please let go

The bell rang, and Jiang Chen, who was lying on the bed as soon as he got home, hurriedly looked at his mobile phone, the caller ID showed Zhou Mei.As soon as he connected, the other end began to say: "You have finished the college entrance examination, come and play with me!"

With a bitter face, Jiang Chen affected people's mood wherever he went, so he casually said, "Well, let's go on vacation next time..."

"Don't wait for the next time! I managed to find time to come out!" Zhou Wei was still persuading him, "It's just next door, it won't take long for you to go back and forth!"

"Make time?" Jiang Chen repeated.He didn't make an appointment with Zhou to go and play with him after the college entrance examination, did he?

"Ah! I didn't expect you to reject me! I asked for leave in advance." Zhou didn't catch the duck on the shelf and continued: "If you don't come, will you be okay?"

"Well, I got it, I'll tell my mother." Jiang Chen couldn't refuse anymore, and told his mother to go to Zhou Wu's house to play for a few days that night.

Tang Miao agreed when she heard it, "Go, go! Go out and relax!" She touched Jiang Chen's eyes, her face distressed, "Didn't sleep well..."

Jiang Chen grabbed Tang Miao's hand and felt the warmth, "Mom, I'm sorry, it's my fault." During this period of time, he caused his parents to worry, but he couldn't adjust, and couldn't do anything except apologize.

Tang Miao touched his face, "Apologize, you did nothing wrong."

Jiang Chen wanted to say something more, but seeing the woman's worried look, he swallowed all the words back, "Mom, I'm going to sleep first."

Stepping out of the platform, the same heat wave hits his face, which is very strange, he always comes to the mountain city at the hottest time every time.

Jiang Chen didn't meet Zhou at the intersection, so someone came up and gave him a bear hug, "Shanshan~I miss you so much!"

The sound was so loud that all the pedestrians nearby were looking here.

The outdoor temperature itself is high, and the skin is even hotter when people apply it again.Jiang Chen pushed the person away in disgust, "It's so hot, why hug?"

"Let's go, I'm going to get sunburned standing here!" Zhou Mei called a taxi, put his luggage in the trunk first, and then sat in the back seat, looking at the expressionless Jiang Chen next to him. , "Your mother told me that you are in a bad mood, so you can stay here and have fun for a few days!"

Jiang Chen looked out the window, "Yes."

"Where do you want to go?" Zhou didn't ask.

"I..." Too many fragments flashed through Jiang Chen's mind, "Zhazidong, Jiefangbei Pedestrian Street, Ciqikou..."

"And Hongya Cave..." He said he had a good memory, but he could forget so many details of He Chuan, and he said that his memory was not good, but he didn't forget any of them.

"Hongya Cave! It's just a lamp! You can go tonight!" Zhou Mei asked again: "Is there anything you want to eat? The newly opened small noodle shop downstairs is absolutely amazing!"

"Do you want to eat hot pot?"

"Go back and put it in the row, and come out when the night is cooler?"

Zhou Mei just talked for hours next to Jiang Chen.

In the evening, the two came to Hongya Cave.The same gourmet street, the same gourmet shop, Jiang Chen looked back on the way he came here, it was very lively, as if nothing had changed.

"Why don't you leave?" Zhou didn't ask him.

Jiang Chen turned to face the shop, picked up a piece of dried chili and put it in his mouth. The chili was still crispy and salty. It tasted delicious, but he just wanted to make people cry.

Zhou Mei is still asking, "Is it spicy?"

Jiang Chen twirled the condiment in his hands, his eyes were flushed, but he still shook his head and said, "It's not spicy."

Zhou didn't expose him with a smile: "You say it's not spicy, if you have the ability, don't let your eyes burst into tears!"

Jiang Chen swallowed the pepper, sipped the hot taste that was still in his mouth, smiled with red eyes, "It's really not spicy."

Maybe it was because he had eaten spicier ones.

It was a little late, and before we reached the small stone road, all the lights went out.Without light, night loses its meaning of existence.

"Look! Tell you to hurry up, if you don't want to, the lights are all turned off!" The sharp female voice carried a hint of coquettishness and blame.

"Let's see it next time..." Another male voice revealed helplessness and apology.

Jiang Chen turned around following the voice and saw a couple.

The girl wearing a suspender top and denim shorts is frowning angrily, and the boy next to her looks guilty.

The old woman who sells serve came over with a smile and said, "I didn't see you today, so I'll come early tomorrow!"

The girl stomped her feet, "Mother-in-law, our flight tomorrow morning can't come!"

