In this life, the love is deep and the relationship is shallow

see.

However, Yao Xinrui still didn't have the courage to generously ask her mother if she went to her room last night, for fear that her mother didn't care and she would show her feet again.

After breakfast, Yao Xinrui went to the supermarket at the urging of her mother.Yao Xinrui naturally had no objection, because he was going back to school in the afternoon, and buying snacks for himself and He Jiaqi in advance was already a routine every Sunday.

Just as Yao Xinrui closed the door and left, her mother sighed and put down the rag to wipe the stove.

Watching Yao Xinrui leaving on a mountain bike on the balcony, the complexity and entanglement in her eyes were fully revealed.

I probably didn't let my daughter see anything...

Mother's thoughts went back to last night, and she wanted to remind Yao Xinrui to go to bed early.Knocking on the door lightly did not hear her daughter's response, pushed the door open and went in to see Yao Xinrui holding the phone tightly in his hand, the screen was still on.

Looking at Yao Xinrui again, her breath was steady and she seemed to be sleeping soundly.

I wanted to take the phone out of Yao Xinrui's hand and put it far away to avoid radiation.

She didn't want to pry into her daughter's privacy at all. Yao Xinrui grew up so old, she didn't hide anything from herself, and she didn't have any rebellious period.He is very relieved about his daughter and never interferes with Yao Xinrui.

But when he was about to help his daughter lock the screen, a few words accidentally fell into his eyes, and it would be a lie to say that he was not shocked.

I never knew that my daughter, who was always innocent and lovely, would send such explicit text messages.

But I didn't want to inquire into her daughter's privacy when she was asleep, so I wanted to quit. After pressing the back button, I unexpectedly returned to Yao Xinrui's inbox. Hundreds of messages came from one person—Jia Qi.

Mother didn't open it to check any message, but gently put the phone on the bedside table.

The mother knew that Yao Xinrui would panic when she saw her mobile phone on the bedside table the next day, but she just wanted to remind her daughter: Even if she got lost, she still had to remember the way home, and she was looking forward to her return.

After a sleepless night, my previous worries finally became reality, but it was really hard to believe that my daughter fell in love with a friend of the same sex, and I couldn't accept and approve of such a relationship that the world does not recognize.

Mother had some expectations for Yao Xinrui, so she believed that playing the drums didn't require heavy hammers.Yao Xinrui just lost his mind for a while, but he will return to the right path later.

Therefore, this morning, I tried to keep everything as it was, but Yao Xinrui's panic and inquiry still confirmed my thoughts.

My daughter and He Jiaqi do have an unusual relationship. If those text messages were all jokes, with Yao Xinrui's personality, she wouldn't care if she checked her phone, and she wouldn't try to find out about herself many times.

Mothers don't want to pierce the window paper, because once it is pierced, no matter whether it is the two young people or the parents of the two families, there is no turning back.The two are still young and have a bright future ahead.

Therefore, the mother concealed all the truth and chose only one person to know, and wanted to silently help Yao Xinrui through the obsession of youth.

But it took many years for my mother to understand that Yao Xinrui's love for He Jiaqi was not the ignorance of youth, the love of youth, nor the unpredictable wind that disappeared without a trace after blowing.

He Jiaqi is the first love that her daughter will never forget.

Yao Xinrui, who stepped out of the house, walked much more briskly, thankful that her mother did not find the text message between herself and He Jiaqi.

But Yao Xinrui didn't want to admit her cowardice and timidity at that time, and she didn't recognize her heart and her love and debt to He Jiaqi, so she deceived herself and willingly believed in her mother's disguise.

The author has something to say: Ruirui: I grew up eating cute food, so I am cute, right?

Xiaoqi: You are very cute, but you are also very silly, but I like it no matter what.

Author: Alright, alright, you're all about to come out, and you're still on the show!She's full of lust.

Well, it might be a little more brutal tomorrow. (*^__^*) Hee hee...

☆, accident

Although Yao Xinrui wanted to believe that her mother didn't see the text messages between herself and He Jiaqi, she still had an extra thought.

On the way home from the supermarket, I diverted to China Mobile.At that time, real-name mobile phone numbers were not required, and as many numbers as I wanted could be obtained within a few minutes.

Yao Xinrui set up a couple card for herself and He Jiaqi without telling everyone. The calls are free and the limit is [-] text messages.

