Don't come here, I'm just an actor

After eating, Park Xiansong packed up the dishes and went into the study with his mobile phone. I would think that he is fine recently, maybe I really think too much.

I wanted to go back to my room, but when I passed the study, the door was not closed tightly, and Park Xiansong's voice came from inside.That pure English is no longer a bible for me, and I can already understand the general meaning.It turned out that he was going to an appointment tonight, to clarify some things, what?I am familiar with the agreed place, he has taken me there before.

I endured the heart to listen, and went back to the room lightly.Just a few steps seems to have exhausted all my energy. If I hadn’t read that message, I wouldn’t have cared about his appointment at night, but after reading that message, how could I lie to myself that I didn’t care, Park Hyun Song didn't do anything behind my back either.

Once there is doubt, all trees and trees are soldiers.

At five o'clock, Park Xiansong told me that he was busy with something and would go to the company. I smiled and told him to go and leave me alone.Seeing him kissing my forehead and walking out of the house, my heart sank slowly.

I called Pan Bing and asked him to accompany me to the restaurant that Park Xiansong had agreed with others.In the car, Pan Bing kept asking me how I remembered where to go for dinner, but I kept silent, my mind was full of who was the person who wanted to see Park Xiansong.

When we arrived at the parking lot, Pan Bing was about to go up with me, "Brother Pan, wait for me here, I may come down soon."

Pan Bing frowned and looked at me, "What happened?" I smiled and shook my head, "I don't know, I just want to find out now."

I put on my hat and mask, got on the elevator and came to the restaurant. The waiter asked me if I had a reservation. I shook my head. The waiter led me into the restaurant. It was only after six o'clock. There were not many people in the restaurant. I saw Park Hyun-song with a A man is sitting in the corner, I always feel familiar with that man, but I don't know how I have seen him before.

I took a seat behind them and took off my mask. The waiter asked me what I wanted to eat. I ordered the dishes on the menu randomly, not daring to make a sound, for fear that Park Xiansong would recognize me.

The waiter thought I was weird, took one look at me and left.My heart is all at their table, they are very quiet, no conversation.My food is here, I'm not hungry at all, just leave it like that.

The man spoke. Pure English was what I yearned for the most. I studied hard for a year and was ready to give Park Xiansong a surprise. I didn't expect to use it first to eavesdrop on Park Xiansong's conversation with others.

"A Song, go abroad with me. Leave this place, we can love each other freely, and we don't have to be afraid of your family anymore."

"I've already told you that I have a lover. I have given everything to you about the company I co-founded with you before, and it has nothing to do with me now." Park Xiansong's voice was so familiar, but now it has become so strange .

"I know, but why do you like him? Isn't it because his profile looks like mine? Now that my Lord is back, you don't need him anymore." The man's words made me suddenly understand. Familiarity is just because I look in the mirror every day, and the face inside is me.

"I know I retreated back then, but now I am strong enough to stand with you. I believe you still love me, otherwise you won't be with me all the time when I come back." It turns out that Park Xiansong is so busy every day I am with this man.

"You should know why I am with you, Matthew, you threatened me that if I don't see you, you will go to Xiaodong. I don't want my lover to be harassed." It turned out that his name was Matthew, and I remembered Park Xiansong drinking on the island. When I was drunk, I almost called the name of the exit.

"He is just a filmmaker, can he help you in your career? Even the best actor he won depends on you?" So he knows me, he knows everything about me, but I don't know anything about him .

"Matthew, please understand the minimum respect for people. That's what Xiaodong worked hard for, and it has nothing to do with me."

"Don't deceive yourself, if it wasn't for you, how could he have achieved what he is today. I have investigated it all, and he is raised by you like a canary. You opened the studio for him, and you gave him the studio. Building bridges and paving the way in the entertainment circle. There are so many people with acting skills. If he can stand out, others will see it as your face. But I am different. I accompanied you to win the previous few cases. My ability should be yours. Clear. We have been very happy, except for that extra Chen Dongming." Matthew's confidence gave me a heavy blow.

Pu Xiansong put down the knife and fork heavily, with anger already in his tone. "You leave here immediately and don't come back. Otherwise, don't blame me for being rude."

"Don't be angry, we won't talk about him. After dinner, can you take me around, this is my first time here, as the host, you should do your best to be a landlord."

I couldn't take it anymore, and stood up from my seat in a daze.When I walked to the door, the waiter stopped me, "Sir, you haven't paid the bill yet." I realized that I touched my whole body, and I didn't take my mobile phone or my wallet.

"I'll just pay the bill." Pan Bing came up at some point, helped me pay the bill, put on a mask and took me out of the restaurant.

