In this life, the love is deep and the relationship is shallow

is life.

The author would like to thank all the cuties for their support, especially the one who filled the article with n cans of nutrient solution.

I just found out yesterday, thank you for the love.I will work harder.

Refill

☆, love letter

Time passed quickly, and the final exam was over inadvertently.

He Jiaqi's grades were above average, and Yao Xinrui's grades also climbed to the middle. Finally, they were no longer at the bottom, but they were still not the grades that the two of them should have. However, it could be regarded as a sedative for the tense family atmosphere.

The high school holidays are very short, but He Jiaqi and Yao Xinrui have to count them.

For those who had to be separated for a period of time, text messages became the only support.

One day before the Spring Festival, He Jiaqi suddenly called Yao Xinrui.

"Ruirui." Yao Xinrui heard He Jiaqi's sticky voice when Yao Xinrui picked it up.

"Well, it's me. Xiaoqi, how are you?" Yao Xinrui only cared about whether He Jiaqi was okay.

"I'm fine, I'm fine, I miss you very much." He Jiaqi is no longer as difficult as before to say that he misses you.

"Xiaoqi, I miss you very much too. The days without you are like years." Yao Xinrui said jokingly, which was really true.

"Do you want to meet? You can come to my house." He Jiaqi's parents went to other places to do business, and they were alone at home. They couldn't restrain their thoughts, and they just wanted to see Yao Xinrui as soon as possible.

Yao Xinrui was a little surprised, this was the first time He Jiaqi invited her to her home, and of course she would not refuse, who had been missing her for a long time.

After making an appointment, Yao Xinrui felt apprehensive and anticipating, seeing that there was still enough time, she even dressed up "carefully".

The 17-year-old Yao Xinrui has never put on makeup, just a light lip gloss and her favorite perfume.

After that, Yao Xinrui sat at the desk and wrote her first love letter in 17 years, using a pen that she thought was a promise.

But in fact, Yao Xinrui, who has received many love letters, doesn't know how to write a standard love letter. She is young and crouched in front of the computer to search: how to write a love letter?A complete collection of love stories; touching love stories...

In the end, Yao Xinrui didn't use any method, and narrated his acquaintance, acquaintance, love, and love with He Jiaqi in a straightforward and sincere manner into a five-page letter.

At the end, Yao Xinrui wrote: "If God allows me to make a wish, then my wish is: whether it is morning or evening, whether it is poverty or wealth, whether it is young or old, I only want to meet you for the rest of my life. Always intertwined with your fingers, never separate.

Xiaoqi, I hope that every morning when I open my eyes, you and the sun are there, that is the future I want. Yao Xinrui also sprayed the letter paper with her favorite perfume, hoping that every time He Jiaqi opened it, it would feel as if she was by her side.

The light taste of lemongrass tells the story of a young love.

Yao Xinrui folded the letter neatly and put it in the prepared envelope, happily like a child.

Yao Xinrui knocked on the door of He Jiaqi's house with a love letter.

The two who hadn't seen each other for a long time gave each other a big hug without saying anything.

He Jiaqi stuck to Yao Xinrui's ear and said, "Ruirui...I miss you." Because she was too close, He Jiaqi's breath hit Yao Xinrui's ear.

Yao Xinrui trembled, and then said: "Xiaoqi, I know. You don't know how much I miss you."

After saying these words, Yao Xinrui opened up a little distance between each other, caressed the face of the lover in front of him with one hand, gently fixed the back of He Jiaqi's head with the other hand, and leaned over to kiss the person who was longing for him day and night.

He Jiaqi wrapped her arms around Yao Xinrui's neck and found a more comfortable position.

The smell of fresh lemon on Yao Xinrui reminded himself that Yao Xinrui was in front of him, and he hadn't seen Yao Xinrui for a few days, as if it had been a century.

The entangled and lengthy kiss finally relieved their lovesickness. This kiss was so long that both of them lost the strength to stand up.

He Jiaqi slowly guided Yao Xinrui to the sofa and sat down.Even so, the kiss between the two was not interrupted.

I don't know how long it took before Yao Xinrui let go of He Jiaqi slowly. Due to the lack of oxygen, both of them were breathing faster, and the blush on their faces became more obvious.

Yao Xinrui remembered the love letter in her backpack, patted He Jiaqi's hand, stood up and looked for the backpack that she threw on the ground because of her hug.