Yao Xinrui's pocket money has always been very free. She has a concept of financial management since she was a child, and she also has a lot of savings.She plans to use part of it to pay for her and He Jiaqi's phone bills. She thinks that this will not only prevent the two parents from seeing the huge phone list for high school students, but also add a little sense of financial freedom to their relationship.

Yao Xinrui's thoughts at that time were very simple, even a little freedom would make her happy for a long time.

But later, Yao Xinrui realized that he had been walking for more than ten years in order to realize the triple freedom of person, mind and finance.

On Sunday afternoon, He Jiaqi and Yao Xinrui returned to school early, as always.

Yao Xinrui took He Jiaqi's hand and said mysteriously, "Xiaoqi, I have prepared a little surprise for you, do you want to look forward to it?"

He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui who was mischievous and mysterious, and secretly smiled, her facial expression remained unchanged.

Pretend to be serious and said: "Student Yao Xinrui, what bad things have you done behind my back? Hurry up and tell the truth, and be lenient if you confess, or the family law will serve you."

Listening to He Jiaqi's teasing words, Yao Xinrui felt that He Jiaqi had been transformed by her. He used to think He Jiaqi was arrogant and cold, but now he thought He Jiaqi was cute and playful.

"Then just give me a kiss, and I'll show you." Yao Xinrui nodded her face in a desperate manner, and looked at He Jiaqi.

He Jiaqi blushed slightly and lowered her head, but then they drew closer to each other, and unlike Yao Xinrui's expectation, He Jiaqi's lips landed on Yao Xinrui's unexpectedly.

Touching for a moment, and bouncing away, it was as shy as the first kiss.

Yao Xinrui was stunned for a few seconds, but He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui with great interest as if nothing had happened.

Yao Xinrui felt that she had been molested... She originally wanted to molested He Jiaqi, but when He Jiaqi touched her briefly, she lost the chance.

There are countless kisses between two people, but as long as this person is He Jiaqi, Yao Xinrui has no choice but to catch her without a fight.

A few seconds later, He Jiaqi said slowly, "Ruirui, you have to mean what you say. My surprise."

Speaking of which, He Jiaqi spread her hands, waiting for the surprise Yao Xinrui promised.

Yao Xinrui smiled, took out two brand new SIM cards from her wallet, put them in He Jiaqi's hands, and said:

"Xiaoqi, this is the phone card I went to get for the two of us today. We will use this to keep in touch when we go home. I know it's nothing, but it's the only way I can think of to protect us now Yes. I have pre-stored the phone bill in it, and I will be responsible for the phone bill for the two of us in the future, okay?"

After Yao Xinrui finished speaking, she lowered her head, thinking of her mother's questioning of He Jiaqi on Saturday, feeling sad for a while.

He Jiaqi looked at the glowing calling card on her right hand, raised her left hand, touched Yao Xinrui's bowed head, and said softly, "Thank you, Ruirui. I accept this surprise."

In fact, He Jiaqi's heart has melted into water. She knows that Yao Xinrui pretends to be very mature in front of outsiders, but she will always be a young child in front of herself, and this young child is chasing the relationship between the two of them step by step.

I know that Yao Xinrui loves her, but I also know that Yao Xinrui doesn't understand what this love means.

But now Yao Xinrui's approach is not a long-term solution, but it also proves that she wants to protect her heart.

Yao Xinrui finally raised his head to meet He Jiaqi's gentle and considerate eyes, raised the corners of his mouth, and resumed his childish voice: "Xiaoqi, you know that these two phone numbers are couple numbers, one with the ending number 1103 and the other with 1106. Which one do you like, do you choose first?"

Listening to the mantissa reported by Yao Xinrui, He Jiaqi naturally had an answer in her mind, one was the month of two people's birthdays, and the other was the number of days of two people's birthdays.

Yao Xinrui's romance is always reflected in such details. Although He Jiaqi is indifferent by nature, she is very happy about the little romance Yao Xinrui brought to her.

Such a little romance may only be thought of when you are young, or you may only feel necessary when you are young.When time has smoothed a person's edges and corners, will it also polish the romance and tenderness in a person's bones?

"Ruirui, I like 1106." He Jiaqi replied.

"Really? I was thinking that your lucky number is 3, and you will like 03. Then you use 1106, and I use 1103." Yao Xinrui said a little surprised.

He Jiaqi used 1106 for selfish reasons, because she wanted Yao Xinrui to recite a magical spell every time she dialed this number—1106, and her life would be smooth.

She, I want her to be good.

