In this life, the love is deep and the relationship is shallow

own feelings.

Otherwise, even if he left, he would go back to attend He Jiaqi's wedding.

"When I get married, you must come to be my bridesmaid, so that we can walk the aisle together. Later, I thought again, come to my wedding, and I will take you away. Finally, I thought again, you It's better not to come to my wedding, I'm afraid you didn't do anything, but I want to go with you. "

If Yao Xinrui held the wedding first, he would definitely say this to He Jiaqi.

But He Jiaqi was the first to get married. In fact, she didn't attend, but she was afraid of what she would do, but He Jiaqi didn't go with her...

They lost contact again, half a year after He Jiaqi's wedding, Yao Xinrui received a message from He Jiaqi:

"Ruirui, do you still remember what you wrote me? I finished reading it.

I still think of our time often.I don't know if I will do it again, I will choose to be with you.A lot was gained then, but a lot was indeed lost.

If you ask me if I will regret it, I only know you, and I have never regretted it.

I will remember all the scenes, I will remember all the things you said, I will remember every minute and every second we walked together.

At that time, I was with you every day, but I still felt that it was not enough.

Even if the future gets old and my memory gets worse, I will still remember everything with you.I can't tell what it was like at that time, it remains in memory and engraved in my heart.Too much too much…

Time flies, many things have dissipated and many things have changed, but I know that our feelings and love for each other in our hearts have never changed.

Looking at you now, I don't know where you are, what you are doing, and what state you are in.

Destiny is so wonderful, maybe you can only get it if you lose it, I cherish everything with you, no matter what kind of relationship you have, no matter what memories you have with you.

In fact, I don't know what to express. I know that you have been avoiding me, and I also know that you complain and don't understand me.

But reality, maybe that's it.I have never been a person who is good at explaining, but I have never changed to you.

I know you care about Xu Kaifeng's existence, but he is him and you are you, the two of you cannot be confused, and you will never be compared. "

Yao Xinrui looked at the long message, and it seemed as if he had found a cure for the crux that he had been struggling with, slowly dissolving in every word.

It turned out that I had been blaming He Jiaqi all along.

It turned out that I was not as magnanimous as I imagined.

It turned out that I had been in a cold war with her all these years.

But the most important thing is:

It turned out that Xiaoqi did not abandon her.

It turned out that Xiaoqi hadn't forgotten her.

It turned out that Xiaoqi was still Xiaoqi.

It turns out that Xiaoqi is still a good medicine.

Yao Xinrui called He Jiaqi, and after almost three years of "cold war", the two of them opened their hearts again, and finally opened Yao Xinrui's long-standing knot.

Yao Xinrui hung up the phone and received a WeChat message from He Jiaqi: a song and a picture.

PS: Let's go on a trip together if we have the chance.

The song is Jay Chou's "Dandelion Promise":

"The dandelions by the fence of the elementary school are the scenery with flavor in my memory.

The sound of cicadas came from the napping playground, which is still very pleasant to hear after many years.

Send the wish origami plane as a letter, because we can't wait for the shooting star.

Seriously tossing a fateful coin without knowing exactly where it will go.

The agreement to grow up together is so clear, I believe in those who have ticked the box.

Saying that you want to travel together is the only willfulness you insist on now.

The promise of growing up together, so sincere, I can't finish talking with you about the past.

And I can no longer tell whether you are friendship or missed love..."

"Oh, silly Xiaoqi, you are friendship and love, wait for me to take you on a trip." Yao Xinrui said to the phone with a smile.

Opening the picture, He Jiaqi's Junxiu's handwriting came into view, and the background was the notebook in which she secretly wrote her confession in high school.

Yao Xinrui was reading, her eyes were red again, Xiaoqi, why didn't you tell me earlier?That way I won't misunderstand you for so many years.

The yellowed handwriting on the notebook has been written for a long time:

"I don't know why today you suddenly have the courage to send a message to ask me if it is possible to be together.

Ruirui, I'm sorry, I told you that I only love him.

It is true and it is false, because I love you too.But for various reasons, I have to reject you.

I love you, I really loved you, and I still love you.

The love for you will not be different because you are a girl. There is nothing wrong with the love for you, the love of that kind of love, the love that surpasses love.

From beginning to end, my love for you has never changed.When I was young, my feelings came quickly and desperately.I don't know what the future holds, but love is love, and at that time I didn't know how far we could go.

I hoped and dreamed of our bright future.However, various things disrupted the rhythm of our being together.

