In this life, the love is deep and the relationship is shallow

☆, reality

Yao Xinrui's high fever did not last, and under He Jiaqi's supervision, Yao Xinrui returned to a lively state.

The days passed quickly, and the end of the year was approaching.After doing the math, He Jiaqi has already moved out of the dormitory for two or three weeks.

With the lessons learned from Yao Xinrui's high fever, He Jiaqi has become more worried about Yao Xinrui's health and her absence in the past few weeks. Yao Xinrui doesn't care about the diet structure.

At the age of sixteen or seventeen, it was the time when the body was growing and the brain was overused. In addition, Yao Xinrui had a special diet, so it was impossible for him to not keep up with the nutrition.

She clearly knew that Yao Xinrui would be timid when she saw her parents, she clearly knew that her mother knew some of the facts, and she clearly knew that there would be a risk of exposure.

He Jiaqi still led Yao Xinrui to appear in front of her parents every now and then, just to let Yao Xinrui have a delicious meal.

Although the canteen meals at that time were rich, they always tasted the same.

Mother would be reluctant occasionally, after all, she didn't want He Jiaqi to waste any time on Yao Xinrui, but He Jiaqi would always stubbornly persuade her mother with various reasons.

The father is reasonable, always thinks that the two children hit it off, and welcomes Yao Xinrui to the house at any time.But what the father didn't know was that the relationship between the two children was not just as simple as good friends.

But maybe, my father also knew it, but he just turned a blind eye, like Yao Xinrui's mother, who refused to pierce the window paper.

When He Jiaqi doesn't take Yao Xinrui home for dinner, no matter whether her parents have already prepared dinner or not, she always finds various excuses to accompany Yao Xinrui to eat dinner, in the cafeteria, or in restaurants outside the school. Great, I am satisfied.

If this happens too many times, He Jiaqi's parents will naturally not be happy. They put pressure on her many times, and occasionally get angry, but He Jiaqi keeps silent in her heart, willing to bear the huge pressure of her family and stay with Yao Xinrui.

He Jiaqi didn't want to make Yao Xinrui sick or sad, and she also wanted to spend more time with Yao Xinrui, even if it was only for a meal, a little bit would be fine.

He Jiaqi knew in her heart that many times, she was sorry for her parents' concern and love for her, but she couldn't have it both ways.

At that time, she chose Yao Xinrui, only she was good, and everything was fine.

And Yao Xinrui still doesn't know how much pressure He Jiaqi was under at that time, just for the two of them to spend more time together, just to make up for being by her side all the time like before.

Another thing that changed when He Jiaqi moved out of the dormitory was naturally the time and method of being alone with only the two of them.

Since the two lost their "private space" at night, He Jiaqi and Yao Xinrui cherished their time together during the day even more.

During class breaks, two people will stick together and listen to the same song with their fingers clasped together, each with an earphone, and the rustling sound of electric current enters the ears, as if the telepathy between the two is getting stronger and stronger .

At that time, because of He Jiaqi, Yao Xinrui's favorite song was "Lovely Woman" by Jay Chou.

Not only will it be played for He Jiaqi every day, but also occasionally hummed for He Jiaqi, because it is obviously Yao Xinrui herself.

As time goes by, my own He Jiaqi's love has not diminished but increased, and the love that has been born for a long time may be the most profound.

Without the ambiguity at the beginning, without the freshness at the beginning, the rest is pure liking.

"I want to have a helicopter, I want to fly to the universe with you, I want to melt with you and melt into the Milky Way. I think about you every day, every day, this sweetness makes me start to believe in fate As soon as this melody sounded, Yao Xinrui's eyes immediately turned foggy, looking at He Jiaqi foolishly, and then hummed the next line: "Thanks to the gravity for letting me touch you."

It's too late to meet each other, this adjective is not enough to describe the relationship between two people.At that time, Yao Xinrui really believed that He Jiaqi was her destiny, this lovely woman who was so beautiful that made her blush, who was so gentle that made her feel distressed, who was so transparent that moved her, and who was so bad that made her crazy lovely woman...

People in love can't control their desire for their lover, so what should they do?

They can only take risks more and more boldly.If two people can't find the right time and place, they can only create.

The two of them started staying late after school in the afternoon, just to enjoy a brief moment of solitude after all their classmates had left.have

Sometimes, it's just two people talking.