It seems that it has always been like this, and the good times are fleeting.

The accident happened on the Wednesday before the midterm exam.

At around 10 o'clock that night, Yao Xinrui and He Jiaqi were about to fall asleep, when Yao Xinrui's cell phone rang frantically, it was her mother.

Yao Xinrui picked up the phone, and a few seconds later, He Jiaqi, who was holding Yao Xinrui, noticed that Yao Xinrui's face was getting paler, and the hands holding the phone began to tremble.

He Jiaqi realized that something had happened, and gently put her hand on the back of Yao Xinrui's hand, trying to give her a little strength just like Yao Xinrui gave her support when they first met.

As soon as she touched Yao Xinrui's hand, Yao Xinrui's tears couldn't stop streaming down, biting her lower lip tightly to suppress her sobs.

He Jiaqi looked at Yao Xinrui who was crying like tears in front of her for the first time, her heart ached so much that she could only hold her in her arms, wait for her to finish the phone call, and ask what happened.

"Mom, I understand. I'll go home right away." Before the mother over there could finish speaking, Yao Xinrui hurriedly hung up the phone.

Yao Xinrui turned over and got out of bed, put on her coat and walked out of the bedroom.

He Jiaqi hurriedly followed, and Yao Xinrui hid at the corner of the stairwell, trying to control her trembling hands as she flicked her phone.

"Ruirui? Ruirui, what's the matter? What happened? Do you mind telling me?" He Jiaqi tentatively asked while standing behind Yao Xinrui. She knew that Yao Xinrui would not hide it from her, but she didn't want to force her either. .

Yao Xinrui browsed through the address book and adjusted her breath before uttering a complete sentence intermittently: "Xiaoqi... Mom called and said, grandfather, grandfather passed away. I, I am going home now, but Mom disagrees. I want, I want to call my sister-in-law. Let her pick me up."

Although Yao Xinrui couldn't catch his breath, He Jiaqi still heard every word clearly.

She knew the weight of her grandfather in Yao Xinrui's heart, and she also knew that their friendship between grandparents and grandchildren was not ordinary.Yao Xinrui values ​​love and righteousness, and is even more filial than her peers.

Such a blow was absolutely fatal to Yao Xinrui.

After hearing this, He Jiaqi didn't care whether other people would see it or not, first she hugged Yao Xinrui from behind with both hands forward, and then softly said in Yao Xinrui's ear, "Ruirui, don't worry, I'm here."

He Jiaqi knew that any words were useless, and all she could do was to accompany Yao Xinrui.

The weather has the chill of autumn and winter, and the stairwell is not warm.

Feeling He Jiaqi's warm embrace, Yao Xinrui suddenly lost her previous strength, and her whole body leaned softly in He Jiaqi's arms, but her hands kept moving.

He Jiaqi just tightened her hands, caught the sinking Yao Xinrui, and hugged Yao Xinrui quietly.

Yao Xinrui called my sister-in-law's phone number, intermittently said that she was going home, and asked her sister-in-law if she could come to pick her up.My sister-in-law knew Yao Xinrui's filial piety, so naturally she would not refuse.

Yao Xinrui, who hung up the phone, turned around, wiped away her tears, and said calmly, "Xiaoqi, I'm going back to the dormitory to pack my things, and my sister-in-law will pick me up later. I'm fine, but I may not be able to go back to the dormitory for a few days." Yes. You have to take care of yourself, you know?"

"Ruirui, don't worry about me. But can you promise me that no matter what, you will take care of yourself? Even if grandfather leaves, I don't want you to be too sad." He Jiaqi raised her hand to wipe away the tears on Yao Xinrui's cheek.

Yao Xinrui didn't nod or shake his head, his eyes were full of sadness and helplessness that couldn't be concealed.

He Jiaqi felt sorry for Yao Xinrui's sudden silence, for Yao Xinrui who was so calm in front of her, and even more for her still worrying about herself at this moment, telling herself.

Yao Xinrui took He Jiaqi back to Room 202, walked to the desk and let go.

Yao Xinrui simply put the books she needed to review into her backpack, unplugged the charger, put them in the side pocket, closed the zipper, and sat at the desk waiting for my sister-in-law's call.

He Jiaqi, who was standing by the side, held Yao Xinrui's left hand and tightened it.

Feeling He Jiaqi's worry, Yao Xinrui wanted to pull a smile, but her face was stiff and her expression was even more bitter.

At this moment, the phone rang, and Yao Xinrui picked up the call without seeing the notification: "Sister! Are you here?"

