please let go

Jiang Chen remembered that during the summer vacation he also ran into Shen Chong dating her, so he used his trumpet to add the owner of this comment.After a while the man agreed.

【Qiang】: Who are you?

Jiang Chen smiled.

Who am I, I am the man you like.

He typed and said he wanted to ask about Zhao Jiali.

[Qiang]: She has too many things to do, and she messes with men just because she looks good.I used to go to bars often, and I collected a lot of gifts and money from men, and I only picked out the kind of men who love to play.

The man's contempt for Zhao Jiali was revealed between the lines.

【Qiang】: Are you male or female?Has your boyfriend also been seduced by her?She still wanted to chase Jiang Chen before.Jiang Chen, you know that, right?It was the good-looking guy in the liberal arts class, probably this was a rare encounter for her.Laughed to death, and it didn't take long to change the target.

Jiang Chen looked at the news, so he rejected her, and she changed her target to Shen Chong.

He wanted to send a message to Shen Chong to say this, but he couldn't explain clearly after typing a few words, so he had to find another opportunity another day.

Unexpectedly, a few days later, Zhao Jiali became the gossip of the whole school. It was said that the wife of a certain male teacher took her out of the classroom on the spot, and beat and kicked her while cursing "vixen".

At that time, in physical education class, Shen Chong ran to the teaching building after hearing the news. Jiang Chen tried to stop him from going, but failed.

"Let him go, maybe he will give up after seeing it." He Chuan stopped Jiang Chen.

I didn't expect a farce, but it intensified because Shen Chong ran away.

The originally unethical teacher-student relationship turned into a love triangle, and Zhao Jiali became the target of public criticism, but Shen Chong still rushed over and hugged her to protect her in his arms.

After that day, both Shen Chong and Zhao Jiali were invited to their parents, and the teacher temporarily stopped teaching.

Rumors were all saying that this girl was indiscreet, but Shen Chong was a brainless licking dog.

The seat behind Jiang Chen was vacant for two weeks, and Shen Chong didn't even attend the monthly exam after the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday.

"Fuck, I think I should reveal the true nature of that woman when I bumped into them on the street." Jiang Chen sent a message to Shen Chong in the dormitory, and started to complain when he didn't get a reply.

He Chuan glanced at him, "It's useless for you to say it, you see so many mouths in the whole school are talking, did Shen Chong listen to him?"

Jiang Chen cut the trumpet to ask that "Qiang", who seemed to be quite familiar with Zhao Jiali.

[Qiang]: It seems that I heard that my physical condition is not very good. When I came to school, I felt that I lost a lot of weight. I guess I have to transfer to another school.Why do you care so much about her?

Jiang Chen didn't reveal his identity, and made an excuse that he was afraid that she would harass his boyfriend again.

[Qiang]: Sister, are you an idiot?When a man cheats, he can change. There are only 0 cheating times and countless times.

Jiang Chen didn't reply to her, and switched back to the tuba to find a reply from Shen Chong.

[Shen Chong]: Are you free this weekend?

[Jiang Chen]: What are you doing?How often do you come to school?

[Shen Chong]: Zhao Jiali wants to see you.

Jiang Chen sneered.

He De He Neng, can make people think about it for so long.

[Shen Chong]: Please, come on, she wants to see you.

"Grass, you lick the dog."

In the end, Jiang Chen agreed, and stood in front of Zhao Jiali's house according to the position Shen Chong sent him.He was afraid that he would not stabilize his mood, so he took a deep breath before ringing the doorbell.

The door opened, Zhao Jiali's eyes were black and blue, her lips were so chapped and chapped, her haggard face showed shock when she saw Jiang Chen, and her previous high spirits were completely gone.

She looked flustered and closed the door again.

Jiang Chen frowned, somewhat puzzled by this behavior.

What are you doing-

He sent a message to Shen Chong, and Shen Chong said that he was not in the house, and Zhao Jiali was at home alone.

Grass, let him and Zhao Jiali be alone.

The door opened again, and Jiang Chen knew that she had put on makeup just now when he looked at her face, but even after applying powder, her face was still very haggard, without seeing the beauty before, she looked like a sick child now.

"Come in." Zhao Jiali smiled uglier than crying.

Jiang Chen stood in the living room, "What do you want me for?"

"I... you... I just wanted... I used to... um..." She stammered like a stammer, closed her eyes and took a deep breath, and then said in an extremely weak voice: "I'm going to drop out of school, although I Didn't go to school, but I also know what people say about me."

