Don't come here, I'm just an actor

I haven't slept so comfortably for a long time, I stretched my waist, the arms on my waist tightened, and pulled me back to the embrace of the person behind me.

"Xiaodong, let's go to bed again, it's still early." Park Xiansong's voice, which hadn't woken up, was still so sexy when heard again.But it was dawn, and it was time to wake up from the dream.

"Let go of me, don't push yourself, you should go." I opened my hands on my waist, wanting to get up and go to the bathroom to take a shower.

Park Xiansong followed up and pulled me back to the bed. I still couldn't use my left hand, so I could only use my right hand to uselessly pull his hand that bound my waist.

"Xiaodong, how about we get along well? I really know that I was wrong. I will love you well in the future and will never do anything you don't like again. Give me one more chance, just one more time. If I mess with you again You are sad, you let me go and I will not entangle you."

"I don't want it, let me go, I don't care about you anymore!" I wanted to push him away, but he was pressing firmly on me like a mountain.

The two bodies rubbed against each other, the temperature was getting higher and higher, and my forehead was already sweating.

Park Xiansong pressed my lips recklessly, blocking my mouth to prevent me from saying cruel words that he couldn't accept.

I turned my head to avoid his kiss, Park Xiansong pinched my chin to prevent me from hiding, "You are mine! I will not allow you to leave me. Don't even think about it!"

"Park Xiansong, don't be shameless! If you have the ability, imprison me for the rest of your life, otherwise you won't even think about it..." Before I could finish my harsh words, Park Xiansong pulled off my pants, and the familiar touch made me choke My body is too familiar with Park Hyun-song's touch, and he also knows how to make me surrender.

A sexual love like a war, Park Xiansong is the general who fought in all directions, vowed to bow my head and surrender, but I resisted in the corner and vowed not to be a prisoner.He had bruises on my waist, deep teeth marks on his shoulders, and scratch marks on his back.Seeing the sunlight coming in through the curtains from dazzling to faint, sweating profusely and panting, I have no energy left, but Park Xiansong still doesn't let me go, I'm scared.

"Park Xiansong, please let me go, I can't do it anymore." As long as I couldn't hold back my voice, Park Xiansong would torture me, my voice was already hoarse.

"Hey, call me husband, and I'll give it to you if you call me husband." He was also out of breath, almost reaching a critical point.

I pursed my lips but refused to bark, and Park Xiansong was not annoyed. Strawberries were planted around my neck, bit by bit gnawing at my skin. I was so tortured that I was about to go crazy.

I feel like my body is going to explode, and I can't bear it if it doesn't end. I still lost to Park Hyun-song. "Husband! Husband! Give it to me, give it to me!" Satisfied, Park Xiansong brushed away the hair that was sticking to my forehead because of sweat, and gently kissed him, "Xiaodong, I love you, I only love you, give me another Give me a chance, husband, and I will make you the happiest person."

I closed my eyes and listened to Park Hyun Song's promise, tears streaming from the corners of my eyes.I hugged Park Hyun-song's shoulder tightly and sobbed softly, can I still trust you?Can broken mirrors really be reunited?Can I still let you go out safely when we are together in the future?I'm afraid that if I'm suspicious all day long, not only will I not be happy, but both of us will become more tired. Is that kind of relationship still love?

"Tsk tsk tsk, the battle is quite fierce." Guo Lunqing was sitting on the sofa. I was not used to seeing him in a suit and leather shoes, and I didn't want to pay attention to him when he said it.

Sitting in the living room of my house are me, Park Xiansong, Pan Bing, and Guo Lunqing.Sitting together like this before, everyone was partying and having fun, but today the atmosphere is a bit awkward.Pan Bing poured Guo Lunqing a glass of water, and Guo Lunqing said thank you with a smile. He didn't look like a broken-up lover at all, but more like two strangers, polite and alienated.

I was nestled on the sofa, and there was a strawberry on my neck that couldn't be covered. Anyway, Park Xiansong stayed here and didn't leave. Anyone who saw it would think something was wrong, and there was nothing to cover up.

"I'm tired, I have something to talk about." I was really tired. I was woken up after about two hours of rest, and Guo Lunqing pulled me up from the bed with my hair messed up like a chicken coop. My mind exploded.

"Passing by to see how you are doing. If it's impossible, we can move in together with Hao. Let him take you and cure your depression quickly. Don't make any trouble. I've been busy all day and I don't have time to express my condolences to you. Come It’s not good to come here empty-handed, and you have to spend money to buy things.”

"What did you pay for? Where is the thing you bought?!" See what this is saying?The suit is already on, but the mouth is still the same, so small that it makes people want to sew it on.

Guo Lunqing pointed to the fruit on the coffee table, "It was airlifted from abroad, and a fruit basket costs 2999." I just stuffed a grape into my mouth, and neither swallowed it nor spit it out.

"Okay, I still have the energy to do some exercise. It seems that nothing has happened. I've been busy all day, so I went back to rest and left." After Guo Lunqing finished speaking, he stood up and wanted to leave. The soldier sat still.

"Why are you sitting there? Why don't you get up to see off the guests after they leave?" I thought Guo Lunqing was telling me, but just as he was about to get up, he was looking at Pan Bing.

I looked at Pan Bing, and Pan Bing got up helplessly, "Let's go, you guys rest." He took his coat and followed Guo Lunqing and left.Which one is this all about?Are they reconciled?Doesn't look like it?Forget it, don't think about it, I'm still a mess.