He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui's actions in confusion, Yao Xinrui just smiled at He Jiaqi, and took out the prepared love letter from his backpack.

Yao Xinrui walked towards He Jiaqi again, holding the envelope in both hands, acting solemnly, but her mouth was cynical: "Here, Xiaoqi, it's for you, you should cherish it, this is the first letter I've ever received since I was a child."

He Jiaqi looked at the envelope in Yao Xinrui's hand, and suddenly understood that this was a love letter written by Yao Xinrui to herself.

This is the first true love letter since the two got together.

He Jiaqi lifted the corner of her mouth and took Yao Xinrui's envelope. There were many little daisies printed on the envelope.

He Jiaqi admires Yao Xinrui's romance, and even the envelope hints that she is her deep love.

He Jiaqi looked at the envelope over and over again, reluctant to open it.

Yao Xinrui was anxious at the side, "Xiaoqi, what are you looking at, open it quickly, the key point is inside!"

He Jiaqi laughed softly, thinking: "Ruirui, Ruirui, you fool, how could you even read the love letter in front of your face when you gave it to your face?" He Jiaqi was still not in a hurry to open it, just holding it envelope, looking at the person in front of him with a smile in his eyes.

Being watched by He Jiaqi, Yao Xinrui lowered her head shyly, thinking that she might be too obvious.

"Oh, it's really annoying. If I didn't read it, I would have known I wouldn't have written it for you." Yao Xinrui was thinking in his head, but his heart was still sweet.

Raising her head, she saw He Jiaqi slowly unpacking the envelope in her hand, her eyes flickering.

The moment He Jiaqi opened the love letter, the warmth and happiness on her face made Yao Xinrui's heart beat faster at that time, until many years later, Yao Xinrui still remembered the throbbing in her heart.

As He Jiaqi read every word, a blush crept up He Jiaqi's cheeks, her little face became more and more red, and she secretly glanced at Yao Xinrui from time to time.

Yao Xinrui felt He Jiaqi's joy and felt how lucky she was to be loved by such a person.

After reading the last sentence, He Jiaqi couldn't hide her blissful happiness, "Ruirui, I will always remember the promise you made, thank you for bravely facing your own heart." He Jiaqi thought secretly in her heart.

But what he said was, "Ruirui, thank you for your love letter, I like it very much."

Yao Xinrui just wanted to hug He Jiaqi and tell her that if it was her, as long as she wanted, he would write countless letters to her.

Before hugging her beloved, He Jiaqi's next words dispelled Yao Xinrui's thoughts.

"But, your handwriting is so ugly, so ugly..." He Jiaqi jumped out every single word, seeing Yao Xinrui's instantly changed face, and laughed into a ball on the sofa.

It must be on purpose! ! !

"He Jiaqi! You! You! You did it on purpose, I won't be with you!" Yao Xinrui pouted, like a child who can't eat candy.

"Ruirui, don't be angry, don't be angry, I'm kidding you." He Jiaqi said while laughing while stroking Yao Xinrui's head.

"You have to make up for my spiritual loss." Yao Xinrui still looked dissatisfied, even though he was always happy in his heart.

"Tell me, how do you compensate me?" Yao Xinrui continued.

"What compensation do you want?" He Jiaqi asked gently.

"I want to hug..." Yao Xinrui stretched out her arms and said.

Seeing this, He Jiaqi took Yao Xinrui into her arms, and snuggled up on the spacious sofa with her beloved.

The two people talked about the little things that happened not by each other's side. From a distance, they looked like the life that the two people expected in the future.

"Ruirui, it would be great if we could hold you like this in our own little home every day in the future." He Jiaqi couldn't help looking forward to the future, the life with Yao Xinrui by his side.

"Xiao Qi, yes, in the future we will have our own home, arranged in the way you like, and I will pick you up after get off work every day, cook and take a walk together. Life will be the way we hope." Yao Xinrui encouraged.

"Ruirui, when we grow up and become independent, will we be free?" He Jiaqi felt a little melancholy for some reason.

"Fool, of course. Freedom is relative, not absolute. Because you will never be able to escape from my grasp. Hehe." Yao Xinrui said deliberately, trying to make He Jiaqi happy.

"Ruirui, do you know that if it were you, I would rather paint the ground as a prison and imprison myself in it." He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui and said.

Yao Xinrui's heart skipped a beat, and she kissed He Jiaqi again.

This time, Yao Xinrui was domineering and possessive, as if she was using her kiss to claim sovereignty over He Jiaqi, that she was her own.