Sitting in the car, I haven’t recovered yet. It turns out that Park Xiansong said he likes my side profile because it is similar to Matthew. It turns out that when his friends saw me, they found that I resemble someone. Their company was jointly opened by them. It turned out that they got along day and night when they were abroad, but I was foolishly waiting for him to come back here.It turns out that Park Hyun-song said I'm sorry, not because he didn't take me to dive.It turns out that in the eyes of others, I am just a canary raised by him. It turns out that I am just a joke.

I should cry, but I just want to laugh, laugh at myself stupid, I suddenly understand that the words Ethan said to me on the island is "You're justa canary. Helovessomethingelse." "You're just a canary, he has something else Love".

I laughed like an idiot in the car, I never knew I could laugh so badly.I took Pan Bing to the place where he lives now. I took out the beer from the refrigerator and started to drink it. I wanted to get myself drunk and sleep. All this is not true.

"Xiaodong, don't drink like this." Pan Bing snatched the wine from my hand, "Brother Pan, let me drink it, brother, if I don't get drunk today, I might die."

Pan Bing looked at me, "Then if you want a drink, I'll accompany you. You go sit on the sofa first, and I'll get you something to eat. You can't let my brother fight with you when I'm hungry."

I nestled on the sofa obediently. Pan Bing brought some appetizers and opened a bottle of red wine. "It's already cold to drink cold beer today, but to drink red wine to warm up the body and have a romantic mood."

I didn't care about the sentiment anymore, I picked up the cup and started to drink, and Pan Bing also poured himself a cup.Just like this, he drank a bottle of red wine with a dull head, and Pan Bing took out a bottle of white wine, "This is my brother's treasure, and someone just gave it to me. Today, you are cheap."

I put my head on Pan Bing's shoulder, "Brother, you are my own brother, you are so kind to me. I regret that I didn't listen to you. If I had listened to you, I wouldn't have to be played like a fool. gone."

"Oh~ Xiaodong, love always makes you sad. I can stop you this time, but I can't stop you next time. You have to grow up on your own." Pan Bing's words were so heartwarming.Before, Pan Bing and Guo Lunqing told me not to indulge in the relationship with Park Xiansong. It was me who didn’t listen and felt that love was more important than anything else. I didn’t expect, I didn’t expect, hahahahahaha, I became the biggest fool in the world .

The phone kept ringing, I picked it up and looked, "Honey", I actually gave him such a disgusting name, he doesn't deserve it!I hung up his phone and blacklisted him.I took a photo of red wine and posted it on the blog, "If you have wine today, you'll be drunk today, don't care who is who tomorrow!!!"

Pan Bing's cell phone also rang, and I snatched it over to see that it was Park Xiansong again, haunting him!I hung up the phone and got blacklisted.

I ran to the cupboard where Pan Bing kept his wine, and filled my arms with wine, no matter what kind of wine, I want to get drunk today, red, beer, and white are not afraid!

Pan Bing watched me play like a drunk and laughed at me like a child.I disagree, I have lost love, and he has also lost love, no one is better than the other.

I took out my cell phone cheaply and found Guo Lunqing's cell phone number. After dialing, Guo Lunqing was very noisy there. "You'd better have something important, otherwise if my list of hundreds of millions today is ruined, I will be you!" Guo Lunqing's very impatient voice came from the microphone.

"I'm broken in love, is this a big deal?" I cried as I said that, "There are people outside that bastard Park Xiansong, do you know someone named Matthew? Why didn't you explain it clearly back then, and I don't need to change." Become a big fool, and be ridiculed as a canary raised by Park Hyun-song!"

"Don't wrong me, I told you at the beginning, you are stupid! Where are you drinking so much?" Guo Lunqing scolded back mercilessly, finally I couldn't help but burst into tears, "Woo Woohoo, bastard! Bastard! I won’t tell you that I’m with Brother Pan, you can get over your business!”

After hanging up the phone, I burst into tears, and the sad emotions finally came to the top. My heart hurts, like a knife pierced in and still stirring.I finally understood what it was like to feel the pain in the script. The sky and the earth were spinning, and tears blurred my vision. I couldn’t see where the wine glass was. Get drunk, get drunk, or I'm afraid I'll jump off the balcony.

Park Hyun-song, I really fall in love with you, even if you are a man.I also want to introduce you to my parents and form a family with you.But how can you treat me like this?I don't mind how many people you have before me, as long as there is only me after you are with me.But how can you chase me here, and still get entangled with your ex.If it's because my profile resembles his, then how did you call my name and say you love me?How many times did you think of him when you were with me?How many midnight dreams come back, you look at me lying beside you, will you regret not being him?

Park Hyun-song, your love was impure in the beginning and impure in the company, even at this time, you can still meet him behind my back.Your hobby is dirty, dirty makes me sick!

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Dong Dongzi: Love is bitter, love is painful, love kills people like a knife! ! !woo woo woo~~~