Sometimes, Yao Xinrui would send He Jiaqi to the school gate.

Sometimes, He Jiaqi would watch Yao Xinrui buy lunch before going home in peace.

Sometimes, the miss of two people will get out of control, hiding in the corner of the classroom and kissing.

sometimes……

Gradually, the blazing eyes of the two people looking at each other and walking in the crowd will make people curious to explore; the friends of the two people go from blaming them for their negligence to criticizing them in disappointment; It doesn't take long.

One day at noon, the two people who were kissing in the corner of Class [-] and [-] were suddenly startled by the door being pushed open, interrupting Yao Xinrui and He Jiaqi who were expressing their longing for each other.

The boys in the next class mischievously thought that Class One and One had forgotten to lock the door, but they didn't expect to see a scene that made him dumbfounded.

Yao Xinrui and He Jiaqi lowered their heads and froze in place, but the boy turned around and left within a second, and shouted at the buddies next to him as he walked: "Oh my God, there is Lesbian in the first and first class of senior high... and he is still secretly having sex in the corner ~Hahahahahaha..."

In one sentence, Yao Xinrui was deeply hurt, and the enthusiasm that was immediately aroused by He Jiaqi was completely chilled. "Lesbian? Really? Are Xiaoqi and I so unacceptable?"

At that time, Yao Xinrui was not familiar with the term Lesbian at all, but knew that it was not an orthodox term.

But Yao Xinrui, who had never been labeled by anyone, was suddenly labeled such a so-called "immoral" label, and it was hard to bear to hear it suddenly.Because He Jiaqi didn't show it in front of her.

He Jiaqi seemed to understand Yao Xinrui's inner fragility and withdrawal, and kissed her again desperately. Yao Xinrui dodged for a second, but still accepted it.

Naturally, this kiss lost the previous inseparability, and was a little more sad and melancholy.

Within a few days, their stories were widely circulated, and there were different opinions. Rumors spread around the campus. Some euphemistically said that their relationship was a little different, and some bitterly said that they were Les.

The two people who fell in love when they were teenagers at that time, their love was intense and true, but they also loved regardless.

What provoked was the disdain and contempt of the world.

What provoked was the alienation and provocation of the classmates.

What aroused was the disappointment and anger of the teachers.

What caused was the distance and confusion of friends.

Their world is getting smaller and smaller, their friends are getting fewer and fewer, and only two of them are left.

After all, such taboo feelings are not recognized, not accepted, or even rejected in such an era.

As the campus topic heated up, He Jiaqi's mother felt something inexplicably.

He Jiaqi's mother didn't want any changes at the most critical juncture of high school, so she gradually alienated Yao Xinrui, hoping that Yao Xinrui would have self-knowledge and retreat.

When Yao Xinrui went home for dinner with He Jiaqi again, he clearly felt the change in He Jiaqi's mother's attitude towards him, but because of He Jiaqi's face, Yao Xinrui didn't get off the stage, and the scene wasn't too ugly.

But later, when He Jiaqi invited Yao Xinrui home for dinner, Yao Xinrui refused to go anyway.

He Jiaqi was puzzled, thinking that Yao Xinrui cared about those gossips, she shed tears of grievance.Yao Xinrui cried while watching He Jiaqi cry.

Yao Xinrui didn't want to explain that it was because she couldn't stand He Jiaqi's mother's cold, violent and alienating attitude, and she didn't want to admit that she thought He Jiaqi's mother hated her.

He only explained, "I always go to your house to eat, what does it look like, I eat and drink for nothing."

He Jiaqi didn't believe it, and Yao Xinrui only told some of the truth, so He Jiaqi could only let Yao Xinrui feel distressed. "If you don't go, don't go. If going makes you unhappy, then I'd rather you be happier."

If He Jiaqi were to choose, she would always hope that Yao Xinrui would be herself, the Yao Xinrui who grew up so cute when she first met her.No matter what, Yao Xinrui is optimistic and happy.

Yao Xinrui's mother naturally noticed Yao Xinrui's changes.

Yao Xinrui's mother understands her daughter's Achilles' heel-emotion.

Yao Xinrui, a typical Pisces, has been unable to touch emotions since she was a child. If she is in love, she will always break her heart.Now, Yao Xinrui's mother understands that Yao Xinrui is in love with someone she shouldn't love, and she is sinking uncontrollably. It's time to wake up Yao Xinrui.

