It's been so many years, Ruirui, Ruirui, why do you still like dark blue jeans and white sneakers?" He Jiaqi thought with a smile on her lips.

"Hi, Jiaqi." Yao Xinrui waited for He Jiaqi and her boyfriend to enter, and greeted He Jiaqi, but Xiaoqi was useless, after all, that was their nickname.

"Xinrui, have you been waiting for a long time? I'm sorry, it's a little late." He Jiaqi felt sad when she heard Yao Xinrui's words "Jia Qi", she changed her address consciously, and said apologetically.

"Hi, I'm Yao Xinrui." Yao Xinrui extended his right hand to He Jiaqi's boyfriend.

Although the two had met before, they had not been formally introduced. Yao Xinrui thought that he was just a passing moment in He Jiaqi's life, but he didn't expect to be together for three years in a blink of an eye.

"Hello, Xinrui, I'm Xu Kaifeng. Nice to see you again." He Jiaqi's boyfriend introduced himself while shaking hands.

In Yao Xinrui's memory, that was probably one of the few exchanges with Xu Kaifeng that day.

Maybe because Xu Kaifeng is relatively introverted, apart from this simple self-introduction, basically the two of them didn't have much communication.

Yao Xinrui didn't make a reservation for a restaurant tonight because she didn't know what He Jiaqi wanted to eat, but there were restaurants of various cuisines near the agreed place, which was very convenient.

Yao Xinrui asked He Jiaqi: "Jiaqi, what do you want to eat? Oh, no, what do you want to eat?"

He Jiaqi listened to Yao Xinrui's change of person name, looked at Xu Kaifeng who was playing with his mobile phone and didn't say a word, smiled and said, "He likes to eat grilled fish, but every time we go out with him, he eats grilled fish."

Listening to He Jiaqi's words, Yao Xinrui felt a little sour in her heart, she twitched the corner of her mouth and said, "Then let's eat grilled fish?"

"But, Ruirui, I, I want to eat barbecue..." He Jiaqi slightly avoided Xu Kaifeng, and whispered coquettishly to Yao Xinrui.

Yao Xinrui's whole body trembled when he heard this coquettish sentence, he calmed down and said, "Kaifeng, can we have a change of taste today, can we eat barbecue?"

Xu Kaifeng didn't raise his eyes, and replied with his mobile phone in his arms, "It's fine, see if you like it."

He Jiaqi secretly said to Yao Xinrui: "Ruirui, he should be unhappy again in a while. He always tells me that there is something delicious about barbecue. It's not delicious, and it's so expensive, it's not worth it at all."

Listening to He Jiaqi's words, Yao Xinrui felt uncomfortable. One sentence made her feel distressed for a long time. How much did Xiaoqi accommodate him? !Didn't Xu Kaifeng love Xiaoqi very much? !How could a meal make Xiaoqi think so much.

"However, I'm having dinner with Ruirui today, so I'll choose what I like." He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui who hadn't spoken for a long time, and said to herself happily.

"Well, I'll treat you to dinner today, of course you have the final say." Yao Xinrui blinked at He Jiaqi and said.

Yao Xinrui took He Jiaqi and Xu Kaifeng into a famous Korean barbecue nearby.

While walking on the road, Yao Xinrui glanced at Xu Kaifeng who had been immersed in his mobile phone, feeling more irritable and unhappy in his heart.

Maybe it's my own biased thinking, but why can't I feel the pampering that Xu Kaifeng should have for Xiaoqi?

I don't have the right to spoil her all the time by Xiaoqi's side, so I hope to have a reliable person to take care of Xiaoqi for me. Xiaoqi is the person I love the most.

But Xu Kaifeng's performance made him angry and hated, but he could only swallow it.

During the dinner, Yao Xinrui always felt that there was something different about He Jiaqi today.

He Jiaqi, who is usually shy and shy, changed her normal style today.

While being coquettish and cute to Yao Xinrui, she asked Yao Xinrui to pick up vegetables and pour water for her.

Of course, Yao Xinrui didn't need He Jiaqi's explanation, and could still understand He Jiaqi's every move and her needs.

