I heard you still love her

——Ayan, why are you running?Do your words count?

With a word, Xiao Ruoyan was fixed there like acupuncture points, not daring to move.

This time, the two of them were in the bedroom with only one bedside lamp turned on. Under the dim and yellow light, the ambiguity became even more ambiguous.

Xiao Ruoyan's face turned red little by little, even her neck and collarbone turned red. Before taking a bath, the faint heat in her heart spread again.

She lowered her head and bit her lip shyly for a while, then turned to look at Yan Zhilan.

Yan Zhilan looked at her with a smile, the longing in her eyes was undisguised, they were going to be together for a lifetime, sooner or later they would get there, wouldn't they?

In this impetuous society, the two of them can be regarded as completely innocent types.

His whole mind is on his career, and he doesn't even know fingers.

One is struggling between fantasy and reality, even thinking about it is really just fantasy.

Thinking of this, Xiao Ruoyan felt a little sad. She looked at Yan Zhilan, raised her hand and slowly put it on the belt of her pajamas.

The silk pajamas that Xiaoyan chose for her fit her image very well, it was clean and simple, with an engraved coolness.

Pulling out the belt around her waist, Xiao Ruoyan looked at Yan Zhilan. The pajamas, like water, slid down the curve of her slim and charming body. She looked at her with firm and hot eyes shyly.

In that one look of hers, all kinds of amorous feelings are contained in it.

Xiao Ruoyan has always been aloof to the outside world, even a lonely and talented woman. She travels the world with a guitar, and she doesn't need anyone to care and warm her.

Only to Xiaoyan, she would show the shyness unique to such a woman.

Yan Zhilan stood up, she walked over slowly, her cat-like steps made almost no sound, Xiao Ruoyan was inexplicably nervous, her figure was very good, tall, thin and handsome, but there was no shortage of places where there should be flesh, Long ink-like hair hangs over snow-white shoulders.

Yan Zhilan hugged her from behind, and wrapped her arms around her waist, Xiao Ruoyan's body trembled slightly, and asked, holding back the throbbing, "Is it the same?"

The corners of Yan Zhilan's lips rose slightly, her silly Ah Yan said, "I can't tell."

Xiao Ruoyan paused, what should I do?

She was wandering, Yan Zhilan raised her white jade-like arm, her expression was serious: "I need to feel it more deeply."

……

It was still raining outside the window.

The light rain is lingering and moistens everything, just like Xiaoyan's kiss.

She didn't make too many mistakes, just kissed Xiao Ruoyan lightly.

Even so, Xiao Ruoyan's body and mind, which had been lonely for a long time, could not help being captured. She hugged Yan Zhilan tightly and rubbed her hair.

Yan Zhilan looked into her eyes and murmured: "It's true."

Such a real temperature is not a cold shadow in the environment.

Xiao Ruoyan endured it, endured it, and kept looking into her eyes, looking for her free hand and interlocking her fingers.

Intimacy.

She has been proud since she was a child.

I originally thought that I would be proud for a lifetime.

But after meeting Yan Zhilan, everything changed. It turns out that love really makes a person willing.

……

Xiao Ruoyan finally fell asleep in Xiaoyan's arms.

She is very tired.

The high level of physical and mental exhaustion caused her to collapse a little after accepting this lingering and delicate kiss.

It's a happy crash.

Yan Zhilan supported her head with one hand, she carefully looked at the person in her arms, after a while, her hand gently stroked her cheek, touched her arm...

actual temperature.

But she still seemed unsure, lowered her head, and pecked at that piece of red lips.

She is still a little confused.

She didn't dare to tell Xiao Ruoyan, maybe those few years were too sad, she fantasized about them many times.

Even through their whole life.

Just now, just a light kiss from her made Xiao Ruoyan collapse. She frowned forbearance, and looked at Yan Zhilan with blurred eyes: "Why don't you continue?"

She is hers, willingly.

Yan Zhilan smiled softly, kissed Xiao Ruoyan's lips, and comforted her carefully: "Wait for you to come back."

All is well.

Xiao Ruoyan looked into her eyes without blinking. She knew Xiaoyan well, knew that she was avoiding and lying.

Yan Zhilan had indeed lied to her.

Obviously looking forward to it, but at this moment, she suddenly felt that everything was unreal.

That illusion made her uneasy.

……

In the end, Xiao Ruoyan was a little ashamed. She didn't expect that in that simple kiss, she would be defeated. Yan Zhilan hugged her tightly, kissed the sweat on her forehead, and felt her trembling. My heart was washed by the heat wave, and it got a little warm.

Stared at Xiao Ruoyan for a long time.