"Oh! It's the same next time!" The old lady pointed to the light that had already been extinguished, "Remember that it's time to turn off the light!"

The girl nodded, "If we are still together in the future..." Before she finished speaking, the boy hugged her waist. The boy frowned and said firmly: "What is if? We will definitely come back in the future !” He said and bought another glowing balloon for the girl.

The little girlfriend was quickly coaxed, and happily pulled the boy away.

A certain memory was ignited, and Jiang Chen could no longer ignore the blazing flame.During the trip to Chongqing, the taxi driver said that when he went to play next time, Jiang Chen said "yes", and then He Chuan looked at him with affectionate eyes.

It is only now that Jiang Chen understands that look, because his casual promise expresses that he will be with He Chuan in the future.

Jiang Chen looked at the couple who were drifting away and fell into deep thought.The person who begged him to go may have even more vision for the future than him.

It's a pity that I know it now, and it's useless.

He looked at the dark stone steps, and sighed again, "The lights are off, let's go back..."

"Is there nothing you want to buy?" Zhou didn't look at him and asked.

"No."

When the two arrived at the door, they found a man standing in front of the door.

The man was wearing a black suit, his tie was a little loose, and his expression was a little tired, but his back was straight, and he was still a little unhappy when he saw Jiang Chen.

"What are you doing here?" Zhou didn't want to pull the man away from the door, but the man didn't move at all.

Jiang Chen took a few more glances and saw the mole under the right eyebrow before he remembered who it was.

Zhou Mei's junior high school classmate, Gu Chen.

"Brother Shen?" Jiang Chen greeted first.

Gu Chen smiled kindly after recognizing the person, "Jiang Chen?"

"Why are you here?" Zhou didn't want to push the person away, before he could make a move, Gu Chen walked up to Jiang Chen and asked, "Why are you here?"

Zhou didn't take out the key to open the door first.

"I finished the college entrance examination and came to play for a few days." Jiang Chen replied, looking at Zhou Mei's back, he felt that the atmosphere between the two was a bit strange.

"Gu Chen, you go back first." Zhou Mei hooked his hand and signaled Jiang Chen to come in.

Jiang Chen hadn't seen Gu Chen for several years, but he had a deep impression on him.Every time the three of them went out to play when they were young, girls would come to talk to Gu Chen. It was only later that he grew up that he realized that it was called "strike-up".

After Jiang Chen entered, Gu Chen followed and closed the door, saying sullenly, "You didn't come to the company, and you didn't answer the phone."

"Didn't you say you asked for leave?" Jiang Chen turned around and asked Zhou if he did.It turned out that this person didn't have time to play at all, he didn't go to work.

"I said I'm going to quit." Zhou didn't feel a little bored, he walked towards the living room and sat down on the sofa.

"No." Gu Chen said sharply.He also walked towards the sofa.

"It's just going to work in another place, not..." Zhou didn't glance at Jiang Chen, and didn't continue talking.

Jiang Chen seemed a little redundant to stay here. He went back to the room silently, sat by the bed and took out his mobile phone, only to realize that the sound insulation effect of this house is not good, and he could vaguely hear the discussions outside.

"Can you stop caring about the opinions of those people in the company?" Gu Chen's tone changed a little, and the words came out of his mouth, but there was a sense of coquettishness.

Jiang Chen heard that Zhou didn't say: "I don't care? I worked hard to get to this position, but everyone said that I rely on connections to get ahead? I want to change jobs and change places to prove that I can still do it. Why don't you understand? "

Gu Chen: "You are not, you are obviously capable of working, and everyone thinks so."

Zhou Mei: "Yes, everyone thinks so, but they think my ability to seduce is far greater than my ability to work."

Jiang Chen swiped at the phone screen, but he didn't see a word on it clearly, his attention was all attracted by the two people outside.

Gu Chen: "So you started to run away?"

Zhou Mei: "It's fine to talk about me, even with you. Do you know that now, not only women, but also men want to rely on you to get the upper hand?"

Gu Chen: "Are you jealous?"

Zhou Mei: "No."

Jiang Chen almost lost his grip on the phone, and only then did he realize that the two had this kind of relationship.

"I am a fair and just person, and your ability deserves you to stay in this position." Gu Chen squatted next to Zhou Mei, his muscles under his suit pants became more obvious, and he slightly raised his head and said, "Gossip in high school, gossip at home, We've all heard it. Does it matter?"

Gu Chen held Zhou Mei's hand, with a sincere expression on his face, "We've only been there for decades, I just want to stay with you for a longer time." He leaned forward as he said, "Come and kiss, I haven't kissed for a long time. gone."

"Climb! My brother is still here."