This kiss is no longer a mutual confession, but ignites the desire between lovers for each other.This has also become the electricity that the two of them have accumulated for the next meeting...

He Jiaqi took away the love letter before Yao Xinrui left.He Jiaqi said to Yao Xinrui, "Ruirui, take care of it for me first, okay?" Although Yao Xinrui was depressed, she understood He Jiaqi's concerns and finally nodded.

After Yao Xinrui left, He Jiaqi was afraid that her parents would notice, so she reluctantly changed her bed sheets, which still smelled like Yao Xinrui.

Yao Xinrui giggled all the way home.If anyone saw this silly child on the road that day, please tell He Jiaqi to take her home.

This love letter written by Yao Xinrui is not only her first, but also the only one, nothing else.

because,

There will never be another He Jiaqi;

There will no longer be such a person who makes Yao Xinrui's heart flutter every time they meet;

There will no longer be such delicate brushstrokes, just for one person;

I will never love someone so deeply and desperately.

Many years later, when Yao Xinrui thinks of himself at that time, he still smiles faintly, and at the same time reveals relief and loss.After years of tempering, the current self has lost the romance and tenderness of that time.

The author has something to say: Ruirui: The author is big, I want to hug you. . .

Author: Go find your Xiaoqi!

Xiaoqi: Why are you so fierce, Ruirui, hug me!

It's still pretty sweet. . .whee. . .Dear friends, my cervical spondylosis has been serious recently. The doctor knows that I am still writing, and will beat me to death.

I will do my best for you

☆, ultimatum

During the Spring Festival, Yao Xinrui travels across provinces with his parents and grandmother to celebrate the New Year, while He Jiaqi stays in Yunbin City to accompany his parents and grandfather.

Long distance can't cut off the relationship between the two. On New Year's Eve, He Jiaqi deliberately changed the SIM card, knowing that Yao Xinrui would call her to celebrate the New Year.

A few minutes after the bell rang, He Jiaqi's phone screen flickered, and Yao Xinrui called.

He Jiaqi grabbed her phone and glanced at her parents who were watching the Spring Festival Gala, then ran to the balcony to answer the phone.

"Xiaoqi, happy Chinese New Year, it's another year." Yao Xinrui's voice rose an octave because of the sound of firecrackers around her.

"Ruirui, Happy New Year! In the new year, I hope you will be happy, happy and happy." He Jiaqi said looking at the sky.

Missing is unclear, even if she looks at the sky now, it is because Yao Xinrui is looking at the same starry sky.

"Xiao Qi, with you by my side, I will be very happy, happy, and happy every day." Yao Xinrui's voice was full of laughter, sounding very happy.

The two chatted briefly, and He Jiaqi hung up the phone in a hurry because she heard her mother calling her name in the living room.

"What's the matter, Mom?" He Jiaqi asked back in the living room.

"It's okay, what are you doing on the balcony? Why don't you watch the Spring Festival Gala with grandpa?" asked the mother.

"What is this for? The child has his own life when he grows up, so he needs to give the child space." Before He Jiaqi could speak, the grandfather became upset and said to his mother.

"Grandpa, it's all right. Mom is just worried. I just had a classmate call me to pay New Year's greetings. Don't be angry." He Jiaqi acted like a baby to her grandfather, and answered her mother's question by the way.

"Yao Xinrui again!" Mother thought to herself.

After the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, when He Jiaqi's mother went to China Mobile to pay the phone bill, she checked He Jiaqi's phone bill by the way. Unexpectedly, the phone bill dropped significantly compared to the previous few months.

The mother rejoiced for a moment, thinking that her daughter had finally figured it out.

After thinking about it carefully, my mother called up He Jiaqi's communication records. The records from September to October all contained a person's number, no doubt it was Yao Xinrui.

However, Yao Xinrui’s number was almost absent in the records from November to February, which inevitably made my mother have a strange thought—I couldn’t get through to He Jiaqi’s phone occasionally, and the reminder always said that she was not in the service area. Does He Jiaqi have another number?

Although the mother was suspicious, she didn't want to believe that her daughter had deliberately set up a number just to contact Yao Xinrui without telling her. The relationship between the two would definitely not be that simple.

He Jiaqi's mother came home worried and didn't question He Jiaqi. She should cook and clean up as usual.

Until the ninth day of the Lunar New Year, He Jiaqi was going back to school on the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, and went to see her grandfather the day before.