He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui who put the baked food on her plate for a while, and added water and toppings for herself, recalled her high school days, and naturally let Yao Xinrui pamper her.

In fact, they have grown up, nothing has changed...

Yao Xinrui sensed He Jiaqi's gaze, avoided it deliberately, and put some freshly baked seafood on Xu Kaifeng's plate.

Looking at Xu Kaifeng who was always looking at his mobile phone and occasionally eating something, Yao Xinrui missed the days when she and He Jiaqi were together and how they get along now, but Xu Kaifeng was full of thoughts of not taking good care of He Jiaqi, Xu Kaifeng who had no gentleman's etiquette at all , how can it be? !

He can't treat her Xiaoqi like this. He can't give Xiaoqi what he can, so he hopes that He Jiaqi will have all the love, all the happiness and happiness, but what he sees now is not what he expects to see!

He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui's cold eyes, shook Yao Xinrui's arm and said, "Ruirui, can you go and order a bowl of cold noodles for me? I want to eat it."

Without further ado, Yao Xinrui stood up and went to refill the dishes.

After the cold noodles came, He Jiaqi ate a few mouthfuls, and said to Yao Xinrui: "Ruirui, this cold noodles are not tasty at all, I don't want to eat them, you can eat them." Then, she directly took the cold noodles she had eaten Pushed it in front of Yao Xinrui.

Yao Xinrui felt that his face was congested for a moment. This was commonplace in high school, and the two of them often used a kettle and a bowl.

And seven years later, when He Jiaqi pushed the bowl over in front of her boyfriend, Yao Xinrui was like a child who stole a meal. She took a peek at Xu Kaifeng and was still playing with her phone...

Yao Xinrui took the cold noodles, took a bite, and said, "It's delicious, you're so picky, Jiaqi."

He Jiaqi covered her mouth and smiled, looking at Yao Xinrui's puzzled eyes, she smiled even more happily.It was only then that Yao Xinrui remembered that He Jiaqi had always called herself Ruirui except for calling herself Xinrui at first...

It turned out that He Jiaqi did it on purpose!However, this is just a tacit understanding between two people.

When Yao Xinrui grew up, she never liked anyone touching her personal belongings, let alone her mobile phone.

Yao Xinrui's mobile phone was placed on the table, and He Jiaqi picked it up casually, and easily cracked Yao Xinrui's mobile phone password after a few attempts: 1136, the birthday of the two of them.

He Jiaqi laughed and said, "Ruirui, your mobile phone password is too simple, and it will be easily cracked by others."

Yao Xinrui didn't argue, because she never refuted what He Jiaqi said.

Yao Xinrui went to the front desk to buy the bill in advance, but as soon as she returned to the table and sat down, He Jiaqi asked her for her wallet.

Yao Xinrui knew what He Jiaqi was going to do, so she didn't want to give it to her.But He Jiaqi suddenly coquettishly said, "Ruirui, please, please~ give me your wallet!"

Yao Xinrui couldn't refuse all of He Jiaqi's requests, so he had to do so.

He Jiaqi opened the wallet and immediately asked, "Huh? Ruirui, why is there no picture of me in the wallet?!"

Yao Xinrui hurriedly looked at Xu Kaifeng, but didn't respond, and was still immersed in the phone.

Yao Xinrui just smiled dotingly and did not speak.

He Jiaqi said something on her own and made Yao Xinrui feel like a meal. For two hours, Yao Xinrui felt in a trance: They are still the same as they were seven years ago.

He Jiaqi said: "Our feelings are incomprehensible to others, not even him."

When we were parting after dinner, Yao Xinrui quietly grabbed He Jiaqi, and expressed his dissatisfaction with Xu Kaifeng by asking out the doubts he had been harboring all along: "Xiaoqi, when we met today, I did what a boyfriend should do. what to do?"

He Jiaqi said: "Fool, because you are here, you are enough."

Yao Xinrui didn't know how Xu Kaifeng would feel when he heard it, he was a little happy but also worried.