"But it's been a long time since we kissed each other."

"how long?"

"one day."

Jiang Chen: "..."

There was another bang, and Zhou Wu's panicked voice came from outside, "Get up quickly, are you ashamed? Push you and sit on the ground."

Gu Chen: "Kiss me."

After about ten seconds, the sound continued in the living room.

Zhou Mei: "Okay, get up quickly."

Gu Chen: "It doesn't matter if your brother knows?"

Zhou Mei: "He also..."

The voice became quieter, Jiang Chen guessed that Zhou was not talking about his recent situation.

The phone rang, it was a text message from Bai Heyi.

[Baiheyi]: I want to buy books, can you accompany me?

Bai Heyi's purpose was definitely not to buy books. Jiang Chen guessed that Shen Chong had said something, and replied that he was in Chongqing.

[Baiheyi]: It's okay, I'm not in a hurry.

There was a knock on the door, and Zhou Mei shouted: "Shanshan! Do you want to eat supper?"

Jiang Chen opened the door, and the vinegar man standing next to Zhou Mei said, "What do you call him?"

"I've been called that since I was a child, bite me if you have the ability!" Zhou regretted it before he finished speaking, because Gu Chen really had this ability, he hurriedly stopped someone who was about to attack, "My brother is here, my brother is here here."

Zhou didn't ask again, "Want to eat supper?"

Jiang Chen shook his head and said, "You guys go..."

"I want to eat, go buy some barbecue and come back!" Gu Chen began to order others, and added, "I want extra spicy."

Zhou didn't give him a blank look, went back to the living room and grabbed the key on the table, and before going out, he said, "Don't bully others!"

The remaining two looked at each other, Jiang Chen didn't have the energy to chat with others, "Let me rest first..." He was about to close the door when Gu Chen stopped him: "Shall we chat? Zhou didn't tell me."

"What?" Jiang Chen didn't know how much Zhou Mei knew, maybe he only knew it was a broken relationship, or maybe he knew it was his family's objection.

"As a relative, he doesn't want you to be together, but as a friend, I hope you can go on."

Why doesn't Zhou Mo want them to be together?Jiang Chen was a little puzzled.How much does Zhou not know?Jiang Chen didn't know either.

"What you are facing now is what we have experienced. So from his point of view, he doesn't want you to experience that pain at all. But I have selfishness. Your boyfriend is more like me in the past. Since I Can be with Zhou Wei, of course I hope you can too."

"I hope too." Jiang Chen twitched his mouth, as if he didn't want to.

Gu Chen smiled slightly, and read the displeasure on Jiang Chen's expression, "It's been 11 years, I've been in love with him for five years, and I never dared to say it. In those five years, I never expected to be with him. I admit it I have used some tricks in love. Opportunities are won by myself, but some opportunities still need to wait patiently."

He paused, and continued: "Although I haven't met your boyfriend, he should be in the same category as me. We chose this path ourselves. We all wanted to be young and frivolous, and talk about a vigorous relationship. In the end, In the end, I found it difficult to live a normal life. Life is full of unknowns, and what you have to do is adjust your state to meet the unknown."

Jiang Chen nodded, "Thank you, Brother Shen." He was still digesting these words, and felt that Gu Chen always liked to leave half of what he said, and he would never explain it directly.

Gu Chen didn't say anything more, and went back to the living room to wait for Zhou.

Jiang Chen felt that he had lost his love, so many people came to enlighten him, but He Chuan had He Yi... He picked up his phone and sent a message to He Yi.

[Jiang Chen]: How is he doing recently?

【He Yi】: Fortunately...

[Jiang Chen]: Well, tell me something.

【He Yi】: Hmm!

Jiang Chen put down the phone and let out a long sigh. For the first time, he realized that there was nothing he could do. If there was something to tell him, it seemed that it was useless to tell him.

Chen Yunkai sent another message asking him what he planned to do with the rest of the time, and Jiang Chen said that he had no home to play for a few days in Zhou.

Zhou Mei's voice came from outside, followed by the door closing.Jiang Chen went out to look again, and found that Zhou was alone in the living room, so he asked, "Where is he?"

"Let's go, idiot, I ordered extra spicy barbecue and didn't eat it." Zhou didn't open the plastic bag cursingly, took out the contents, "Do you want to eat?"

The grilled skewers were wrapped in chili so that the body couldn't be seen, Jiang Chen felt his stomach hurt just looking at it, and shook his head to refuse.

Zhou didn't eat a bunch, so he hurriedly poured a glass of Sprite to drink, looked at Jiang Chen who was quietly sitting aside, "If I say that He Chuan knew from the beginning that there would be a day of breaking up, would you believe it?"

