Beauty across the cloud

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Jin Lan hadn't taken his leave of absence—more precisely, he hadn't even finished his meal—someone contacted him.But not for him, but for Qin Suian.

The caller claimed to be her classmate, and said that Qin Suian's phone line had been busy all the time, and asked Jin Lan to tell her that there was an academic conference that had been moved up to this month, and the department informed her to prepare in advance, and it was best to go to school today to attend one meeting.Jin Lan replied that she might have gone home.The other party said that she called her home, but she did not come home.

Jin Lan hasn't lived with Qin Suian in the past two years, so she knows her somewhat.He thought about it for a while, and said, where might she have gone to play? She has been clamoring to go skiing all this time. Isn't there a ski resort just opened on the outskirts of the city?

In the end, Qin Suian was "arrested" at the airport.

When she dragged her luggage and returned to the rental house reluctantly, she muttered, "I thought there was a vacation, but I didn't expect it to be a desperation."Jin Lan didn't know that she just came back from the airport and asked her how the newly opened ski resort was.

She frowned: "I didn't go to the suburbs."

"You don't want to go skiing?"

"That's right," she said calmly and calmly, "I originally planned to go to Switzerland."

Jin Lan: "...huh?"

It seems that he still doesn't know her well enough.

She continued to explain: "The visa has been issued a long time ago, hey, I thought I could catch my breath before the next report."

"No," Jin Lan asked again: "Even if the meeting time is not advanced, you only have two weeks at most, right? And as the organizer, you have to contact the venue, print materials, and organize personnel... You are the senior sister in the group, and many You have to lead the work..."

"Oh, stop it, it's so long-winded!" Qin Suian waved his hands, and at the same time said confidently: "I have arranged these in advance, and I have the confidence to return to Switzerland for the rest of the scattered work. Get ready again—why do you see that I can't keep up with ddl?"

Indeed not.Every time she felt that she was going to be too late or couldn't finish it, she always saved the day.Jin Lan can't even evaluate her accurately: she always walks on the edge of reliability and unreliability, which is reassuring and unreliable.

Then, she turned around and asked Jin Lan: "You live too nervously, take advantage of your eye injury these few days to relax your nerves!"

Jin Lan had nothing to say.

The process of Qin Suian's growth is also the history of her rebellion.In fact, she's turned against the world from the womb: she was originally named for the next boy in the family, only to find out it was a girl.When she was a little older, in order to complete the homework assigned by the teacher, she chased her parents and asked her the meaning of her name.So the parents came up with a bunch of beautiful words related to "safety", such as healthy and safe, safe as usual, and the country is peaceful and the people are safe.However, she later told Jin Lan in a small chat that she actually knew that this name, which she had chosen long ago, had only one meaning since she was born—if it comes, then it will be safe.One can imagine how her parents used this sentence to comfort themselves after expecting a boy but getting a girl.

Since she was a child, she should always be quiet and lively, and lively and crazy. When applying for the college entrance examination, her parents hoped that she would choose a major with a partial literature, and after graduation, she would be an administrative or secretary, and live a stable and smooth life, but she insisted on applying for everyone. Not optimistic about the traditional engineering.Not only that, she even dared to read all the way up, which caused the relatives in my hometown to sigh repeatedly when they mentioned her, and most of the sentences used when evaluating her were "although..., but if this continues, it will be difficult to find a partner!" , her own competitiveness in the marriage and love market is like the trend of the stock market during the recession, falling all the way.

However, no matter how slippery she is, she will be forced to marry, so when she reached the doctorate level, she simply took the exam and came to the north. From then on, her family can only force marriage remotely, which can do nothing for her.Life has never given up on her pressure, but she is always willful and relaxed.Sometimes Jin Lan also wants to see through the deep blingbling eyes whether she is suppressing pain like him, but at most she just blinks, curling her long eyelashes up and down: "Why are you staring at me? Fuck, my eyebrows are so tight Didn't draw it all?"

She is the complete opposite of Jin Lan.For this reason, Jin Lan couldn't help but envy her deeply.

There was more to come after she asked Jin Lan about Luo Weiqiu that day.At that time, Jin Lan asked her back what she would do if she encountered such a situation.

It's more like a question than a question.Jin Lan was indeed sincerely asking her for a suggestion in order to find a way to breathe in the pain.

She glanced at Jin Lan with doubts in her eyes, and she asked, "Even if I say so, will you try to change?"

Won't.Jin Lan answered in his heart.In the end, he didn't speak either, but stood up and closed the window.

It must be that the wind that day was so gentle and sensational that it actually stirred the ripples in the lake in the center of her eyes.Inexplicably, Jin Lan saw a flash of pity on her face.

Qin Suian has never said anything. The capital of her being "crazy" lies in her efficiency and execution ability. The consistent principle she pursues is that if there is no result for one thing, then there is really no need to work hard for it.

She guessed that Jin Lan also had her own principles in mind.How wonderful this world is, everyone walks in different directions, but still in an orderly manner, maybe someone will collide or get hurt, but crying or laughing, it is not worth mentioning to fate itself.

Although Qin Suian's return this time sacrificed her personal freedom, it finally solved Jin Lan's current predicament.When she returned to school that afternoon, she brought Jin Lan's various medical records with her, and took a detour to ask for leave for Jin Lan.After she left, Jin Lan felt worried all the time, but she also felt that she, as a member of the outer court, would not be affected by the grievances of this court.When dusk fell, she returned slowly, sat in the living room after entering the door and took off her shoes, throwing one away.