But my mother's voice came from my ear, and said with an indistinct cry: "Ruirui, my sister-in-law called me, and I told her not to pick you up. Grandfather, grandfather, he came to the rescue. So you Don't worry, wait until you go home on the weekend, then, come see him again. You need to settle down now and prepare for the exam next week."

"Really? Mom, really? You didn't lie to me?" Yao Xinrui questioned after listening to her mother's unconvincing words.

Although in my heart, I hope that this is true: my grandfather didn't leave, but my grandfather just made a joke with me.

Yao Xinrui felt that his grandfather had always been in good health. Although he was getting older and his physical function would inevitably decline, he was still very healthy.I had dinner with my grandfather two weeks ago, and talked on the phone a week ago. My grandfather is very healthy.

"Really, I didn't lie to you. You can sleep peacefully. Mom will pick you up from school on Friday. I won't talk to you now. There are many things waiting to be dealt with in the hospital." The mother hung up the phone anxiously.

"Okay, Mom, I hope you keep your word. You and Dad take good care of your grandfather and tell him that I will go back to see him on weekends. You and Dad also pay more attention to your health. That's it, see you mom." Yao Xinrui didn't want her mother to worry, so she hung up first phone.

The three people in 202 were already frightened by Yao Xinrui's abnormality. They had never seen three people like the elder sister and didn't know what to do.

He Jiaqi, who heard the conversation between Yao Xinrui and her mother clearly, thought for a few seconds.

Seeing Yao Xinrui looking up at him, the grievance and doubt in his eyes were fully revealed.

He Jiaqi knew that Yao Xinrui didn't like to show weakness in front of anyone else, and she didn't want her emotions to affect her roommates.

He Jiaqi put her right hand on Yao Xinrui's shoulder, and took Yao Xinrui's right hand with her left hand, with a little force, her eyes signaled Yao Xinrui to go out and talk.

Yao Xinrui stood up obediently, lowered her head, and walked out slowly.

He Jiaqi looked at the three roommates who were looking at each other, and said, "It's okay, you go to bed first, it's getting late. Your eldest sister is okay, I'm here." Then she nodded to the three of them.

Li Jing nodded to He Jiaqi and said, "It's cold outside, don't take too long. Come back if you have something to say, don't be afraid to disturb us."

"Yeah." He Jiaqi liked Li Jing's maturity.

"Ruirui?" He Jiaqi couldn't help frowning as she looked at Yao Xinrui who was standing in a daze in front of the stairwell window.

Yao Xinrui like this was too strange, her vigor and vigor seemed to have been emptied, standing alone in front of the window, the aura around her was helpless and cold.

But besides being able to accompany her, I couldn't even say words of comfort.

Because I know this feeling all too well.

When I was in junior high school, my grandmother left without warning. When I heard the news, I sent my grandmother away without crying or fussing.

Many people talked about their cold-bloodedness and ruthlessness behind their backs, but they didn't know that they knelt in front of grandma's coffin and cried alone.

Maybe losing my grandma felt too hopeless and too painful, so I couldn't breathe because of the pain, so I couldn't feel the ups and downs of emotions, and I didn't want to shed tears in front of outsiders.

Today, Yao Xinrui stood in front of the window, allowing herself to experience that despair again.

I don't know if it's because I love Yao Xinrui, or if the two of them really have a telepathic connection, my heart also hurts, and I feel sad.

"Well, Xiaoqi, I'm fine, don't worry." Yao Xinrui turned to look at He Jiaqi and said.

He Jiaqi walked up to Yao Xinrui, looked at Yao Xinrui with pity, put her arms around her, and said, "Ruirui, if you are sad, you can cry, okay?"

Yao Xinrui let He Jiaqi hold her, nodding her head on He Jiaqi's shoulder to find some support. "Xiaoqi, do you know? I think my mother is lying to me, and my grandfather has left. These are all white lies she told to stabilize me. I know, in fact, I know all of them."

Yao Xinrui said in a sticky tone, with helplessness and indescribable sadness in her tone.

How could He Jiaqi not understand? Yao Xinrui thought of it when she hung up the phone.It's just that she doesn't want to reveal it, and wants to give her fragile Ruirui a little hope, even for a few days.

"Ruirui, you don't know if Auntie is lying to you, this is all your assumption. So, maybe the real grandfather is still waiting for you to come home, maybe you can really see him for the last time. Choose to believe in your mother, OK?"