After all, such feelings should not appear in "normal" Chinese families, bound by ethics and traditional ideas, and their own daughters should not experience anyone's accusations, let alone become anyone's gossip.

At that time, Yao Xinrui's mother had only one thought in her heart, Yao Xinrui should not be hurt, and she should not be the target of public criticism.

There is only one way to protect my daughter, and that is to let her walk the path of normal people, and not go against common sense.

The pressure from the outside world gathered in a dark cloud for a while, and there was a sense of sight that the black clouds were overwhelming the city.

He Jiaqi originally wanted to tell her that no matter how hard it was, he would always be by her side.Before I had time to talk to Yao Xinrui, the teachers started to bombard the two of them in turn.

Many years later, the two talked about the various interviews with various teachers at that time, and laughed out of relief.

But everyone knows that at that time, every meal of tea in the office was not good, not only bitter, but also astringent.

At that time, I just thought that the tea was not good, but later I thought that the bitter taste might be my own salty tears.

Every time He Jiaqi interviewed, Yao Xinrui would be terrified.

Every time Yao Xinrui interviewed, He Jiaqi would be heartbroken.

The two of them still remember every game dialogue with the teachers, every piece of persuasion from the teachers, and every sentence of encouragement and affirmation for each other in their hearts.

It was not until Teacher Jiang came out to reprimand that Yao Xinrui panicked for the first time.

Yao Xinrui will always remember Teacher Jiang's stern tone, indifferent attitude, disappointed expression and oblique sarcasm when he talked to her...

The author has something to say: I suddenly feel that what I write may be very real many times, which is too close to the lives of many people, and may even hurt many people.

Dear cuties, this is actually just a novel. Hey, any similarities are purely coincidental.

muah.

☆, reprimand

The name of Yunbin City is not as it sounds like spring all the year round, but four distinct seasons. At the end of December, there are bouts of cold, one rain and one cold.

On the day when the homeroom teacher asked Yao Xinrui to drink tea in the office, on December 30th, Thursday, the sky was gray, accompanied by light rain.

After the last class in the morning, with the ringing of the lunch break bell, the students rushed out of the class door in a hurry, rushing to the cafeteria to eat and go back to the lunch break.

Life in high school has gradually become empty and exhausting. The days of getting up earlier than chickens and going to bed later than dogs have become daily routines.Lunch break is a good time to replenish energy, and most students will not waste it easily.

Watching the students leave one after another, Yao Xinrui and He Jiaqi tacitly packed up their things slowly, habitually staying more after school to create some time for the two of them.

Yao Xinrui packed up her things, and seeing that her classmates had left, she strode over to He Jiaqi's side, squinted her eyes, and watched He Jiaqi pack with a smile on her lips, her mood was not affected by the weather at all.

He Jiaqi suddenly became shy when Yao Xinrui stared at her. She raised her head and said, "Ruirui, what are you looking at? Did you know me on the first day? Don't you get tired of watching it?"

Yao Xinrui immediately replied: "It's not boring, it's not boring, the more you look at it, the more beautiful it is. My Xiaoqi, I can never get enough of it." He Jiaqi blushed even more when she heard this, raised her hand and patted it coquettishly. Touch Yao Xinrui's arm.

Yao Xinrui reacted quickly, quickly grabbed He Jiaqi's wrist, and held it in his hand.

While laughing, He Jiaqi suddenly stopped talking, became serious, and fixed her eyes on the class door.

Yao Xinrui turned her head and saw Teacher Jiang standing at the door of the class with her arms folded. Looking at this posture, she stood there for a long time.

Yao Xinrui immediately put away her childish expression, and said hello solemnly: "Mr. Jiang, good afternoon, noon. Do you need me?"

Yao Xinrui knew that Teacher Jiang was usually not at school at this time, let alone looking for He Jiaqi, the only possibility was to look for herself.

"Yao Xinrui, come to my office." Teacher Jiang said something expressionless, turned around and left.

There was no extra words, no pleasantries, no greetings.

It was the first time Yao Xinrui saw Mr. Jiang treating her like this.Although Mr. Jiang is usually strict and sometimes treats other students coldly, he is always kind and caring towards himself.

Now that it was like this, Yao Xinrui's heart sank, she didn't dare to think too much, and didn't dare to delay.

"Xiaoqi, wait for me, I'll come as soon as I go." Yao Xinrui hurriedly comforted He Jiaqi, afraid that He Jiaqi would be worried.