He Jiaqi prepared some nutritional supplements for her grandfather. Because there were too many things, she only took her mobile phone and some change and set off.

He Jiaqi's mother looked at her daughter who was walking away, and hurriedly opened the door of her daughter's bedroom.

The inside and outside of the closet, the front and back of the desk, and even the schoolbag were carefully checked, but nothing unusual was found.

Ever since her mother found the note between He Jiaqi and Yao Xinrui, He Jiaqi no longer put anything related to Yao Xinrui in the closet or desk drawer.

Just went to see my grandfather by myself, didn't bring a wallet, and forgot that there was a couple SIM card for two people in the wallet.

The mother turned over for nearly an hour, but failed, and restored everything to its original state.

"Could it be that I am overthinking?" Mother thought.

Before leaving He Jiaqi's house, her mother saw He Jiaqi's wallet next to the pillow.

Walking over, he opened the dark green wallet, which contained a group photo of the family of four, some cash and a few cards.

The mother didn't let go of the poor wallet, and rummaged through it again, and finally found a photo of He Jiaqi and Yao Xinrui in the middle of the wallet. The happy smiles of the two stung the mother's eyes, and the mother was a little angry.

Then the SIM card found in the dark layer of the wallet really angered the mother.

"He Jiaqi, He Jiaqi, sure enough, you didn't disappoint me. You really have another calling card." Mother said to herself.

He Jiaqi's mother took her mobile phone and inserted the phone card she found out, wanting to see what shameful messages her good daughter had sent to Yao Xinrui.

The PIN code pops up when the phone is turned on, and it is still locked...

Mother tried the password a few times, but it was wrong, and suddenly remembered Yao Xinrui's birthday that He Jiaqi had accidentally mentioned to her.

Enter 0306, wrong password.

Re-enter 0603 and the phone starts up.

At that time, the SIM card could only store dozens of pieces of information, and some of the unimportant ones were deleted by He Jiaqi. There were only a few pieces of information that He Jiaqi was reluctant to delete and left in the SIM card records.

And it is these few pieces of sincere information that confirm the relationship between the two people.

The mother's face became ugly, and the mother, who was so angry that her hands were shaking, slapped her mobile phone heavily on the table in the living room.

When He Jiaqi returned home in a clear mood, her mother said to her when she entered the door: Kneel down.

He Jiaqi looked at her mother in astonishment, not knowing what happened.

When the mother read out Yao Xinrui's text message to He Jiaqi word by word, He Jiaqi's face turned pale.

After all, I was careless. I didn't expect my mother to invade my privacy again, and I didn't expect that even the SIM card in the dark layer of the wallet would be carefully dug out by my mother.

I have no way to investigate my mother's actions. If the last note can be ignored, then this time the text message cannot be written off.

"He Jiaqi! I'll make you kneel down!" Mother scolded again.

He Jiaqi obeyed her mother's order and knelt down with a plop, ignoring the pain in her knees, but bit her lips tightly.

"He Jiaqi, didn't you tell me that you are just good friends? Then what is the love and love in this text message?" the mother asked forcefully.

He Jiaqi's tears rolled down her cheeks, and she remained silent.

"He Jiaqi! Tell me clearly!" said the mother.

He Jiaqi shook her head, but remained silent.

"Did Yao Xinrui mislead you? Was it? Could it be that you were just blinded by her for a while?!" After all, the mother was a mother and wanted to defend her child.

"No! No! Mom. Don't blame Yao Xinrui, it's my fault, it's me!" He Jiaqi immediately defended upon hearing Yao Xinrui's name.

"He Jiaqi! Do you know what you have done, which is immoral? What face do you have to gain a foothold in this family? How do you face your grandfather and your father? Do you know how outsiders will comment on our family?!" Mother pressed on step by step .

"Mom, I just love someone, but it just so happens that that person is Yao Xinrui, and it just so happens that Yao Xinrui is a girl." He Jiaqi and her mother argued.

"He Jiaqi, shut up! You don't know how to repent until now. Love? Do you know what love is?! You dare to say you love! This person can be any boy, except Yao Xinrui, no!" The mother said firmly .

With that said, my mother took out the SIM card from the phone, broke the phone card in half, and patted it on the table.

"No! Mom, why? Why is this? Why don't I even have the right to love someone? Why don't I even have the possibility to pursue a free life? Why?" He Jiaqi cried heartbreakingly while shouting lung.

