Don't come here, I'm just an actor

I have a splitting headache, I drank too much last night, and I feel like throwing up but I can't.I didn't want to move at all when I was lying on the bed. Pan Bing asked me to get up and eat several times, but I didn't want to eat anything, so I lay on the bed for a whole day.

"Xiaodong, get up and eat something, you can't lie down like this." Pan Bing came in again and asked me to go out for dinner.

"Brother Pan, I really don't want to eat, so don't worry about me." I just want to be alone now, I don't want to eat or drink water.

The door was opened again, "Brother Pan, I really don't want to eat." "Xiaodong, it's me."

Park Xiansong's voice sounded behind him, and the pain in his heart became clearer with his appearance.I didn't know how to face him, just lay there like that.

"You haven't eaten all day, can you get up and eat?" Park Xiansong came in with the meal and put it on the bedside table.Looking at his hypocritical attitude, my stomach churned non-stop.

I got up and knocked over the dinner plate with one hand, the food was scattered all over the floor, and the plates and bowls were smashed to pieces. At this moment, I felt that the crispness was very pleasant.

"Get out. I don't want to see you again. Brother Pan will get my things back for me. From now on, we will go our separate ways without interfering with each other." After speaking, I exhausted my strength and lay down on the bed again.

"Xiaodong, I know you're angry, but don't get mad at yourself." Park Xiansong stood beside the bed, but he didn't want to leave. I was so angry in my heart, what's the matter?The other side wants to coax me after coaxing, and then hold both sides. You, Park Xiansong, will take advantage of everything, why!

I lifted the quilt, got out of bed barefoot, and tried to push him out with my weak body. "Get out, I don't want to see you! Get out!"

I stepped on the debris, and blood oozes from the punctured wound. I didn't feel the pain at all, because my whole body was paralyzed from the pain. I only had one thought, that I didn't want to see Park Hyun-song.When I see him, I think of my stupid past, and I think of what Matthew said.

"Xiaodong, don't get excited, your foot is injured, I'll take you to the hospital to bandage it." Park Xiansong wanted to hug me in distress, I pushed him, "Get out, I don't care about it! I bleed or not, It has nothing to do with you if I die, go away!"

I still wanted to say harsh words, but my head suddenly went blank, my eyes blurred, and gradually turned into darkness.Only Park Hyun-song shouted my name in panic.

When I woke up, I was in the hospital, and my feet were wrapped into zongzi.Park Xiansong sat by the bed, I didn't speak, he just sat there silently.Pan Bing came in with a meal, "I bought you a meal, you can eat some."

Park Xiansong stood up and wanted to help, "If you still think I dropped these rice, then you can touch it." Hearing my words, Park Xiansong stopped his movements and sat back to his original position.

After drinking a bowl of porridge without taste, Pan Bing packed up his things and left.Park Hyun-song just watched me finish my meal without moving.

"Come here, I have something to tell you." I think it's boring to go on like this, so it's better to speak clearly.Park Hyun-song walked beside me and sat down with a stool.

"Don't deceive yourself. If it wasn't for you, how could he achieve what the istoday. I've investigated. He's raised by you like a canary. It's the studio you opened for him, and it's also the bridge you built for him in the entertainment industry. fhe can stand out, others will see your face. But I'm not the same. It took the previous case with you. You should be clear about my ability. We have been very happy, except for the extra Chen Dongming."

"Are you surprised to hear me say these words? I have been learning English. I want to stop being a dumb person when I go abroad with you. I can join in when you chat with others. I wanted to give you a surprise, no think......"

"Xiaodong." Park Xiansong wanted to say something, but I raised my hand to interrupt him. "Don't say anything, just listen to me."

"You'll be stunned for a moment when you make small talk about me. I've always wondered why, but I knew it when I saw Matthew. I just have a similar profile to him, and everything else is different. It's hard for you."

"You said that you were with him during those days when you were busy abroad, right? You don't need to explain to me that you are just a cooperative relationship. You have already had a relationship. How can you just be friends? I don't believe it."

"Park Hyun-song, I think back on the days when I was with you, and found that many times are full of your past. You said you love me, but how did you fall in love with me? It's because you noticed that I am similar to your ex. You How did you love me again? When I was with me, I was still entangled with my ex. I don’t want this kind of love, so I don’t want you anymore. Give each other affection and don’t get too entangled. Please leave now. "

Park Xiansong opened his mouth to say something, I turned around and hugged the quilt and didn't want to hear it, the tears couldn't stop streaming down, but I couldn't let him see it, as I said, show affection to each other, don't entangle too much, just Let me save my last pride.

Park Hyun-song finally left, I hid in the quilt and wept uncontrollably.Obviously so happy before, he still said "our family", but put aside the happiness, why is it full of glass slag inside, piercing me bloody.

After I was discharged from the hospital, I stayed at Pan Bing's house for the time being. My condition was not suitable for acting, so I decided to take a big vacation for myself.I eat three meals a day on time, and exercise regularly, but I am getting worse and worse. I can't sleep all night. Sometimes Pan Bing doesn't come back when he is busy, and I don't talk all day.Guo Lunqing contacted me, but I didn't go out, I closed myself in this room.

