this is love

【You smiled and didn't say anything to me.But I feel like I've been waiting a long time for this. —— Tagore]

"Park Xingxiu, fifth grade."

Accompanied by the exclamations of "Wow——", "Really?" After receiving the report card and looking at the five-level certification with clear writing on the thin paper, I really felt the existence of this reality.

This is another progress he has made in exchange for more than a month of hard work, and he is moving towards that established goal in an orderly manner.

The first moment he turned around, his eyes followed the familiar direction and covered him, and he met Gao Nanshun's eyes unexpectedly.At this moment, Park Xingxiu could not help but smile in his heart, but because of the current environment, he was forced to suppress it. He just raised the corner of his mouth slightly and signaled Gao Nanshun with his eyes that he was not far from their agreement.

He will definitely be admitted to college.

Seeing Park Heung-su walking back to his seat with his head held high and chest high, Gao Nam-sun couldn't help lowering his head and sneering, then quickly raised his right hand to block the overflowing smile from the corner of his mouth.This guy really looks like a fool when he looks proud.

But he really did a good job, worthy of Park Heung-soo.

This time, it should be rewarded well.

Gao Nam-sun, who was concentrating on how to reward Park Heung-soo, was immersed in his own world, and did not hear the voice of being called by Mr. Jiang at all. Even Park Heung-soo's gaze trying to remind him was ignored until he was photographed by the boy behind him. It was only after he lifted his shoulders that he reacted slowly, met Park Xingxiu's eyes first, and then quickly stood up and walked to the podium under his hint.

"Hey, what made President Gao think so ecstatically? Park Heung-soo has made so much progress, why aren't you happy? It still feels very worrying." Teacher Jiang's poisonous tongue is definitely a mode of opening up for others, Gao Nanshun He glanced up at his obviously run-on smile, reached out and took the report card without even looking at it, then turned and walked back to his seat.When meeting Park Xingxiu's gaze, he pursed his lips forcefully on purpose, and saw that person lowered his head helplessly and smiled.

Tsk, in fact, to him, studying is not an important thing at all.So bad grades or something... Gao Nanshun glanced down at the last place on the report card, folded it up and threw it into the desk drawer without the slightest hesitation.

So the bad grades didn't make him care more than Xingxiu's progress in grades.

"Xingxiu, I'll go to work directly, and I'll eat when I get back. You go home first, and if you're hungry, get something to eat first."

After leaving such a sentence, Gao Nanshun ran out of the classroom with his bag on his back without looking back, leaving Park Xingxiu, who was still arranging his schoolbag, stunned and unable to respond.What the hell... muttering to put the last book in the schoolbag and zip it up, Park Xingxiu thought of "study at school for a while, anyway, I will be alone when I go home", and then I dismissed this idea myself, thinking I don't know when Gao Nanshun will go home hungry, so let's go back and prepare dinner to fill his stomach first.

After throwing his schoolbag on his shoulders and standing up, just as he was about to take a step towards the back door of the class, Park Heung-soo paused as if remembering something, and turned around to look at Gao Nam-sun's seat.

Song Xiajing and Li Jiangzhu walked downstairs on the right side of the stairs arm in arm. The two chatted and discussed the issue of today's report card. Li Jiangzhu was the first to think of the astonishing Park Xingxiu Progress, words can't hide admiration: "I didn't expect that kid to be so powerful, I think I'm just a bastard who likes to pretend to be deep."

"..." Song Xiajing lowered her eyes and stared at the steps under her feet in silence for a few seconds before continuing: "Yes, quite capable."

"Song, you said this kid won't sprint to the top in the end, right? That's too reversed." Li Jiangzhu imagined Park Xingxiu who was in the front row of the score sheet with Song Xiajing and Kim Minki, and he didn't feel surprised. A cold war, if that guy can really do this, it will be really scary.

"Maybe." Song Xiajing raised the corner of her mouth and raised a not-so-sincere smile, and her last words were barely audible in the air: "It's just good to be good at this aspect."

