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Cang Erdong suddenly discovered that he could fly.

There are soft clouds around him, which still exude the fragrance of sunshine, which can be used for him to lie on his stomach and look down at the black and white melodrama below.

He saw himself swimming in a sea of ​​red ice cream in a certain grid, and when he turned his head, he found Fang Qiusheng stretching out his hand for help, but the other party was submerged before he could react;

Seeing the next cell, Fang Qiusheng pulled out his eyes with a fork, leaving a black hole. The other party elegantly held the knife and fork to enjoy, and licked the dripping red blood from time to time, smiling contentedly;

Then there is the mother humming and rocking the cradle, and the self in the cradle is not a baby at all, but is wearing funny little clothes, sucking a pacifier in her mouth, and waving her hands inarticulately;

In the last frame, he was planted in the soil. Everyone was pouring water on him, but the cold water did not cool him down at all. Instead, he was getting hotter and hotter. Only then did he realize that his body There are new shoots growing in the ground, and everyone is not cooling him down, but urging the seeds in his body to bloom quickly.

Cang Erdong wasn't sure whether he was awakened by the pain or the heat, maybe it was just the effect of the anesthetic that overwhelmed the natural awakening, but when he realized that there were no green vines growing on his body, but just had some bizarre dreams , but he didn't want to wake up.

Each of those dreams is weird and absurd, but it seems to be running away all the time. The absurdities he saw are all facts.

I heard that people only see revolving lanterns when they are dead, so is he dying now?

Uncomfortable feelings surged up one after another, making his nose sore and tears formed in the corners of his eyes.

"Dongdong? Can Dongdong hear mom talking?"

"Mother……"

Mother's voice was a little hoarse, as if it had been worn by sand, not as thin and sharp as usual, probably because of crying.

Only then did Cang Erdong try to open his eyes to see the people around him, but he could only see the missing field of vision, and his left eye began to hurt crazily. The open wound, the pungent potion, the rough gauze, everything become so clear.

"Don't touch it! Dongdong, does it hurt?"

"It hurts, Mom, it hurts, it hurts so much."

Cang Erdong couldn't bear to pick the thing on the left eye, Chen Nian managed to hold him down, the child was crying out of breath, but his hand strength was stronger than usual, and almost knocked over the bedside table Bottles and cans on the table.

Fortunately, Cang Erdong finally calmed down after a few tosses, Chen Nian held his hand, sat on the bed and hugged him, the child was the same as when he was squeezed into a crib with him when he was a child, skillfully She put her arms around his waist and rested her head on his chest.

"I can smell Mommy now."

Before Chen Nian could think about what to say to his son, Cang Erdong's voice came out muffled, and he realized that he hadn't controlled his hormones just now, and the mother's pheromones have a soothing effect on the child. Only then did Cang Erdong calm down.

Omega then controlled the amount of pheromone within a comfortable range, rubbed the baby's newly grown glands, and said: "Yes, mom can smell Dongdong too. From today, Dongdong It's an Omega, congratulations Dongdong."

"I don't like the smell."

Cang Erdong pouted and wanted to buckle the small bump on his neck, but his mother wrapped his hands, twisting his body a little irritably: "This tastes so bitter."

When Cang Erdong smelled the mixture of bitterness and wine, he felt that something was wrong.If Fang Qiusheng smelled like this, and Alpha is not here now, how could he be able to smell it? The only explanation is that he smells bitter.

The bitterness made the root of his tongue tremble, and his stomach was sour, he just wanted to dig out the whole thing from the back of his neck.

"It's not bitter." Chen Nian held Cang Erdong's face and pinched his little nose, "Dongdong's pheromone is coffee-flavored and fragrant."

"Um……"

Cang Erdong didn't make any more fuss, just buried himself in his mother's neck, sniffing the mellow smell of old wine, so as to relieve the frightening restlessness in his body.

Taking advantage of the fact that the child couldn't see his face, Chen Nian took two deep breaths and adjusted his expression: "Is Dongdong hungry? Eat something?"

"Not hungry," Cang Erdong shook his head, "I don't want to eat."

"Then get up and walk?"

Still shaking his head.

"Then let's sleep for a while, your eyes won't hurt after a while."

"Well," Cang Erdong dragged Chen Nian down to sleep, "Mom will sleep with me."

"it is good."

The air was silent for a while, Cang Erdong didn't open his eyes, and asked sleepily: "Mom, where is Shengsheng?"

Chen Nian hesitated for a moment, frowned, and replied as calmly as possible: "He's gone back."

"Oh, so, doesn't he need to be hospitalized?"

"Well, go to sleep."

Chen Nian answered absent-mindedly, but fortunately the child didn't ask any more questions, soon the sound of even breathing came, he moved his numb arm, and smelled a familiar scent of peace of mind.

"husband……"

Omega hummed indistinctly, and threw himself into the arms of the person behind him. Cang Jingxing kissed his hair, and said softly: "The formalities are all done, let's take care of it tonight, and tomorrow I will live with Dr. Wen."

Chen Nian nodded, obviously he didn't do the work of running up and down, but he felt so tired that he didn't even have the energy to speak.