He Jiaqi went against her true inner thoughts, trying to persuade Yao Xinrui to trust her mother, at least, to help her get through this week well.

"Xiaoqi, let's go back to the dormitory. It's too cold here, so don't catch a cold because of me." Saying that, Yao Xinrui wrapped her arms around He Jiaqi's waist and walked back to 202 together.

As usual, He Jiaqi and Yao Xinrui were lying on the bed together.

Unlike usual, they didn't have any intimate behavior tonight, He Jiaqi just held Yao Xinrui in her arms.

He Jiaqi could feel Yao Xinrui in her arms secretly wiping away tears, pretending not to know, but stroking Yao Xinrui's back lightly, once, again...

"Xiaoqi, is grandfather really still there?" Yao Xinrui whispered.

"Really, Auntie won't lie to you." He Jiaqi said bitterly, pretending to be relaxed.

"Xiao Qi, thank you for being by my side."

This is what Yao Xinrui said to He Jiaqi before he fell asleep after crying for an unknown amount of time.

"Ruirui, I will always be by your side."

He Jiaqi gently left a pity kiss on Yao Xinrui's forehead, silently promising Yao Xinrui in her heart.

The author has something to say: I feel sad when I write it. . .

Ruirui: You are so cruel, crying. . .

Xiaoqi: Ruirui, don't cry, you still have me.

Well, the happiness is yours, I have nothing. . .

Little cuties, the next chapter may be more cruel, don't hit me. /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

☆, exposed

In the evening two days later, Yao Xinrui was picked up from school by her mother, who told Yao Xinrui to take her to see her grandfather now.

Yao Xinrui, who was sitting in the car, looked at the busy traffic outside the car window with gloomy eyes, and his thoughts became more and more certain, because this is not the way back to his grandfather's house.

Before leaving school, He Jiaqi said to herself: "Ruirui, no matter what, be well, I'll wait for you to come back. Don't be sullen, and don't be too sad. I'll be here anytime, the new SIM card you gave me Always on standby. Please let me know if you are okay anytime, please?"

Yao Xinrui just nodded and did not give He Jiaqi a firm answer.

Twenty minutes later, Yao Xinrui did see his grandfather, who was lying peacefully in the morgue.

Already dressed neatly, the wrinkles around his eyes have dissipated, he looks as if he has been several years younger, and Yao Xinrui's familiar calmness is still on his face.

Looking at his grandfather, Yao Xinrui bit the corner of his mouth tightly, didn't say a word, tears were nowhere to be found.

Mother looked at Yao Xinrui who was in grief, walked over, touched Yao Xinrui's head, and said sorry to Yao Xinrui.

Instead, Yao Xinrui shook her head and said, "Mom, it's okay, I understand. I realized it that night."

Keeping your mouth shut doesn't mean you don't miss it.Resisting not crying does not mean not being sad.

Beware of grief to the extreme, without words or tears.

A few minutes later, Yao Xinrui was told by her sister-in-law, "Grandfather will be cremated the next day, and then he will be buried directly in the cemetery, so I can prepare myself."

According to the custom of the family, the relatives wake up the night before the burial.

The family considered that Yao Xinrui was busy with homework and had to go back to school on Sunday, so they didn't want Yao Xinrui to stay, but Yao Xinrui refused, so her father and mother followed her.

The parents knew their daughter's temperament, Yao Xinrui's decision could not be pulled back by eight horses, let alone her grandfather who loved her dearly.

Since He Jiaqi separated from Yao Xinrui, she has been restless, holding her mobile phone and doesn't want to disturb Yao Xinrui.She understood that Yao Xinrui had a lot of things to deal with, and contacting her by herself would only add to the trouble.

During dinner, He Jiaqi turned her silent phone to ring and vibrate, for fear that she might miss Yao Xinrui's call or text message.

He Jiaqi, who was having dinner with her parents, held up chopsticks, her eyes widened, and she picked up a grain of rice and brought it to her mouth, taking a long time to swallow it.A table of my favorite dishes, but I just don't have an appetite.

He Jiaqi's mother noticed her daughter's abnormality and asked, "Jiaqi, what's wrong with you? Are you sick?" One sentence brought back He Jiaqi's wandering thoughts, and watched her mother put down her chopsticks and wait for her to answer.

"Oh, Mom, I'm not sick, but I don't have any appetite." He Jiaqi felt that she was acting a little obvious.