She knew that if He Jiaqi recognized Xu Kaifeng, she would not do anything to offend him, and she would never become a third party between the two of them, but the emotional entanglement between them could not be resolved for seven years.

So, how can words explain the relationship between two people clearly?

Yao Xinrui never mentioned that dinner to He Jiaqi again, but she had a lot of dissatisfaction with Xu Kaifeng, not jealousy, envy or hatred.I just feel that my Xiaoqi deserves better.

However, no one can say anything about feelings. As long as Xiaoqi likes her and she is happy, everything is not important.

Maybe the two of them didn't show their affection because of their own presence.

He Jiaqi even said to Yao Xinrui: She, he is the only one who would not marry, so Xiaoqi really likes him...

Everyone has a strong self-healing ability, the painful days will always pass, and the unforgettable moments will always be eternal.

Like the cells of the body, they all have the function of self-renewal and replacement.

In seven years, the cells in a person's body will completely metabolize and renew themselves into a new self.

Someone once said that in seven years, even the cells that once loved someone will be completely replaced, and the memories deeply implanted in the cells will be refreshed together.

But in reality, Yao Xinrui, seven years have passed, and he still hasn't been able to forget He Jiaqi and the two who were once in love?

The author has something to say: Little cuties, I promise your second update~

Is it a little sweet today?The emotional entanglement between the two is sincere, alas. . .

However, both of you are mature enough to take responsibility every step of the way, so don't worry.There should be two to three conclusion chapters.

Refill ~

☆, decision

Yao Xinrui knew that He Jiaqi would come to Yanbei in February, so she discussed with her tutor in advance whether she could do her graduation defense in advance.

Under normal circumstances, the graduation defense is concentrated between May and June, but because Yao Xinrui had finished his graduation thesis a year ago, the school and the tutor gave special approval to allow Yao Xinrui to conduct the graduation defense.

When He Jiaqi came to Yanbei City due to work transfer in February, it happened that Yao Xinrui had just finished her graduation defense, marking a perfect end to her undergraduate study with an excellent grade.

After the defense, I reported directly to the personnel department of the foreign company where I had been an intern. The starting salary has already exceeded that of my colleagues who have been working for two or three years, and it is more than three times that of my peers.

Yao Xinrui got his driver's license in the year of the college entrance examination, and at the beginning of the year, after working for half a year, he bought a scooter. It's not high-end, but it also provides great convenience for Yao Xinrui's life.

When He Jiaqi came to this strange city, Yao Xinrui hoped to be by her side and get to know the city with her.

Therefore, every weekend when He Jiaqi had just settled down, Yao Xinrui would drive [-] kilometers to He Jiaqi's workplace, and take He Jiaqi to buy home decoration and daily necessities.

Every weekend, I will accompany He Jiaqi and spend a good time, eating with her, shopping with her in the supermarket, and decorating a new home with her, like an ideal life.

And in Yao Xinrui's heart, he made up for the powerlessness he felt about the uncontrollable life a long time ago, and within the scope of his ability, he tried his best to take care of everything for He Jiaqi.

He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui, who used to be coquettish and willful, and became brave and responsible. She couldn't express her inner feelings.

She remembered Yao Xinrui saying something to herself: Xiaoqi, do you know?In fact, I became a better version of myself because of your appearance.

He Jiaqi always said that Yao Xinrui was a child and a big fool, but now this big fool has become someone who can be relied on at ease. She can only understand how much Yao Xinrui has suffered, but she has not been in the whole seven years. Accompany her to grow up.

On May [-] Labor Day, Xu Kaifeng mobilized all the power that could be used, and also transferred his work to Yanbei City, ending his long-distance relationship with He Jiaqi.

The relationship between the two is becoming more and more stable. With time and running-in, the two are becoming more and more like a husband and wife.Xu Kaifeng is indeed the fast son-in-law in everyone's eyes.

After Xu Kaifeng came to Yanbei City, Yao Xinrui disappeared from He Jiaqi's life again.

It’s another midsummer year, and it’s been seven years since we met on the tree-lined path in Yunbin Middle School in midsummer that year, and ten years since the collision in junior high school. Ignorant, I have gone through the best years of youth.