"Well, you go, talk carefully, don't worry, don't be impulsive about anything, I'll wait for you here." He Jiaqi had an ominous premonition in her heart, but she couldn't tell Yao Xinrui.

Yao Xinrui is very calm at other times, but when it comes to him, Yao Xinrui's rationality will be forgotten.I was afraid that Yao Xinrui would lose control and act impulsively in front of Teacher Jiang.

Yao Xinrui looked at He Jiaqi and walked quickly to Teacher Jiang's office.

"Teacher Jiang?" Yao Xinrui whispered while knocking on the door.

"Come in!" Teacher Jiang's voice did not carry any warmth.

Yao Xinrui walked into the office and stopped two or three meters away from Teacher Jiang's huge desk, not knowing how to break the silence.

Teacher Jiang sat at the desk, looking at Yao Xinrui coldly.

Yao Xinrui felt the cold eyes, and she shivered from the cold.

Teacher Jiang saw Yao Xinrui's uneasiness, and said, "Yao Xinrui, do you know why I called you here?"

Yao Xinrui wanted to say impulsively and bravely, could it be because of He Jiaqi?But obviously I couldn't say that. After thinking about it, I said unconfidently: "Mr. Jiang, I, I don't know, please explain it clearly."

"You don't know?! Are you really ignorant or are you just pretending to be stupid?!" Teacher Jiang snapped.

I don't know if Teacher Jiang deliberately lied to Yao Xinrui with this sentence, or it was really just a rhetorical question, but it worked no matter what.

Yao Xinrui's eyes turned red suddenly, and she said with a pun, "Mr. Jiang, I'm sorry, I let you down."

Teacher Jiang saw that Yao Xinrui didn't insist on it, but gave in, and his tone softened. "Xinrui, Xinrui, do you know what you're doing? Huh?"

Yao Xinrui nodded, then shook her head, bit the corner of her mouth and didn't know what to say.

Yao Xinrui knew that too many words would lead to mistakes, and besides, he was really not sure what Teacher Jiang meant, whether he meant He Jiaqi or his own studies.

"Xinrui, during such an important period of high school, why do you seem to have lost your soul?! Where is the strong, diligent, and hard-working Yao Xinrui before? The teacher watched your academic performance plummet, thinking that you There will be some repentance and changes, the final exam is almost here, you look at your monthly exam results, and look at your state of class every day, your mind is not on study at all, is it?" Teacher Jiang's tone was full of The regret of hating iron but not steel, but also the anger of disappointment.

Listening to every word Teacher Jiang said, Yao Xinrui actually understood that when she faced the reality, the answer to the question was indeed two words: yes.

I didn't focus on my studies at all, otherwise I wouldn't be able to fall from the top to the bottom.

If you give yourself a little bit of attention to learning, you won't be able to catch up without watching.

It's just that I don't want to, or it's not that I don't want to, but I have used all my energy to manage the relationship with He Jiaqi.

Ever since I was with He Jiaqi, I would sleep very late every night, and then I would lose energy the next day. If the teachers of various subjects talked a little more boringly, I would dream about Duke Zhou.When I wake up, the knowledge points are floating outside the universe at all, not in my head anyway.

"Ms. Jiang, I, I, no, no. I, I will work hard in the future." Yao Xinrui stammered out such a sentence.

For some reason, Mr. Jiang was offended by this sentence all of a sudden.

"Yao Xinrui! Do you know how disappointed I am by your current appearance? Do you know how much I expect from you? Do you know that your positive, optimistic and unyielding spirit when you entered school have been lost by you?" Now the decadent and depraved attitude has replaced it?" Teacher Jiang said with a gun in his mouth.

Yao Xinrui wanted to hear it and left, but Teacher Jiang's sudden decadence broke his guard.

Are you decadent?Fall by yourself?Yao Xinrui began to question herself.

In the few months with He Jiaqi, although I lost part of my personality, maybe that was my disguise, but I reaped the good times and true feelings between He Jiaqi and myself.

But in this way, is it decadent or depraved?

Can't you love someone as you like?

I have never been as tempted and emotional as I am now, and my feelings are defined as decadent and depraved?

Before Yao Xinrui could think clearly, Teacher Jiang watched the silent Yao Xinrui lose his previous kindness and become bitter and mean.

