Beauty across the cloud

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Luo Weiqiu asked Qin Suian: "Have you ever been unwilling?"

Qin Suian was slightly taken aback, then nodded slightly.

Luo Weiqiu lowered his head, he thought for a while, and continued: "I have a lot of things that I'm not willing to change, and I don't even have a direction to work hard. I know that I used to have a bad temper—well, actually I can't talk about it now. How good it is - that may be because most of the time, I can't find the exit. Do you have that kind of experience? Every building must have safe passages and evacuation exits during the fire inspection, but my life No. I know that there are more miserable people in the world, and I am lucky enough to have been treated preferentially. There is still a wall in my life, which will always stand in front of me. I can neither pass nor go around. I can only climb up. My mother, she, doesn't like me very much, I think about it now, the days when I tried to please her, and the days when I played games to vent my energy, I lost my temper for no reason During those days, I was climbing up heavily, but do you know what the result of such hard work is? When I looked down, there was nothing but emptiness. Then I discovered another possibility, which is to love someone.”

"I can't tell, you talk a lot. You don't look like a talkative person."

"Well, maybe it looks like that," Luo Weiqiu smiled, and he even shrugged his shoulders, but his movements were a little stiff, so it looked a little funny.He said: "Actually, I never object to saying these things." It's just why, no one has ever asked.

"Jinlan is your new exit? A new safe passage?" Qin Suian asked, "Then you may have discovered that he can't go this way either."

Luo Weiqiu put the porridge in the pot into a bowl, and the crystal grains of rice piled up in the bowl, reminiscent of a wheat field under the sun.There is a small window in the small kitchen, Luo Weiqiu looks out from the inside, many windows outside are decorated with glittering lights, some are warm yellow and some are bright white.

"I don't know what's new about him, but at least it's something that hasn't been seen before, a possibility."

"Then are you pestering him just for the possibility you think? Could this be the legendary stalking?"

"Honestly, I don't know."

Luo Weiqiu picked up the bowl, walked out of the kitchen, stopped when passing by Qin Suian, and turned to look at her: "Then wait until I finish what I should do, and I will leave."

The traditional two-bedroom and one-living room has only one narrow bathroom. The water heater is old and not very easy to use, and because of the limited capacity, it is often necessary to re-burn it for a while after washing by one person. Use alone.Whether it's Qin Suian or Jin Lan, they have to boil water first when they get home, and the water can only be boiled after eating.Now that there are three people living here, it is even more important to arrange the time and sequence properly.

Jin Lan asked Qin Suian to wash first, but she didn't refuse, and went into the bathroom humming a song with her slippers on.After Luo Weiqiu washed Jin Lan, he helped him to sit beside the bed, and then he washed himself last.Qin Suian was lying on the sofa alone playing with his mobile phone, when he suddenly heard Jin Lan calling her, so he dragged his slippers and dawdled over, rubbed his eyes and asked him what was the matter, and if he felt uncomfortable.

Jin Lan was huddled under the quilt in his pajamas. He was lying on his back, but his face turned slightly sideways when Qin Suian came over, "Don't be too aggressive with him."

"what?"

"I mean," Jin Lan said incoherently, "this is not a reply."

Qin Suian suddenly realized: "Are you eavesdropping on us?"

"The point is..."

"You actually eavesdropped on us?"

"I……"

"Oh," Qin Suian didn't sound angry, she just said, "Well, that's your style, forget it, you've lied to people before." The tone was clear.

What kind of style, it makes me so nasty... Jin Lan wanted to argue, but he couldn't say anything. No matter what his usual style is, he is not a good person with high morals and selflessness.So he shut up.

At this time, Luo Weiqiu came out of the bathroom after taking a shower. He stood at the door of Jin Lan's bedroom, staring blankly at the two people lying on the bed and standing in front of the bed, not knowing whether to advance or retreat.Qin Suian glanced at him, turned sideways and went back to his room.She turned off the light in the living room, suddenly there was darkness behind Luo Weiqiu, he could only move towards the light source in front of him.

"Senior, what are you talking about?"

Jin Lan thought for a while, and said concisely: "In short, don't lie as a human being." Otherwise, you will be remembered forever.

As the victim of being cheated, Luo Weiqiu didn't understand what was going on at all. When he wanted to ask again, Jin Lan suddenly sat up gropingly and said, "By the way, there is something I almost forgot. Where is your cell phone, bring it quickly." He looked anxious and spoke nervously.

Luo Weiqiu kept Jin Lan's cell phone away all the time, unless someone called him, he would not give it to him easily.However, seeing his anxious appearance, he didn't think about it, and immediately handed it over consciously.He is indeed a very easy fool.

Jin Lan couldn't see it with his eyes, so he could only entrust Luo Weiqiu with this matter.He handed the phone back to Luo Weiqiu, and said to him, "Please check a group chat for me."

Luo Weiqiu was worried about work matters, so she didn't dare to neglect: "Which one? Is there something important?"

Jin Lan was very serious: "Well, help me see if there is any quarrel in the past two days."

Luo Weiqiu didn't understand.Jin Lan continued to explain: "It's the group where I am the group leader. Sometimes people quarrel, please help me to see if there is any."

Luo Weiqiu: "..." Do you still have to worry about such things even if you are blind?

Jin Lan is very serious: "It is very important to maintain the discussion order and create a good and friendly discussion atmosphere. I must perform my duties."

