please let go

"reason."

Why, how dare he say it again——

Just thinking about it once in his mind hurts him so much that he can't breathe.

He Chuan turned Jiang Chen's body to face him.

Jiang Chen didn't want He Chuan to see the red and swollen eyes, so he desperately blocked them with his arms, but he hadn't slept all night and hadn't eaten for a day. :"Cried?"

Jiang Chen was still crying, "Get lost! Isn't this what the fuck you want?"

He turned his face away, knowing that he was already miserable enough, and he really fulfilled He Chuan's wish.

"I hope that Jiang Shan will be trapped in the darkness like me, full of fear and unable to love." Jiang Chen remembered this sentence verbatim, and his beating heart seemed to be empty in his soul.

"Do you have any explanation?"

No matter how painful he was, he still wanted to listen to He Chuan's explanation, even if he couldn't tell the truth from the fake, as long as He Chuan lied to him.

But there was silence, Jiang Chen wanted to swallow that person alive, "He Chuan, you are really disgusting, what did I do wrong? You fucking played me like this, fucking...Are you childish?"

"Are you happy?" The toffee in Jiang Chen's mouth hadn't melted yet, and he wanted to spit it out but couldn't find it. "I'm not happy, let's break up..." He said as he got up and walked towards the balcony, but He Chuan Holding it down with one hand, he fell back on the bed.

He Chuan buried his head in the kiss and sucked more greedily.

The unmelted toffee passed back and forth between the two of them. This kiss was both sweet and painful.

Jiang Chen recalled the first kiss, and wanted to push him away, but his body couldn't use his strength, so he could only use his teeth to bite.

The smell of blood spread in the mouth, and mixed with the smell of toffee, it became extremely fishy and sweet.

"I'm not happy." He Chuan let go of him after taking the toffee from his mouth.

Jiang Chen grabbed his collar, staring wide open, "I'm not afraid of the dark, I don't feel any fear, so can you explain to me what it means to love but not to have?"

"That... I wrote it when I was a child."

"It's not your fault that you hate him, what about me? What did I do wrong?" Jiang Chen felt his voice was extremely hoarse, "He Chuan, if you are sick, you can go and treat it, there is no need for revenge So strong, really."

"You use the words I wrote in sixth grade to measure me now?"

"Then why the fuck do you still keep that torn piece of paper!!!" Jiang Chen roared.

If he had put it down long ago, why would he still keep the note, how could he hide everything from him.

He Chuan has never forgotten that Jiang Shan, whether he hates it or likes it, this makes Jiang Chen feel that he has always been a substitute.

"Then I'll throw it away." He Chuan said.

Jiang Chen's eyes were scarlet, and he sneered, "Oh...it's unnecessary."

"He Chuan, you've never been sincere, have you?" Jiang Chen took a deep breath and wanted to give them a chance, "Then tell me about your feelings for me?"

There was another silence.

Jiang Chen blamed himself for being soft-hearted and asking so much, it was asking for trouble, "Okay, I understand, I will move out tomorrow." He ignored He Chuan, got up and went to take a shower.

The door was knocked, and Bai Heyi's voice came, "Jiang Chen, are you better?"

Jiang Chen turned his head to look at the closed iron door, and tried to reply to the people outside the door with a calm tone, "It's better, now..."

He Chuan took the opportunity to hug him, and heard someone say: "I don't, I like you now, trust me."

"Get out! You fucking get out!" No matter how much Jiang Chen tugged, He Chuan refused to let go, and hugged him even tighter.

Bai Heyi outside the door was still concerned: "Jiang Chen, what's wrong?"

"He Chuan..." Jiang Chen yearns for this person's embrace more than anyone else, whether it's hot or cold, he's willing to do so.

"Jiang Chen, I really mean it." He Chuan restrained him.

Just after Jiang Chen finished crying, he started to cry again, "Forget it—don't force it, you really have wronged you by falling in love with me..."

He had been giving opportunities just now, but what He Chuan gave was all silence, and now he regretted it again, it was too late.

Jiang Chen was still wiping his tears when his hands were suddenly grabbed by someone and tied up by something. He was stunned for a second, and found that it was a belt. The moment he realized it, he began to struggle. The itchy flesh on his chest was pinched, and his body twisted and hit the corner of the table, "You fucking let go!!!"

