Dear Chen Jiu

At that time, my own head needed to control the water, and I did nothing in human skin.

I did something that I really regret now that I think about it. I confessed my love to him in front of his classmates in the studio.

That day their class was painting in the studio, and I went to find him at a pinch. I really wanted to know what was going on in my mind at that time.

He ran to their class alone and saw the teacher leaving, and many girls also left one after another.

I stood at the back door probably because I was possessed by a ghost, so I pushed it away and walked in without knocking.

A few boys raised their heads one after another and turned to look at me with their paintbrushes. Chen Jiu was still drawing with his head down.

I walked up to him and said, "Chen Jiu, I like you, let me be your boyfriend."

Silence, if a needle falls, you can probably find it accurately by sound.

But there was still no sound in the classroom. I knew that except for Chen Jiu, everyone must be looking up at me.

But that doesn't matter, I hope the person who looks up is still drawing on the drawing board.

So I cleared my throat and repeated: "Chen Jiu, I said I like you."

I still didn't pay attention to me, I was very angry, when will I be ignored to this extent.

I even wanted to reach out and grab the paintbrush in his hand, but I didn't, and I stood there awkwardly.

Probably because other people couldn't stand it anymore, a boy said, brother, what, you are late, he has a date. "

Hearing this sentence from someone else's mouth is still very different from hearing this sentence in front of him now, because the former can make me deceive myself, but the latter seems to be a certainty.

It's okay, I took out my mobile phone, walked to the boy, and said to leave a contact information.

That brother was also very straightforward and quickly added me.

Then I left, and the stones, lawns, and vegetation I saw along the way were all so unpleasant.

What on earth does this mean? This is too shameless.

I ran over and confessed, but no one gave me a straight face.

I'm really angry. According to this progress, I can catch up with him.

No, I at least swipe my face to let him know what I am.

So I went back and stood outside the building.

As long as he passes here when he leaves the studio, he can see me.

Then I waited for the person who left me the contact information and several other classmates, but there was no him.

I sent a message to that brother, I said what is Chen Jiu's number, brother betrayed Chen Jiu very quickly, I think Chen Jiu probably doesn't have a good relationship with the classmates in the class, otherwise he couldn't give me an outsider so readily .

According to my current estimate, he should be the only one left in the studio, so I went upstairs decisively.

Do you understand sex?This is who I am now.

I went into the studio again, and this time I regained my sanity a little.

I knocked on the back door, but no one answered me as I expected.

So I opened the door myself and went in.

Chen Jiu is still painting, what's the matter with this man, doesn't he eat?

I pulled a chair and dragged it beside him, and sat down.

I feel like a peacock courting a mate, because I have been thinking about it for a few days, so I sprayed on some perfume early in the morning and changed into a short wine red airplane suit.

Showing my long legs, I thought it would not be too embarrassing to be rejected by a good-looking person, but Chen Jiu's behavior of not giving me a look still hurt my self-esteem.

"My name is Gu Zong.

The one who just confessed to you.

Why don't you go to eat, you have to combine work and rest. "

I think if I don't do something, it seems that he is really going to ignore me to the end.

I look at the paintings he has worked so hard to paint, and I don't want to destroy them.

Although I don't understand art at all, I can see that he draws very well.

So I got up and went to his drawing board and moved the whole easel back.

He finally stopped his brush and looked up at me.

His eyes changed from focused to blank, and I even suspected that he didn't hear me from the beginning to the end.

But he quickly cleared up his emotions, pulled out of his own world, and looked at me with a look of garbage, "Student, you interrupted my drawing, please go out."

"Alright, then you go out to eat with me."

He took out his mobile phone from his pocket to check the news, probably the first time he met such a shameless person like me, he shook his mobile phone: "There is an appointment."

At that time, I was really shameless, so I said that together.

Who am I? I will be together.

But I just followed him shamelessly. The appointment was a lie to me. He underestimated the extent of my shamelessness.

I followed him to the outside of the school, sat in an empty shop and ordered fried rice casually.

I heard from Lao Xiao that this restaurant is extremely unpalatable, but I seem to be able to guess why Chen Jiu came here.

He should be very quiet, so whether it is good or not is out of his consideration, and eating with this person is really just to fill his stomach.

But I really can't, I feel nauseous after taking a bite.

Out of face, I had no choice but to put down my chopsticks early and sit opposite him all the time, and I said to leave a contact information.

I think he will definitely refuse, but he must be afraid of trouble. I said that you don't leave us a school to meet too many opportunities. I will come to your studio every day to wait for you.

He put down his chopsticks and looked up at me.

This should be the closest I've been to him. His eyelashes are really long and dense, and his skin is very fair, and you can see tiny fluff.

Old Xiao is right, the person I like must have good eyes.

Chen Jiu seems to have grown up according to my preferences, why the more I look at it, the more I like it, and my heartbeat starts to speed up.

In fact it kept jumping irregularly, I felt like I was suffocating.

