please let go

After all, people still have to go to work to make money. Jiang Chen stayed at Zhou Wu's house for a few days, and he was too embarrassed to continue to disturb him, so he took the train back home.

Counting down the days to start school, and playing games with Chen Yun occasionally to pass the time.

After taking a shower at night, he stared at himself in the mirror for a few seconds, then turned his back and looked at the rose behind him, which was about half the length of his arm.Ten days ago, he placed the rose pattern drawn by He Chuan on his left shoulder blade.

He Chuan's painting style is very special, so instead of being flirtatious on Jiang Chen's back, it looks like Jiang Chen's own blood spilling out of the skin, depicting a very charming rose, gentle and seductive.

He touched it with his backhand. When the flower was tattooed on his back, his brain went blank and he couldn't speak at all, so that the pain was still fresh in his memory.Jiang Chen couldn't help but think of the ink painting on He Chuan's chest, how painful it must be to get it tattooed, and he could still smile and say "it's okay".

Whenever Jiang Chen touched the rose on the shoulder blade with his fingers late at night, he felt that his hands were prickly even though there were no tattoos. Just following the texture of the index finger was pierced with blood.

The thorns of the rose did not grow on his back, but on his heart, and every time he touched it, his heart ached.

In less than a month, the pain made him feel uncomfortable day and night. He woke up from a dream and turned his head to check. There was no blood or thorns on his back, nothing.

Only one rose was lying on his back.

And only one rose.

Bai Heyi contacted Jiang Chen again, and the two finally made an appointment to meet at the door of the bookstore.Jiang Chen has hardly seen Bai Heyi's daily attire, whether it's a party or in the dormitory, all he sees is Bai Heyi in school uniform.

This time he was wearing a dark green crew-neck short sleeve and knee-length black shorts, which made him look white and thin.

As soon as Jiang Chen approached, he could smell the fragrance, but it wasn't the smell of shower gel or laundry detergent, so he couldn't help but smiled, "It still smells so good."

"The perfume you gave me." Bai He said with a smile.

The two hadn't walked a few steps into the bookstore. Jiang Chen saw Bai He hesitate to speak many times, and took the lead to speak: "I don't need to say words of comfort, I've heard too much."

Bai He stared blankly at Jiang Chen, nodded with a smile, and shifted his gaze to the bookcase.

The two strolled around, Jiang Chen's hand ran across the rows of books on the bookshelf, browsing the titles on them.The two strolled to the children's book section, and Jiang Chen stared at the picture book in a daze, "Tell me...I'll see you, will He Chuan be jealous if he finds out?"

"Sure." Bai He casually picked up a book next to him and began to flip through it, muttering in a low voice, "Actually, I still like you very much." shy mood.

"In fact, I have never understood, what are my advantages?" Jiang Chen never felt that he was worthy of being liked by so many people.

Bai He thought for a while, "You are good-looking, you have good grades, you are gentle to everyone, and you are serious in doing things. This may be the reason why I like you."

"I'm not the only one like this." Jiang Chen felt that he wasn't the only one with these things, there were people in this world who could do it better than him.

Bai He sighed as soon as he looked at someone who pretended to be ordinary, "Yes, you are still very humble."

Jiang Chen: "..."

"Hello, can you let me go? I'll help my brother get a book." A girl in a floral dress shrugged and raised her right hand in a gesture of embarrassment. She was holding a little boy with thick eyebrows and big eyes with her left hand.

Both of them looked back at the bookshelf behind them in unison, and hurriedly moved away to apologize.

"Sister, I don't want to watch this." The little boy's voice was soft, and just listening to it made people's hearts melt.

"No!" The girl frowned and refused.

"Buy an Ultraman..." the little boy begged.

"The little prince is pretty too!" The girl took out a book with a blue case from the bookshelf and handed it to her younger brother.

"No! Ultraman is more handsome!" The little boy pushed the book away from his face, and he didn't want to take another look at it.

Jiang Chen squatted down, looked at the pouting child, "Isn't the prince handsome?"

Seeing Jiang Chen, the little boy said awkwardly, "Not handsome."