Later, it became more and more serious. I was afraid that Pan Bing would find out, so I wanted to find a house and move out.After looking around, I finally saw a real estate. The location is good, and everything about the property is good.The house has been renovated and you can move in directly with your bags.Originally I wanted to buy a big house and take my parents over to live in it, but after talking to them a few times, they didn't agree, so I stopped thinking about it.If you have money in your pocket, buy yourself a nest first.

After choosing a house, I quickly paid for it, and I moved all my things to the new house.In fact, there are not many things. I don’t want the ones in Park Xiansong’s, and any one I find out is just a memory, so why make myself feel uncomfortable.The ones that moved here were all new ones I bought later.

Pan Bing came to see it, and thought my nest was not bad, so he bought a set and became my neighbor.I laughed at how rich he was, and he waved his hand, "This is all small money. Brother will work hard in the future so that you can spend money without filming."

When it comes to filming, I don't want to film anymore.In this circle, I might run into Park Xiansong at some point. I want to stay away from him. It doesn't matter if I say I'm cowardly, but I'm cowardly, and I admit cowardly.

"Brother Pan, the money in my hand is enough for me to live on. I don't want to make movies in the future, so the studio will depend on you."

"You don't have to worry, this studio is yours. You can shoot as you want, and you can rest if you don't want to. You can just pay for the big boss. My brother is there for everything." Pan Bing patted me on the shoulder, "I don't want to I can't be idle even after filming, I help my brother move."

When we moved into our new home, Xiaotao and the others clamored to help us warm the house.They also know about me and Park Xiansong. After all, they came out of Qingsong Entertainment back then. Whether they want to go back depends on their wishes.Unexpectedly, they didn't even hesitate and stayed directly.It is false to say that I am not moved, and it is not that nothing is left, at least I have these friends.

My sister also came over, like a sister, and gave me a gift.On the balcony, sister Mei looked at me and sighed softly, "I thought I could watch you go on like this, but I didn't expect it to become like this." Sister Mei didn't know what she thought, "Xiaodong, don't think that I'm here to do it." Peacemaker, I just really feel bad to see you like this."

"Before we were together, Xiansong was lifeless. Although he called me sister, he was business-like. I know his company in country A, and I know that Matthew. But I know that Xiansong has no interest in him. It's all because he thinks it's the result of his hard work, and he doesn't want to let it go."

"Xiaodong, he became angry after being with you, and he became more affectionate when he called my sister, and he was no longer so cold. If he didn't mean it, how could there be such a change? If possible, give it a chance Well, whoever does not make mistakes cannot be beaten to death with a stick."

"Sister Mei." Hearing Park Xiansong's name again, I still felt an indescribable pain in my heart. "I understand what you said, but I can't pass the level in my heart. I never cared about him before, and I never asked. After being with me, I can't stand him lying to me like that. Every time I It makes me sick to think that I'm here waiting for him to come back, and he's been entangled with his ex."

My sister hugged me, "Xiaodong, it's my sister's fault, so I won't talk about it. Have you figured out what to do after you decide? You are not filming now, and fans are clamoring for you to go to work."

"Sister Mei, I may not be filming anymore, thank you for taking care of me all the time." Sister Mei patted my shoulder, her face full of regret.

After playing until midnight, after seeing them off, I sat on the balcony with a glass of wine. It was already very cold, and the Chinese New Year was coming soon.The wedding date of my sister and brother-in-law has been set, and the wedding will be held in the next year. I want to prepare a big gift for them.

"The wedding ceremony officially begins now!" With the opening of the MC, the wedding of my sister and brother-in-law began. Watching my father lead my sister to the stage, my mother burst into tears, and Pan Bing and I comforted her.

After a commotion for a while, the families of both parties took a group photo.Pan Bing and I stood on both sides, my sister and brother-in-law stood in the middle, and my parents sat in front. The cameraman looked at the camera and said, "Come on, I'll call one, two, three, family members, please smile. Get ready, one, two, three!" With one sound, a family portrait was taken.

I really didn't know what gift to give my sister, so I wrapped a big red envelope in a tacky way, and let her use it as my own money.Pan Bing wanted to join me, and he also wrapped a red envelope to give his sister private money.My sister despises us both as big bosses, so I can't think of a novelty gift.

"What do you know? Nothing is as good as money. You can buy whatever you want." I knocked on her forehead, and my sister made a face at me, just like when I was a child.

My brother-in-law came over and it was time to toast. "Brother Dong, Brother Bing." The brother-in-law greeted shyly. The suit the young man was wearing today looked more energetic.

"Treat my sister well, dare to make her sad, but he has two older brothers!" I meant to scare him with the truth.Pan Bing also patted him on the shoulder, the threat was self-evident.

"Don't dare, she has the final say in our family, and I will listen to her, and I will never make her sad." The brother-in-law blushed and promised, "Oh, brother, stop teasing him, we are going out to toast." Then he took his brother-in-law out.

"It's really the water thrown by the married girl." I couldn't help but said, and I covered it before it happened.

Pan Bing stared at me for a long while, and I was taken aback by him, "Brother Pan, why are you looking at me like that?"

"Xiaodong, why are you getting thinner and thinner recently? You're almost out of shape."

I touched my face, "Is there any? No. Is it because I have done a lot of exercise and I look firm?"

Pan Bing shook his head, "You must eat more recently, even if you exercise, you are too thin."

"Got it, long-winded! Go out to eat!" I carried Pan Bing's shoulders to the hall.

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