Beauty across the cloud

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Hearing this series of questions, Jin Lan fell into silence.This silence made Luo Weiqiu nervous.

Jin Lan is actually not that complicated, but when he is silent, no one can guess what he is thinking, because he is not mysterious, but just contradictory.Of course, for Luo Weiqiu, it was the most difficult question in the world.

After a while, Jin Lan spoke briskly: "Luo Weiqiu, do you know that I am the group leader."

"...You are, what?" Luo Weiqiu didn't know why the topic changed suddenly, and for a moment he thought he heard it wrong.

"Group leader." Jin Lan emphasized again: "It's the top manager of that kind of chat group, you know that?"

"……and then?"

Jin Lan seemed to be reminiscing about some extraordinary past events, and said slowly in a mysterious tone: "About a few years ago, I started watching idol dramas, and then..."

"Wait a minute," Luo Weiqiu didn't understand the previous question, but was confused by the current sentence: "Do you... watch idol dramas?"

"That's right," Jin Lan said quickly, "I've read a lot."

"You don't look like someone who is keen on watching dramas." Luo Weiqiu recalled that when he first went up the mountain, the hotel had no wifi installed in the two days when a certain popular drama was broadcast to the highlights, which can be said You Lejia couldn't hold her breath anymore, and when the two of them went down the mountain to do business and ate at a small roadside restaurant, she had to borrow someone's wifi to cache two episodes.

Luo Weiqiu couldn't associate the word chasing drama with Jin Lan.

"You..." He didn't know how to answer for a moment.

Jin Lan smiled softly: "When a junior brother of mine saw the playback records in my computer for the first time, he was like you, he didn't believe anything, and asked me if I lent my computer to others, and I said no, He said that your computer must have some strange virus."

Seeing Jin Lan mentioning others and comparing herself with herself, Luo Weiqiu was unhappy again: "Why am I just like others? Why can't you believe it? You can watch it if you want."

Jin Lan didn't bother him about this, but said slowly: "At first I just watched it casually, and then a junior sister pulled me into the group. Later I found that this kind of drama is quite good, so I wanted to watch it after watching one." Watching the second part, in the past few years, as long as I have some free time, I have been watching all kinds of love idol dramas. However, some people in the group keep leaving the group because they no longer follow the drama, and there will be new people joining the group, and the group leader will also It has changed several times, and the last group leader said he didn’t want to do it anymore, seeing that I stayed in the group the longest, so he transferred the authority to me.”

Luo Weiqiu was still a little confused, unable to understand the meaning of Jin Lan's words.However, at this time, Jin Lan seemed to be in high spirits and spoke happily.In the dark room, Luo Weiqiu saw a soft smile on Jin Lan's face, peaceful and beautiful.At this moment, Luo Weiqiu really wanted to lean over to kiss him, but he could predict that this kiss would be enough to break the peace, so he held back, but he had to do something, otherwise the impulse would linger in his heart and scurry around in his limbs , making him restless.He stretched out his hand to help Jin Lan pull the quilt.

"So," Jin Lan's brisk tone almost overflowed: "A doctor and a group leader are similar to me."

"How can this be similar? You have been studying for a doctorate for several years..."

"I, the group leader, have been 'suffering' for several years before becoming the leader." Jin Lan said with a smile.

"That's still different." Luo Weiqiu corrected him persistently: "A degree, how come it comes out of your mouth so calmly?"

"It may be different for other people, but it is really not that different for me. I didn't really want to study at the time, but I didn't have any other ideas. I just walked forward along a fixed straight line. I can live like this. One day goes by. It’s like I’ve been in the group for several years, but I haven’t said a few words, and I don’t bother to quit the group. Later, people say that they hope that I can take over as the group leader. A lot of things are like that."

He continued: "Of course, if you want to talk about any differences, there must be many. At least the word doctor can add a lot of weight to a resume. However, I don't know what work I can do without my eyesight. , Presumably, should, probably, you don’t have to worry about not having a resume.” At the end, he still laughed at himself.

The room was very quiet, and the two of them were really like two boats drifting here unintentionally, snuggling up to each other.Luo Weiqiu suddenly said: "I'm very scared."

How wonderful human beings are. When two people who are both fearful meet, the concentration of fear will not be higher, but there must always be one person who generates a spark of courage out of thin air.

A Luo Weiqiu who exuded fragility made Jinlan feel that he had the responsibility to be strong. He stretched out his hand, groped forward, touched Luo Weiqiu's hair, and then tapped his forehead with his fingers, his tone still Relaxed: "I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of, well, go to sleep, I have to go to the hospital to get the results tomorrow - tell me, when I take the bus tomorrow, will there be any elementary school students who will give up their seats for me?"

"If you are really," Luo Weiqiu unconsciously understood Jin Lan's joke, but he subconsciously avoided the word blindness: "I really can't see, I mean temporarily, what should I do?"