Jiang Chen's wrists were tightly bound.

He Chuan dragged him to the bed, tied the belt to the railing of the upper bunk, looked at the man's wrist and asked, "Where's the red rope?"

"What are you doing?" Jiang Chen didn't expect He Chuan to do such an extreme thing, and he was worried about what would happen next, "Let me go!"

He Chuan knelt on the ground, looked up at him, his dark eyes were as calm as stagnant water, "Prove my sincerity." He said as he unfastened Jiang Chen's belt, pulling down his trousers a little.

"What are you doing? Don't!" Jiang Chen's heart was about to jump out, he wanted to break free but his wrists were so painful that he couldn't do so.

"Release!" Jiang Chen wanted to bend his knees to push him, but his legs were firmly held by someone, there was no chance at all, and his whole body became hot from the friction, for fear that he would utter any bad sounds.

There was a knock on the door, "Jiang Chen? Jiang Chen! Did you quarrel? Are you okay? I'll go to Auntie to get the key."

This way can't be seen by other people, Jiang Chen held back his breath with difficulty, "No need! It's nothing."

Bai Heyi's tone revealed suspicion, "Are you really all right?"

"Really." Jiang Chen gritted his teeth.

"Oh, good, then you have a good rest." There was really no movement outside the door.

"Um…"

Seeing He Chuan's next move, Jiang Chen hurriedly stopped him and said, "Don't... He Chuan, ah... please..."

If revenge is detected, what is the point of doing this—no matter what, the problem should not be solved in this way.

He Chuan is crazy!

Jiang Chen's whole body was numb, and even his voice was trembling, "I believe in you, I believe in you, let go of me first!"

"Really?" He Chuan raised his head, his eyes lit up.

Jiang Chen nodded, "Really..."

He Chuan really obediently untied the belt.

After what happened just now, Jiang Chen's legs became weak, his hands were unshackled, he hurriedly lifted up his pants, and sat on the bed.

He Chuan continued to kneel, put his arms around Jiang Chen's waist, and said aggrievedly, "Don't leave me...please..."

"No matter how stupid the words on that note are, I will still be sad..." Jiang Chen murmured, "Don't do that next time..."

He caressed He Chuan's head and combed his hair. His mood was extremely complicated, and his eyes were so sore that he couldn't open them, so he closed them and sighed.

Who should be begging whom——

"Where's the red rope?" He Chuan asked again sullenly.

"Keep it well at home." He regretted it once and picked it up carefully, saying that it was the same for breaking up.

"Okay..." He Chuan continued to hug him, saying intermittently: "Really...Jiang Chen, don't leave me anymore...I really had a hard time..."

"Jiang Chen, don't leave me..."

"Okay—" Jiang Chen's mind was very confused, and he didn't carefully study the meaning of his words.

This matter became a thorn, but he couldn't dispel it no matter what, he could only let it stick in his heart.

I pulled out the thorn and tried to forget that it was irresponsible to myself, but I felt that He Chuan would be sad if I kept it, so I could only ignore its existence as much as possible.

Whenever you feel pain, just hug He Chuan - at least you are with him, not with Jiangshan.

***

"Wake up."

"Ah."

"I cleaned up everything."

"Ah."

He Chuan still wakes him up every day, but this semester is different, He Chuan will do morning exercises with him, and then the two of them will go to the cafeteria to have breakfast.

The boarding students in the class felt incredible when they saw He Chuan on the playground. He Chuan seemed to have changed his sex, and he would come to do morning exercises.

The girls in the next class couldn't bear their temper even more, and began to gossip about why he came to do morning exercises.

On the first day when He Chuan came to do morning exercises, Shen Chong directly exaggerated: "Wow~ Is this handsome face?"

He Chuan ignored him.

Shen Chong looked at Jiang Chen with help-seeking eyes, hoping that someone would save him and not embarrass him so much.

Jiang Chen smiled and said, "I'll get to know each other in a few days, and he will come here in the future."

"Very good, very good, from now on the three of us will just stop here, and it will become the most beautiful scenery!"

It can be said that He Chuan has caught up with him. This semester, the teacher is teaching the students Tai Chi.