"Then is this brother handsome?" Bai Heyi asked.

The little boy stared at Jiang Chen carefully for a few more times, raised his chin, and looked proud in his clothes, "It's so-so."

The girl on the side patted the back of his brother's head.The little boy let out an "ah" in pain, and heard his sister say, "Open your eyes and talk nonsense!"

"Okay... it's kind of nice." The little boy was full of reluctance, but his eyes unconsciously aimed at Jiang Chen.

Jiang Chen smiled kindly, trying to express his friendliness.

"You looked at the little prince, you are so good-looking too." The girl said and glanced at the two boys unconsciously.Taller ones are more handsome, but it would be great if her boyfriend's appearance can reach the level of the person next to him.

"If he buys it, I'll buy it." The little boy pointed to Jiang Chen and said.

"Hey—I'll buy it! I bought it, you have to show it to me, and read it to me!" The girl patted the child's head again, this time with such force that it made a "snap".

"I want to sue my mother!" The little boy covered his head and yelled like a puppy with fried fur.

Not to be outdone, the older sister said, "Go! Go! See if mom listens to you or mine!"

"You know how to bully me!" The little boy gritted his teeth, nodded and glared at the girl.

"I'll buy it, I'll buy it." Jiang Chen looked at the siblings arguing too funny, raised his hand and pulled out the picture book from the bookcase.

"Ah, no need. I'll just teach him a lesson!" The girl quickly waved her hands, and pinched the little boy's face again, "Look at others, and then look at you!"

"Ah! Pain! Pain! Pain!" The little boy burst into tears in pain, and hurriedly compromised: "Buy it, buy it!" As soon as the girl let go, he hurriedly rubbed his face and wrinkled his nose to express his disapproval. Yue, "The old hag."

The girl pinched the boy's arm fiercely, and said with a smile: "I'm bothering you guys, he's so disobedient!" Then she dragged the boy away.

Jiang Chen turned around and picked out a copy of "The Little Prince" at random, flipped through a few pages, and said with a smile, "This little prince is really not handsome."

"But there are still people who love it." Bai He's eyes did not fall on the book, but on Jiang Chen's face.

Jiang Chen stopped on a certain page and scanned a line: because I listened to her complaining, listening to her bragging, and sometimes even listening to her silence.Because this is my rose.

"I never understood why the little prince liked that rose so much. No matter which planet he went to, he never forgot his rose." Jiang Chen casually flipped through a few pages and then closed the book without putting it back on the shelf. He raised his head to meet Bai Heyi's gaze.

Bai Heyi said, "Didn't you forget He Chuan when you went there now?"

Jiang Chen didn't respond to this question, seeing that his hands were empty, he asked, "Didn't you mean to buy books?"

"You clearly know that my purpose is not to buy books." Bai Heyi glanced at the book again, "The time when I cried and swollen my eyes at school, no wonder He Chuan came to you."

"Looking for me?" Jiang Chen remembered that He Chuan didn't come to look for him at that time, and the two met in the dormitory.

"He asked me, how are you?" Bai He smiled, "That was the first time he talked to me."

"What did you say?" Jiang Chen had a headache, always felt that the people around him were always hiding something from him, and if everyone didn't tell him, he probably wouldn't know it in his life.

"I'm sorry, I apologize first. I have selfish intentions. I always felt that there was something wrong with you, but I didn't want him to comfort you. So when he went downstairs to look for you, I said..." Bai Heyi's voice became weaker and weaker, "I told him not to bother you, saying that you want to be alone."

It's not Bai Heyi's fault, it's better to say he dare not see him than he doesn't want to see him.

"Did you mean him when you said you were broken in love?" Bai He asked.

This sentence reminded the misunderstanding, Jiang Chen nodded, compared to breaking up, that matter is really nothing.

"However... Even if I knew that your partner was him, I probably wouldn't let him comfort you."

Hearing this, Jiang Chen wondered how ugly He Chuan's face was if He Chuan was here.

"Since he made you sad, why should I let him go to you, right?" Bai He saw Jiang Chen's desolate expression as soon as he finished speaking, patted his arm, smiled and said, "I am the sixth The feeling has always been accurate, and my intuition tells me that this is not your ending."