Li Jiangzhu didn't pay attention to Song Xiajing's words, because her attention was all attracted by another guy running down the stairs, watching Gao Nanshun running down the stairs in three steps and two steps with his schoolbag on his back, subconsciously Call him: "Ah! President Gao, where are you going in such a hurry?"

"Part-time job!" Gao Nanshun just raised his hand to signal the two girls without pausing, and his figure quickly disappeared around the corner of the stairs.

"Really... I've never seen him so anxious about working before." Li Jiangzhu muttered, feeling curious but didn't delve into it any further. Just as he wanted to continue the conversation with Song Xiajing, the girl stopped by her arm. down the steps.

"Ah, I seem to have forgotten to bring the notebook I will use for tonight's review. I'll go back and get it. You wait for me here." Before she could answer, Song Xiajing turned and ran up the stairs and returned the same way. Li Jiangzhu looked at her The figure also disappeared around the corner upstairs, and he couldn't help but wonder if he missed something.

Song Xiajing ran to the floor where the second class classroom was located and slowed down her pace. Even she couldn't explain why she subconsciously told such a lie to Jiang Zhu in an instant, and then ran back so impulsively .It's just that at the moment of discussing Park Heung-soo, and watching Gao Nanshun's figure running quickly afterwards, she couldn't control a certain emotion brewing in her heart, which made her want to find out the truth and generally want to peel off some facts.

But when she walked to the back door of the classroom, she regretted it again. What can she do when she runs back here?Maybe it's not necessarily empty, did you want to ask Pu Xingxiu something?Still want to say something to him... There are some things that she doesn't even have a clue about, how can she act impulsively before her thoughts.

Just thinking wildly, Song Xiajing walked slowly to the window of the classroom, thinking of going downstairs to find Jiangzhu after taking a casual look, but froze when she saw the person in the classroom.

What she saw was none other than Park Xingxiu.Park Heung-su who was left alone in the classroom.

And... Sitting in Gao Nam-soon's seat, Park Heung-soo was lying sideways on the desk like Gao Nam-sun had slept countless times.

What could it be.

What does that behavior represent?

Song Xiajing's gaze was as rigid as her body, fixed on Pu Xingxiu through glass, air, and light, looking at the man lying in front of Gao Nanshun's desk in an appearance that almost made her feel like Gao Nanshun.A certain water level in her heart was gradually rising, and it was getting higher and higher, after all, it still surpassed the warning line. The moment the bell rang loudly, she closed her eyes fiercely.

The situation she least wanted to face was now presented to her as a reality.

After opening her eyes again, what caught her eyes was the appearance of the man looking up out of the window, and after a while, it was the appearance of him bowing his head and smiling silently. The soft aura emanating from the whole person surprised her.This was the Park Xingxiu she had never seen before, with a tenderness and joy that she could hardly imagine appearing on him.

Before Park Xingxiu walked out of the classroom, Song Xiajing walked down the stairs ahead of time.But everything she saw just now kept replaying in front of her eyes, even Li Jiangzhu couldn't tell what she was saying to her, all thoughts were stimulated by Park Xingxiu's gentle smile and shattered.

Because of him?It's all because of him.

The one they were looking at together.

"I'm back!"

Gao Nanshun's voice came from the entrance along with the sound of closing the door, and Park Xingxiu responded without raising his head.He wanted to wait for Gao Nanshun to sit across from him, but he didn't see anyone appearing in front of him for a long time.Confused, she raised her head to look for his figure, and finally found the corner of his clothes in the corner of the storage room.

"what are you doing?"

Park Heung-soo put down the pen in his hand, stood up and walked over curiously. It wasn't until he saw the box beside Gao Nam-soon that he guessed what he was preparing. "You bought the cake?"

"Ah! Why are you here!" Gao Nanshun turned around suddenly in a frightened manner, almost sat down on the ground, staring at him with an indescribably amusing expression, Park Xingxiu couldn't help turning his head and laughing After a while, he leaned over and grabbed his arm in a funny way and pulled him up: "No one told you that I called you." Gao Nanshun followed his strength and stood up, still looking back and looking around in the small storage room. What. "What are you looking for?"