"He Jiaqi! What about your upbringing? What about your respect? You will die or live for Yao Xinrui. Why? Let me tell you why!

Because your surname is He!

Because you are a girl!

Because you are born with an inescapable responsibility to the family!

Because such a relationship is an unethical love, it is not accepted by the society, and it cannot happen in a family like ours!

No matter what ecstasy Yao Xinrui gave you, you have to stop in moderation and stop here. I warned you before, but you didn't listen.Now if you don't listen to the persuasion, you will bear the consequences! "Mother gave the ultimatum unceremoniously.

"I, I can't give up on Yao Xinrui. I love her. Mom, I know I'm sorry for you, sorry for my father, and sorry for my family. I've shamed you all. But, I really love Yao Xinrui." He Jiaqi struggled needlessly.

Mother swung her elbow, and with a snap, five red marks landed on He Jiaqi's face, "He Jiaqi! That's enough! Listen to what you're talking about?! Starting tomorrow, keep a distance from Yao Xinrui, and let me find you again If there is any excessive behavior, transfer to another school immediately!"

This was the first time in He Jiaqi's memory that her mother hit her, and it was still on the face. She didn't care about the burning pain on her face, and her heart was torn apart.

After hearing what her mother said, He Jiaqi deeply understood that her relationship with Yao Xinrui must be restrained, even if it was only temporarily, otherwise her mother would really arrange herself to stay away from her Ruirui.

By that time, it was really hard to get over the water.But He Jiaqi didn't want to bow her head, and just knelt like that without saying a word.

"If you want to kneel, you can kneel. Get up when you figure it out!" The mother didn't feel sorry for her daughter this time, and felt that her daughter was as difficult to discipline as a different person.

He Jiaqi knelt until the evening. When she got up, she had lost all feeling in her legs. She staggered to the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror. Her eyes were red and swollen, and the marks of five fingers on her face were faintly visible.

He Jiaqi didn't realize it, she just washed her face with cold water, the bitter cold water made He Jiaqi want to cry, but finally held back.

Afraid that Yao Xinrui would be worried, she picked up her phone to report that she was safe and told her to see you tomorrow.He Jiaqi didn't want Yao Xinrui to know anything, she was already in such pain, and she didn't want Yao Xinrui to suffer even more.

After receiving He Jiaqi's text message, Yao Xinrui didn't notice anything unusual, and was kept in the dark by He Jiaqi.

I fantasize about the new semester, the new beginning, the days of He Jiaqi, love, hope, and future, and look forward to meeting the next day.

He Jiaqi stayed up all night, thinking about the future and considering countermeasures.Once again, I was caught in a dilemma, unwilling to give up on Yao Xinrui, I couldn't let nature take its course, and I couldn't expose my relationship.

In the end, He Jiaqi made what seemed to be the best decision at the time. She wanted to protect the relationship between the two of them, and wanted to find a way to love Yao Xinrui with the best of both worlds.

But she didn't know, let alone foresee, that it was precisely because of such a decision that Yao Xinrui, who had no knowledge of it, suffered a lot.

After many years, Yao Xinrui learned of this story that she didn't know about, and she only sighed at He Jiaqi's stupidity.

Why didn't I let myself bear with her, grow up together, and go through the most difficult years together, but chose to carry it alone.

If, at that time, He Jiaqi told Yao Xinrui everything, then everything would be different, then everything would have a different ending.

Unfortunately, no if.

In December 2014, JJ Lin's "Unfortunately No If" became popular all over the country.

Yao Xinrui locked herself in the room and played the single on repeat.She who hadn't cried for many years, cried like a child at that moment.

If you miss all the mistakes you can afford and can make, you should still have time to repent, if you don't tell everything.

That little turmoil was over with a smile.

In the face of feelings, you have to muddle along when you talk about yourself.It's all my fault, silent when I should be silent, weak when I should be brave.If it weren't for me, I would misunderstand myself as free and easy, and make us sad.

But if you and the me in the past, if you do it all over again, if that day, you should say what you should say, and you should be considerate and not attached.

What would you do if I was not provoked by emotions that day.

So many ifs, maybe if me, but unfortunately there are no ifs, only the result.

If you get to know it earlier, you will meet the willful you, or later, you will meet the mature me.

Unfortunately, without if, without you and me...

The author has something to say: Ruirui: Xiaoqi, why are you so stupid...

Xiaoqi: Ruirui, because I love you.