"Really?" Jiang Chen knew this was comfort.

After returning home, he rummaged through the "The Little Prince" he bought, and went to rummage through the box, and found the rose pendant in the box.

It turned out that what He Chuan said in the amusement park meant this.

The rose in "The Little Prince" has four thorns to protect itself. The flower is fragile, and the thorns are exposed to scare those who want to hurt it.

But the rose He Chuan painted had no thorns, so Jiang Chen couldn't help touching his shoulder blades.Is this also a hint?In order to let him get closer, He Chuan had already put away the thorns.

The little prince often expressed remorse that he should judge Rose by her actions, not by her words.

Rose always said something to make the little prince notice her, but unfortunately the little prince didn't understand the deep meaning and left her for countless planets, but he would never forget the rose plant on planet B612.

How can you be willing to discard what you have treated with sincerity.

The little prince knows how to like roses differently, so he loves them more deeply.At the end of the story, the little prince was bitten by a snake.Can he return to his planet B-612 before the rose withers?

Jiang Chen put down the book and sent He Chuan a few more messages.

It's a pity that I still get a red exclamation mark.

In September, Jiang Chen stood in front of the N gate, clicked on the navigation on his mobile phone, and it was only a dozen kilometers away from He Chuan's university. He began to wonder if he would regret choosing a school so close.

After signing up, Jiang Chen saw a dark-skinned boy standing in front of the wooden cabinet as soon as he entered the dormitory.

The boy's hair is a bit short, and it is curled to a certain extent when it is attached to his forehead. Seeing Jiang Chen say in Mandarin with a dialect accent: "Hey! Hello! My name is Chen Chao. What's your name?"

"Jiang Chen." Jiang Chen remembered that there seemed to be a classmate named Chen Chao in high school.

Super Chen looked at Jiang Chen for a few more seconds: "I'm so good! You're so pretty!"

"Thank you..." Very few strange men praised him bluntly, which made Jiang Chen feel embarrassed.

Before the two of them could say a few words, a boy in a baseball cap came in with a small black suitcase, and the first thing he said when he opened the door was, "Fuck...the weather is so annoying."

The boy is all black from his jacket to his shoes, and he has a green leaf tattooed on his wrist.He looked around, "It's all here!"

"It's one more short," Super Chen raised his hand to say hello, "My name is Super Chen, just call me Chao'er."

"Jiang Chen." Jiang Chen's gaze was attracted by the pink sticker on the black suitcase, it's rare for a man to like such a girly thing.

"My girlfriend posted it." The boy smiled awkwardly, took off his baseball cap, and slapped himself, "My name is Ji Jingnian."

"Very good." Jiang Chen nodded and said.

Ji Jingnian wandered around the bedroom again, a little disappointed, "It's much smaller than I thought."

"I think it's okay! It's much better than my high school." Super Chen smiled and closed the cabinet door, and started to clean the dormitory after tidying up.

"So diligent?" Ji Jingnian teased.

Chen Chao giggled, "I'm not comfortable with leisure."

"I'm from the local area, Jiang Chen, where are you from?" Ji Jingnian stopped Chao Chen from speaking, "You don't need to talk. I know where you are from, and your words sound like spicy soup."

Chen Chao gave a thumbs up.

Jiang Chen hesitated for a while, "Then maybe I have a taste for hot pot?"

The two of them understood each other, "Oh~"

The last one to go to bed was a handsome boy, not tall, and he was dragging a big gray suitcase. After seeing everyone, he was a little cautious, "Hi, everyone..."

Super Chen was an acquaintance, so he hugged his shoulders and introduced him, "I'm Super Chen, that trendy guy is called Ji Jingnian, and this one is not very talkative, and his name is Jiang Chen."

"My name is He Zhou." The boy who came in last replied.

Ji Jingnian asked He Zhou, "Where are you from?"

He Zhou: "I'm from the province next door."

"There is more than one province next door." Chao Chen shook He Zhou's shoulder and said, "Which one of yours is the most famous?"

