Chen Ji's shoulder was aching from being scratched, and he forced himself to be calm: "What are you talking about? And you will get married in the future. You should stay with your wife and children. What do I look like living there? …”

"I'm not getting married!"

"Even if you don't get married, you still have real parents to take care of, right? It's my turn. Besides, I also want to have my own life, and I also want to have my own children... .." Chen Ji couldn't help but speak the truth.

Qin Yi's face turned pale, and he let go of his hand in a daze: "Didn't you treat me as your child..."

Chen Ji realized that he had hurt him, and said hastily: "That's not what I meant, of course you are mine..."

"No wonder when my mother came to pick me up, you pushed me to her without saying a word!" Qin Yi interrupted him coldly, "After that, you clearly promised to come to see me and never came, if it wasn't for me If I came to look for you, you wouldn't even think about me, would you?"

"I want to come too..."

Chen Ji smiled bitterly, but said in his heart, but your biological mother hoped that I would never show up again, and would not even let me in.

"I'm going back."

Before Chen Ji could say anything, Qin Yi pushed him away and rushed out.

Chen Ji was stunned, and hurriedly took an umbrella and chased him out, but he ran so fast that he could no longer see him in the vast snow.

At night, the snow was a little lighter, but it started to rain again. Hearing the crackling noise outside the window, Chen Ji, who was lying on the bed talking on the phone with his fiancée, became a little worried.I don't know if Qin Yi went back by car, and he refused to answer his calls, so he must still be angry.

I don't know if he has enough money on him.Thinking of this, Chen Ji sighed.

"What happened?" His fiancee keenly caught his sigh.

"No..." Chen Ji said perfunctorily.

"Bang bang bang-"

The door was suddenly slammed loudly, Chen Ji almost rolled off the bed in fright, and the fiancee on the other end of the phone heard it and kept asking what happened.But a thought flashed in Chen Ji's mind, and he hurriedly said "I'll call you tomorrow" to his fiancee and hung up the phone.

"Bang bang bang—" The door was still ringing.

Chen Ji quickly opened the locked door, and it was indeed Qin Yi who was outside the door.He slumped against the wall and sat on the ground, hugged his knees and shrunk himself into a ball, seeing Chen Ji's heart softened.

Thinking that there is no car outside, it is impossible for him to sleep on the street in the freezing weather.Chen Ji said to him, "Come in."

Qin Yi silently followed behind him, and said in a hoarse and trembling voice, "It's so cold, I want to drink."

The old traces are only when he stayed outside for a long time and was frozen.He hurriedly closed the door, quickly turned up the temperature of the electric heater, and put the hot water bottle under the quilt on his hand: "Is it warmer?"

"I want to drink." He said stubbornly.

Chen Ji sighed and compromised.Anyway, Qin Yi is during the winter vacation, and he has already resigned, so he doesn't have to work tomorrow.It's okay for boys to drink occasionally.

Chen Ji took the cup, sat down next to Qin Yi, and put a large bottle of self-brewed plum wine between them.He doesn't drink well, and he is usually very restrained, and he doesn't hoard beer or the like at home.Even this bottle of plum wine was given to him by the aunt who cooks in the cafeteria in summer.

Qin Yi drank silently, but Chen Ji couldn't stop him, he would snatch the cup from him no matter where he put it, so Chen Ji had no choice but to pour it into his own mouth.This wine has been stored for a long time, and it is well sealed, but it is too alcoholic, and it will not work after three or four cups.When people are half-drunk, they don't know where their rationality goes. Chen Ji gets excited by himself, and drinks one cup after another until he can't even hold the glass steadily, and everything looks like a flower.

Qin Yi didn't know when he stopped drinking, slowly turned the glass in his hand, and stared intently at the drunk man beside him with a pair of dark eyes under his sword eyebrows.

"It's fine if you don't treat me as your child, anyway, we have nothing to do with each other." He muttered to himself and stroked the man's hot face from drunkenness, "That way, no matter what I do to you, I won't take responsibility for you." guilty."

Chen Ji was almost half asleep, he didn't hear anyone talking in his ear at all, and for some reason, sitting and drinking with the grown-up Qin Yi made his mind wander to the distant past.

Before meeting Qin Yi, he would often hear evaluations about himself, and generally he would not deviate from the words "ordinary", "no strengths", and "useless man".

Harsh as it was, he could only admit with dismay that it was true.

1986 was a special year for him. He picked up Qin Yi who was still a baby in the winter of this year.

He had just joined the company for a year at that time.The daily work is to drive a heavy truck to transport 200 tons of coal or stone to different places.This kind of work is very hard. The guaranteed basic salary in [-] was not even [-] yuan, and the insurance was deducted.

Chen Ji also doesn't remember when he started to become the kind of person who is often hurt and bullied, maybe because he is a newcomer, and he is short, and he only dares to murmur when he is bullied, with a soft and soft face that can be squeezed by others. It looks like a persimmon.

Anyway, his salary would always be inexplicably deducted by the captain in charge of the team, and he would be beaten up if he asked more questions. At that time, he was still in the dormitory, and his quilt would suddenly disappear and be found in the dirty men's toilet.In the end, Chen Ji had to put all his belongings on the company's worst Dongfeng truck, and slept in the car at night.Originally, he didn't drive this car, but whether he wanted it or not, what no one wanted would become his.So he didn't complain, at least this broken car belonged to him and it was his safe haven.