"Okay, okay, you Yao Xinrui, don't say a word, right? Do you know how sorry you are to your parents? How much do your parents expect from you? What face do you have now? Go back and see you every week. They? Huh? With your last report card? Or with your rumors that the whole school knows? Do you know how embarrassing you are for them?!" After all, Teacher Jiang said it out. It turned out that Teacher Jiang not only It was because of their studies, and it more implied the relationship between Yao Xinrui and He Jiaqi.

He Jiaqi, who was waiting for Yao Xinrui in the classroom, knew that Yao Xinrui was called to talk this time, and the time would definitely not be short, but she persistently wanted to wait for Yao Xinrui to come back to see if everything was ok with her.

But my mother was already sending a message asking why she hadn't come home yet, so she could only reply that she was discussing exercises with her classmates and would be there in a while.

He Jiaqi knew that Yao Xinrui respected Teacher Jiang, and had always regarded Teacher Jiang as a role model, admiring Teacher Jiang's demeanor and ability to be a heroine.

Now being invited to drink tea in the office by Teacher Jiang, there will definitely be no good results, and the impact on Yao Xinrui will definitely be greater than any teacher's previous lectures.

He Jiaqi already felt that every time Yao Xinrui was called to talk by various teachers, she would be a little more depressed than before when she came back, and she needed to spend a lot of effort to pull Yao Xinrui out of her depression.

Teacher Jiang, it is undoubtedly worse.

"Mr. Jiang, I know. I didn't live up to everything. I made each of you worry about me. I wasted my studies and my golden time." Yao Xinrui felt pain in her heart as she listened to what Teacher Jiang said before. .

Yao Xinrui knew that she was irresponsible for the future, but she couldn't control her heart like a demon, and couldn't concentrate on preparing for the college entrance examination three years later.

"Yao Xinrui, Yao Xinrui, do you really understand what you are doing? Do you know that what you are doing now is despised by everyone. You are well-known on campus, and now you are even more famous. You It has become a pastime for the students after dinner, do you understand?!

You and He Jiaqi are almost done, don't push yourself too far.In the end, don't make trouble so that no one can end it, whether it is you, her, your parents, or teachers and classmates in school.Torn face, no one looks good!Don't ruin your future because of your youthful mistakes.

Besides, this kind of relationship will not bear fruit, and it is also criticized by the world, which is abnormal!Starting today, keep your distance, hear? ! Teacher Jiang warned with sarcasm.

Harsh words poured into Yao Xinrui's ears one after another, and pierced Yao Xinrui's heart even more.

Hehe, the relationship between He Jiaqi and herself is so beautiful, but in the eyes of everyone, she thinks like Teacher Jiang, and she is a joke now.

What kind of top students, what kind of children from other people's families, what kind of celebrities in front of the teacher, everything is illusory.

Without excellent grades, even if you are excellent in all aspects, you are not doing your job properly.

When people in the world think that they are in love with someone who shouldn't be loved, no matter how pure their feelings are, they will make them say so embarrassingly.

But why?

But why?

I just want to love someone purely, can't I?

Can't I be self-willed once?

Just because my grades are not good, all my value is denied?

Even if I am naive and young, am I not qualified to talk about feelings?

Or is it just because the person I love is a girl, so everything has become a mess?

Rhetorical questions popped up in Yao Xinrui's mind one after another.And He Jiaqi, who was in the class, couldn't continue to procrastinate with her mother and left early...

"Ms. Jiang, I will work hard for the final exam. If there is nothing else, I will leave first." The grievances, doubts, anger, injustice, resistance, and pain in her heart made Yao Xinrui unable to think, and she just pretended to be calm and wanted to get out of this place. A suffocating office.

"Go ahead and don't forget what I said. Don't let your parents pay for your impulses."

Hitting a snake and hitting seven inches, Teacher Jiang knew that Yao Xinrui had a very close relationship with his parents, so using his parents to suppress him would undoubtedly have the best effect, not to mention repeated warnings.

Just as Yao Xinrui closed the office door, her heart suddenly felt like it was being torn apart. Maybe she was really sorry for her parents' upbringing.

Yao Xinrui stumbled back to the class, even if she was showing weakness, she only wanted to be in front of He Jiaqi.

Yao Xinrui can pretend in front of thousands of people, but she only wants to be her truest self in front of He Jiaqi.