He Zhou thought for a moment, then hesitated, "Our place...Song Gao..."

Chen Chao laughed, "Pfft! You're saying that hahahaha!"

"This suitcase is so girly..." He Zhou also noticed the suitcase covered with pink stickers, and couldn't help but sigh.

"Hey, my girlfriend posted it, she insisted on declaring her sovereignty..." Ji Jingnian explained again.

"Hey! That's great! I've been single for 18 years." Chao Chen asked, "How are you two?"

"Ah? I...I talked about it once..." He Zhou blushed a little.

Without even thinking about it, Jiang Chen replied, "I have a partner." He looked down at his phone, and sent He Chuan a message almost every few days to see if he was removed from the blacklist.

Ji Jingnian didn't see Jiang Chen say a few words since he came in, he stared at the person who was looking at his phone and said, "It feels a bit cold..."

"Just kidding, after getting along with me, no matter how cold the ice cube is, it will melt!" Super Chen's joke made the atmosphere in the dormitory more harmonious.He continued: "This is a rarity for women!"

Jiang Chen bowed his head to type for He Chuan, but did not reply to them.

Ji Jingnian nodded, "Looking at him like that, he must be sending messages to his partner."

Jiang Chen put the phone away.In the evening, everyone went to the cafeteria for a meal, and Jiang Chen went to the school post to pick up a courier before going back to bed.

The three of them were discussing the topic of dialect. He Zhou was relatively slow, occasionally interjecting a sentence or two. Most of the time, it was Ji Jingnian and Chen Chao who were chatting.

"My friend said that he listened to Taizhou dialect as if he listened to Japanese." He Zhou said.

"The dialects in the Jiangsu and Zhejiang areas seem to be a bit different?" Ji Jingnian said again, "I think the dialects in Jiang Chen's area are also quite interesting. Come on, Jiang Chen, let me have a dialect from your area."

"It's nothing interesting..." Jiang Chen wanted to politely refuse.It is more or less awkward for someone to speak in tongues in a serious manner.He couldn't hold back everyone, and after thinking for a second, he said, "Do you understand what I said?"

Super Chen nodded hurriedly: "Understood, understood!"

"I think this accent is very gentle!"

He Zhou also nodded, "Well, I think so too."

Gentle... Is there any misunderstanding of the word gentle?His dialect is notoriously yin-yang.

Jiang Chen smiled politely, and began to unpack the express delivery.

Chen Chao noticed that there was cloth inside, and asked, "What is this? Sheets?"

"Blind curtains for blackout." Jiang Chen took out his things, went to bed and began to hang the curtains.

Ji Jingnian looked up at Jiang Chen's bed, "Did you go to bed early?"

"It's not too early." Jiang Chen didn't say that he likes to turn on the lights when he sleeps, for fear of affecting everyone.

Everyone didn't think much about it, and Super Chen understood it very well, and said, "This is called privacy."

"Oh, then I should buy one too." Ji Jingnian said thoughtfully.

"Why?" Super Chen asked.

"Is there any sound-proof cloth? I'm going to call my girlfriend, I'm afraid you can't bear it." Ji Jingnian joked.

"Is it really great to have a girlfriend?" Chao Chen said with a sour tone, pointing to the other two, "Look at Jiang Chen and He Zhou, they are not as ostentatious as you."

He Zhou said weakly: "I have already broken up..."

"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Super Chen apologized deeply.

He Zhou didn't care about it, and said "it's okay" with a smile.

When talking and laughing, Ji Jingnian's girlfriend made a video call, and everyone started to do their own things quietly, only Ji Jingnian's voice could be heard in the entire dormitory.

"I'm fine here, but it's too hot today, and I'm going to die in the sun when I drag my luggage in."

"I know, I'm carrying the sunscreen you bought."

"The sticker was not torn off, and I was asked by my roommate."

"What else can I say? Say I have a lovely girlfriend."

Chen Chao added in a low voice, "You don't have the word 'cute'..."

He Zhou couldn't hold back his laughter.

Ji Jingnian glared at him, signaled to shut up, then turned his head and continued to talk sweetly, "I'm listening."