"Let me accompany Dongdong, you go to sleep for a while."

"No, he wakes up very often."

"I'm his father, baby." Cang Jingxing picked up Chen Nian and walked to the lounge outside, "If he wakes up, I will take care of it."

Chen Nian stopped struggling, and let Alpha carry him to the bed in the lounge. After the other party made the quilt for him, he hesitated and said: "He just asked me where Shengsheng went."

"Ok?"

"He asked me why Shengsheng wasn't hospitalized."

"That means he cares about others, which is a good sign."

"I don't know," Chen Nian wiped his face, "Have you ever thought about it, if nothing happened to them today, we would not have found out that they ran out of school, the two of them... how much did they do? know something?"

Cang Jingxing squatted down and looked directly at Chen Nian seriously: "You have to trust Dongdong, he won't do anything out of line, you have to trust him."

Chen Nian held Cang Jingxing's hand, looked at Alpha with a complicated expression, and said nothing.

"Okay, go to bed first, I'll go and see Dongdong."

Chen Nian closed his eyes reluctantly, Cang Jingxing turned off the light for him, and tiptoed to his son's bedside in the dark, just as he lay down lightly, a pair of small hands touched his face .

"Dongdong, don't touch it, it's Dad."

"Oh……"

"Why did you wake up? I just slept for a while."

"I didn't fall asleep," Cang Erdong turned sideways and wrapped himself up in a ball, "I just don't want my mother to worry."

"Then father, let's talk to Dongdong."

Cang Erdong didn't answer. He seemed to be unable to find a comfortable position, and kept turning over. Cang Jingxing was almost pushed down by him and had to sit up, but he couldn't stand up completely, and was pushed again. The child dragged it back: "Father, don't go."

"Don't go, isn't Dongdong sleeping well?"

Cang Jingxing asked his son to put his feet on him, and the child finally stopped moving around.

"The eyes are uncomfortable." Then the night was covered, Cang Erdong secretly touched the gauze on the eyes, but cried out in pain, and his father grabbed his hand, sobbing in embarrassment, "It's hot there, the whole body is fine hot."

"That's Dongdong's differentiation, and she will grow taller recently, and sometimes her appearance will change a little."

"Then—will I look better then?"

"Does Dongdong not look good now?"

"In the past, others would say that my eyes look very much like my mother's." Cang Erdong's voice was so soft that Cang Jingxing couldn't hear clearly, "Now the left eye is broken, only half of it looks like it, so it doesn't look good .”

Cang Jingxing's heart twitched suddenly, he sighed imperceptibly, and hugged Cang Erdong into his arms.

He was once disappointed that his son didn't look too old.

——He is like a microcosm of himself, and he also combines various characteristics that he doesn't like very much, such as poor speech, such as gloomy personality, and even the fact that he is at odds with his father.

He tried his best to impress Cang Erdong with a better image of his father, but he was always confused. He remembered that Cang Erdong secretly asked Fang Qiusheng to take medicine for him when he was a child, and Chen Nian found out that he took the child to his room He didn't do anything that afternoon, he just watched Cang Erdong stand in a daze for the whole afternoon, when Chen Nian came in, he saw the father and son confronting each other, and scolded him for not being enlightened.

At that time, he didn't understand the meaning of "not enlightened". In fact, he still doesn't understand it very well. Everything seems to be right, but the distance between him and his son has not been reduced, but has been enlarged. the trend of.

In fact, when I was a child, everyone often said that Cang Erdong looked like my father, and only said that his eyes were like my mother when he was unhappy, but the child remembered only the second half of the sentence as a compensation, but he didn't want to have any contact with his father.

Cang Jingxing couldn't help thinking, sometimes I really envy Chen Nian, he can be easily liked by his son every day.

"Dongdong, don't say these words in front of your mother." Cang Jingxing straightened Cang Erdong's crooked gauze, grabbed his little face and said, "You are you, you don't need to be like anyone else A good-looking person."

"But the doctor said there will be scars on the eyes." Cang Erdong rubbed the other uninjured eye, "it will be very strange."

"No, Dongdong. Whether you look good or not is just a subjective judgment. It won't affect your person, and you won't be denied because of a scar. It's just a special mark on your body."

Cang Jingxing patted Cang Erdong's back, and spoke softly like a dream: "You are not a different kind, you are one in a million."

Cang Erdong closed his eyes and didn't answer, the moonlight was like water, making everything unbelievably peaceful, Cang Jingxing felt the steady breathing of the person in his arms, and didn't know if he was pretending to sleep or really fell asleep.

Just as he was about to sleep with a sigh of relief, Cang Erdong's somewhat awkward posture suddenly became natural, as if he was proficient in sleeping in someone else's arms, Cang Jingxing thought with relief that he was still a child who needed to be relied on psychologically. , couldn't help feeling emotional for a while, but found that Cang Erdong's mouth was moving, as if he was saying something.

He leaned closer and listened, the words were intermittent, but at least they became a sentence, the first two words made Cang Jingxing break out in a cold sweat.

"Shengsheng, it's so hot...don't do it..."

He remembered what Chen Nian had said to him, and his palms were so sweaty that he almost couldn't even hold his son's hand.