Compared with Wu Qin Xi's movements, Tai Chi's movements are much more beautiful. Coupled with He Chuan's face, not only is there no sense of disobedience in his gestures, but he has also gained fans.

"Why is He Chuan so tense when fighting, I don't think I am?" Jiang Chen looked for the reason himself.

Shen Chong stood aside, "Do you want me to tell the truth?"

Jiang Chen tilted his head to look at him, only to hear Shen Chong say: "Dude, you're a little skinny, and... you're also a little pretty."

This is the second time Jiang Chen heard someone praise him with the word "beautiful", "Where is it beautiful?"

"I can't put it into words, just looking at it makes me feel like a spring breeze? It's not the kind of girly beauty, or... well, I can't put it into words." Shen Chong was at a loss for words.

Jiang Chen went to look at He Chuan again, and found a faint smile on his face.

He Chuan pulled back and forth, and occasionally exchanged a few words with everyone.

Everyone noticed his changes, and the distance between his classmates got closer, but Jiang Chen's headache was that He Chuan's changes seemed to give some girls an illusion, and the cold and handsome guy also started to "close to the people" Some girls launched a passionate pursuit.

Before going out, Jiang Chen thought that there were always a few girls coveting his boyfriend while doing exercises, so he couldn't help but uttered: "What a disaster."

"You asked me to do morning exercises." He Chuan grabbed Jiang Chen's hand that was about to open the door, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Did you forget something?"

Jiang Chen tapped his lips helplessly, "Let's go, let's do Tai Chi."

Who would have guessed that such an attractive man would ask Jiang Chen for a kiss every day before leaving the dormitory before he would do morning exercises.

Thinking about it this way, there is no need to be jealous with the girls.

It's the end of September and the weather is still hot.After the two of them returned to bed for evening self-study and washed up, they sat on the bench to study, preparing for the monthly exam.

"Open the door—to ventilate." Jiang Chen felt a little stuffy.

He Chuan went to open the door.

"Ah—I'm stupid, what a big cockroach."

As soon as He Chuan turned around, Jiang Chen gave him a bear hug, hugged him around his waist with a smile and asked, "Where is it?"

"Under the table." Jiang Chen glanced again, his eyes were tortured again, and the strangled neck became even tighter.

He Chuan put his arms around his waist, "I can't handle it if you hug me like this."

"The gay man is beside me?!" The door was open, and Shen Chong, who was passing by the dormitory, stopped, his eyes widened when he saw the two hugging each other.

Jiang Chen hurriedly let go, "I asked He Chuan to help me kill the cockroaches."

With his arms empty, He Chuan didn't say much, and went to the balcony to get a broom.

"Cockroach? Where is it?" Shen Chong stepped in to look around, walked to the table, the cat leaned down to look under the table, found the cockroach was leaning on his feet, and immediately jumped eight feet away: "Ouch! Damn your mother , scared me!"

Jiang Chen began to laugh: "Are you afraid too?"

"I'm afraid, I just didn't expect it to be so close to me."

"Then you handle it." He Chuan handed the broom to Shen Chong.

Shen Chong: "..."

Shen Chong was really not afraid, he helped them get rid of the cockroaches, and at the end he looked complacent, "There's nothing to be afraid of just a little strong."

Jiang Chen: "..."

"I didn't expect you to be so afraid that you would hang onto He Chuan directly. Those who didn't know thought you two were flirting." Shen Chong saw that the corners of He Chuan's mouth and eyebrows were curled up, a little unexpected: "He Chuan smiled Is it? It's rare for me to see him smile like this."

"What kind of smile did he have before?" Jiang Chen was used to He Chuan's smile, but Shen Chong felt that it was hard won.

"Laugh? Sneer? Or not? Dude, does he often laugh in the dormitory?"

Jiang Chen: "Often—"

Shen Chong pulled Jiang Chen aside and whispered, "I found a business opportunity. You secretly took pictures of He Chuan smiling, sent them to me, and I sold them to his fans, and we paid fifty-five cents?"

Jiang Chen was puzzled: "How could it be so exaggerated? Who bought the photos?"

"What? Are you 442 disconnected from the Internet? Don't you even look at the school wall?" Shen Chong began to encourage him again: "How? Do you want to think about it?"

