please let go

Chen Yunkai pulled him to bed, "You are too tired, sleep first, He Chuan will not leave you behind. Go to sleep first, and we will find a solution when you wake up."

Jiang Chen looked at the ceiling, his eyes were empty, and he muttered to himself: "Why do people have so many tears..."

Chen Yunkai didn't speak, just covered those dim eyes, and said in a low voice, "Go to sleep..."

With someone to accompany him, Jiang Chen barely slept for six hours, and it was already afternoon when he opened his eyes again.

The moment he regained consciousness, he remembered the breakup, immediately lost sleep, and lay sluggishly on the bed.

Chen Yun opened the door and said, "Are you awake? I'll make you a hot meal."

After a while, Chen Yunkai came back and pulled Jiang Chen up from the bed, and brought him to the dining table, "What the hell do you do if you starve to death before you reach He Chuan?"

Jiang Chen stared blankly at the steaming food in front of him. He was very hungry, but he couldn't eat anything at all.

Chen Yunkai: "I discussed it with Auntie, and I will take you out for a few days to relax."

"Jiang Chen, eat."

"Ancestor! You eat! I beg you, Lord!"

Jiang Chen raised his chopsticks, forced himself to chew, and listened to Chen Yunkai talking to himself.

"Where do you want to go? Do you want to go to the ancient city? Or go climbing? A haunted house? Go to the seaside?"

"I don't think you can do that kind of too tiring entertainment, go find a small town for vacation!"

Jiang Chen let Chen Yunkai arrange, went out for a few days and then came back, his mood was still there, but his mental state was not as bad as before, and after spending the holiday like a walking dead, he said to Chen Yunkai: "I'm much better, I need to call you. "

Chen Yunkai was worried about him, but was persuaded by Jiang Chen to leave.

These days, he thought a lot.

So many days and nights, how could it be easy to let go.The more I recall, the more I discover the details of He Chuan's love for him, and it will never be possible to let go.

Likes may not be suitable, but he has been integrated into the bone marrow by He Chuan, and from now on that indescribable part will be with him like a shadow.

Jiang Chen made another appointment with Shen Chong.

Seeing Jiang Chen's state, Shen Chong was so shocked that he couldn't speak. The first thing he said after learning about the breakup was: "You mentioned it?"

"He mentioned it."

"How is it possible?" Shen Chong looked unbelievable, "How could He Chuan break up with you? Did you do something unforgivable?"

"Why do you say that?"

Shen Chong paused for a moment, and asked, "Do you know the night you got drunk when you went to KTV?"

Jiang Chen nodded, but his memory was only for He Chuan in the dormitory...

"We got back by taxi. You and I were in the same car. As soon as we got in the car, you got drunk and kept asking He Chuan if he loved you. He Chuan responded to you without thinking. You almost every three Just ask once in a second, He Chuan hugged you, repeated those three words tirelessly, and then he also said it before you opened your mouth."

Jiang Chen's heart tightened, it was another memory that he accidentally forgot.

"Jiang Chen, it's a ten-six-minute drive, you can estimate how many times he said it in total."

Jiang Chen: "And then..."

"Later when you got out of the car, you vomited all over him. It was all over your clothes, pants, and shoes. There was only a little vomit stuck to your clothes." Shen Chong said and made a small circle with his fingers, "It's just that big, He took out a piece of paper from his pocket, the only piece of paper to wipe off the little dirt on your body."

"I said why are you so delicate."

"He said he would love to spoil you."

"It's really annoying when you are drunk and crazy. The driver and I can't stand you anymore. Only He Chuanju is so fucking patient. If you wanted stars at that time, he might have to build a ladder to pick them up."

"So...you said that He Chuan broke up with you, I really don't believe it."

Jiang Chen had a sore nose, grabbed the juice and took a gulp, raised his head and kept blinking to hold back the tears, took a deep breath, "I'm just a fool..."

"I also really didn't expect you to like men."

"Ask me if I like men, I may not admit it, but if you ask me if I like He Chuan, I will definitely say..." Jiang Chen still wiped the corners of his eyes fiercely with his fingertips, trying not to hold back the point. Wipe away the tears that came back, "I like it very much."

"Why did you break up?"

"Damn disagree."

"What are you going to do now?"

"Wait...I'm willing to wait until I die." Jiang Chen said in a firm tone, "I will hang myself on the tree of He Chuan in my life."

"You still have a chance, your days are still long, you can continue to wait." Shen Chong smiled bitterly with his head down, "I really can't wait..."

It has only been half a year in the same cafe, and the two people sitting here are in a different state of mind. The person who was comforted before comforts the other in turn.

Shen Chong: "Do you know why I was admitted to X University? Because there are magnolia flowers there, and Zhao Jiali likes magnolia flowers the most. Is it stupid? But people are like this. Once they step into the vortex of emotions, they can't struggle out even when they are awake. .”

"Sadness is for sure. Maybe you can't forget someone no matter how long it takes, but time also has a reason for its existence. It buries and filters unnecessary emotions, and it will also allow necessary emotions to settle down, making them rare."

"We just have a long way to go, and we will leave the rest to time... Maybe it will be really useful."