Yan Zhilan withdrew her hand, she turned around and took out a medicine box from the drawer of the bedside table.

She usually takes a pill.

But today, as if she wanted to prove something, she took two pills.

After taking the medicine, Yan Zhilan waited for a while, then turned to look at Xiao Ruoyan.

Her smoke didn't disappear.

She was very obedient, sleeping beside her, her cheeks were still pink, and her long eyelashes fluttered gently.

Yan Zhilan's heart was relieved, and she also covered herself with the quilt, instead of tucking into her arms, but sleeping on the side of the bed, with one hand still holding a corner of her clothes.

The next morning, when Xiao Ruoyan got up, Yan Zhilan had already woken up. As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Xiaoyan looking at her.

Her eyes were a little empty, as if she had been looking at her for a long time.

Xiao Ruoyan's heart skipped a beat, and she asked tentatively, "Xiaoyan?"

Yan Zhilan was dazed, she raised her hand to touch Xiao Ruoyan's face, but that hand stopped in mid-air, as if she didn't dare to touch her.

Xiao Ruoyan felt sad, she grabbed her hand and pressed it to her warm cheek, "I'm here."

Yan Zhilan breathed a sigh of relief, "Yes."

Xiao Ruoyan stared into her eyes: "You haven't slept all night?"

As if she didn't want to answer this question, Yan Zhilan turned around, huddled up, and turned her back to her: "I'm asleep, it's raining, it's a bit noisy, so wake up early."

Deceiving.

Xiao Ruoyan saw through at a glance that she was lying to herself, but she didn't expose it, she felt a little uneasy.

She found that Xiaoyan's situation was far from being as optimistic as she had imagined.

She thought that as long as they were together, things would go on the established track.

Xiao Ruoyan spread out her arms and hugged Yan Zhilan from behind, "I'll make it for you if you want to eat anything."

Yan Zhilan tilted her head, thought for a while, "Tomato and egg noodles."

It was Xiao Ruoyan's favorite food when she was a student. She remembered it very clearly. Xiao Ruoyan's smile was a bit bitter. She scratched Xiaoyan's nose: "Okay."

……

while cooking.

Xiao Ruoyan was still thinking about Xiaoyan, she was sure she hadn't slept all night.

Because of what?

Was he watching her the whole time?Are you afraid that she will disappear?

Xiao Ruoyan thought over and over again, Yan Zhilan walked over, hugged her, and rubbed her head against her neck: "What are you thinking? My face is going to be mushy."

Suddenly, Xiao Ruoyan took out the noodles, but it was too late.

The noodles took a long time to cook, and they almost turned into lumps.

Yan Zhilan looked at her and laughed at her, "I'm almost catching up to my previous level."

Xiao Ruoyan was annoyed, "I'll cook it again."

Yan Zhilan smiled, "No, eat quickly, Lan Lan and the boss will be here in a while."

Tomorrow, Xiao Ruoyan will go back to hand over the work. If it weren't for the fear of delaying the rest of the two of them, Lan Lan and the boss would have come here long ago.

Knowing that she would come back after handing over the work, Xiaoyan was still absent-minded. The food here was tasteless, and Xiao Ruoyan was also thinking about other things. Seeing that Yan Zhilan had no appetite, she said softly, "Wait until I come back , shall we go see a doctor?"

Yan Zhilan's body froze, "I've had a physical examination, and apart from some mild anemia, there's nothing wrong."

Sensing the resistance in her attitude, Xiao Ruoyan hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "Okay, then we'll talk about it later."

Xiaoyan is such a smart person, she knew that what she said to see a doctor was a psychiatrist, but she changed the subject.

But it was too late for Xiao Ruoyan to be distressed, how could he force her.

Xiaoyan has been alone for too long, facing too much pain and sorrow, her heart has long been scarred, like a dry earth, every crack represents the pain of the past, she can't heal her all at once , the future is still long.

After a long time, Yan Zhilan asked softly, "Are you going back tomorrow?"

The atmosphere was a little somber.

Xiao Ruoyan cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, and felt distressed seeing Yan Zhilan's pensive look with her head down. She sighed, walked to the sofa and hugged her.

"I promise, I'll be back soon."

She had communicated with Mr. Xu in the early stage. After all, it was her old leader who had shown her kindness. Xiao Ruoyan had always respected and appreciated her.

Mr. Xu was surprised when he heard Xiao Ruoyan said that he would leave the city where he had worked hard for many years and come back, "Ruoyan, are you sure?"

For so many years, she knows how much this girl has paid for this job.

She had a deep impression of Xiao Ruoyan at first, not because of her talent, nor because of her outstanding appearance, but because of her ability to endure hardship.