So did Qin Yi, because no one wanted it, so he took it.

Chen Ji often thought that if Qin Yi hadn't been picked up, he might have spent his life half-dead with no achievements.

That is trace No. 13 long-distance running.In fact, this number of times is relatively unreasonable. Generally, companies will not allow drivers to run long distances continuously, so fatigue driving is prone to accidents.But the long journey was too tiring, and the money they got was not much more, so others refused to go.

What if no one is willing to go?There are no traces of this.

Chen Ji is also very conscious, he has long been numb.Anyway, every time he came back, the short-distance work that should have been his turn had already been cut off.With no other choice, and he had to support himself, he could only sign his job number on the blackboard on the long-distance bus without saying a word.

On the way back, he stopped at the toll booth of the expressway, and squatted in the toilet for 10 minutes because the steamed buns were not fresh.I came out with my numb feet and was about to get into the car when I suddenly heard the sound of a baby crying from the back of the car.

Climbed up and lifted the raincloth to see, there was a baby in the pile of sand, whose face was blue with cold, almost unable to cry, Chen Ji was so frightened that he fell a big ass.

Sitting on the ground in a daze for a long time, he tremblingly hugged the child down and covered it in his coat. The little guy stopped crying once he was carried into the heated car.The big watery eyes look at you like black grapes, the chubby face gradually returns to a healthy rosy color, and the mouth is babbling without knowing what to say.Chen Ji stared intently at this soft and fragile little life, and couldn't help stretching out a finger to tease him, but he sucked it into his mouth with one gulp, sucked it twice, and got a hand full of saliva.

Then, the little guy hugged his fingers, rolled his big eyes, and smiled without warning.

Chen Ji's blood boiled from the laughter of the little guy who didn't even grow any teeth, and his heart that was frozen into an ice lump suddenly turned into a river of spring water.He rushed out of the car with the child in his arms, and bought warm fresh milk and milk cakes for the first time at the extremely expensive toll booth supermarket.

After feeding him one spoon at a time and drinking the milk, Chen Ji tied the baby together with the swaddling clothes on his chest with a belt, so as not to be crushed by the steering wheel, he tied it higher, buttoned the big padded jacket outside, and Chen Ji immediately upgraded from an A cup to an E cup cups.So Chen Ji spent the whole journey while the child babbled and pulled his hair and bit his ears.Later, the little guy was tired from playing, so he fell asleep on his shoulder, and his shoulder was covered with saliva.

He checked it before departure, and there was nothing on the child except a blanket wrapped around it, and a silver registered lock was hung around his neck, with "Safe Life" engraved on the front and "Qin Yi" engraved on the back. two words.

Chen Ji did not change the name of the child.One is that he can only come up with names like Chen Goudan and Chen Tiezhu, and the other is that he plans to wait for Qin Yi's parents to find him. If no one finds him, forget it. He will keep raising him until he grows up. , Go find your parents by yourself.

After going back to work, Chen Ji walked into the back kitchen with his e-cup breasts upright under everyone's incredulous eyes.Ask the aunt who is cooking to look at Qin Yi, she said, the child is about eight months old and can eat noodles and minced meat.So Chen Ji and his aunt stayed in the hot kitchen all afternoon, not only learned rice paste, noodles, and minced meat, but also got a pair of big red long johns from the aunt for free, which they used to make diapers.

Before leaving, the aunt sighed to Chen Ji and said, "If you want to raise a child, don't run long distances."

Chen Ji also knew, so the next time he had a long-distance job, he didn't go.Instead, he drove a truck to transport the short-distance goods before dawn.Of course he was beaten up when he came back. When those people snatched his wallet, Chen Ji fought back for the first time.

The opponent has a large number of people, and if he fights back, he will only be beaten down again. It is precisely because he understands this truth that Chen Ji never asks for trouble.But now it's different.Chen Ji knelt there with his hands propped up, his head was smashed, and his face was covered with blood, but he didn't seem to notice it at all, his eyes were fierce as if he wanted to eat people, he struggled to stand up again, and rushed over to snatch back his own s things.

Maybe he looked terrible at that time, or maybe those people were afraid that things would get worse, so they kicked him hard, threw their wallets into the ditch and left.Chen Ji jumped into the ditch without hesitation. People often defecate and dump garbage in the ditch, so it smells bad, but Chen Ji doesn't care about it.

It was also at that time that Chen Ji realized that when people have something they want to protect, no matter how weak they are, they will become invincible.

Later, there were fewer people who bullied him, because every time he looked like a dead fish.Gradually, he was able to buy Qin Yi some snacks, a car, a plastic pistol and so on.When Qin Yi was five or six years old, he began to run long distances day and night for tuition fees.Sometimes Qin Yi would go with him, Chen Ji drove, Qin Yi listened to the radio by himself, Chen Ji specially bought the children's channel for him, sometimes he would learn to sing: "Oh, you have a bite of sesame cake, I'm fine if you don't eat~" , not a single word was right, Chen Ji laughed out loud, but his heart burned.During the break, the two put hot meat buns on the hot car hood. Qin Yi ate meat and he ate steamed buns, and he was satisfied with plain water.At night, Qin Yi sleeps on Chen Ji's stomach with the quilt covered, sometimes he would giggle and say, "Dad, your stomach can beat drums."

Just when Chen Ji managed to save enough tuition fees and took Qin Yi to buy a new schoolbag and pencil case, Qin Yi's family came to him.

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