Since she was a child, she was taught to eat with one heart and one mind, and she didn't eat or sleep without talking. She has long developed the habit of eating quickly and with rules.But now, because he cared about Yao Xinrui, the sumptuous dinner his mother prepared specially for him was tasteless.

Even so, I don't want to tell my parents anything about Yao Xinrui, as if this way, the two of them can avoid their sight.

The father who had finished eating glanced at He Jiaqi and said, "Eating is the same as doing things. You must eat well with one heart and one mind. Don't think about what you have." After finishing speaking, he walked back to the study.

He Jiaqi lowered her head, and her mother saw that He Jiaqi's mood became more depressed, and said calmly: "Jiaqi, eat quickly, it's getting cold. After eating, go back to the house and read a book. High school is an important period. Time is precious, we can't waste."

He Jiaqi listened to her parents' admonition, feeling really wronged in her heart, but she couldn't show it.I just finished my meal quietly, said hello to my mother, and went back to my room.

A little bit of curiosity and doubts arose in He Jiaqi's mother's heart, and it was also related to He Jiaqi's abnormality recently.The mother thought to herself: "Isn't it possible that He Jiaqi has a puppy love again without telling them?"

My mother had heard about He Jiaqi's scandals with some boys before, and would discipline them strictly every time, but He Jiaqi would not explain each time, and then cut off contact with these boys, and her goal was achieved.

But this time, he didn't feel that He Jiaqi was close to any boy, and her daughter never revealed any information like before.

But the difference is that He Jiaqi's behavior reveals different information. "I need to find a way. High school is such a critical node, there can be no accidents." Mother thought.

He Jiaqi, who came back to the house, looked at the mobile phone with no messages or missed calls, sighed softly, and opened the math workbook, trying to distract herself, but couldn't help but think about it. Yao Xinrui.

He Jiaqi got up, walked to her closet, and quietly opened the door.After searching for a while in the clothes package I packed, I took out an A4 envelope, which was bulging.

He Jiaqi walked back to the desk lightly, for fear of disturbing her parents who were watching TV in the living room.Opening the envelope, there were sheets of paper the size of post-it notes.

He took out one, and it was written in Yao Xinrui's handwriting: "Xiaoqi, I don't seem to like anything, but do you know what the only thing I like?" "What do I like?" "I like the way you smile. "

Inside this envelope is every note He Jiaqi kept with Yao Xinrui.

She knew that Yao Xinrui had the habit of collecting the two notes from them. She kept most of them there, but sometimes she deliberately put some away.And these notes were secretly hidden in the deepest part of the closet by myself, presumably my mother would not find them.

Tonight she seemed to miss and worry about her Ruirui very much, so she took the risk to take out these notes.Reading these, I feel like Yao Xinrui is by my side...

Yao Xinrui watched as all relatives and friends left, leaving only her parents, uncle and sister-in-law.Taking advantage of washing hands, I took the time to change the SIM card, and wanted to report He Jiaqi's safety.Knowing that He Jiaqi must have changed to a 1106 card, she edited a message and sent it out.

He Jiaqi, who was reading a small note here, finally felt the vibration of her phone, it was Ruirui!

Opening the inbox, Yao Xinrui received a text message: "Xiao Qi, don't worry about me, I'm fine. My grandfather has indeed left. I will wake up tonight, and I may return to the dormitory late on Sunday. Take good care of yourself. If you think of me, Leave me a message and I'll reply when I find time."

Looking at Yao Xinrui's message, He Jiaqi suddenly wanted to hear Yao Xinrui's voice, and pressed the callback button regardless of the inconvenience of being at home.

As soon as the notification sounded, Yao Xinrui's voice rang in his ears: "Xiaoqi?"

"Hmm," He Jiaqi lowered her voice and responded.

"What's the matter? Aren't you at home? Why call me?" Yao Xinrui hurriedly said, afraid that He Jiaqi would be inconvenient.

"It's okay, I just miss you and want to hear your voice to make sure you are really okay." He Jiaqi replied in a voice almost whispering.

"Xiaoqi, I'm fine. Don't worry. It's not convenient for you to talk. Let's replace it with a message, shall we?" Although Yao Xinrui heard He Jiaqi's voice and missed He Jiaqi's embrace, she said that she didn't want to embarrass He Jiaqi at home.

"Okay. Ruirui, you, you are fine. Goodbye." After saying that, He Jiaqi hung up the phone.