I have no doubt that if he refuses me again, I'll pull him over and kiss him.

But this time he didn’t, probably he himself thought it was funny, he fell in love with a man and blocked him in the studio, he left me his contact information just because he didn’t care and didn’t want me to disturb his painting again painting.

Then he paid and left without me following him.

The goal has been achieved, and if you follow it, you will be disgusted. The speed of pursuit and harassment is sometimes quite difficult to control.

I'm going to seize the opportunity in the morning. Why do people in a car have to be like Cowherd and Weaver Girl and can't talk across the Milky Way? If you don't take the initiative, the day lily will be cold.

In the evening I called the driver, and I told him to pick me up from school tomorrow.

Lao Wang hasn't seen me off for a long time, he asked the time, and I asked him to come home a little earlier.

The next day I got up early to fix myself and went downstairs to see my mother.

My mother was peeling tea eggs for me, she looked up at me and gave me a big hand, "Gu Zong, you are a peacock, you want to open your tail at school?"

Hey, it seems that I am really not bad today.

I sat down and took a few tea eggs to stuff in my pocket, but thinking of Lao Xiao's human tragedy, I decided to find a bag to put them in, and then I took two bottles of milk.

"Mom, teenagers, it's inevitable."

I didn't deliberately hide that I was pursuing a human state, because my mother is really quite open-minded.

She doesn't object to puppy love, she just told me to have a sense of proportion, the limit is there, and don't hurt other girls.

But I really didn't want to hurt a girl, it was a man I wanted to hurt.

When I went out, Lao Wang was already waiting outside the door, so I got in the car and reported a place to him.

I said you just send it there and let me down.

Lao Wang was a little puzzled. After all, he was invited by my parents. If I didn’t explain to him, he would probably tell my mother. I said, I was chasing someone, and I took the bus with him at that stop.

Lao Wang instantly understood, nodded and drove off without asking any further questions.

It was still early when I arrived at the station, and there was no one on the platform. I got out of the car and blew the cold wind on my head.

Hey, the winter in the south is really cold.

I want to buy a scarf on the weekend, and buy one for Chen Jiu by the way.

I mainly bought it for Chen Jiu. I always felt that he was... squeamish. I was taken aback by the words that popped up in my mind. He really likes to make people insane.

Either black or gray, is there any bright color in his life?

Not long after I waited, Chen Jiu came. He was wearing a dark blue scarf. I felt that this color was a bit inconsistent on him. He seemed to have infinite vitality without black, white and gray. Could this be his daughter? A gift from a friend.

I approached him and said hello, "Have you eaten yet?"

Angrily, I took out the milk and tea eggs I took in the morning from the inner pocket of my clothes, and they were hot.

I stuffed it into his hand and then politely walked away. How can I say that I was mainly afraid of being smashed back by him.

Don't rush and take your time, at least he knows me and knows my evil intentions.

But I still underestimated him. He looked at me, then walked to the trash can next to him, and threw it into it with a loose hand.

Chen Jiu, I really have you.

The car came, but there were still no seats. I saw that there was almost no room for Chen Jiu to get into the car.

I wish he'd come back and give me a hand, but it's clearly a dream.

Although the driver is not very skilled, he is a good person.

He stood up and yelled at the back, walk inside, there are still people who want to get in the car, there is still room behind.

I finally found a small space enough for me to stand, and I was very close to Chen Jiu, so close that I could smell the faint smell of washing powder on his body, very clean, just like him.

There's also a little bit of tobacco, and I know he smokes.

There was no words all the way, after getting off the car, I walked side by side with him, and I said I would come to you for dinner at noon, okay.

He didn't answer, he really only talked less to me or didn't talk to anyone.

But I think eating that fried rice with him is really a crime. The main reason is that I really don’t want him to eat such unpalatable food. Painting should be a very hard job, so I have to eat better.

Since he is afraid of troubles and crowds, then I just buy it and go to the studio to find him.

It's really too difficult to expect him to open his mouth and agree to me. I made my own decision.

The last class in the morning is mathematics class. I think there are still 10 minutes to finish class, so I signaled to the teacher that I need to go to the toilet and go out first.

I ran all the way to the Korean restaurant recommended by Lao Xiao at the gate of the school. I heard that his bibimbap is very delicious.

I don't know Chen Jiu's taste, he likes spicy or not spicy, so he bought two portions, now there is no one at this place, I just sat in the shop and waited leisurely after ordering.

When it was done, I took the bag and walked to the studio.

It seems that their studio ended earlier. When I went, people in the studio left one after another, and the eldest brother was also leaving.

The big brother glanced at me and was about to leave, then hinted that his companion had something to say to me, and then turned back: "Hey, my girlfriend is in the studio, you..." He hesitated to speak.

I guessed that the eldest brother should be the class monitor, he is quite good at life, I thanked him and then turned around and went to the studio.

I, Gu Zong, am not afraid of anything.