I also yawned from sleepiness, my back hurts, Zongyu is really bad for my body, I feel a little weak.

"I'll make something, you can go to sleep after eating, you haven't eaten anything for a whole day."

"You still know? I'm a patient. I haven't seen how much you love me before, but now you're pretending to be a good person again!"

Park Xiansong was so choked by me that I couldn't speak. I wanted to go back to the room, but my stomach groaned.I looked like Park Hyun-song, and gave him a hard look. I'm hungry and I'm going to cook.

Park Hyun-song was busy in the kitchen, I was sitting in the living room, the last TV series I filmed was playing on the TV, and the ratings were pretty good.I have handed over the blog to the studio for a long time, and they are also doing the promotion of the show, and I just cooperated to shoot some promotional videos.After doing the math, I only have one movie in stock, and it is about to be scheduled for release, and I have to follow the crew to promote it.

"Xiaodong, it's ready, try it." Park Xiansong put a bowl of noodles on the coffee table, the same egg noodles he often made for me, with a slice of ham and some chopped green onion.

I tasted it, and it still tastes old.The amount of noodles is enough to fill me up to [-]%. That's because I used to be hungry and wanted to lose weight. Park Xiansong specially calculated the amount for me.I finished it in a few bites and pushed the bowl aside.

"Take a break and take a shower before going to sleep." Park Xiansong packed up the dishes and sat beside me. "I don't, I want to take a shower now, stay away from me." I won't do whatever you ask me to do, I'll see how long you can bear it.

"Hey, don't be self-willed, you will feel dizzy if you take a shower just after eating, and it's not good for digestion."

"I want you to control! Don't come into my room! Don't get into my bed!" I walked into the bathroom, and just as the door was about to close, Park Xiansong broke in.

"You go out, I want to take a shower." I smell of him on my body, and I want to wash it off.

"Your hand is injured and you can't get wet. I'll help you take a bath." As he said that, he began to pick off my clothes, Cao, and he did it twice today.It just so happens that my hands are not convenient, so I can only let him do whatever he wants.

After taking a shower, he changed the shabby sheets and quilts that we tossed about. I was really tired, and I didn't want to confront him anymore, I just wanted to go to bed quickly.

Park Xiansong held the hair dryer, "Your hair is not dry yet, let it dry before going to sleep."

"I'm very tired after being tossed by you for a whole day. Don't let me do this or that anymore, okay? What's wrong with a man sleeping with his hair wet occasionally?! Do I have to follow your ideas in everything?"

"I just want you to sleep comfortably. Kaichen said that I want you to have a good sleep."

"Really? Good sleep? Then I said in the afternoon that I was sleepy and going to bed. Did you let me go?"

"That's not counting, starting from tonight." "You!" Shameless and obscene is not enough to describe him, so starting from tonight, he will find himself a step down.

I'm speechless, really, I don't want to say anything anymore, I lie on the bed and cover myself with the quilt, you are the big brother, you are a big brother, my brother has surrendered.

Sleeping in the arms of Park Hyun-song all night without insomnia or waking up from nightmares.I can always sleep peacefully with him, just like sleeping pills.

Zhou Kaichen came again, this time it was different from the previous treatment abroad, he took more medicine, more psychological counseling, even hypnotherapy.

"Am I already serious? Can it be cured?"

"Your situation is more serious than last time, but trust me, I can help you get out, all you have to do is get out and open up."

Zhou Kaichen stopped the pen in his hand, "You still love Xiansong, right?"

I didn't answer, so what if I love it or not.The current situation is nothing but entanglement with each other, mixed with resentment, love is no longer pure, how can we still open our arms to embrace?

"Since you are still in love, try to accept it again. This is the cause of your depression. Solving this trouble will make your situation much better. Besides, you can't drive him away if he pesters you like this. Why don't you just use him?" , get rid of your bad mood first, and then when you feel better, it’s okay to get rid of him and find another love." Zhou Kaichen laughed after finishing speaking.

I also laughed, "Aren't you his friend, so he can let you go?"

"I told him a long time ago, and he is willing. He said that as long as you can recover, he can do anything." Zhou Kaichen packed up his things and stood up, "You should take a rest first, and you must take the medicine I prescribed on time. It’s fine to take it out on him if you’re unhappy, or just talk to me. Get in touch with people more and don’t close yourself.”

After Zhou Kaichen left, Park Xiansong walked in with a glass of water, "Have a glass of warm water."

"Park Hyun-song, are you really willing to do anything for this?"

"Yes, as long as you open your mouth, you can do anything." Park Xiansong said solemnly, I remembered what Zhou Kaichen said just now, as long as I am good, even if I leave him in the end, he is willing to do anything for me, so what kind of mood is he in now? To face me?

"I'm hungry and want to eat the barbecue in the east of the city. Can you take me there?"

Park Xiansong obviously didn't expect that I just asked him to take me to a barbecue, he was at a loss for what to do, but what followed was a look of surprise.

"Okay, I'll take you there. Which dress do you want to wear? I remember I just bought a set for you. Would you like to try it?" Park Xiansong helped me set up the clothes in front of the closet.

I looked at his back, and followed what Zhou Kaichen said, give him a chance, and give me a chance. As for the result, it can only depend on luck.

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