In the beginning, after graduating from university, no one is inexperienced, so how can it be so easy to gain a foothold in society.

What music director?She couldn't even be a creative person, she started as a handyman.

Generally, girls of this age, especially girls with a little beauty, can't bear hardships. Most of them only do simple and easy jobs, and jobs that the leaders can see.It is no longer the down-to-earth and hard-working world that the older generation said, but now stealing, cheating, cheating and flattery have become the general trend of many companies.

Xu is always a typical workaholic. After a short marriage, she gave up on relationships and devoted all her energy to work. This batch of interns came, and there were many outstanding ones. She had been secretly observing them.This kind of entertainment company looks harmonious on the surface, but in fact it is severely divided inside. She needs to support her own strength. The elderly are not easy to control, and they have complicated thoughts after too much experience. The newcomers are like a piece of white paper. good candidate.

At a large-scale event, she watched Xiao Ruoyan busy up and down from a distance. From morning to night, she not only helped to watch the live music session, but also helped to push and carry out those bulky musical equipment. The few girls in the room were basically chatting there, and she was the only one who was silent.

Obviously they are here to serve, those girls are all dressed up beautifully, wearing famous brands.

Xiao Ruoyan is very simple, with a cool denim jacket and loose hair, he looks like a freelance musician.

In the afternoon, when the event was about to end, Mr. Xu walked out in a western dress with his head held high. Several girls who were chatting and swiping their phones stood up and shouted.

"Mr. Xu."

"Mr. Xu."

……

And Xiao Ruoyan, who had been busy all this time, just greeted politely and retreated silently.

Mr. Xu's eyes swept around the crowd, and landed on Xiao Ruoyan's body. She nodded slightly, "Yes."

She paid attention to Xiao Ruoyan, and arranged for her subordinates to check the girl's background when she went back. After listening to some of her original songs that night, Mr. Xu's eyes lit up.

There are often thousands of horses in the world, but bole does not often exist.

Mr. Xu knew that she had met her Maxima.

Xiao Ruoyan also waited for her bole.

The two hit it off.

In the workplace, it is a great honor to have a noble person who can take care of you.

Xiao Ruoyan has always been very grateful and cherished. She told President Xu without reservation of the cause and effect. I am very touched, and I also respect your choice, but from the perspective of your friend and your leader, I hope you will think about it more. After all, you have been here for so many years, and all your connections are here. Here, the current society is different from the past, two people are together, love is not enough, rice, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, poor and lowly couples mourn everything, I am an experienced person."

Most people would be shaken by her earnest words, but Xiao Ruoyan on the phone just smiled, "Thank you, I've made a decision."

Mr. Xu was silent for a while, then sighed: "Don't be in a hurry, I'll go and communicate with the leaders of the headquarters to see if I can arrange for you in terms of relationship."

In the beginning, although she cultivated Xiao Ruoyan with a purpose, after so many years of getting along, her heart was full of flesh. She felt sorry for this girl who was desperately obsessed with being alone.

She didn't want to erase everything about her just because she left.

Two days later, news from Mr. Xu came, saying that the head office had a talent exchange with Yiyang Entertainment, to see if she could be transferred there.

Such good news is undoubtedly a pie in the sky.

When Xiao Ruoyan received the message, she was so excited that she almost jumped up. She hugged Xiaoyan and walked around happily in a circle.

Xiaoyan was also brought joy by her, looked into her eyes, stroked her face with one hand: "Our Ayan is awesome."

Although happy for her.

But the subsequent separation still made Yan Zhilan uncomfortable.

Ever since we met, maybe it was because of greed, she always didn't want to leave her for a second.

It should be very bad to worry about gains and losses...

After Lanlan and the boss came, Xiaoyan could feel that Xiaoyan was absent-minded.

The boss was more mature, she walked into the kitchen, looked at Xiao Ruoyan who was washing dishes there and asked, "Is the plane scheduled?"

Originally, Xiao Ruoyan's penny-pinching iron rooster character must be a train or a higher specification, bloodletting to make a high-speed rail.

But this time they chose the plane, obviously to make a quick decision.

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, "Boss, if you have time recently, you should come and accompany her more often."

Zhang Wei looked into the room, "Hey, I see, she feels uneasy."

Also, after going through so much, who can feel at ease?

……

Xiaoyan was restless at first, but Lanlan in front of her kept making noises, so she first handed her reinstalled finger cots to Yan Zhilan, "Here."

Xiaoyan took it, and Lan Lan looked at her: "One is missing."

Yan Zhilan nodded, she didn't think much about it, she thought it was where it fell when she tore off the package vigorously.