She was wearing the same white dress as last time, but she lost so much weight that she couldn't even hold up the skirt, which made people feel pitiful.

Jiang Chen told himself in his heart: No, she is not pitiful.

"What do you think?" She coughed suddenly, grabbed the water glass on the table, and drank a few sips of water to stop her coughing.

"That's your business." Jiang Chen replied coldly.

"Yes, but Shen Chong is so stupid... I have done so many bad things, but he is still on my side." Zhao Jiali sighed again, "Did you see this house? It wasn't so tidy before, It was Shen Chong who packed it up for me."

"I really want to record it, let Shen Chong listen to it." Jiang Chen clenched his fists tightly, because Shen Chong couldn't come to school now because of her, this woman is still calling people stupid here.

Zhao Jiali's face turned pale when she heard it, and she hurried to look at him, "Don't tell him..." She lowered her head again, staring at the water glass in her hand, and said, "It's okay...you can tell him as well."

"Jiang Chen, I like you very much, you are like light, you saved me, you must have forgotten, right?"

"I was raped. When I was 13 years old, I hated every man in the world, but when I saw you," she choked up, "I...I still like it very much..."

"You have saved me once, and I long for your tenderness to come to me again. I want to take revenge on them, and I want to deceive their feelings..."

Jiang Chen couldn't remember when he rescued Zhao Jiali, but he quietly listened to her talking about the past, and watched the thin girl's shoulders trembling, as if there were many unspeakable secrets, not as it appeared on the surface, as if she wanted to pour bitter water on her. in front of my eyes.

Zhao Jiali was crying uncontrollably, and the makeup she just put on was gone.

Jiang Chen still couldn't help wanting to raise his hand to touch her, but she avoided it.

"That teacher is the one who is looking for lovers everywhere. He should go to hell, but he shouldn't be far from hell." She said viciously, her eyes full of disgust.

"Let's start again—" Although the words were fragmented, Jiang Chen could understand the general idea.

He saw the shadow of He Chuan in Zhao Jiali. All living beings are not saints, and they cannot repay grievances with virtue after being hurt.

But he still hated Zhao Jiali's behavior, "What about Shen Chong? He never hurt you."

"I didn't hurt him either."

"Your proximity hurts."

Shen Chong is simple and stupid, and Zhao Jiali can say "good night", and he can be happy all day long.

"That's why I came to see you." Zhao Jiali smiled lightly, "I won't see him again in the future."

Jiang Chen: "Then why do you want me?"

"I want to see you..." She opened the desk drawer again and took out a piece of letter paper, "This... is for you, don't worry, this time it's not a love letter, it won't burn your hands..." Her eyes were filled with tears , but trying to force the water back, it seems that people are even more pitiful.

"Jiang Chen...I'm sorry..."

"You didn't feel sorry for me, it was Shen Chong that you were sorry for."

Her lips trembled, but she couldn't utter a word.

"I hate them! I hate myself! Why don't they all die! They're all dead! It's nothing!!" She suddenly yelled hoarsely.

Jiang Chen went to pat her on the back after some internal struggles, but was pushed away by Zhao Jiali, "Don't touch me...I'm dirty..."

The person sitting on the sofa was dilapidated and incomplete like a lost flower. Jiang Chen remembered that when he saw her for the first time a few months ago, he thought it was the flower of Gaoling, but now he found that she was just using the most beautiful appearance to cover up the past. humiliation and devastation.

"You're not dirty, you're clean..." Jiang Chen comforted her.

"Woo Jiang Chen, don't always be so nice to people, you will be misunderstood..." Zhao Jiali couldn't stop crying, shaking her head to keep Jiang Chen from approaching her, "You go, take the letter and go..."

Jiang Chen glanced at her, such a beautiful girl would definitely not want others to see her ugly face, so she picked up the letter paper on the table and left.

When he was closing the door, he heard Zhao Jiali calling him again, "Jiang Chen, there must be many people scolding him..."

"I know." Jiang Chen didn't look at her, and closed the door gently after speaking.

After coming out, Jiang Chen sent a message to Shen Chong, then went home to get the lamp, and sat in the room to finish reading Zhao Jiali's letter.

He touched the blurred words on it with his fingers, and circles of ink marks were dotted on the white paper. Those places were obviously wet with tears.

Jiang Chen folded the letter and put it in the cabinet instead of throwing it into the trash can this time.

Shen Chong sent a message asking what they talked about.

[Jiang Chen]: Nothing, she said she likes me.

[Shen Chong]: Let’s talk in the evening, I’m going back to school tonight.

