Dear Chen Jiu

When I entered the door, I saw the rumored girlfriend, standing next to Chen Jiu, it was a perfect match.

It really looks like the type that Chen Jiuhui likes, to be precise, it should be the type that many boys like, with watery eyes, very petite, and a mole at the end of the eye.

But I felt at a glance that Chen Jiu didn't like her, intuitively.

Chen Jiu wasn't drawing this time, and I saw some helplessness in his brows and eyes, so I walked over with my meal in hand, "Shall we eat together?"

The girl turned her head and finally gave me a look, and said, "Your friend is here, so I'll come again next time."

After she left, Chen Jiu felt obviously relaxed, but when I approached, he became a little vigilant again, and I suddenly felt sorry for him. It is really unpleasant to be harassed by different people.

When I think about it carefully, being chased by someone in junior high school was nothing more than a love letter stuffed with paper. I haven’t been blocked in front of someone and confessed to him face to face. I think Chen Jiu must be quite tired all morning. I don’t want to increase his reputation. Fatigue, I put the rice at his feet, I said two servings of rice, one spicy and one not spicy, I don’t know if you can eat spicy food, I will put it here, remember to eat it, I won’t bother you anymore.

Chen Jiu probably didn't expect me to be so talkative today, but he obviously didn't want to accept my love. He took out fifty stuffs from his wallet and put them in my pocket. He didn't want to bother me too much, so he didn't ask, as long as I Just disappear from his sight.

I suddenly felt a sense of sadness in my heart. I wanted to pester him but I was afraid of bringing him distress, and I wanted to give up but I was really unwilling. Where is the degree?

Otherwise, can't we be friends?But if I really want to behave like Lao Xiao, I have to scratch my heart and lungs. I can see and feel it, but I treat you as a lover and you treat me as a brother. It sounds even worse.

That's it, take one step at a time.

Recently, my diet is quite irregular. I didn't eat breakfast at first, and I didn't eat lunch well for a few days. I feel that I am getting thinner and thinner.

When I came home at night, my mother said: Did you fail to open the screen again?

As expected of a real mother, it hurts my heart.

I was lying on the bed, thinking about what kind of person Chen Jiu was, did he need friends, and I didn't see anyone he was particularly close to.

Then what does he need, always let me prescribe the right medicine.

I took out my phone and poked Yuan Minmin's profile picture. This girl seemed to have liked Chen Jiu longer than me, so she must know more than me.

"In? Which school did Chen Jiu go to before?"

Yuan Minmin replied quite quickly, "Experiment, I have been alumni with him for five years."

experiment? ? ?Isn't that from the same school as mine? Why is he a year older than me? I didn't know this person at all since I was in junior high school.

I was still confused, and Yuan Minmin replied: He seems to have no friends all the time, but he has good grades, good sports, and no biased subjects.

When he was a freshman in arts and sciences, he took an art class, and the old class was almost pissed off.

It’s like this. In our small town on the 3th line, the art class is reserved for the bottom three in the class. The teacher will persuade these students to choose art, which is even more puzzling. Why did Chen Jiu choose art?Does he love painting.

"Has he ever learned to draw?"

"I've never heard of it, it must have no foundation at all, that's why the head teacher is angry.

But he really worked hard, and now his professional courses are also among the best in the class. A male god is a male god, he is better than others in everything he does, and he shines wherever he goes. "

Later, I chatted with Yuan Minmin casually, and the center still revolved around Chen Jiu. This person is really strange. He has to work hard to learn an art and take the art test. Isn't it easier for him to directly prepare for the college entrance examination? .

At that time, the two words of the college entrance examination did not constitute any crisis in my mind, and I didn't even think about it.

It was later proved that the sky bypassed who.

I want to be friends with Chen Jiuxian. To directly challenge the status of a boyfriend is to die. At present, it is very difficult to be friends.

Take it step by step.

I sent a voice message to Lao Xiao, 'Excuse me how to make friends. '

Old Xiao must have thought that there was something wrong with me, and after a while I heard the doorbell downstairs ringing, so there was no doubt that it must be Old Xiao.

Not long after the aunt at home opened the door for him, he opened the door of my room and came in, sneaking in and locking the door.

Then sat next to me and looked at me seriously, "Gu Zong, are you serious?"

Yes, to be honest, everything in the world is really hard to say. Some time ago I was just interested, but now it’s like a madman.

"Oh, really

For the first time, it seems that people will really fall into the pit of love.

"What he said gave me goosebumps.

"Speak well" I kicked him.

"Hey, Xiao Gu, as a bystander, I have digested your matter for several days, let alone the person involved."

"So it's not about starting with friends. I didn't ask how you dated him. Have you reviewed the question yet?"

It seems that Lao Xiao really didn't examine the questions. He himself has no love experience, and he has never even liked anyone. He knows what a shit.

I've really lost my mind recently, how could I think of asking him.

After a while, he slapped me on the shoulder so hard that my soul was almost taken out of my body. He said, "I know, don't treat him like a girl. Why are you sending him home? Invite him to dinner, tell him whether you like it or not, a big man will definitely not be able to bear it.

Just be like a brother, and when he can't bear to lose you as a friend, kidnap him morally. "

Every time Lao Xiao said a word, I felt a sharp knife stuck on my shoulder. I seemed to have done what he said could not be done one by one, but his idea seemed to make sense, and then he said: Hey, for example, you If it's me who likes...

Before I swallowed a sip of water, I spit it all out with a puff, which is really good at metaphor.

