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As soon as Wen Hansan finished checking Cang Erdong's body, he received a call from Fang Qiusheng. He looked meaningfully at the child lying on the bed playing with pillows, and asked Chen Nian to take Cang Erdong back to the room before going to the rooftop call back.

"Is Cang Erdong hospitalized at your place?"

"Oh, it's hard for me to say this, I think Dongdong's mother is very dissatisfied with you..."

"If you say one more word, I'll—"

"Just what? Just what, young master, haven't you been grounded?"

Fang Qiusheng cursed secretly, as if kicking something, and snorted.

"Where are you, why are you so noisy?" Wen Hansan took the phone a little farther away, "You wouldn't call me at a press conference, would you? You're so bold."

"I ran out."

"What are you?"

"I ran away from home!"

Fang Qiusheng yelled angrily, and before Wen Hansan could speak, he continued, "The surname Tian pitted me to find such a dilapidated vegetable market. How about Dongdong? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Hearing that it was Tian Tang's idea, Wen Hansan fell silent again, at least his master was able to measure it, and Fang Qiusheng was a little more reliable - this little bit is about the size of a needle eye.

He glanced at the environment downstairs in his hospital, and couldn't help but feel lucky that he had chosen such a deserted place, otherwise he wouldn't know how much commotion Fang Qiusheng would have caused.

"There are no major problems. His eyes have recovered quite well, and he can almost see things normally now, but there are many minor problems. He especially doesn't like the smell of his pheromones. It’s hot, it’s uncomfortable to wrap it with gauze, and it’s inflamed if you don’t wrap it, and you have to drink water every day.”

There is no human voice on the other end of the phone, only breath sounds and noisy background sounds.

"Besides, he wants to grow taller when he grows up, and his joints hurt. He refuses to drink milk. He only drinks soy milk with added sugar. I don't know who developed the habit. He also refuses to take calcium tablets. I heard that someone often Helping him eat, probably spoiled by then."

The voice in the receiver was terribly flat, Fang Qiusheng's teeth were itching with hatred, and the whole phone was almost crushed, but he couldn't refute it with a single sentence.

Chew a calcium tablet and kiss once, and drink a week's worth of milk for oral sex.

All his connivance is just adding to his selfishness, taking advantage of the other party's illness to do some despicable things, and let Cang Erdong fall into the current situation.

The feeling of suffocation came up again, causing his mind to go blank, and his steps became chaotic.

"Hey, Fang Qiusheng, are you listening?" There was no reply for a while, and Wen Han's tone eased again, "Actually, don't worry too much, Dongdong's disease can be differentiated at this age, it's already very good, I'll take it The last case dragged on until the 24th, and even the parents couldn't insist on not wanting him anymore, Dongdong will definitely get better and better with you all protecting him like this."

"Then can you... find a time for me to meet him?"

Fang Qiusheng didn't answer Wen Hansan directly. In fact, he didn't even know what word to find to describe that feeling.

It has been less than half a month since that incident. During this period, Fang Qiusheng has been ordered by Fang Yu to keep his feet on the ground with various reasons, but whenever he is lying on his bed with a tired body, the first attack It's not sleepiness, but loss.

During the past half month, he kept having nightmares. He kept dreaming that Cang Erdong was walking with him on the way to school, and someone patted his shoulder suddenly. When he turned around, he saw two bloody black holes staring at him, brightly colored. The blood dripped down, as if crying.

The sea of ​​blood came up from the bottom of his feet, melting him into a white bone, but just as he stretched out his hand to touch it, it shattered into dust, and the wind blew it away without a trace.

He opened his eyes suddenly in the darkness, but all he saw were unfamiliar sights, empty bookshelves, overly monotonous room layout, every place hinted that this place was not often used by people, he habitually looked to the side, No one slept there either.

No one huddled habitually in his arms, no one asked him to cover his ears because of thunder and rain, no one patted his face in the middle of the night and told him to go to the bathroom, no one basked in the sun in the morning, Buried his head in the pillow and refused to lift it up.