"Not consider."

"It's okay to send you, but if you sacrifice a little, your smile is worthless, and your waist is valuable."

Jiang Chen: "Waist??"

In the end, the negotiation failed, and Jiang Chen threw Shen Chong out of the dormitory.

He Chuan asked, "What did you say?"

Jiang Chen pressed the center of his brows, with an angry expression on his face: "He said that there are women who want to see you smile, and women who want to see my waist."

"It's a pity, I can touch the waist that they can't see." He Chuan put his hands on Jiang Chen's waist and rubbed it back and forth a few times.

"Don't make trouble, continue to endorse." Jiang Chen took He Chuan's hand out of his shirt.

He Chuan had no choice but to withdraw his hand without hesitation.

Before going to bed, Jiang Chen was a little curious about what the wall said about the two of them, so he continued to explore and found an account called "Handsome Guy Wall", clicked on it and slid down to see a sneak photo of He Chuan doing Tai Chi in the morning.

Click on the comments to see.

[Ke Ke Ke Ke Xing]: Help, this Yan Zhen is killing me! ww

[judya]: My mother, why haven't I seen this handsome guy before doing morning exercises?

[Autumn Equinox] Reply [judya]: He only came to do morning exercises this semester haha!

[Yi]: Didn't you say he was gay before?

[Do not eat coriander] Reply [Yi]: Is he the same?Damn it, which man is cheaper?

[javac] Reply to [Yi]: It seems to be fake, they are good friends.

[Mountain] Reply [javac]: The other one is also pretty! !

[Do not eat coriander] Reply to [Mountain Bird]: Do you have any photos?

[Mountain Bird] Reply [Do not eat coriander]: You can find it in the previous news.

[Ayan]: Although it’s not good, but I really want to drink it... I often see them together, it’s really a good match (crying) (crying)

[Cheng] Reply to [Ayan]: Me too.

[Quack]: Why are there so many rotten girls?Am I the only one who wants to be his wife...

[Yaya is really good] Reply [呱呱]: No, you are not alone, please lock me in the same room with him, and don’t open the door no matter how loud I bark (狗头)

[So-and-so] Reply [Yaya is so good]: Put on some clothes, sister.

[Sichuan upstream]: I am a man, I am a man!

[Yaya is so good] Reply to [Sichuan River]: How many drinks have you had?Drunk like this.

[Xu Xu] Reply to [Sichuan Upstream]: After drinking all the wine, eat cephalosporin (dog head)

[Guagua] Reply to [Sichuan Upstream]: What does 豮艸芔茻 mean?

[Yaya is really good] Reply [呱呱]: Grass (a kind of plant)

[Please assassinate me tonight] Reply to [Chuan Youyou]: Do you need me to pee to wake you up?

Jiang Chen thought this was crazy enough, until he saw the comments under his photo...

That photo was secretly taken when he was playing Wu Qinxi last semester. Jiang Chen just did the "tiger lift" movement and was raising his arms to look up. His clothes were pulled up by his muscles, revealing a small waist.

[Shang Yu]: To be honest, the sisters who are talking about this article may not be able to get together a piece of clothing.

[Little Piggy]: This waist, chubby chubby (color) (color)

[Saturday]: Let me lick it, and feed it to the dog!Shasha (color)

[Only I give it for free] Reply [Saturday]: Don't grab food from me.

【javac】: This waist is really good, oh no, it’s really thin (dog head)

[Mountain Bird]: Promise me, will you always be single, don't take advantage of anyone (cry loudly) (cry loudly)

[Jiujiu 21]: Very good, very good, leave a sign.

[Brother Xiaoyao]: Will it be so thin that it won't break? (dog head)

[Small idea]: How to break it?Please speak clearly (dog head)

[Brother Xiaoyao] Reply [Xiaoyi]: [-] words are omitted here (dog head)

……

Jiang Chen didn't dare to row anymore, he raised his hand and squeezed his waist, thinking it was okay——

The next comment caught Jiang Chen's attention.

[Qiang]: As expected, he is the man Zhao Jiali likes, and I like it too.

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感谢在2021-10-0310:56:18~2021-10-0320:22:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 11 bottles of three gold;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!