"Candles."

"Candles? What are you looking for? Anyone's birthday?"

"Don't you want to eat cake! It feels better to put candles..."

"Pfft——hahahaha." Park Xingxiu couldn't help but burst into laughter after all. Why did such a Gao Nanshun make him feel so cute?Seeing Gao Nam-soon clenched his fists dissatisfiedly and pretending to beat him up because of his laughter, Park Heung-su smiled and rummaged sideways in the storage box by the wall, and after a while, he found a box of colorful and slender candles.

"Wow! It's unreasonable, you are more familiar with my family than I am." Gao Nanshun took the candle in his hand and shook his head with an incredulous expression and sighed.Park Xingxiu bent down and lifted the cake on the ground, trying to see the pattern of the cake from the transparent film. "What flavor?"

"Chocolate." Gao Nanshun held the candle box in his mouth, and took off his coat with his backhand as he walked towards the living room.Park Xingxiu came out after him and moved the books on the low table to the floor, then put the cake on it and opened the box.

Looking at the small cake that looked good, Park Xingxiu nodded with satisfaction: "You have a good eye, brat. You really are the pickiest about what you eat."

"Get out!" Gao Nanshun kicked him lightly from behind, and then sat down on the opposite side of the low table with two plates and spoons.Seeing Park Xingxiu unpack the candle box and insert a red candle on the cake, he frowned slightly: "Is this one? It feels so monotonous..."

"How many more do you want? Insert all of them in one box? Are you celebrating your [-]th birthday?" Park Xingxiu took the lighter and lit the only candle, but he always felt that something was missing.It wasn't until Gao Nanshun stood up suddenly and ran to the wall to turn off the light that they really got the feeling they wanted.

Sitting face to face at the low table and looking at each other through the flickering light of the candles, the two couldn't help grinning.Gao Nanshun suddenly raised his hands and interlocked his fingers, closed his eyes and began to make a wish. Seeing that he really treated this cake as a birthday celebration, Park Xingxiu wanted to laugh, but he couldn't hide the infinite tenderness in that smile.

Following his example, he clasped his hands and closed his eyes to make a wish. Park Xingxiu placed all his hopes on this informal and informal celebration that made the two of them so satisfied.

God, please let me and this person in front of me stay by each other's side for the rest of our lives.

The moment he opened his eyes, Park Xingxiu felt that he saw the brightest starlight in the entire universe.The starlight was brewing and hovering in Gao Nanshun's eyes, brighter and more scorching than that candlelight.

This is who I love.

This is the person I love.

After finishing all the cakes, the two sat side by side contentedly on the floor.Gao Nanshun squinted and smiled at the soft light on the ceiling. Such a simple and ordinary night made him feel the most rare sense of happiness.When he was smiling silly, he was poked on the side of the waist by Park Xingxiu's arm.

"What are you laughing at?"

"I want you to take care of it." Gao Nanshun glanced at him, and fought back vigorously.Just as Park Heung-soo raised his arm and wanted to fight him, Ko Nam-soon grabbed his arm and dragged him down again.

"Xingxiu, have you ever imagined the future?" Gao Nanshun stared at the beam of light hanging above his head in a trance, as if he could see the shape of the future through the light.Hearing his words, Park Xingxiu stopped moving, turned his head to look at his side face for a moment, and also stared at the light, but the corners of his mouth kept raising a slight arc.

"The future? It depends on what you want."

"Huh?" Gao Nanshun turned his head to look at him, but his heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably by half a minute in an instant.

"Anyway, we're going to be together forever, aren't we?" Park Xingxiu turned his head to meet his gaze, that smile, that tenderness, that sincerity and determination slowly crawled along the gaze, as if he could touch each other heart-like throbbing.

We are meant to be together forever.

always.

Gao Nanshun lowered his eyes and pursed his lips and smiled. He turned his eyes to the light again. He was very happy and should be happy, but who could tell him why besides being happy, there would be something quietly spreading from his heart? What about the sad and wet eyes?