Ok, I admit I was abused.But both are 14 words, it's time for the two of them to grow up.whee.

It is estimated that 20 to 22 papers will be completed. I hope I can finish the paper before the year. If I can’t, it won’t take too long.

Refill!

☆, change

On the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, all Yunbin Middle School returned to school.

He Jiaqi arrived at the dormitory early, not because she had an appointment with Yao Xinrui, but because she came to sort out the things she left in the dormitory.

In the new semester, it is impossible for He Jiaqi to go back to the dormitory. Her mother told He Jiaqi to pack everything and send someone to pick it up the next day.

The dormitory building is quiet, just like the time with Yao Xinrui a few months ago.

If everything was the same as it was at the beginning, wouldn't it be He Jiaqi packing her bags lonely by herself now?

Taking out the birthday gift from Yao Xinrui from the bottom of the closet, He Jiaqi looked at the box full of stars and hugged her in her arms, feeling Yao Xinrui's fiery love, and cried out.

"Ruirui, I'm sorry, I can't treat you like before, but I still love you. Don't give up, okay..." He Jiaqi's tears wet the box containing memories, and what can't be erased is the reality that she can't change.

Yao Xinrui walked up the stairs of the dormitory building, thinking that He Jiaqi didn't contact her today, and felt weird.

Unexpectedly, when she reached the door of 202, she turned around and found that He Jiaqi was packing her luggage with her back to the door.

"Xiaoqi?" Yao Xinrui said in surprise.

Before hearing the sound, He Jiaqi wiped away her remaining tears before turning her head, put on a smiling face, turned her head and said, "Ruirui, you're back."

Yao Xinrui walked up to He Jiaqi quickly, hugged He Jiaqi, took a deep breath of He Jiaqi's familiar aura, and said, "Xiaoqi, why didn't you tell me that you came to the dormitory? Otherwise, I can go back to school earlier."

He Jiaqi touched Yao Xinrui's neat short hair and said, "I also made a temporary decision, so I didn't have time to tell you."

Yao Xinrui's sweet but not greasy smell surrounded He Jiaqi, making He Jiaqi just want to sink, but her mother's words seemed to be in her ears.

"Ruirui, can I ask you something?" He Jiaqi asked after hesitating for a long time.

"Tell me, is there anything between us? Your business is my business." Yao Xinrui said with a happy smile.

"Ruirui, first promise me that you won't be angry, okay?" He Jiaqi knew that as long as she said it, Yao Xinrui would definitely agree, but she would definitely be unhappy.

"Well, I promise you. I'm never angry with you, you know that." Yao Xinrui said affirmatively.

"Ruirui, can you keep this box of stars for me first? Can I put it with you first?" He Jiaqi asked cautiously.

Yao Xinrui's face changed after hearing this, but he didn't speak.

Not knowing what to say or how to say it.

It was her birthday present to He Jiaqi, and it was the first time she dared to face her own heart before allowing herself to sink deeper and deeper.

He Jiaqi first asked herself to take the love letter back to her home, and now she returned the birthday present to Zhao completely.

Saying it's not sad is a lie.

But Yao Xinrui understands that the situation in He Jiaqi's family is not as free as her own, but...

Yao Xinrui didn't know why she felt uncomfortable, but it was an inexplicable grievance. She felt that He Jiaqi was not as brave as herself, that she didn't even dare to take home a box of stars, and her position might not be that important.

But what Yao Xinrui didn't know was that He Jiaqi didn't want to, really didn't want to.

As I said before, Yao Xinrui will always play childish temper in front of He Jiaqi, is there nothing to fear?

Not really.It's just that I love you so much, but I don't know how to express it.

After being silent for a long time, Yao Xinrui said coldly: "Xiao Qi, this is a gift I gave you. There is no reason to take it back. If you don't care about it, then throw it in the trash can."

He Jiaqi knew that Yao Xinrui would be unhappy, but she didn't expect Yao Xinrui to be so indifferent to her for the first time, thinking of her mother's ultimatum and Yao Xinrui's confusion, her eyes turned red instantly, "Ruirui, don't be like this, you know, I can't Let mom find out about our relationship."

Yao Xinrui burst into tears suddenly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Could it be that your mother is a mother, and my mother is not a mother? If you are afraid, I am not afraid?! But don't I just ignore it?!"