Jin Lan was sitting in the living room holding the hot water bottle that Luo Weiqiu had filled for him, listening to the radio broadcast, and when she heard her voice, she could immediately imagine her current state of mind, so she teased her: "The younger brother will be back in a while, You threw your shoes all over the floor, don't you pay attention to your image in other people's hearts?"

Qin Suian yawned: "What does the image in his heart have to do with me?"

This is true.

Jin Lan then asked about the business: "Has my fake been approved by the department?"

"Oh, approved."

"That went pretty well, it's fine if you don't make things difficult for you." Jin Lan breathed a sigh of relief.

"Actually, it didn't go well." Qin Suian frowned: "At first your director disagreed, and then I made several copies of your inspection report, squeezed into the conference room before his meeting, and gave it to all the teachers present. Sent a copy."

Jin Lan: "..."

Jin Lan: "Then what?"

"Then I burst into tears, saying that you are dying and you can't take a vacation. It's just too unreasonable. Alas, it's a pity that you can't see my acting skills... Two teachers are still crying!... Then your director Just say, well, let Jin Lan come back when she is well-raised, hahahahaha."

She is indeed a woman who always walks on the edge of reliability and unreliability.Now that the matter has come to an end, Jin Lan doesn't want to say anything more, just said: "If you make such a fuss and make him unable to step down, he will definitely remember you. From now on..."

"What are you afraid of? My boss is the dean of our college and the vice principal in charge of administrative work—your director, what can he do to me?" She was triumphant, raising her chin, as if the light above her head was not a 25-watt incandescent lamp , but the rising sun.

Sitting in the dark, Jin Lan couldn't feel her brilliance, so she just nodded slightly.

At this time Luo Weiqiu came back from shopping, he said very little, pushed the door in without saying a word, and went into the kitchen without saying a word to fiddle with pots and pans.After a while, there was a smell of food coming over. It feels good to have someone cooking at home. Qin Suian was humming softly while looking at the nails he just made last week, her voice suddenly broke into the Jin Lan was almost taken aback by the weather forecast being broadcast by the radio station: "I said, let your junior live here."

The room was not big, and when Luo Weiqiu heard her voice in the small kitchen not a few steps away, she felt a little disappointed: Didn't he already live here?Only then did he realize that this matter could not be decided by him alone, it had to be discussed and approved by the two people outside.Thinking about it, the movement of cutting the meat in his hand slowed down, he thought, if he cooks for them every day, can he live here longer?However, this kind of feeling of being manipulated and picked by others is really not good, and he is a little depressed.

This distraction, Jin Lan did not understand how to answer.Luo Weiqiu wanted to rush out and pull Jin Lan to tell him to say it again.But after all, he is not such an impulsive person at that time, not to mention that the cut meat has just been put into the pot, and he can't walk away-yes, he was actually caught by a pot of meat. If it was a few years ago, who could Imagine this day?

While cooking porridge, Qin Suian walked up behind him, leaned against the wall, and said abruptly, "I heard Jin Lan mention you."

Luo Weiqiu didn't let go of the spoon that was gently stirring the porridge, but just squeezed it tightly.He didn't look back, he was still waiting for Qin Suian's next words.

Sure enough, she continued: "From his description, I feel that he seems to be sorry for you a little more? You stay here to take care of him now, how do you plan to solve the problems between you next? Oh, you don't have to worry that Jin Lan will hear , I found a recording of the meeting for him, and he is listening to it with headphones on." She considered Jin Lan a friend, and she could see that there was entanglement between the two of them, so she didn't intend to stay out of it.

The lean meat porridge in the pot was bubbling and bubbling, Luo Weiqiu turned down the fire.He already had a few dishes, but he suddenly remembered that he had to stir-fry some green vegetables, yes, he had to stir-fry, the nutrition was balanced, and he couldn't be sloppy.He set out the chopping board again, picked up the kitchen knife, stacked the washed vegetables, and prepared to use the knife.

Seeing him raise the knife silently, Qin Suian was a little startled, wondering if his own words had stimulated him.She raised her feet slowly, ready to retreat, but she heard him say, "I don't think every problem needs to be solved."

"escape?"

"It's not about escaping." Luo Weiqiu was really not good at words. He put down the knife, turned around to look at Qin Suian, frowned, and even wanted to stretch out his hand to express the messy feelings and thoughts in his heart, "Yes... step over .Not every problem has to be solved, and it’s okay to cross the past.”

"But he treated you badly before, aren't you angry?"

"I was very angry at first, but then I slowly figured it out. Although I can't fully understand the pain in his heart, I can feel it sometimes. I thought, maybe he didn't have to be so entangled, but he chose such a path , or there is only such a way, what can I do?... I can only understand him."

Qin Suian raised his eyebrows: "It sounds so reluctant. If you are really unwilling, why force yourself to work hard here? And since you understand his entanglement so well, why don't you just disappear, he can't see you, take your time." Slowly, he won't be entangled. To be honest, without you, his life is quite peaceful." After she finished speaking, she felt a little regretful, and it was better to say some soft and pleasant words.But now that she has said it, she is too lazy to smooth things over for herself.

Her questioning was rather sharp, and Luo Weiqiu couldn't handle it for a while. After a while, he said: "He has his personality, and I have mine. He wants to separate, but I don't, I just want to be with him. "

"Then do you understand him or not..." Qin Suian pouted, she couldn't accept this mess of logic.In the past, when she fell in love, although she also had all kinds of melancholy and worry, she was able to cut it off quickly, tidy up herself, say goodbye and say goodbye, at worst, go home and cry, tomorrow will still be a sunny day.

"I understand." He paused, then continued, "But I'm just not reconciled, and I've never been reconciled."