Lanlan was a little shy, "I tried it yesterday, and it felt good."

After speaking, she twisted her body in an extremely hypocritical way.

Yan Zhilan: ...

With trembling hands, Yan Zhilan looked at Lan Lan in disbelief, and Lan Lan tried to communicate with her: "Now this technology has developed a lot, and it also has a self-heating function, which is full of graininess. I tried the strawberry flavor yesterday, and it's nothing It feels like, next time I will try mint, Ice and Fire Two Heavens should feel good, right?"

She looked at the people who passed by and humbly asked for advice.

Yan Zhilan: ...

Is this a technology thing?Also, why discuss this with her so early in the morning?

Lanlan looked at Yan Zhilan's embarrassment, and asked in disbelief: "No way, Xiaoyan, have you never used it?"

What kind of inconceivable and extremely contemptuous tone is this.

Yan Zhilan was silent for a moment, Xiao Ruoyan looked all over the place and listened to all directions. Although she was washing the dishes, her whole heart was on Xiaoyan. When she saw Lanlan's expression, she felt something was wrong. She wiped her hands and walked out to the sofa Before, she didn't shy away from the boss and Lanlan, she just sat down on the sofa with long legs, put her arms around Xiaoyan's waist: "Lanlan, what are you talking about?"

Xiaoyan bit her lip, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, like a girl who was caught by her parents for secretly reading dirty magazines.

Lanlan reacted very quickly at this moment, she pointed to the light bulb in Xiaoyan's house: "We are talking about the stars, the sun and the moon, the ideal of life, poetry and songs." She stared at the light bulb: "Ah, it looks like a light bulb from a distance , it looks like a light bulb up close, everyone has lights in their homes, lighting the way home, it is really ordinary and great.”

Yan Zhilan: ...

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

What an unpretentious word...sentence?

Friendship is really the most beautiful existence in this world no less than love.

Xiaoyan didn't sleep all night, and the medicine didn't work. Lanlan talked about it for half an hour, and she fell asleep against Xiao Ruoyan with her pillow in her arms.

Xiao Ruoyan was so simple, she gave a thumbs up and carried Xiaoyan into the room.

Xiaoyan was really too thin, Xiao Ruoyan picked her up very lightly, and even felt that she was about the same weight as a small one in terms of hand feel.

On the ground, Xiaoxiao, who had no love in life, lay lazily in the nest. Lanlan poked her with her hand, "Hey, ugly? ugly? Why aren't you happy?"

……

Xiao Ruoyan put her on the bed carefully, and covered her with the quilt. Yan Zhilan seemed to be a little sleepy, muttered something, frowned and turned around. Xiao Ruoyan thought for a while, then put her coat on Stuffed into Xiaoyan's arms, as expected, Xiaoyan's brows relaxed, and Xiao Ruoyan went out in peace.

In the living room, Lan Lan was drinking water. She listened to what the boss said: "Of course I don't feel safe. If I were Xiaoyan, I wouldn't feel safe either. Who knows what will happen when I go back. The second brother is so good. There must be quite a few crushes who know she is leaving, what if they confess their love in excitement?"

Xiao Ruoyan frowned, she sat opposite to Lanlan, "Don't talk nonsense, what if Xiaoyan hears it?"

Lanlan is very powerful now, she raised her eyebrows and frowned at Xiao Ruoyan: "Second brother, is this the time for you to talk to me so high up?"

……

Xiao Ruoyan's body softened, and she looked at Lanlan: "Dear Lanlan, please close your cherry mouth and eat some of the pastries I bought for you, okay?"

That's more or less.

Lanlan shut her mouth.

The boss smiled, "Second brother, although the third child is straight-talking, they are telling the truth. Xiaoyan really lacks a sense of security."

Xiao Ruoyan sighed, she habitually touched the cigarette, and after thinking about the person who just fell asleep, she endured it.

The word sense of security is the most ethereal and elusive.

Seeing that she was in trouble, Lanlan patted her on the shoulder, "Actually, it's not that difficult."

Xiao Ruoyan and the boss watched Lanlan together. In recent years, Lanlan has really conformed to Xiaoyan's "great wisdom and stupidity".

Under the eyes of everyone, Lanlan opened her bag and took out seven long pink packaging objects. She pointed to the bedroom: "Boss and I can disappear for an hour now, you go to sleep Xiaoyan, put These are all used, and the absolute sense of security is overwhelming.”

Xiao Ruoyan: ……………

Boss: …………

The author has something to say: Unexpected surprise, right?

Second watch.

Tomorrow there will be a clip on the leaves, maybe the update will be later, everyone will come later~