Gao Nanshun spread the last touch of shaving cream evenly on the left side of his cheek. Looking at himself in the mirror, he suddenly felt very funny. People were tightly bound and could not move.

Park Xingxiu took his arm and hugged him tightly, buried her head on his shoulder and deliberately rubbed her chin against his neck.The skin on the side of the neck exposed by the low-necked T-shirt was slightly painful and itchy from Park Heung-su's unshaved beard. Gao Nam-sun subconsciously shrank his neck and wanted to break away from his embrace, but was restrained by Park Heung-su with greater force live.

"What are you doing?" Gao Nanshun couldn't help laughing, and pulled out his arm to take his hand away, but gave up under Park Xingxiu's resistance again, "Relax, let me turn around."

Park Xingxiu relaxed his strength obediently, and Gao Nanshun turned his body to face him within the range he circled, and leaned back his upper body to look at the face of Park Xingxiu who was close at hand. Gao Nanshun raised his hand to stroke the stubble on his chin, unable to bear Zhu stuck his cheeks up, and then deliberately raised his chin, rubbing all the shaving cream on his face onto his chin.

"Ah! You..." Park Xingxiu felt the cold and slippery touch on his chin, and couldn't help laughing out loud. He turned his head sideways to avoid Gao Nanshun's movements, but he fixed his head with his hands and made a fool of himself.

"Hey hey hey, I have to apply it later anyway." Gao Nanshun squinted his eyes and kept laughing, the shaving cream on the faces of the two of them was rubbed into a mess, and it was impossible to tell who was cleaner.The lips that touched together inadvertently made Gao Nanshun's movements pause for a while. Before he could make the next reaction, Park Xingxiu raised one hand to wrap his head around the back of his head and kissed him directly.

The rolling and sucking kisses between the lips carried a hint of the cold smell of shaving cream, which turned into a piece with the arc of the kiss, sticky and slippery.Gao Nanshun closed his eyes to meet Pu Xingxiu's approaching tongue, and stroked his face with his fingers, groping for his earlobe.

In the dim bathroom under nightfall, they seemed to be embracing the happiest future close to life, and they danced and danced in the strength of each other's embrace, the temperature of the skin, and the touch of the kiss.

It's light and refreshing, with a hint of vanilla.

Like love, clean and beautiful.

After the kiss was over, the shaving cream on their lips was all gone. The two looked at each other's painted faces and laughed together. Gao Nanshun knocked off Park Heung-soo's arm that was still wrapped around him, and turned around to pick up the shaving cream again from the sink. He pulled Park Xingxiu to stand in front of the mirror together, and carefully applied the ointment on his chin bit by bit.As soon as it was finished, it was taken by Park Xingxiu, who also squeezed out shaving cream and applied it to his chin.

The two of them took a razor to work on each other's chin, and slowly groped along the other's jawline until the clean chin was gradually revealed.Looking at Gao Nanshun's clean cheeks after shaving, Park Xingxiu moved his eyes and looked at him minute by minute, from the broken hair on his forehead to the softly curved jaw, and finally stopped on the lips that turned the corners of his mouth like peach blossoms at the moment , the thumb of his right hand touched his lips, and Park Xingxiu suddenly leaned over and took a big mouthful.

As if not to be outdone, Gao Nanshun also wrapped his hands around his cheeks and leaned over to BO and returned a mouthful. The two of them BO and BO back and forth like childish children, looking at each other with imperceptible emotions in their eyes. spoil.The moment the eyes on him became lighter, Park Xingxiu lowered his head and kissed the mole at the corner of his eye.Then gently rubbed the tip of his nose against his.

In just a moment, Gao Nanshun had the urge to cry.

Looking at Park Xingxiu's burning but fiery eyes, he smiled, with tears that could not be hidden from the corners of his eyes.

That smile reminded Park Heung-soo of Sunshine.

Warm, clean and heart-warming.

It made his heart flutter.

The person I love is beautiful.

do you know.