Yao Xinrui returned to Binhai Middle School alone, recalling the past seven years, and Guangliang's "Promise" flowed in the earphones:

"It was agreed that we would not see each other for three years. Use our love to save the time. You smiled and said that this is our test, our agreement.

In this way, three years have passed, and I still return to this place.Close your eyes, your appearance, kiss your face in the air.

I still remember our agreement, the agreement of a lifetime of happiness, the song I wrote for you, it also secretly shed tears.

I still remember our agreement, I love you more than before, even the wind laughed at me.

I think it will tell you that I love you more..."

Yao Xinrui realized that her feelings for He Jiaqi had not diminished but increased over the years, so she suddenly mustered up the courage to send He Jiaqi such a message, wanting to fight for her own happiness again: "Xiaoqi, maybe I still love you, we Is it still possible to be together?"

A few minutes later, He Jiaqi replied: "Ruirui, I'm sorry, I really loved you once, but now, I only love him, and I can only love him."

Yao Xinrui knew in his heart that this would be the answer, but when he saw this sentence, he grabbed his heart and held his breath. His heart hurt so much...

A few seconds later, she began to take a deep breath, and tears burst out of her eyes uncontrollably. Yao Xinrui, who gradually understood that this would be the end, still felt pain in her heart for no reason, the pain was unbearable after hearing the answer from her own Xiaoqi.

Yao Xinrui sat on the playground where they used to walk, recalling the past, that was all in the past.

"Yao Xinrui, then, you can stay by Xiaoqi's side in the name of best friend, for the rest of your life. Maybe in the next life, you can be with her well." Yao Xinrui said to herself inwardly.

From that moment on, Yao Xinrui's remaining expectations were mostly cold, and she deeply understood that it was time to let go, and the past between her and He Jiaqi was really over.

Because of his cowardice, he missed the opportunity to love He Jiaqi and gave up the relationship between them.

The reality is like this, there is no regret medicine to buy, we can only accept it silently.

But Yao Xinrui also knew that she would still love her forever, but she lost the extravagant hope of being together.

He Jiaqi will also be her secret in this life. The person she loves for the first time in this life will never be forgotten and engraved in her heart.

Yao Xinrui walked out of Yunbin Middle School, and the thought of leaving became more and more intense.

"It's time." Yao Xinrui muttered silently.

Yao Xinrui returned to Yanbei City, prepared day and night, finished all the exams going abroad as quickly as possible, and decided to go abroad for further studies.

Going to study abroad is not only He Jiaqi's ideal, but also one of Yao Xinrui's childhood dreams.

Now in China, apart from the family members I care about, there is no longer the bondage that I used to dream about, so why not let myself go abroad to broaden my horizons and increase my knowledge?

Yao Xinrui firmly believes that the experience and knowledge of going abroad will make her grow more complete, stronger and better.

After several months of hard work and an arduous application process, before Christmas that year, Yao Xinrui received an invitation letter and a full scholarship from HEC Paris.

Regarding the major studied by Yao Xinrui, HEC Paris can be said to be the business school of business schools. Founded in 1881, it has become the most prestigious business school in France and one of the most famous business schools in Europe.

On the eve of the Spring Festival next year, Yao Xinrui handed in a letter of resignation to the CEO after he had successfully completed two multinational projects.

Giving up a job with a bright future and high salary in the eyes of everyone, resolutely decided to leave, let the relationship between myself and He Jiaqi stay in the country for many years, completely stay in the country for the previous 24 years, let the 24 years There is no time to look back on my youth.

Yao Xinrui is still three months away from flying to Paris. During these three months, Yao Xinrui wrote the ten-year relationship and beautiful years between her and He Jiaqi under the pseudonym of "Love is Deep and Longevity".

The end time stays before she leaves, because their story will never have a final chapter. As long as Yao Xinrui exists in this world, she will always love He Jiaqi.

Yao Xinrui hoped that He Jiaqi would understand: she would always support her, stand where she could see her when she turned around, and hoped that everything would be fine for her.