However, when Yao Xinrui opened the door tremblingly, wanting to throw herself into He Jiaqi's arms and cry happily, she found that there was no one in the class, and He Jiaqi had already left...

Tears flooded Yao Xinrui, who was already on the verge of suffering, and walked back to her seat, clutching her chest, and found the note He Jiaqi had left for her.

So many sorrys, so many I love you, and so many don't cry, I'm by your side...

Looking at the note, Yao Xinrui's tears flowed down uncontrollably, like a broken dam, trying to get rid of all the grievances, anxiety and anger.

Yao Xinrui didn't know why He Jiaqi knew her so well, and why He Jiaqi would cry when she realized that she would cry.

Yao Xinrui walked to the window, saw He Jiaqi's figure, watched He Jiaqi's back disappear from sight, and kept saying "I love you" silently.

He Jiaqi walked in the rain without an umbrella, her body was cold and her heart was cold.

As if feeling Yao Xinrui's gaze or her silently saying "I love you", He Jiaqi kept holding back tears that flowed down the corners of her eyes, mixing with the light rain hitting her face.That

At this time, the two people will always feel the ups and downs of each other's mood, maybe they have been together for too long, or they may love too deeply.

In fact, for Yao Xinrui at that time,

If there is only one time in a lifetime to be desperate, then you are willing to give up everything for He Jiaqi.

If it is said that there is only one time in a lifetime when a carp leaps over the dragon gate, then he is willing to fly moths into the fire for He Jiaqi.

If there is only one time in a lifetime to be desperate, then you are willing to be pointed out by He Jiaqi and Wanfu.

But Yao Xinrui, who had been standing in front of the window for a long time, was suddenly shaken for a moment.

A thought broke into Yao Xinrui's mind: "Is it true that I really don't deserve to have such feelings? Is it that they really did something wrong?"

But, love, where is right or wrong?

The author has something to say: Xiaoqi: Ruirui, don’t cry, I’ll give you candy.

Ruirui: Xiaoqi, I'm not a child, I don't want to eat or not.

Five seconds later. . .

Ruirui: Wow, Xiaoqi, it's delicious.

Xiaoqi: I know you are just a child. . .

Little cuties, make up a little bit more, although it's a bit cruel.

Refill ~

☆, obsession

December 31st was the last day of the year when He Jiaqi and Yao Xinrui met.

Since Yao Xinrui came out of Teacher Jiang's office the day before, his state has been gloomy.He Jiaqi looked at the poor Yao Xinrui with little facial expression, feeling faintly worried.

Such Yao Xinrui is not only strange, but also indifferent.

Of course, when Yao Xinrui faced He Jiaqi, he would smile a little, but when he turned his head, he was very preoccupied.

He Jiaqi wanted to let Yao Xinrui get rid of the knots in her heart and let go of her worries, but she didn't know where to start. After all, He Jiaqi didn't know what Teacher Jiang said to Yao Xinrui. She could make the optimistic and cheerful her gloomy instantly, and she was indifferent to everything. , can't get excited.

That night, Yunbin Middle School held a New Year's Eve party for the students.The lights on the stage flickered, and the audience enjoyed themselves happily.

Yao Xinrui beside He Jiaqi sat quietly under the stage, neither smiling nor making trouble.

In the past, Yao Xinrui was the pillar of various evening parties, but now she just sits under the stage and silently watches the commotion, the commotion belongs to them, and she has nothing, except for He Jiaqi who is by her side, everything seems to have lost its original appearance .

When I struggled to take the first step and admitted in my heart that I really love He Jiaqi, everything that happened seemed to be mocking her cowardice and bravery.

Yao Xinrui couldn't help questioning herself, and reached out to hold He Jiaqi's hand, wanting to feel the power to reassure her.

He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui, her heart wrinkled, she clenched her hands tightly, and said to Yao Xinrui's ear, "Ruirui, let's go for a walk, I want to get some fresh air, the auditorium is too stuffy."

Yao Xinrui nodded and walked out of the auditorium with He Jiaqi.Everyone was immersed in the lively and extraordinary atmosphere of the party, and no one noticed the departure of the two of them.

Walking out of the auditorium, He Jiaqi dragged Yao Xinrui to the dark playground.He Jiaqi said, "Ruirui, would you like to tell me what Teacher Jiang talked to you?"

Yao Xinrui shook her head.

"Then are you willing to spend today with me happily? Tomorrow is a new year, a new year and a new beginning." He Jiaqi asked.