A few seconds later, Yao Xinrui's text message came in: "Xiaoqi, are you really okay? You make me worry about you. Don't think too much, go to bed early. Okay?"

He Jiaqi, with red eyes, looked at Yao Xinrui's message, and finally shed tears.I don't know why, but I feel sad for no reason, I feel that I can't be by her side when she is sad, I feel that my young self is powerless, and I feel that my heart is ups and downs with Yao Xinrui.

He Jiaqi, who was immersed in sadness, didn't notice that the door of her room opened a crack at some point, and her every move fell into the eyes of her mother standing outside the door.

A few minutes later, my mother closed the door and returned to the living room as if nothing had happened.

The next day, He Jiaqi's mother said to He Jiaqi, "Grandpa called home and said he missed you very much. I hope you can visit today."

Although He Jiaqi said that she was thinking about Yao Xinrui, she wanted to stay at home and wait for her news.But after all, this is my grandfather who loves me very much. I haven't seen him for a long time, and I miss him very much, so I agreed.

Before He Jiaqi changed her SIM card, she sent a message to Yao Xinrui, telling herself to visit her grandfather, and to contact her own mobile phone number for anything.

After sending the message, I put the replaced SIM card into my wallet and set off.

He Jiaqi walked to the door of Grandpa's house, rang the doorbell, and was a little happier when she heard Grandpa's footsteps coming out to open the door.

Grandpa opened the door, looked at He Jiaqi standing outside, and said with a surprised expression, "Jiaqi? Come in, are you resting today? Why do you suddenly have time to see Grandpa?"

When He Jiaqi heard her grandfather's words, a haze cast over her heart, but it didn't show on her face.

He reached out to help grandpa to the sofa, and said playfully, "Grandpa~ I miss you, I can't visit you often when I live in school, no wonder."

Grandpa patted He Jiaqi's little head and said, "Spoof, why would Grandpa blame you? You study so hard, you should pay more attention to your body. You live happily every day, and a happy and healthy life is what Grandpa wants to see most Woolen cloth."

He Jiaqi had lunch with her grandfather, and before her grandfather's lunch break, she resigned early on the pretext that she still had homework.

The moment Grandpa closed the door, He Jiaqi ran home like crazy.

He Jiaqi knew that when her mother said that her grandfather wanted her to visit, it was a cover, an excuse to dismiss her.

"Don't, don't, Mom, please don't..." He Jiaqi, who had been calm and indifferent, panicked at this moment while running, shouting silently in her heart.

She lost her composure and ran, causing passers-by to stare at her, but at this moment, she couldn't care less about her image in the eyes of outsiders.

He Jiaqi stood at the door of her house as quickly as possible, took out the key with trembling hands, and opened the door.

As soon as he entered the door, He Jiaqi's heart collapsed.

The living room was full of papers that she had hidden in the closet and Yao Xinrui's. They were no longer in their original appearance, and most of them were scattered on the ground in pieces.

Looking up, the mother's face not only revealed disappointment, but also anger.

He looked coldly at He Jiaqi who had just entered the door, with beads of sweat on his forehead.

"Tell me, what's going on?!" The mother asked in a questioning tone.

The author has something to say: Ruirui: Xiaoqi, don't cry.

Xiaoqi: Ruirui, I failed to protect us.

I'm a bad guy, and the sadomasochistic journey begins. /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

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Yao Xinrui on the other side calmly watched his grandfather's ashes fall to the depths of the earth, and his father finally closed the coffin with his uncle...

In the early hours of the morning, Yao Xinrui and his parents ran to different places, and finally came to a cemetery [-] kilometers away from the city center.

Grandfather finally waited for Yao Xinrui, and three days later, he was buried in the ground.

Yao Xinrui glanced at her father, the gray hair on her temples became more apparent within a few days.Ever since I came back, I haven't seen any expression on my father's face.

As the eldest son, the father naturally bears the responsibility of the whole family.After the grandfather left, the eldest brother became the father, and he couldn't fall down in front of his family.

Father felt Yao Xinrui's gaze, turned his head, raised his hand and patted Yao Xinrui's shoulder and said, "Daughter, go back and see grandma, grandma is waiting for you."

Yao Xinrui was about to nod, but his father said again: "Ruirui, as a father, I will never have the chance to call you Dad again."

After speaking, Yao Xinrui finally saw the red eyes of his father who had been controlling his emotions.The next moment, I put away my emotions and continued to greet relatives and friends who came to mourn.

Listening to her father's words, Yao Xinrui's heart twitched.

