Dear Chen Jiu

Do you think there is such a coincidence in the world?

I was absent-minded, and took out my phone to look at Chen Jiu's number in the address book. I have his contact information, but I have never sent him a message on my own initiative.

After all, this person ignores me in front of me, and expects to reply when he sends a message.

But if Ah Jiu is Chen Jiu, then why did he ask for leave today.

I excused myself to go to the bathroom and left the box to find the manager. The manager recognized me as the person who had just sat next to the monkey, and looked very respectful. He asked me what I needed, and told me to ring the bell so I didn’t have to come out in person.

It seems that Monkey is not just a regular visitor here, he is a distinguished guest.

"What's Ah Jiu's name?" I asked him.

The manager should be quite speechless. I know that no one in a place like them would be called by their first and last names. Ah Jiu can only be Ah Jiu here.

But suddenly a waiter came to the manager and said that some table guests were making trouble, and the manager said hello to me and told me that there was something else to do now and left with her.

Inexplicably, I was very disturbed, and then I went to the bathroom.

Just about to open the door and go in, I heard a conversation coming from inside.

"Why do one or two of the guests have to see Ah Jiu? Isn't he just a student at school? Rich people just love educated people or something. I'm not far from going to college."

"Hey, you don't know that, rich people like twisted melons, you don't care if they can twist them off, and if you don't give them a good look, you can hang them.

If you don't talk about cultural people, you can't starve to death in any line of work. "

"That kid is still an art student. He really has a temperament. He is out of place and shouldn't belong here."

"It's the art students who are short of money. Those who are not short of money come here to drink with them. Ordinary high school students don't have to earn their own tuition."

I was almost certain that the Ah Jiu they were talking about was Chen Jiu. I leaned in the aisle with cold hands and feet.

It turned out that Chen Jiu was really short of money and needed to go to this place to work.

I can't imagine him drinking with others. He should be held in the palm of his hand or high above him, not being stepped on at the bottom of his feet and being manipulated by others.

So, the monkey came to Chen Jiu, and the monkey liked Chen Jiu!

Where are they?

I have countless doubts, I even want to rush back to the box and punch him in the face, what are you, but what am I?

Even if Chen Jiu is not with the monkey, he has to accompany other guests. He is the waiter here, and I am aware of this problem.

My heart was suddenly very sore, in fact my eyes were sore even faster, I didn't quite understand why I was crying at the time, but I later realized that it was distressing, I had such emotions towards Chen Jiu very early on.

I tidied up my emotions and went back to the box.

The bottles of wine on the table were almost drained, and when I came in, the monkey dragged Lao Xiao and me to chat.

This is the time to tell the truth after drinking. He pulled us to not be as unfamiliar as when we first entered the door. We seemed to be back to the time when we played shoulder to shoulder.

"Let me tell you, I like someone."

After the monkey finished speaking, he drank the rest of the wine in the glass.

I subconsciously didn't want to listen to him anymore.

"To be honest, I already knew that I was different from others. I'm not interested in girls. I like men."

"Monkey," I interrupted him aloud, obviously taken aback by my sudden interruption.

I pressed his hand that was about to reach for the wine bottle again, and I said, "You're drunk."

He probably could see that I didn't want to hear him continue to confide in my heart. Young people's feelings are very strange, and we used to be able to talk about everything.

But we haven't seen each other for a few months, and there is a layer of separation between us. I don't want to listen to him anymore, and he has no way to pull us to talk.

Then that day, Lao Xiao and I had been drinking with him, chatting without talking about our feelings.

I deliberately avoided, Lao Xiao could see that something was wrong with me, we opened a room here before we even went home, the monkey was alone, and Lao Xiao and I were in the standard room, each lying on the same bed.

I didn't wait for Lao Xiao to ask me, so I took the initiative to confess, and I said: monkeys also like Chen Jiu.

Lao Xiao didn't know Chen Jiu's name, but when I said 'yes', he instantly understood.

"Damn it, this man is really a disaster!"

I kicked him across the middle aisle, "What nonsense!"

Lao Xiao sat up from the bed all of a sudden, facing me: "Gu Zong, you are all serious."

Lao Xiao still has emotional intelligence. We have known each other for many years, and he can tell whether the attitude towards relationships is true or false.

Even though he thought I was just playing for fun before, but during this period of time, a lot of things wrong with me made him see some signs. In the past, my brother must have been in the front row, but today I directly rejected the monkey's inner analysis.

Houzi doesn’t have any other friends. We went to and from school together and made jokes together in the past few years. It wasn’t until Houzi went to other places to attend high school that his parents moved away from our community and moved to a place closer to the work unit.

In fact, being a brother doesn't really care about the sexual orientation of the other party, it's good to let the surprise pass, at least if the monkey comes out of the closet, if the partner is not Chen Jiu, I might be quite happy to have a good exchange of ideas with him.

Can't I like men, as a friend you have a risk factor, right?

The few of us are really not so self-indulgent, the bad thing is that the monkey and I fell in love with the same person, and we really rarely fell in love with one thing in our previous relationship.

Monkey is very righteous in dealing with people, and he won't give a glance if he doesn't like it.

But once I really treat you as a friend, I will be very caring. If I really find that you like it too, then I will let you without saying a word.

This person is not quite the same as us. His parents are always close to each other. During the holidays, they either stay at my house or Lao Xiao's house to feel the warmth of home.

When we were in our second year of high school, we had a serious relationship with each other, but regarding Chen Jiu, I subconsciously felt that he would not back down, and neither would I.