Yao Xinrui nodded.

"Then let's put everything aside and just enjoy this moment, shall we?" He Jiaqi said.

Yao Xinrui finally replied, "Xiaoqi, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made you worry about me. I'll accompany you on New Year's Eve. This is our first year together." He Jiaqi nodded and smiled.

The two were sitting on the playground, the temperature was not high, and the two were very close, as if they were warming each other.

Yao Xinrui looked up at the sky, suddenly the cloudy weather turned sunny, and said happily, "Xiaoqi, look, look, there are so many stars."

He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui who had regained her childishness, and breathed a sigh of relief.

"Xiaoqi, you know, I like stars very much. I think every star is an individual, with an unknown story, which is always unfinished." Yao Xinrui looked into He Jiaqi's eyes and said quietly.

He Jiaqi was in a daze for a moment, remembering that when Yao Xinrui first met her, she looked at her seriously like this, saying that she wanted to know her.

Now that four months have passed, Yao Xinrui's position in his heart is getting heavier and heavier.

"Ruirui, knowing you is one of the things I've been lucky since I was a child. With you by my side, I will be brave." He Jiaqi didn't want to say it too bluntly, for fear of hurting Yao Xinrui.

Yao Xinrui didn't speak, just looked up at the sky.The twinkling stars witness the first new year of two people together.

Suddenly, a shooting star flashed across the sky. Yao Xinrui held He Jiaqi's hand and made his first New Year's wish: "If possible, I would like to hold my son's hand and grow old together. If the sky fails to fulfill your wish, I wish you forever In my heart."

Yao Xinrui didn't know that He Jiaqi also made a wish at the same time: "Ruirui, no matter how twists and turns the road ahead is, because of you, I have the courage to fight against the whole world. I wish to win the hearts of one person, never to leave each other."

The vows of youth are often too long and eternal.

However, the oath between Yao Xinrui and He Jiaqi is not the vow of two people, only the bravery of one and the promise of the other.

The two of them just cuddled and sat on the playground, the New Year's bell was about to ring, and colorful fireworks bloomed in the sky.

Fireworks are easy to be cold, but the obsession in the hearts of the two people is still as stubborn as before.

Some things, once determined, will not be easily changed.

Yao Xinrui took out the MP3 in her bag, picked up one earphone and gently put it in He Jiaqi's ear, and put on the other earphone herself.Xinrui tinkered with it for a while, as if looking for a song in particular, followed by Yao Xinrui and stopped her hands.

She's sad and beautiful voice came from He Jiaqi's ears: "Tears are a little salty and a little sweet, your chest kisses my side face, looking back at the snow you stepped on, slowly melting into a grassland. And I'm like you, Not a second, I regretted it. Love is so soft and sticky, and it is up to fate to decide who to leave. The more people linger on the coastline, the more beautiful it is. We are too stubborn, even the sky can’t bear it, and we can’t object.”

"One Eye for Ten Thousand Years" tells the story of Dong Yong and the Seven Fairies, and cares for everyone who pursues love persistently regardless of worldly concepts.

To Yao Xinrui's surprise, he heard He Jiaqi's deep voice from beside him:

"One look deeply at love for thousands of years, several times of reincarnation and love, spreading the years into a red carpet, witnessing our limits. A heartfelt sentence that will be cherished for thousands of years, the vow should be farther than forever, if it is not for the vicissitudes of life, how could true love emerge. "

This was the first time Yao Xinrui heard He Jiaqi sing, and at the moment when the New Year's bell rang, Yao Xinrui softly echoed: "After crossing the slanting wind and cold rain, the warmth of spring is just around the corner..."

Yao Xinrui misses spring, is it true that everything will be better when the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming?

The next day, New Years.

He Jiaqi and Yao Xinrui found enough excuses at home, and sneaked to the stationery store in front of the school to take a set of photo stickers of the two of them.

Various movements, various postures, but no kisses, just afraid that the parents of the two will see.although

However, it is normal for girls to kiss each other on their heads, but due to the special circumstances of the two of them, they dare not take any risks.

He Jiaqi and Yao Xinrui have one thing in common, they don't like taking pictures.

In daily life, I seldom take the initiative to find a camera, and I don’t like to take pictures of tourists when I go out to accompany my parents on vacation.

And the photo of the two people on New Year's Day became the only photo of the two people that can be traced for many years to come, nothing else.