Jiang Chen had already hung up the curtains, got off the bed, just stepped on the ground, suddenly his back burned and his scalp felt numb.

"Ah! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He Zhou hurriedly apologized, "You're about to take off your clothes."

Jiang Chen turned his head and saw the empty water glass in He Zhou's hand, and knew that he must have accidentally poured boiling water on him.

"Take off your clothes first." Super Chen also said.

Jiang Chen hurriedly took off his clothes. He felt that it was not as hot as before, but there was a strong burning sensation, and he couldn't see his back. "It should be all right?"

"Go and rinse with cold water." He Zhou dragged him to the sink, and patted Jiang Chen's back with water.

"Are you okay?" Super Chen also came to the balcony and asked.

Jiang Chen still felt some pain, shook his head and said, "It's okay."

"On your back?" Super Chen saw the tattoo on his back, "Rose?"

"I was scared to death. I didn't see it clearly just now. I thought he was bleeding from scalding." He Zhou breathed a sigh of relief, and sprinkled some cold water, "Why don't you use a towel to apply it?"

"I have burn ointment." Ji Jingnian didn't call again, and handed over a white package of ointment.He saw the pattern too, "Damn it, I haven't seen a red rose tattooed on a man yet."

Chen Chao followed Ying He: "I always thought that a man with tattoos on his body would be a little girly."

"My mother?" Jiang Chen turned and looked at the three of them and asked.

All three shook their heads.

"I can't tell at all." He Zhou said.

"Wipe off the water on your back? Then apply the plaster." Ji Jingnian stuffed the scald ointment into Jiang Chen's hand.

"I'll take a cold shower and apply this again." He took a change of clothes and went into the toilet.

When Jiang Chen came out after taking a shower, He Zhou had a guilty expression on his face, "It's not easy to paint on the back, shall I help you?"

"En." Jiang Chen sat on his seat, waiting for He Zhou to apply the plaster on him.

"Fortunately, it's not freshly poured boiling water, so it shouldn't be foaming." He Zhou gently applied the plaster to his back, and it was hard not to notice the rose tattoo, so he asked a little more: "Why did you get the rose tattoo?"

"Does the tattoo have any meaning?" Ji Jingnian brightened the leaf tattoo on his wrist, "My girlfriend has the word 'leaf' in her name, so I got a leaf tattooed."

"Yo~" Chen Chao began to guess, "Maybe Jiang Chen's girlfriend has 'rose' or 'rose' in her name? Or is it because his girlfriend likes roses?"

He Zhou couldn't help but take a few more glances, "It's really pretty."

Jiang Chen nodded, "He drew it."

All three were startled.

Ji Jingnian was the first to realize, "Your object was painted! There is no feminine feeling on your back."

"Jiang Chen is not a mother himself!" Chao Chen retorted.

"Why is it tattooed here?" He Zhou asked.

"The left shoulder blade is close to my heart." Jiang Chen wanted to touch the tattoo, but he couldn't see his back, afraid of accidentally touching the plaster.

Chen Chao asked: "Then why not tattoo it on the left chest? It's closer that way."

"Why don't you ask me why I have tattoos on my left wrist and not my right wrist?" Ji Jingnian raised his hand.

"So why the tattoo on the left wrist?" Chao Chen asked along the way.

"I got the tattoo in high school, and it's easy for the teacher to spot writing with my right hand hahaha!" Ji Jingnian replied.

Chen Chao exclaimed: "You got tattoos in high school? Puppy love!"

"Sour, keep on being sour." Ji Jingnian laughed.

"I'm really sorry..." He Zhou was still apologizing.

Jiang Chen shook his head with a smile, put his palm on his shoulder unconsciously, and began to meditate.

Just because you can't see something, doesn't mean it's not there.

Why isn't there a little bit of femininity?

Because this rose is a man.

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This rose, He Chuan will kiss in the future~(//////)

感谢在2021-11-1815:55:22~2021-12-0621:52:20期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: ISNOTREDWINE4;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: why do you want to cut me 20 bottles; alas! 8 bottles; ISNOTREDWINE 2 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!