Yao Xinrui wrote the following paragraph at the end of the last article:

"Xiao Qi, no matter when, where I am, who is around me, you will always be the person I love the most in my life, and it will never change, because you are a part of my life, which is hard to let go and unforgettable.

Because of you, I learned to be brave, because your love gave me the courage to face everything.It was also you who taught me what love is, what is bravery, and what is commitment. All of these things will not change after I leave.

But the only thing that changes is that when this story comes to an end, Xiaoqi, I will bury the past between you and us deeply in my heart.

Xiaoqi, you will always be the one I love the most, but from this moment on, you will always be my miss in this life, the best friend and best friend in my life. "

When Yao Xinrui met He Jiaqi, she didn't like to write. She always felt that there was nothing to write, because she could speak freely to He Jiaqi anytime, anywhere.Yao Xinrui was always a chatterbox in front of He Jiaqi, nagging endlessly.

But after He Jiaqi left her, Yao Xinrui liked to write more and more when she was quiet and when she was in a bad mood.

Because He Jiaqi is not around, because she no longer expresses her heart as she wanted before, and she can think peacefully after writing it down.

After writing it down, He Jiaqi can also see her recent situation, so the distance between them doesn't seem to be that far away.

After Yao Xinrui typed the last few words, she breathed a sigh of relief, as if something had been taken away from her heart.

"Let it go, really let it go, let it go completely." Yao Xinrui said to herself, as if giving her last advice.

What Yao Xinrui didn't expect was that what she thought she let go was just what she thought. Ever since that text message, she didn't realize that she was blaming He Jiaqi for her cruelty and hurting their feelings. It wasn't until a few years later that Yao Xinrui realized that But that is already a story.

Over the years, Yao Xinrui has tried several times in relationships, both boys and girls, but they all ended in failure. Some relationships were even sentenced to death by Yao Xinrui on the first day of the probationary period.

It's not that they are not good enough, but that they are not suitable. None of them have Yao Xinrui's heartbeat and throbbing like He Jiaqi's.

He Jiaqi was not fully aware of Yao Xinrui's activities, until everyone knew that Yao Xinrui was about to leave, He Jiaqi was still kept in the dark.

Yao Xinrui finally drove to He Jiaqi's home on No.30 six hours before the plane took off, and explained everything to He Jiaqi face to face.

He Jiaqi didn't cry, and although the ups and downs in her heart were too big to hold back, she didn't show a big emotional ups and downs, and only said three words: good.

Yao Xinrui handed He Jiaqi a letter and a hard drive.

The hard drive contained the ten years of the two people she wrote down, and told He Jiaqi to wait until she got on the plane to France before opening it.

The next day, at Yanbei Airport, Yao Xinrui left, but He Jiaqi did not show up.

He Jiaqi opened Yao Xinrui's handwritten letter at home, crying like a tearful man while reading it.

"Xiaoqi, seeing words is like a face.

When you open this letter, I am already on the plane to Paris. First of all, I want to say sorry to you. I am sorry that I have kept you from you for so long. I am sorry that I left you again. I am sorry that I am in a different country after being in the same city.

There is only one PDF file in the hard disk, which I wrote down only belonged to us, and the password is: xiaoqi, wanan.

When you finish reading this letter, please remember the password well, and then burn this letter, in case someone knows it and causes inconvenience to you.

Today, we have all opened the prelude to the age of 25, so let time continue to write stories that belong to us and the future.

Xiaoqi, please take good care of yourself for me. In the days when I am no longer by your side, please take good care of me, promise me.

But, Xiaoqi, please don't forget that you are the touch of blue that Rui Rui loves in this life, which warms my whole youth.Ruirui will always love Xiaoqi, forever.

I love you forever, because in my life, the warmest colouris BLUE."

Yao Xinrui

He Jiaqi looked at the words Yao Xinrui and remembered Yao Xinrui's signature on the roster that summer.

If, if life is only as it was first seen.

Tears dripped on the letter paper, making Yao Xinrui's vigorous and powerful "ugly" signature that He Jiaqi made fun of many times...

The author has something to say: Ruirui: Xiaoqi, I'm leaving, don't miss me, I'll send you red wine.