Yao Xinrui waited for the photo to be printed out, cut out one, and pasted it on the battery of her mobile phone with a snap.

Just as He Jiaqi wanted to stop it, she was a step too late, "Ruirui, you, auntie like you will scold you."

"No, mom won't." Yao Xinrui said.

"Not only did I have to paste it, I also had to go to the plastic packaging, dragged He Jiaqi to the place where the phone film was attached, and told the store that my phone was afraid of being scratched, so I needed to put a protective film on it.

A few ten minutes later, Yao Xinrui was contentedly holding two spare batteries for her mobile phone and her own mobile phone, with three photos of the two of them on the back.

He Jiaqi felt a little inappropriate, but this was something Yao Xinrui wanted to do, and she didn't want to stop it.

Sure enough, as He Jiaqi expected, Yao Xinrui saw her mother throwing a tantrum for the first time when she returned home.

Yao Xinrui's mother didn't care when she saw that Yao Xinrui had wrapped the phone, but when she turned over the phone and saw the sweet photo of He Jiaqi and Yao Xinrui, her expression changed instantly.

Yao Xinrui's mother thought that her recent indifference towards He Jiaqi could remind Yao Xinrui, but Yao Xinrui challenged her limit first.

"No, Yao Xinrui, you can't." Mother thought.

"Yao Xinrui! What do you mean by posting a photo of you and He Jiaqi on your phone?" Mother asked bluntly, her tone sullen.

Yao Xinrui didn't expect her mother to be furious because of a photo at all, so she replied deflatedly, "It's nothing, it's just, I think, it's just a good relationship." Of course, Yao Xinrui couldn't say that it was because he loved He Jiaqi.

"Do you know that when others see you like this, they will give pointers to your life style and your life?! Is that the result you want?!" The mother said more and more excitedly.

"No, Mom, this is my phone, and it's my private matter. What does it have to do with others?!" Yao Xinrui was also anxious.

"You don't live in the tropical rainforest, you live in this complex society, you can't isolate yourself, let alone live your own little life. When someone pokes your spine, you have to suffer, until the end If you can't take it anymore, you will collapse!" My mother didn't want to imagine Yao Xinrui's future life under criticism.

"It's just a photo, what about it? As for you getting so angry, why are you so angry?" Yao Xinrui was rude to her mother for the first time since she could remember.

"Yao Xinrui! You can do it, you can do it. As for it?! Of course it is! You tear up the photo for me! What does it look like when others see it!" The mother didn't want to force her child, but she was really worried that the evaluation of outsiders would make her innocent. child drowned.

"Outsiders are outsiders, my thoughts are my thoughts, what do I have to do with them?! I don't want to!" Yao Xinrui didn't want to quarrel with her mother on the first day of the new year, but after Teacher Jiang, her mother also interfered in her life. Anger naturally lit up.

"Yao Xinrui!" The mother raised her hand subconsciously, but realized that this was the first time since Yao Xinrui grew up that she wanted to hit her own child because of a photo.

Yao Xinrui also understands that her mother raised her hand to slap her... Is he not filial, not only his academic performance has declined, he can't do business, and his mother is so angry because of a picture of himself and Xiaoqi. Photo.

It's really ridiculous to think about the world, but it's really sad for me.

"Okay, Mom, since you care so much about outsiders' opinions and don't care about my inner thoughts, then I will follow your wish, can't I?!"

As he said that, Yao Xinrui tore off the phone film and photo stickers that had just been pasted together in tears, and what was torn off was a little bit of energy that had just recovered.

"So, are you satisfied?! If you are satisfied, I will go back to the house." Yao Xinrui felt as if her strength was drained after she finished speaking.

The mother on the side looked at Yao Xinrui who was yelling at her for the first time in a complicated manner, not knowing what to say.

On the first day of the new year, Yao Xinrui locked herself in the house from morning till night.

What Yao Xinrui's mother didn't know was that the other two spare batteries were also pasted with a group photo of the two of them, and Yao Xinrui hid them in the back of the drawer. From now on, she would only use this "clean" one in front of her mother, and when she was alone with He Jiaqi When they are together, the other two pieces will be taken out.

Yao Xinrui, who locked herself in the room, couldn't help being shaken.But at that time, relying on the warmth given by He Jiaqi, she was enough to persevere.

After all, He Jiaqi is his obsession.

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