Yao Xinrui took advantage of the situation a little bit, she didn't dare to express the pressure in her heart to He Jiaqi, but she insisted on it all the time, but now seeing He Jiaqi's timid look, Yao Xinrui didn't want to accommodate anymore.

But what she didn't know was that He Jiaqi was not timid, but even braver than her, and even confessed that she loved her in front of her mother.

Seeing that Yao Xinrui had lost her composure, He Jiaqi was wronged, but she still couldn't bear to see Yao Xinrui sad.

Holding Yao Xinrui in her arms, she said: "Ruirui, don't cry, okay, I feel bad when you cry. It's my fault, I know my request is too much, please forgive me?"

Yao Xinrui twitched in He Jiaqi's arms and said, "Xiaoqi, I didn't mean to yell at you on purpose. I didn't mean that. But, you know, I just hope your mother will like me, and I hope my mother will like me." You, you know? I just don't want to make them sad, but I don't want you to be unhappy."

At that time, Yao Xinrui had never been exposed to any words related to "homosexuality", and she was even more afraid of facing such words. Although she knew that she loved He Jiaqi deeply, she never admitted that the love between them was a forbidden love.

He Jiaqi gently comforted Yao Xinrui in her arms, feeling uncomfortable. She just wanted to be admitted to university as soon as possible, so that she could accompany her beloved Ruirui far away from the control of her parents.

"Ruirui, don't cry, okay? My roommates are going back to school soon. If you do this, they will think I beat you." He Jiaqi made Yao Xinrui laugh out of tears.

He Jiaqi is a witch who can control Yao Xinrui, she can make Yao Xinrui cry uncontrollably with one sentence, and make Yao Xinrui laugh like a fool with one sentence.

Yao Xinrui compromised, "Xiao Qi, give me the box. I'll keep it for you first, but you have to remember to take it back, or I'll throw them all into the trash can one by one!"

He Jiaqi scratched Yao Xinrui's nose and said, "You have to take good care of it, I'll ask you if you miss one. This is my treasure! My treasure is for my treasure."

The first time He Jiaqi called her baby in front of Yao Xinrui, she was overjoyed, and happily put the box in the closet of her bedroom for safekeeping.

He Jiaqi finished packing the dormitory, holding her favorite Disney thermos in her hand, walked to 202, stood at the door and watched Yao Xinrui with her back turned to her, packing the clothes she brought from home, with a sore nose.

"I'm afraid I won't see Ruirui in 202, where two people used to regard it as their home..." He Jiaqi lost her mind thinking about it.

Yao Xinrui looked back and saw He Jiaqi staring at her in a daze, she smiled and said, "Xiao Qi, are you reluctant to part with me?"

He Jiaqi came back to her senses, and said dotingly to Yao Xinrui: "Yeah, I really miss my Ruirui. So, let my Mickey accompany you, okay?"

As he spoke, He Jiaqi handed the thermos cup to Yao Xinrui.

Yao Xinrui has always liked this cup, and once begged He Jiaqi to lend it to her, but He Jiaqi refused.

Now, why don't you just give the cup as a gift?

"Wow, Xiaoqi, you are too kind to me. Are you even willing to give me Mickey? Did you do something bad, afraid that I would know?" Yao Xinrui joked.

"Where is it? Do you want it? You don't want me to take it away." He Jiaqi deliberately teased her.

"I want it! Who said I don't want it!" Yao Xinrui snatched it away and hid it behind her.

He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui with nostalgia, and let the love overflow in her eyes, because she knew that her decision made her pass today, and she would never be able to look at Yao Xinrui like now.

Yao Xinrui, who was immersed in joy, did not notice the flash of sadness and sadness in He Jiaqi's eyes.

That night for self-study, taking advantage of Teacher Jiang's absence, He Jiaqi changed seats with Yao Xinrui's tablemate for the first time.

"Just let yourself be self-willed for another night, and let yourself spend the first night of self-study in the new semester with your lover." He Jiaqi tried desperately to convince herself.

For a whole night of self-study, He Jiaqi pretended to be reading a book, but her writing right hand kept clasping Yao Xinrui's left hand and never let go.

He Jiaqi likes to be on Yao Xinrui's left, because it is the closest distance to Yao Xinrui's heart.

Yao Xinrui didn't notice He Jiaqi's abnormality, but just couldn't put it down to the Mickey vacuum flask He Jiaqi gave her, and understanding it was as important as a token of love.

Looking at Yao Xinrui's childlike smiling face, He Jiaqi silently hoped that one day she could have this smiling face forever and never let Yao Xinrui feel sad.