"Then you can't see it." Jin Lan turned over lightly. He lay flat on the bed, feeling extremely calm, as if in a world he couldn't see, there was a golden sun hanging above his head, surrounded by The birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, and the world is more radiant and brighter than when it can be seen. There is no void, no nothingness.He just fell asleep quietly.Luo Weiqiu tossed and turned beside him - very slightly, he was afraid of waking him up after all.

At the end of the night, he finally sat up from the bed, turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone, and came to Jin Lan's desk.There were indeed a few postcards on the bookshelf showing handsome men and women.Luo Weiqiu breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't believe all that Jin Lan said to him just now, now that he saw the evidence, he finally knew that he was not deceived again.He was very grateful for this result, but also felt mysterious: such unreliable words are true, but some believable words may not be so.

On the other hand, he couldn't help but think that Jin Lan had a pretty good life in the past few years. It was much more nourishing than eating bran swallowed vegetables in the barren mountains and mountains, and he also learned to follow dramas.There was a faint injustice in his heart.However, in the next second, he would scold himself for this injustice: Would it make him feel better if he had to live in misery all these years?He's doing well, shouldn't he be happy?

This is a contradiction in the world.Luo Weiqiu couldn't handle such a complicated psychology.There was nothing he could do but go to sleep.

The next morning, he took Jin Lan to the hospital to receive yesterday's examination results.The doctor looked at the examination report for a while, said it was acute optic neuritis, and ordered Jin Lan to come to the hospital regularly for intravenous injections. The name of the medicine used was very awkward, and Luo Weiqiu forced the doctor to repeat it twice.

Methylprednisolone.He almost took out a small notebook that didn't exist and wrote it down.He also asked, and the doctor explained that it was some kind of hormone.This made Luo Weiqiu even more worried. Those who run restaurants pay more attention to hormone and pesticide additives.Concerned about it, he wanted to open his mouth, but Jin Lan pulled him, and the two almost bumped into the door frame.

Luo Weiqiu led Jin Lan to the hospital gate, like a couple who have supported each other for many years.However, in just two hours, a small traffic accident happened at the door.Luo Weiqiu frowned and listened for a while in the outer circle of the crowd, and found that it was a little brother who came to deliver food who accidentally knocked down an old lady who came to deliver food to his wife.The old lady couldn't stand up for a while, she might have to lie down and recuperate for a few days, and her children were not here, thinking that after she collapsed, there was no one around to take care of her, and there was still a wife waiting upstairs, she was so anxious that she fell down for a while. tears.And the little brother was in a hurry to deliver the next takeaway, and he would be fined for overtime, and he just paid the child's tuition yesterday, his pocket was empty, and he couldn't afford the delay, so he kept yelling that he should hold my electric car here, Let me go and run to deliver the remaining ones. This car is my property, and I will definitely not run away!

Luo Weiqiu helped Jin Lan out from the other exit, where there were few people, it was clean, and there was no unbearable crying.The two returned the same way, took a taxi when they came, and no longer worried when they returned, Jin Lan insisted on taking the bus.After the rush hour, the bus looks empty, but the winter sun is in full bloom, and the light fills the gaps in the car, making everyone lazy.Jin Lan sat on the single-row seat by the window, with her hands resting on the back of the front seat, while Luo Weiqiu stood aside and watched, guarding in case of sudden braking or the like.He put his hand over Jin Lan's, and explained in his mouth: "I'll warm you up." Jin Lan didn't say anything, his palms were clearly very cold, who would warm whom.

He knew in his heart that from yesterday to now, Luo Weiqiu was really frightened.I thought he had matured a lot in the past few years, but I didn't expect that he was still the boy who was worried and clinging to him in his bones.

When I got home, I remembered another thing and made a mistake.It turned out that his mobile phone had been in Luo Weiqiu's hands all along, and he "artificially" filtered out all the calls and messages for him, which made him unable to notify the hospital that he would not be able to come to work for the past few days.While Luo Weiqiu was busy cooking in the kitchen, he mentioned the matter to Luo Weiqiu, trying to regain control of the phone.Luo Weiqiu remained vague and refused to respond positively until the food was served, he picked up a chopstick of meat, put it to Jin Lan's mouth, and asked, "Senior, what did you just say?"

Jin Lan was not used to being fed, so she subconsciously avoided, "I said you give me back the phone, I want to make a call."

Luo Weiqiu's arm was still raised, and the chopsticks shook, "Really? But you can't see it now, and you can't use it."

"...So, please dial a number for me." Jin Lan hid again, but the piece of meat was still chasing him.

"Oh, then, you eat first, and I'll help you after dinner."

The chopsticks were brought to Jin Lan's mouth again.

Jin Lan was taken aback for a moment, then opened her mouth to eat with a embarrassed face.This was probably the first time he was fed by someone since he could remember.He felt annoyed and ashamed and puzzled: Was he being blackmailed by Luo Weiqiu?

Seeing him eating, Luo Weiqiu's voice suddenly became excited: "How is it, is it delicious?" The vision was still so blurry, but Jin Lan could almost imagine the shining eyes.

It seems that this kind of coercion... doesn't feel bad?