...what and what...

Luo Weiqiu had no choice but to find that group chat, click on it, and scroll through the hundreds of chat records bit by bit.

"What if someone quarrels?"

"Then you can persuade him."

Luo Weiqiu has never done any work of persuading a fight in his life. Looking back, whether it was intentional or unintentional, he seemed to only add fuel to the fire.His expected answer was "then you kick him out".

After he looked through dozens of records, he found that someone was arguing about something, and wanted to mediate, Luo Weiqiu could only understand the cause and process first, so he went through the records of the previous few days in a row, and slowly found out Find out a little clue.

To put it bluntly, it's not really a big deal at all.It's nothing more than a person who hates the development of the protagonist's relationship line, so he yelled in the group not to watch it.But when it was updated the next day, this person watched it with gusto.It was always like this, sometimes he claimed that he was going to abandon the play, and sometimes he was crying because of the fate of the characters in the play, so another person couldn't get used to it, and jumped out to sneer and sneer, so the two began to argue.

Luo Weiqiu shoulders the important mission of resolving disputes, so he can only bite the bullet and chat with this person in private.If you really don't like it, don't watch it, he said.

The man replied quickly: This is how I love this drama, I love it deeply, even though I said I don't want to watch it anymore, I still want to watch it in my heart!

Luo Weiqiu frowned, then turned to Jin Lan and asked, "Is there really someone who resists and wants to stop at the same time?"

Jin Lan is used to this kind of "big wind and waves", but she is very calm, but Luo Weiqiu suddenly asked, "Emotions are very complicated, and sometimes there may not be a relationship between two different emotions." Clear boundaries."

Luo Weiqiu stared at him, thinking in her heart, would your feelings be so complicated?

However, what he said was: "Senior, do you mind if I sleep with you?"

Jin Lan's face was white, except for her cheeks and nose, which were still a little red.He was already a little sleepy at this moment, wrapped the quilt tightly, and curled up slightly on the inside of the bed.He closed his eyes, Luo Weiqiu didn't know if he was thinking or fell asleep.

"Do you have somewhere to go?" Jin Lan asked him, "If not..."

Luo Weiqiu quickly interrupted him, "Yes. Actually, I don't have to stay here."

Jin Lan really didn't expect this answer, he was a little inexplicably depressed: "...Since you have other places to go, then you should leave as soon as possible. I thought..." His body shrank down, his voice Submerged in the quilt, leaving an aftertaste of unwillingness.

He originally thought that Luo Weiqiu had nowhere to go, so it was okay to allow him to stay for two days.He replied to Qin Suian in the same way.

But thinking about it carefully, he never asked Luo Weiqiu, so why did he have such an impression subconsciously?Obviously before, she kept persuading him to leave.Indeed, Luo Weiqiu is probably not the kid who would pester him and insist on him a few years ago. He will have many colorful places to go, and he is not the only port he can anchor.

This is not difficult to understand, he should not have thought of it.So what is he arrogant about?In other words, what are you yearning for?Jin Lan couldn't see the light, and it was difficult to tell whether to turn on or turn off the light, but he always felt uncomfortable, as if Luo Weiqiu's eyes were glued to his face.His face was a little hot, and he shrank silently under the quilt again.

"Why do you still think? If I said that I really have nowhere to go, wouldn't you take me in and let me live here with more peace of mind?"

Luo Weiqiu's tone was very flat, it seemed to be more ordinary and calm than his daily tone, but Jin Lan was so startled by every word, he couldn't even find a word to refute.

There was only a slight "pop", and there was a rustling around him, it was Luo Weiqiu who turned off the light and lay down beside him.

He lifted Jin Lan's quilt without any scruples, and lay down in it. His calmness made Jin Lan look like an uninvited guest occupying a magpie's nest.

Why did he suddenly... Jin Lan's thoughts didn't come to an end, only a familiar scent, tenacious, tougher than spring rain, stronger than southerly wind, like a net that couldn't be broken free.Strangely, hearing and smell are clearly two systems that operate independently of each other, but when the surroundings are silent, the fragrance is even stronger.

Jin Lan wondered if he had seen and used the bottle of shower gel in the bathroom locker—when they had just separated a few years ago, Jin Lan had asked someone to look for this brand and this fragrance of shower gel abroad. Lu, why did he do this, he didn't know, maybe he just thought it smelled good, but after he got it, he found that the fragrance of this shower gel was not as strong as he remembered, it was even very light, and he couldn't smell it if he didn't pay attention. out.Is it because this body wash only has a miraculous effect on Luo Weiqiu, or is it because of Luo Weiqiu's existence that this originally insignificant fragrance is engraved in memory and heart?

Jin Lan was a little flustered. He thought that the bottle of shower gel that had been left in the locker without seeing the light of day for many years and carried all kinds of complicated emotions was finally discovered by him, so he suddenly said some abnormal words!Don't be afraid, it's easy to explain, just say which friend gave it to you, it's really easy to explain, it doesn't explain much.

Jin Lan cleared her throat, and said calmly: "That shower gel has nothing to do with you, it's a friend who is studying abroad and found it useful, so he brought me two bottles when he returned home."

"What shower gel?" Luo Weiqiu looked puzzled. He leaned over and whispered in Jin Lan's ear, "Senior, why did you put the specimen I gave you under the pillow?"