"What?" Jiang Chen tilted his head and asked.

Zhou Meigang picked up the bamboo stick and put it back again, "He knows his mother will object, but he still wants to fall in love with you."

"How do you know?" Zhou Mei's words revealed that he knew more than a little bit. It was impossible for Tang Miao to say this, so only He Chuan said it.

"Last year when you came to Chongqing to play, I got up early in the morning and saw him smoking on the balcony. I said don't bring you down, but he said no, he hardly smokes in front of you."

"What do you mean he knew that he would break up?" Jiang Chen asked.The sadness in his heart was a little heavier. It turned out that this was a long-planned breakup as early as a year ago.

"He knew we had a good relationship and told me everything, that's why I..." Zhou Mei said.

"That's why you called me to Chongqing?" Jiang Chen probably understood the reason why Zhou Meifei wanted him to come to Chongqing.

"Well, I secretly added friends with him. Recently, he found out from his sister that you cry to death every day, so he came to contact me and said that he hoped..." Zhou did not change the subject, "I think He Chuan is really a mother. Shi, I know that this day will come, and I'm still with you. It's really disgusting, isn't this a scumbag who is just playing with feelings and setting up an affectionate person?"

He was so angry that he broke the bamboo stick in his hand, "Oh, by the way, I punched him a few times."

"You hit him?" Jiang Chen didn't know who to worry about for a while.

Zhou didn't laugh, "I feel bad? I was really angry when I heard this. He didn't fight back, so he let me hit him."

"He said, you must be sad in the future, but he was afraid that he couldn't comfort you, so he came to me." Zhou was so angry that he took a big mouthful of Sprite and choked on it.

"It's really fucking bad." Jiang Chen said with his head down.

"Cough cough cough, just, cough cough, that's right!" Zhou Wu had to respond even though he was coughing.

Jiang Chen patted him on the back, smiled wryly, "But I can't hate him, what should I do?"

"Ah?" Zhou didn't nod his head, "Actually, think about it, he's only seventeen or eighteen years old, and he can't help liking people, so what's his fault?" He smiled and pinched Jiang Chen's face again, "You look so good And it’s so pretty, it’s no wonder he can hold it in.”

Jiang Chen patted Xia Zhou's hand fiercely, "Actually...I said before that he doesn't love him as much as I do."

"Pfft." Zhou didn't hold back, and laughed even more happily, "If you really love each other, this thing can't be compared."

Jiang Chen looked at Zhou Mei who was squatting on the ground, and was dumbfounded.

He said "good night" and "I like you" on countless nights, and it became his instinct to go to He Chuan when he was in the dark, and he even felt that He Chuan gave up first when breaking up, because he didn't love himself enough, but after thinking about it carefully, He Chuan also always makes hints inadvertently, and the phrase "I like you" has never been absent, and even his behavior has long violated the definition of "drag"

Everything they have done has long shown that the other party is an exception.

Jiang Chen realized that he was wrong.

Love has never been a contest, they have long loved each other more than themselves.

Zhou Mei couldn't eat anymore, so he put away the barbecue and put it in the refrigerator, walked out of the kitchen and saw that Jiang Chen was still thinking, frowned and said, "Okay, don't think about it. Go to sleep!"

Jiang Chen got up and was about to enter the room, but was held back by Zhou Wei, and he heard him say, "You and I will sleep in the same room." Zhou Wu stepped into the room first, and Jiang Chen stood where he was and saw that figure from behind.

Homosexuals are human too, whether it is Bai Heyi, Zhou Mei or even He Chuan, if they don't say they like men, no one will know their sexual orientation.

The idea that human beings have instilled in the next generation for a long time is heterosexuality, but in fact the latter has only learned the last word.Some people teach men and women how to love each other, no one teaches same-sex how to love each other, but someone always learns.

Because love is human instinct.

Jiang Chen followed into the room and lay down on the bed.

As soon as the lights were turned off, everything around was so dark that he couldn't see anything. He felt flustered, endured the uneasiness for a long time, and said to Zhou Mei: "Turn on the bedside lamp..."

"How old are you? Still afraid of the dark?" Zhou Mei turned on the light with a bruise on his lips.

Jiang Chen didn't refute, looked at the orange light reflected on the ceiling, blinked, but couldn't resist the mist from his eyes, so he just said softly, "Mmm...afraid of the dark..."

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感谢在2021-11-1217:29:12~2021-11-1815:55:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: ISNOTREDWINE1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: wicdf, 1 bottle of Gu Cheng;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!