Xiaoqi: Yao Xinrui, you are a big liar, whoever wants your red wine, I only want you.

Ruirui: Xiaoqi, don't cry, in fact, I am always there, as long as you look back, you can see it.

Little cuties, the third update is here.

The last chapter will be concluded tomorrow~ Thank you for your support over the past three months, it was a pleasure spending time with you.

☆, hope

After Yao Xinrui arrived in Paris, he once again devoted himself to study and work. In order to get the recognition of foreign professors for Chinese students, he prepared case studies, gave PPT presentations, and did practical projects with French companies. He only slept for two to three hours a day.

Long-term sleep deprivation and a life full of stress made Yao Xinrui hovering on the verge of emotional collapse many times, but she carried it through with her strong willpower.

Corrected the misunderstanding and prejudice of many foreign professors towards Chinese students, and got almost full marks in the Paris high school, which is famous for its strictness, and refreshed the best scores in the history of many subjects.

Of course, due to Yao Xinrui's sub-health condition and Japanese TV dramas, the pain in his back and shoulders became more and more serious, and sometimes even affected his daily sitting and lying.

The migraine headache left over from high school recurred, and I lived on painkillers every day.

But that's it, Yao Xinrui never gave up her efforts. After a year of hard work, Yao Xinrui has become well-known in many companies, and she has become more and more financially and spiritually full and independent. She finally sees the blueprint of choosing freedom and yearning for life in the future. .

And at this moment, Yao Xinrui woke up one day, saw a WeChat message from He Jiaqi, and clicked on it.

A simple sentence instantly broke the heart of Yao Xinrui who was already invulnerable.

He Jiaqi: "Ruirui, I got a certificate with him today. I want to be the first to tell you."

Because of the time difference, this WeChat message should have been sent four hours ago.

Finally, after five years of long-distance love, the two finally got married.

Yao Xinrui stared blankly at these words, tears instantly blurred her eyes, and typed a few words tremblingly as a reply: "Xiao Qi, congratulations, you finally managed to see the moon when the clouds opened. I wish you and him To grow old together and be happy forever. In addition, if you haven’t read what I wrote, you don’t need to read it again.”

Yao Xinrui has had a faint hope for the past two years, hoping that He Jiaqi can turn back after reading it.

And now, it's no longer necessary.

No matter how hard Yao Xinrui was under pressure, no matter how difficult the situation was, he never gave up, but after this WeChat message, Yao Xinrui's physical condition deteriorated instantly:

Cervical spondylosis recurred, making it difficult to get out of bed; migraine to vomiting; high fever of [-] degrees, which persisted for several days.

But living in a foreign country, Yao Xinrui, who has long been accustomed to being independent, has never had the habit of asking others for help.

A person, lying in bed for three days, almost called the emergency call.

Three days later, I dragged my sick body, divided the pain according to the severity, registered one by one, waited, and saw a doctor.

It took Yao Xinrui six months to finally piece herself together again.

It took another six months to complete all the courses and complete the graduation thesis defense.

After graduation, Yao Xinrui was directly hired by a local Top 10 consulting company in Paris and stayed in France.

During this entire year, Yao Xinrui only sent He Jiaqi France two WeChat messages to express his well-being, but he did not get a reply from He Jiaqi.

Since then, Yao Xinrui has never taken the initiative to contact He Jiaqi again. She thinks that maybe He Jiaqi wants to draw a line with her and doesn't want to have any emotional entanglements with her.

Friends who knew a little bit about their relationship also advised Yao Xinrui to stay as far away from He Jiaqi's life as possible, and not to become the third party between the two for no reason. It is not good for her or her.

Yao Xinrui also slowly forced herself to forget, but she still felt puzzled and sad about He Jiaqi's cruelty and cold-bloodedness.

The situation didn't get better until He Jiaqi invited Yao Xinrui to their wedding.

Yao Xinrui did not attend because of the high workload and was unable to get away.

But only Yao Xinrui knew what she really thought. She didn't attend because she was afraid that she would not be able to control herself when the time came.