I will meet others and be with others, but that does not mean that my love for you has been reduced by half.

With the appearance of Xu Kaifeng, at first I wasn't sure whether I had a different feeling for him or whether I was just passing by like other boys.But because of various factors, he became the most special one to me.

However, there is always one or several special people in everyone's heart, isn't it?

It's the same in my heart, not only him, but also you.Although the memory is fuzzy, although we are no longer in touch, although our memories stay at that most beautiful age, I still love you in my heart.

But it's just love, I don't think about anything else, I just want to see you happy and watch you from afar, no matter what kind of happiness it is, it's fine. "

Looking at the date, it was written by Yao Xinrui after she sent a WeChat message to He Jiaqi at Yunbin Middle School that day.

"Xiaoqi, maybe no one can understand the relationship between us, but I understand. Then let me love you quietly, guard you, and watch you happy."

Two years later

Yao Xinrui is already the marketing director of a well-known French company. The director who never takes a vacation suddenly asks the management for three weeks' leave.

No one knew the director's whereabouts. Some said that the director went on honeymoon, and some said that the director's boyfriend came to see her. The truth is unknown.

The private life of the marketing director has always been a mystery.

He Jiaqi is now a standing member of the Yanbei CPPCC. She has a harmonious marriage with Xu Kaifeng, has a good foundation among the masses, and has a bright career in the future.

Just when the upper management was about to promote her again and asked her to make a request, she asked the upper management to approve her three-week vacation before the report.

After deliberation, she was allowed to leave, but immediately prepared a work report after returning. The upper management saw He Jiaqi showing a bright smile that had never been seen before and nodded.

So, the fact is that Yao Xinrui and He Jiaqi went on a trip.

The promise the two made to each other when they were high school students more than ten years ago was finally fulfilled.

Yao Xinrui had already arranged the trip for the two of them in Paris.

On the last day of the trip, Yao Xinrui knelt down on one leg in the hazy Hongcun, took out the ring prepared in Paris and asked He Jiaqi, "He Jiaqi, in the next life, will you marry me?"

He Jiaqi smiled and said, "Yes, Ido."

They finally fulfilled each other's regrets in this life and made promises in the next life after 13 years.

This year, they are 28 years old.

one year later

He Jiaqi and Xu Kaifeng's daughter was born, and He Jiaqi named her Xu Sirui.

Siri, Siri.

Xu Sirui became Yao Xinrui's goddaughter without a doubt, while Yao Xinrui regarded Sirui as his own.

Every time she returns to China, Yao Xinrui treasures her goddaughter more than Xu Sirui's own mother, and spends the best on food and clothing.

Twelve years later, Yao Xinrui took Xu Sirui on a three-month European tour, spanning the entire European plate.

From the noble and elegant Northern Europe to the friendly and relaxed Southern Europe, from the gentlemen and ladies of the United Kingdom to the romantic and enthusiastic France, from the scorching sun of Greece to the gorgeous Aurora Iceland, from the charming fairytale Czech Austria to Germany without rules...

Xu Sirui inherited his parents' intelligence and restraint. When he was 13 years old, he chose to go to Denmark to continue his education, with Yao Xinrui's help.

At the age of 15, Xu Sirui began to participate in affirmative action for women and minorities organized by schools and social groups.

Denmark has a highly developed economy, and its citizens enjoy a very high quality of life. It ranks among the top three in the world's happiness index. It is one of the few countries that legalizes same-sex marriage. It is free and open.

Xu Sirui often discusses such issues with his mother and godmother, and the attitude and views of the two mothers make Xu Sirui feel incredible.

They are all from the same age and received the same traditional education, so how come the father's views are not as open-minded as the two mothers?

16-year-old Xu Sirui studied at the University of Cambridge in the UK with a double degree in social management and business administration.

Inadvertently, while visiting domestic LGBT forums, I discovered a documentary novel published a few years ago under the pseudonym "Love and Life", and I always felt that some places were very familiar.

After many channels, I finally found out the author's contact information and wanted to find out.

After dialing the author's contact number, Yao Xinrui's deep but sexy voice came from my ear: "Bonjour, jesuisXinrui. Hello, I'm Yao Xinrui..."

Xu Sirui on the opposite side was enlightened...

(End of the article)

The author has something to say: Hee hee, cuties, the conclusion is here~~~

I want to sprinkle flowers for myself~~~

In the next few months, I will continue to revise the first draft, so please leave a message.

It may take a while to conceive the document, and the opening time is about summer.

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