One night, he got up nervously and went to the downstairs door to scrub the red mark on the ground. It was the popsicle that the godmother was going to bring them to eat that day, and it probably fell on the ground because he was walking in a hurry. He came back I cleaned up the mess from time to time, but I couldn't clean up the sugar water.

And every time he passed by, it reminded him of the crime he committed.

He moved his arms mechanically, and the regular brushing sound made his brain break. He kept brushing until the east turned white, and he got up when he heard the chirping of birds outside. His arm was aching, and he walked up The ledge of the stairs looks out.

The soft voice sounded in my ears, and the sleeve seemed to be pulled hard, and the phrase "it's snowing" echoed in my mind.

But now the snow has melted, winter is gone, and his Dongdong is no longer in his arms.

"Hey, my suggestion is don't give Dongdong too much stimulation now..."

"Just take a look at him," Fang Qiusheng begged in his tone, "I just take a look at him from a distance and leave. I just want to take a look at him...see how he is doing recently."

"That's fine, I'll meet you when you arrive."

"Well, hang up first."

As soon as Fang Qiusheng hung up, a call came in. He didn't save the number, but he also knew that it was his mother's call. It was nothing more than a post check, or a questioning when he found out that he ran out of the house.

He ignored it, threw his mobile phone into his pocket, and walked through a group of old men and women selling vegetables. From time to time, someone stopped him, asking if today's vegetables are so fresh, do you want to take some home.

When he sees Tian Tang when he has time, he will call him a crying father and mother.

"Little handsome guy, my dad sells it cheaply for one dollar a catty, do you want a hundred catties?"

The familiar voice made Fang Qiusheng pause. Looking back, his father was wearing a big straw hat and a pair of rustic slippers.

"...you followed me?"

"No, I just set up a stall here, and then I just ran into you."

Fang Qiusheng rolled his eyes speechlessly, not wanting to waste time with Qiu Sinian, so he continued walking forward.

Qiu Sinian hurriedly got up and shook hands with the aunt beside him before he hurriedly caught up with his son.

"I said my son, where are you going to go to meet the cute little O in such a hurry?"

"None of your business."

"Come, come, let me tell you a fortune, does the cute little O you want to meet have 'Dong' in its name?"

"Stay out of the way."

"Let me do the math for you again, did you encounter any obstacles on the road of love with that cute little O?"

Fang Qiusheng finally couldn't bear it anymore and stopped, looking at Qiu Sinian with a gloomy face: "Can you stop following me?"

The expression on Qiu Sinian's face froze, but he finally pulled out a relaxed smile and shrugged his shoulders: "If I don't follow you and your mother doesn't follow you, you are really alone."

Fang Qiusheng turned his head away from looking at Qiu Sinian, the sun was scorching the earth fiercely, and the little flowers and grass on the roadside were so wilted that he couldn't lift his head up, so he looked back from this angle.

——The person who always came to look for him will not even know that he ran out.

Qiu Sinian reached out and patted Fang Qiusheng on the head, signaling him to continue walking forward: "You were such a small ball back then, but now you are as tall as me."

"Taller than you."

"That's enough. I think I'm about the same. It's a bit too tall. I'm prone to cervical spondylosis."

Fang Qiusheng looked at his father with a frown, and distanced himself a little further from him.

"Oh, your mother also hates me for talking trash, but I know he really likes it in his heart. Who made me so attractive." Qiu Sinian smoothed his hair under the straw hat, and turned the hat around again. direction, "Recently you have conflicts with your mother, your mother refuses to tell me, can you talk about it?"

"Anyway, it's the same as before."

"That's different. Your mother has been depressed until now."

"hypocritically."

"You dare to speak like that in front of your mother, but I will beat you up."

"You beat me, you beat me first."

"...Well, you know your father and I have dreamed of being a Beta since I was a child. There is a little difference in the physique between Beta and Alpha, about ten thousand miles away..."

"You're an Alpha."

"Okay, okay, I can't tell you I can't tell you." Qiu Sinian waved his hands and said haha, walked in silence for a while, took a deep breath, and looked at his son very seriously, "Actually, you can't blame your mother for this, It is my fault."