When returning to school, Jiang Chen bumped into Shen Chong at the door of the teaching building, his complexion was even worse than Zhao Jiali's.

"Isn't this Zhao Jiali's licking dog?" The boy passing by covered his mouth and laughed.

Although everyone said so, this man insisted on laughing in front of his face without holding back his words, which directly stabbed people in the body.

Jiang Chen couldn't get angry, so he yelled directly, "If you don't fucking know how to talk, just shut up."

The boy was startled, and ran away in a desperate manner.

"Let's go." Shen Chong turned a deaf ear, walked towards the stairs, stopped his feet, and said: "During the evening self-study class, let's go to the rooftop to talk."

"it is good."

When Shen Chong walked into the classroom, everyone in the class looked at him. If the eyes were replaced by voices, there would be no shortage of ridicule, ridicule, and comfort.

Shen Chong sat in his seat like a normal person, the only difference from usual was that it was much quieter.

After the evening self-study get out of class, Jiang Chen was out of his mind all the way when he went back to bed.

He Chuan asked: "What's wrong? What did you say on the rooftop?"

Jiang Chen shook his head, but what Shen Chong said was still in his mind.

"You must have forgotten her, right? She said she was bullied by a boy when she was a child, and you saved her. If I had met her earlier, maybe the person she liked was me. But she doesn't want to see me now, I don't know why It's done...I really want to protect her."

Jiang Chen: "But those things she did..."

"Looking at a person from the perspective of behavior, you may really hate him, but if you get to know people from the perspective of your heart, you will find that everything is different from what you think. I have been with her for so long, I Know her far better than you."

"I admit that I am cheap, with a hot face and a cold ass. I know that there is still a gap between a person like me and a high-ranking goddess, but if liking this thing can be controlled, who would want to be like this..."

"Her parents have new families, rented her a house, and let her live there alone... When I went, she almost threw things everywhere."

"Jiang Chen, do you think she ever liked me? Even a little bit is fine."

Jiang Chen was silent for a moment, "She likes me."

When the two were talking on the rooftop, Jiang Chen didn't dare to look into Shen Chong's eyes for fear of being found out to be lying.

When the bedroom door was closed, Jiang Chen felt exhausted thinking about it, and stretched out his arms to hug He Chuan, "Zhao Jiali said that I saved her before, but I didn't remember it at all when I was in elementary school."

He Chuan patted him, "You meddle in other people's business, you help anyone you see, it's not surprising that you can't remember."

"But it's too coincidental, isn't it?"

Elementary school classmates are high school classmates.

"There are more coincidental things than this..." He Chuan said again, "Did you go to see her today?"

"Ah, Shen Chong asked me to go to her house."

"Just you two?"

Jiang Chen smelled vinegar.

After all, He Chuan saw Zhao Jiali handing him a love letter with his own eyes...

"Ah—this..." Jiang Chen went to observe He Chuan's expression, but found nothing wrong.

He Chuan took away Jiang Chen's hand around his neck and went to the balcony to wash up.

Sure enough, I was still jealous.

"He Chuan? Brother Chuan? Chuan Chuan? My dear?" Jiang Chen followed He Chuan and called all the names he could use, and finally called him tentatively: "Little Rose?"

He Chuan: "..."

Jiang Chen continued to be ignored, walked over and leaned his head on He Chuan's shoulder, "I haven't said anything yet because you have so many fans."

"I didn't go to the homes of my fans." He Chuan gave Jiang Chen a resentful look.

Jiang Chen smiled and said, "You can only go to my house."

"I am so dedicated, is there any reward?"

"No."

Saying no, Jiang Chen still agreed to give him a kiss, and He Chuan wanted to plant some plum blossoms for him.

Jiang Chen put his hands in front of his neck, "Don't put it on your neck, it's easy to be seen."

"know."

Jiang Chen let out a long sigh, "Underground love is so miserable——"

"It's okay for us to go out and kiss, I don't mind." He Chuan said.

Jiang Chen said with a smile: "The people in the corridor must be imagining what bedroom 442 is doing every night."

"What?" He Chuan asked knowingly.

The collar of the school uniform is too tight and cannot be pulled off.

Jiang Chen refused to take off his clothes, and rolled up his short sleeves, watching a plum blossom burn off his shoulder.

He kissed He Chuan again, "Do this."

"Do this every day." He Chuan leaned forward again as he spoke.

Jiang Chen pushed him away, "Stop, wash and sleep."

When Jiang Chen lay on the bed and was about to go to bed, his mind was full of the letter written by Zhao Jiali, lamenting again that people can't always see the essence through the appearance.