Old Xiao was already intoxicated by his own theory, he wiped his face and continued: Although I will be surprised and it will take time to digest, I still don't want to lose you as a friend.

So I..

I stopped him immediately, please, shut up.

Besides, I really have nightmares at night.

This picture is disgusting just thinking about it, it's really strange, why I can't imagine being with other boys, even Fa Xiao Lao Xiao, but Chen Jiu can, it can only be Chen Jiu.

I accepted Lao Xiao's suggestion. After all, I couldn't think of a better way for a while, treating a dead horse as a living horse doctor.

Lying on the bed alone at night, thinking about Chen Jiu who was frowning in the studio during the day, turning off the light and reaching into the bed... After washing his hands, he went back to sleep, he is not in my dream tonight .

The next day, Lao Wang sent me to the platform as usual, and I didn’t bring breakfast. As a brother, which brother do you see cares about whether the other party has breakfast every day.

Today he came quite early, I walked over and lightly bumped his shoulder, "Morning!" I smiled at him.

He didn't ask me why I suddenly appeared at this station, as always he didn't care about me or everything around him,

Still talking all the way.

I still leave the classroom 10 minutes early at noon every day to go to a restaurant outside to pack some food for delivery, but he still gives me money every day. I really can't stand his 'generosity', I can see his family The conditions are not very good, because the area where he lives is an unfinished building, and I heard from my dad some time ago that the area seems to be demolished.

I really have nothing to do with him. If he clearly expresses his dislike and dislike for me, I can still say hey are all brothers. I appreciate your talent. The attitude of ignoring me, not avoiding or communicating makes it difficult for me to take the first step of being a friend.

On the weekend, Lao Xiao said that the monkey asked us to go to 'Golden and Brilliant', the biggest nightclub here.

Monkey is our junior high school classmate. Parents who are officials may have a long-term view on their children's studies. In short, he was sent to a closed noble high school in the province after graduating from junior high school. He only came back once a month. Well, this Face still has to be given.

Seriously, on this occasion, I too

Go back first.

So I try to dress less formally, so as not to be made fun of by the monkeys.

Then I saw Lao Xiao who was waiting for me at the door, well, this man is even more coquettish, and he even dyed his hair red.

I took a few steps back and looked at him again, yes, buddy is quite wild inside.

Lao Xiao and I have grown up together in the past few years, and he is also headed back on this occasion. It seems that the life of monkeys in other places is quite rich. In the past, a group of us would just make appointments to play ball and games. Going to ktv to sing and sing, why does this person make appointments with this kind of place as soon as he comes back, but I really want to go and see, in fact, I am still curious, do I really like men or just Chen Jiu, we come to I saw the monkey in the box, and I haven’t seen the monkey for a few months. The monkey really changed. He wore a v-neck black knit sweater, sat there with his legs crossed, with peach blossom eyes holding a cigarette in one hand and resting on the sofa with the other. Why is this force so evil now.

When he saw us coming, he nodded his head, as if the emperor and his father didn't pay attention to us.

Lao Xiao and I sat down after looking for a place, "How have you been these few months?"

Monkey slowly blew out a smoke ring, "That's it, I'm quite envious of you and Lao Xiao, who can stay here to go to high school in a serious manner."

I feel that the monkey is different from before. If I think about it, my high school life is probably quite different from our ordinary high school. I think he looks very skillful sitting here. I don’t think so.

The first time I came back to this occasion, I was a little curious why I was looking for us this time, and then he said that it is rare for me to come back, so let me have a drink.

Can you still not understand what he means? I sent a message to my mother saying that today I will live at Houzi’s house with Lao Xiao.

Originally, I also came here with selfish intentions. After a while, the little brother next to the monkey asked someone to come in. I thought it would be some beautiful girl to accompany the wine. I didn’t expect a row of boys to come in, and they looked similar to us. I was a little surprised at the older age. I looked at Lao Xiao and then at the monkey. What does this mean? Lao Xiao was obviously also very confused, so he approached me and said, "I didn't betray you."

Old Xiao naturally wouldn't betray me, that's because Monkey himself wanted a boy to accompany him to drink. Monkey obviously didn't care about us. He glanced at the boys in front of him and asked the manager next to him: "Where is Ah Jiu, is he not here today?"

"Ajiu" I read this name in my heart, and Chen Jiu immediately came to my mind. Is this name very common? I always thought that Chen Jiu's name was as special as his, but I also felt that I thought of it myself. too much.

"Uh, I'm sorry, Young Master Zhang, he asked for leave today."

The monkey's name is Zhang Shaolin.

"Ask for leave? It's rare for Mr. Zhang to come here once. If you say you want to ask for leave, just ask for it. Call someone."

The younger brother next to the monkey was even more excited than the monkey. Although the monkey was disappointed, he didn't want to embarrass anyone: "Forget it."

Then he raised his hand and waved it. The manager had good eyesight, and immediately asked the group of people to leave, "I'm really sorry, Young Master Zhang, so today's bottle of wine will be our invitation."

The manager opened a bottle of wine from the cabinet next to him and came out. I felt that they had formed a tacit understanding before. The manager knew that the monkey was looking for Ah Jiu, but he was not there.

So I specially prepared wine in the box to make amends.

After a group of people in the box went out, the whole atmosphere seemed a little deserted.

He turned around and asked us if we want to change a group of girls. I might have thought about it before I came, but right now my mind is full of Ah Jiu. The group of boys just now have all kinds of girls, but I see them as passers-by. He didn't feel anything at all, and Lao Xiao was still in a daze. He probably didn't accept the sexual orientation deviation of each of his brothers so quickly.