After Jiang Chen and Shen Chong said goodbye, when they came out of the cafe, they ran into a familiar stranger, Zhang Yuzhu.

"Brother, who are you dating?" Zhang Yuzhu still did not forget to tease, and winked, "Ah Chuan?"

"No."

"A Chuan knows why he is jealous?"

"Sister...he broke up with me..."

"What's the matter? Find a place, sit down and talk." Zhang Yuzhu pulled him back to the cafe again, ordered a glass of iced Americano, and sat opposite Jiang Chen, "He broke up with you? Can't you? I Look at him liking you."

Right—everyone knew that He Chuan liked Jiang Chen, and everyone didn't believe He Chuan's first proposal to break up.

Jiang Chen felt that he was also an idiot, to say that He Chuan didn't love him enough, and to scold He Chuan as an idiot for not even denying him.

"I like it, but my family members know it and don't agree."

Zhang Yuzhu frowned and said "Oh", "That's really difficult, and Aunt Li is also quite difficult."

"You may not know the details of his family. Achuan and I are both from a village in Heqing Town. Everyone knows that Achuan's father is a domestic violence man. He loves to drink and gamble. He often beat Aunt Li and Achuan at every turn. He said that he cheated a rich woman outside and wanted to divorce Aunt Li."

"cheat?"

"That woman's family background is quite good, and I heard that she also has a very good husband. Achuan's father was very good at playing when he was young, and he was especially good at flattery. It is not difficult for him to deceive a woman."

Jiang Chen bowed his head and said nothing, he knew who the woman Zhang Yuzhu was talking about was.

"Later, the two really left! That dead man got next to a rich woman and ran away! Auntie Li, a woman, was ridiculed by the village, but her fruit shop is still in the town, which is where she supports her family Son, there are children! She can't move away!"

"To be honest, it was miserable. He obviously did nothing wrong, and he was gossiped by the villagers for several years. Achuan was also bullied by children. I was in high school, right? I didn't know him well, so I felt that this child was very pitiful. Yes. Once A Chuan got into a fight because of his mother. After that fight, he went directly to the hospital and lay at home for half a month."

"A Chuan also said harsh words at that time, at least one person who fights with him will be sent to the hospital, otherwise his last name will be written backwards."

"Later, I failed to confess and was bumped into by him. He was full of hostility, and he was too similar to the boy I liked."

Jiang Chen thought of the man with the cross tattooed on his neck, these two people really regarded each other as substitutes.

"I'm not sensible either. Later I realized that love can't be settled. I can only treat Achuan as my younger brother. I also learned a lot in the process of getting along. He just prevented being hurt and closed his heart too much."

"I also try my best to help him, and I introduce him to him when I have a job. Everyone has difficulties-I am also a person who has lived a hard life, but fortunately, the hardships have come."

She asked again: "How did you two get together?"

"My classmate, I had a little misunderstanding, I asked him to fight..." Jiang Chen didn't expect He Chuan to fight so hard, but luckily he didn't get serious, but his face was swollen for two days.

"Fight? How long have you been in the hospital?"

"No...just a little bruise."

"Pfft! It seems that He Chuan's surname is going to be written backwards!" Zhang Yuzhu realized that it was a bit inappropriate to laugh at this time, and sighed again, "I really can't blame A Chuan for breaking up. Very open, and Aunt Li has suffered for so long, it must be difficult to accept in a short time."

"Every time I go home on holidays, I see that Achuan has changed a lot. When he was working part-time before, he would just sit there with his legs crossed, with his messy hair and a cigarette in his mouth. Now he doesn't fight with anyone much anymore. , I often bury myself in my homework alone. It seems that you, a good student, taught me."

"Brother, Ah Chuan has made a lot of changes for you, you can't blame him."

"I didn't blame him." It was too late for him to feel distressed, how could he be blamed?

"It's been so long, what's your name?"

"Jiang Chen."

"Which Chen?"

"That Chen from Treasure."

"Then I've already called you Achen~" Zhang Yuzhu took a sip of the coffee in his cup, "Although I can't help you two, let's add a friend. If there is anything Achuan needs in the future, we can get in touch .”

As soon as the two added WeChat, Zhang Yuzhu received a call, "Hello? Sir~ I'm at the coffee shop opposite~ Please come and pick up your beautiful girlfriend~"

The woman is at it again.

After a while, a man in formal attire walked in. The cross on his neck was clearly visible. He walked up to Zhang Yuzhu, saw Jiang Chen and asked, "Who is he?"

Zhang Yuzhu put his arms around the man's neck, "Achuan's boyfriend!"

The man was wronged and said: "I thought you abducted me, so you don't want me anymore."

Jiang Chen: "..."

This tattoo is somewhat out of character.

"Then Achen, let's go first~ I wish you two get back together soon~" Zhang Yuzhu waved his hands and said "Bye".

Jiang Chen walked out of the cafe, looking at the gray sky, feeling overwhelmed.

With water running across his cheeks, he stretched out his hands to catch the rain, only to realize that it hadn't started to fall yet, so he took another deep breath and wiped the water off his face.