But Chen Jiu is not a commodity, and he was never handed over. He is a living person with flesh and blood.

The next day, I went to 'Golden and Brilliant' again with Lao Xiao on my back.

Actually, I'm still quite new to this occasion, but today is Sunday, and the monkey is going back to school, so he won't be here.

But I don't know if Chen Jiu is here today, just try my luck, what if?

Or I keep saying that Chen Jiu and I are destined.

I didn't tell the manager who I wanted to accompany me. I just ordered a box and sat for a while and suddenly wanted to put some water. Then I saw Chen Jiu at the corner. He was wearing a black uniform and leaning against the wall, smoking a cigarette. Visibly tired, he closed his eyes and rubbed his temples.

Probably because he was very vigilant in such a place, when I was still some distance away from him, he suddenly looked up and found me in a split second.

He probably didn't expect to see me on such an occasion. There was a trace of surprise on his expressionless face, but it disappeared quickly.

I walked up to him, took out a cigarette from his coat pocket talking to myself, and lit it next to his.

I've never smoked before, but this skill doesn't seem to be very difficult, and he didn't dodge it.

Maybe it's because I didn't want to cause extra trouble, maybe it's because I caught one of his handles. After he finished smoking, he pushed the butt of the cigarette into the trash can at hand, turned around and was about to leave.

I immediately reached out and grabbed the corner of his clothes, "I will keep a secret for you."

"Oh, thank you."

He didn't look back but took a step forward and broke away from my hand. It seemed that he answered my words for the first time except for the confession. His voice was as emotionless as his person.

"So, are we friends now?" I asked again.

He walked on without stopping, but I heard him say, "I can't be friends with you."

Okay, very good, Chen Jiu, if you don't want to be friends with me, then we will do money transactions.

I am very glad that even if I was angry at the time, I was not really stupid enough to put this idea into action. It can be seen that it is impossible for people's brains to be filled with water all the time.

I walked back, I forgot that I was out to release water, but I remembered it after returning to the box.

I turned back and wanted to go to the toilet. When passing by one of the boxes, I heard a lot of movement inside, and I didn't peek into my own desires.

But Chen Jiu works here, and I was subconsciously afraid that he would be taken advantage of by others. The door was not closed tightly. I saw Chen Jiu being fed alcohol, and the wine flowed down his Adam's apple. His throat rose and fell, and I didn't care at all. A hand was stroking back and forth on his leg.

My eye circles turned red all of a sudden, there was a row of wine on the table, the farther to the left, the thicker the red banknotes in front of the wine, I clenched the doorknob and wanted to rush in, but I could clearly see the person pouring Chen Jiu .

It's a monkey, he didn't go back to school, he's still here.

Chen Jiu just drank without saying a word. He picked up the wine bottles on the table and drank them into his mouth one by one. A group of people around him were booing, but he didn't seem to care at all. When the thigh was about to touch the root of the thigh, Chen Jiu seemed to realize it.

He put down the wine bottle in his hand, looked at the monkey with red eyes, and squinted his eyes with a half-smile.

I have never seen Chen Jiu like this. He lives up to his name and is more intoxicating than old wine.

I understand that I can't rush in, it's not for the monkeys, but Chen Jiu doesn't want anyone to see him, and it's not stupid to be able to work here.

Why didn't there be a live broadcast platform in those days, it was really possible to make money by relying on face.

I turned around and walked to the door of another box. When I counted to 300 in my heart, Chen Jiu came out. I took out some money from my pocket and stuffed it to the waiter next to me. I said, please follow him to take care of me. Don't talk too much.

These people are good at doing things with money, and they quickly follow them without talking much.

I went straight to the box, the monkey looked up at me, was surprised and said: "Ah, Xiao Zong, why are you here today?"

I pointed at the little brother next to him at the door: Get out.

The little brother was shocked by my words, if it was someone else, the little brother would have swung it with a punch, but I am a friend of the monkey.

He didn't know what I was going to do, in fact I didn't know what I was going to do before I rushed in, the monkey was unprepared but still told everyone around him to go out, then stood up and wanted to talk to me, but I didn't give him this chance, I greeted him with a punch, and I said: Zhang Shaolin, listen up, don't touch Chen Jiu.

Monkey's body is still quite weak, and he has never been good at fighting.

But with me and Lao Xiao around, plus his own background, no one really dared to touch him. I doubt that I was the first one in his life to beat him.

The punch was so powerful that the corners of his mouth were bleeding, and then the surprised expression on his face disappeared. He tilted his head and grinned in relief, sitting on the sofa and looking at me: "Oh, so the surname Ah Jiu Chen.

Gu Zong, are you doing it for a bitch? "

I don't want to choose between love and friendship, I just don't want my friends to spoil the people I like.

But his two words are so lethal, I instantly threw away the rest of my reason.

I understand that it is impossible for me and the monkey to return to the same relationship as before, and I said: Monkey, starting today, we are no longer friends.

As far back as I can remember, family and friendship have almost filled my entire life.

My parents love me very much, and my brothers and I are very strong.

We live in the same community and go to the same kindergarten, elementary school, and junior high school.

All the holidays are also together. Monkey also said that we spent much more time together than he and his parents, that we are half brothers, so after the Chinese class in junior high school, we It's like a sworn brother in the second year of middle school. We also said that brothers will walk together for life, and whoever gets out of the order first is the dog.

This time, the list has not been taken off, and the brother is gone.