Fang Qiusheng pretended not to hear, and walked with his head down.

"Those revelations you read on the Internet, three points are true and seven points are false, but the central idea is not biased. My family and your mother's family are not five good families, so when we first got married, I felt that I finally had a family. I was also envious that Mr. Cang's family has a baby, so I really wanted your mother to have one, but he just didn't agree, and there was a quarrel over it."

"Fang Yu said that after giving birth, we have to be raised by two people. How can we have so much time to take care of him in our work? I also refuted him by saying that we were both raised in free range, and we are also human-looking. Looks good, then he slapped me and called me a selfish bastard, hey, it hurts, remember now."

Qiu Sinian rubbed his face and smiled at his son, Fang Qiusheng still lowered his head and said nothing, he sighed helplessly: "But people can't be lucky, I shouldn't have said that to Fang Yu, after the quarrel We already had you, and during the first three years after giving birth to you, we could always make troubles with you. We took you and Dongdong almost every weekend to various places where children should go. You probably don’t have much memory. "

The hospital was close at hand, Fang Qiusheng finally turned his face and looked at his father: "Yes, I don't have any impression, I don't have a little bit of it."

Qiu Sinian sneered, and asked, "Is there still a chance to make up for it?"

"Don't follow me."

Fang Qiusheng walked in through the back door alone, leaving his father far away.

But before he could contact Wen Hansan, he saw Cang Jingxing first. The other party noticed him when he got out of the car, closed the door vigorously and walked towards him.

"What are you here for?"

The pheromone overwhelmingly pressed down on Fang Qiusheng, making him take a step back subconsciously.

"Fang Qiusheng, what have you done to Dongdong?"

Fang Qiusheng opened his mouth, hesitated for a long time, and only said "I'm sorry".

Cang Jingxing punched him to the ground, and his fists rained down on him: "Fang Qiusheng, didn't I tell you about Dongdong's illness? Didn't I tell you that he couldn't understand these behaviors? Do you know that you What are you doing? Do you know!"

Alpha's fist was much harder than Omega's. Fang Qiusheng curled up into a ball and gasped for air. He really felt the heart-piercing pain, but before he could react, Cang Jingxing was thrown down.

"Fuck Cang Jingxing, just forget about it if you don't want to see my son, you can't hit someone!"

"You fucking ask him what good things he has done. Qiu Si Nian, your good son knew how to trick people into bed when he was a teenager!"

In terms of strength, Qiu Sinian couldn't compete with Cang Jingxing at all, and was grabbed by the collar and pushed against the fence. Fang Qiusheng was still coughing while sitting on the ground, and he didn't recover all of a sudden.

"Then don't hit him, hit me, I don't know how to make it up, so feel free to take it out on me if you feel angry."

"Don't...don't fight," Fang Qiusheng wiped the blood from his face, knelt down on his knees, and said in the direction of the two adults, "Godfather... Cang, Mr. Cang, let me go, this matter has nothing to do with my dad It doesn't matter, I'm sorry for Dongdong, and I'm sorry for both of you, and I won't disturb Dongdong casually in the future."

The cicadas screamed like crazy, Fang Qiusheng didn't look up, but a pair of shoes walked past him, someone pulled him up again, he saw ants crawling up his hands, itching him so much that he scratched his heart and lungs uncomfortable.

He remembered that his father had acted in a movie before, in which there was a Mobius ring with only the front and no back. Qiu Sinian made one with great interest. The two of them put two ants on it and watched them go away. one afternoon.

Some things are like the Mobius loop, which goes on and on and on without end. My father is right, people can’t be lucky. Once they get lucky, they will fall into a vicious circle and never get out.

It's just that when he got up, he looked up and saw the person standing on the balcony on the third floor among the shaded trees. He was wearing a blindfold, and he tilted his head to look over because of the movement here, but turned his face away because he couldn't see anything. go.

He is really a little taller, maybe it can reach his chin, his hair has been cut short, and his face seems to be a little fatter.

And Fang Qiusheng knelt on the ground and looked up at the other party. At that moment, he seemed to be redeemed, allowing himself to walk on that wrong road forever without getting tired.