Wait a little longer, it will be soon, Ruirui, hold on a little longer, we will have tomorrow.He Jiaqi said to Yao Xinrui in her heart, but Yao Xinrui couldn't hear her.

At the beginning of the new semester, Yao Xinrui thought that everything would be as beautiful as imagined, but within a few days, he found that everything was not as he expected.

Except for the first night, He Jiaqi looked like the lover He Jiaqi she knew, but from the second day on, He Jiaqi seemed to be a different person.

He Jiaqi became more and more low-key, and no longer fearlessly fell in love with Yao Xinrui in front of the public, and no longer publicly expressed her feelings.

As long as there are outsiders,

He Jiaqi will never pamper Yao Xinrui too much anymore;

The look in Yao Xinrui's eyes is not as glued as before;

I gave Yao Xinrui the Mickey vacuum flask, but never shared the same water cup with Yao Xinrui again;

She worked very hard in class and self-study, and stopped passing so many notes to Yao Xinrui;

The responses I got were only "um", "oh", "okay", "let's talk between classes";

There is more perfunctory in the speech, without the previous doting tone, more often it is as plain as an ordinary classmate;

There used to be only one Yao Xinrui in the world, but now He Jiaqi is making friends widely...

All of this caught Yao Xinrui by surprise, and Yao Xinrui, who was still immersed in love and unable to extricate herself, could not understand, could not understand, let alone wanted to understand.

Occasionally, when the two of them were alone, Yao Xinrui would feel that her beloved He Jiaqi was still by her side.Whenever there was anyone around, He Jiaqi became a stranger, so strange that Yao Xinrui panicked.

Yao Xinrui doesn't know the reason. Yao Xinrui suspects that He Jiaqi has fallen in love with someone else and no longer loves her as before. But many times He Jiaqi's details and behaviors towards her are not that she doesn't love her, but love her very much, but she just can't tell what is wrong. same.

Yao Xinrui, who was dazzled by love, began to make troubles for no reason like a child who couldn't eat candy, crying inexplicably, just to let He Jiaqi's warm pampering surround her again.

The real time didn't pass long, but Yao Xinrui felt that every day was like suffering. Why did He Jiaqi suddenly change?

Yao Xinrui, who was lying on the desk in a daze and weeping during the break, didn't notice the fights of the male students in the class.

Until the sound of shattering glass came from his ears, Yao Xinrui woke up like a dream, only to see the glass shards on the ground, it was the Disney thermos that He Jiaqi gave her.

At that moment, Yao Xinrui's heart seemed to be broken.

He Jiaqi ignored her, and even the thermos was broken. Does this mean that the two of them will never go back...

Yao Xinrui, who was thinking like this, seemed to be going crazy, and she somehow got the strength to lift the chair at hand and throw it at the male classmate who broke the thermos...

Fortunately, the male student dodged in time and was not injured.

He Jiaqi rushed over and hugged Yao Xinrui who was losing his mind, and whispered in his ear: "Rui Rui, Rui Rui, what are you doing, don't do this."

Yao Xinrui didn't calm down as usual, but kept trying to break free, and shouted hysterically at the frightened male student opposite, "You pay! You pay! What are you doing after class?" ?! Don’t you know how to look at the road? Do you know how important this cup is?! Ah?!”

The classmates in the class looked like Yao Xinrui who had lost his mind. Everyone took a deep breath, not daring to breathe out.

Only He Jiaqi, no matter how Yao Xinrui struggled, would hold Yao Xinrui tightly and never let go, fearing that Yao Xinrui would do something irrational.

He Jiaqi's strength was naturally inferior to Yao Xinrui's, so she could only weakly call Yao Xinrui's name deeply, but Yao Xinrui gradually stabilized.

Some boys who are a little closer to Yao Xinrui usually protect Yao Xinrui's hands, preventing her from picking up anything and throwing it out...

Yao Xinrui calmed down, the kind that really calmed down.

There was no emotion in his eyes, and he didn't say a word.Sitting in the seat, he was in a daze, without any expression.

No matter how He Jiaqi persuaded and coaxed her, it was useless.

He Jiaqi watched Yao Xinrui being tormented by her own decision, and tormented herself even more, her heart ached beyond words.

But I know that I have to strike while the iron is hot, and I can't be soft-hearted, otherwise the two of them will return to the way they were before, Yao Xinrui and the pain he endured