The parents and family members were afraid that the grandmother would not be able to bear the blow, so they asked the grandmother to wait at Yao Xinrui's house, and Yao Xinrui returned home with her mother ahead of schedule.

Yao Xinrui pushed open the door of her own house and called softly, "Grandma?"

"Hey." Grandma responded.

Yao Xinrui heard the sound and went to the living room, seeing her grandmother sitting on the sofa alone, obviously crying, but her grandmother calmed down before Yao Xinrui came back, not wanting to worry Yao Xinrui too much.

"Grandma, grandpa is gone, but you still have us. I heard from my mother that when grandpa left, he didn't suffer and went away peacefully. This is considered a blessing. Grandma, you have to take good care of yourself, now you are part of this family The core. You are here, and home is here. So even if it is for your children and grandchildren, you must take care of your health."

Yao Xinrui didn't know how to comfort her, but she was most worried about her grandmother's physical condition.

"Ruirui, grandpa missed you the most before he left. I want me to bring you a message. I hope you can live freely and happily for the rest of your life and pursue the life you want. Grandma only hopes that you will be healthy and healthy all your life. You are still young. , don't risk your life for the things outside your body in the future."

Grandmother touched Yao Xinrui's cheek, lovingly recalling what grandfather had left for Yao Xinrui.

"Okay, I will. I will try my best to live up to your and Grandpa's expectations."

Yao Xinrui's hands were clenched into fists, her nails almost digging into her palms, to prevent herself from crying, and to avoid making her grandmother feel uncomfortable.

Yao Xinrui was having lunch with her grandmother and mother, and remembered that she hadn't told He Jiaqi that she was safe today.

I took out my mobile phone from the bag, only to see that the phone turned off automatically when it was out of power.Yao Xinrui hurriedly found a charger to charge her mobile phone.

This is the first time since she was with He Jiaqi that she hasn't heard from He Jiaqi for such a long time, and her mobile phone is out of battery. I'm afraid that if He Jiaqi looks for her, she won't be able to contact her. Don't worry about it, He Jiaqi good.

With [-]% battery, the phone turned on automatically. After a few seconds, there was an unread message on the screen, from He Jiaqi.

"It turns out that He Jiaqi went to Grandpa's house, so she should go home now." Thinking like this, Yao Xinrui tried to send a message to the number 1106, but received a reminder that the sending failed a few seconds later.

Yao Xinrui didn't care, thinking that He Jiaqi might still be with her grandfather.Then he sent another text message to He Jiaqi's mobile phone number: "Xiaoqi, my grandfather is buried in peace, I am fine, don't worry. How are you today?"

A message was sent, but unexpectedly, He Jiaqi did not reply within a few minutes.

Yao Xinrui was a little bit worried in his heart, but he felt that he was thinking too much, maybe wait a little longer, and He Jiaqi will reply.

Yao Xinrui put down her phone and watched her mother tidy up the messy home because of her grandfather's departure. Naturally, she would not let it go and helped her mother with the housework.

He Jiaqi clutched the house key, looking at the mess all over the place, she could only lock her fists tightly so that she could feel the tingling of the key in her palm.The piercing pain reminded me not to lose my mind and not let the incident worsen.

Mother looked at He Jiaqi, who had been silent since entering the door, and became more and more angry, and asked again: "He Jiaqi! What's going on?!"

He Jiaqi was startled by her mother's raised voice, raised her head slightly, looked at her mother and said, "Mom, don't be angry, it's not good for your health."

After the words fell, He Jiaqi returned from panic to her daily calm and indifference.

Slowly moving his steps, he went to get the broom and dustpan, trying to clean up this dazzling mess.

"What are you doing?!" Mother watched He Jiaqi move, and immediately yelled at He Jiaqi.

He Jiaqi said calmly, "I just want to clean up first."

Mother immediately interrupted: "No need! Come here and sit down! I just want you to explain this 'shameless' note to me!"

Listening to her mother's harsh words, He Jiaqi clenched her lower lip even more tightly to prevent herself from losing her composure in such a situation, which would lead to more serious consequences.

"Mom, don't say that, things are not what you imagined." He Jiaqi eased the atmosphere.

"Then explain to me what it's like? Can the black and white words be false?" the mother said relentlessly.

He Jiaqi carefully recalled the contents of these notes, and wanted to make sure that apart from the daily conversations between Yao Xinrui and herself and the occasional witty words, there was no special language beyond the boundary, and