I heard you still love her

——You went to bed Xiaoyan, and used all of these, absolutely feeling full of security.

Lanlan has been so simple and rude since she was a student, she can say whatever she thinks in her heart, although her love experience is limited to a secret love and a passing fate, but she is an adult, why are she so reserved? .

She looked at Xiao Ruoyan's flushed face, and smiled: "Second brother, when you were eighteen when you separated, you were a young girl."

What now?

The boss looked at Lan Lan, Lan Lan hooked the corners of her lips, and there was a hint of temptation in her eyes, "You are already 28, auntie."

What a heartless reminder.

Xiao Ruoyan yelled "Auntie" and was about to grab her by the neck. Lan Lan reacted quickly with her backhand and grabbed her wrist. The two big babies scuffled again like they did in high school.

In fact, the boss agrees with Lan Lan's words to a certain extent.

She is a person who has been there for so many years. She and her husband will also quarrel, and sometimes they quarrel very hard. Physical impact can really resolve conflicts more directly. As the saying goes, "the couple quarrels at the head of the bed and makes peace at the end of the bed." , this is the truth.

Zhang Wei tilted her head to look at Xiao Ruoyan, and smiled slightly. Xiao Ruoyan knew that the two friends were doing it for her own good: "I know, it's just... Xiaoyan's body..."

As soon as this was said, the smiles of Lan Lan and the boss disappeared, and they lowered their heads in silence.

When she was a teenager, Xiaoyan was so sunny, she was like everyone's spring breeze, anyone who was unhappy would talk to her and talk about it.

Such a happy and peaceful person has been tortured so haggard all these years.

If the love when I was young can still be said to be shocking, it can still be said to be short-lived, but after ten years of trials, why do those family members who keep saying they love her still hurt her the most?

Because she was worried about leaving Xiaoyan.

Xiao Ruoyan took the number of a psychiatrist that the boss had found for her and dialed it, and had a brief exchange.

This psychiatrist is Xu Xiaohe, the eldest sister who grew up together. She is five years older than them and is very famous in the industry. She listened to Xiao Ruoyan's words very carefully, thought for a while, and gave her own advice.

——Mental illness, no matter what kind, its formation process is not a short-term outbreak, but the accumulation of pressure over time. Similarly, it will take time for you to cure her.From my point of view, her situation may be far more serious than she expressed, but she has been used to enduring it by herself for so many years, and I am afraid that speaking out will make you worry.

As you said, you have been separated for ten years, and people's imagination and reality are different. In your opinion, what she misses may be you when she was a student, or you may reappear in the environment. But have you ever thought that maybe in her heart, the "you" in the illusion has been with her for most of her life, and even her whole life, she misses you and is reluctant to part with that "you".

……

The words of professional teachers are always shocking.

After hanging up the phone, Xiao Ruoyan's heart couldn't be calm for a long time. In the kitchen, Lanlan and the boss were making dumpling stuffing and said they wanted to make dumplings together.

With such a loud voice, Xiaoyan still slept soundly. She put her arms around Xiao Ruoyan's shirt, the corners of her lips raised, and she relaxed physically and mentally.

Xiao Ruoyan sat beside her. If possible, she really wanted to enter Xiaoyan's dream and see what was in her dream?

have what?

Under a misty landscape.

Yan Zhilan was sitting in a small thatched hut surrounded by greenery. She was wearing a simple white shirt with the sleeves rolled up and kneading her face.

And behind her was Xiao Ruoyan with a piece of grass in her mouth. She looked a little sad and relieved: "So, you don't want me anymore, do you want to go back?"

Yan Zhilan's hand froze, she didn't respond, but Xiao Ruoyan walked over and hugged her from behind, her hand was not idle, she moved up slowly, holding her fragile: "Are you willing? "

With the warm breath in her ears, Yan Zhilan's body moved impatiently, and she said softly, "You are fake."

Xiao Ruoyan was startled, then smiled: "Yes, I'm a fake."

Maybe, she really has to leave.

Xiao Ruoyan murmured: "It's fake, you have been with me here for ten years, we have our own home, a paradise, your father, sister, my parents, they all bless us, right? ?”

The voice just fell.

With the smoke drifting past the door of the hut, Yan Feng walked in with a fish in his hand, in a suit and leather shoes, "Daughters, I'm here to see you!"

His smile was so bright that it was even a bit inconsistent on his tough face.

And behind him was his bluffing elder sister: "I said, don't be so far away from us. Look, the road in this mountain is too inconvenient. We drove for an hour to get there."

Yan Zhilan was a little dazed, she stared blankly at the person in front of her, Yan Feng handed the fish over, "What are you doing in a daze?"

Xiaoyan took it blankly, and Yan Feng rolled up his sleeves, "Daddy will show you something today."

The voice just fell.

Outside the door, Xiao Ruoyan's parents pushed the door open with a smile: "My father-in-law, you are faster than us! Xiaoyan, haha, look what your parents brought you!"

……

Yan Zhilan stared blankly at the person in front of her, Xiao Ruoyan hugged her tightly, and kissed her ear softly with her lips: "Are you willing? Are you willing to leave us like this?"

……

The wind came and the clouds dispersed.

When Yan Zhilan woke up from the dream, tears were still streaming from the corners of her eyes, Xiao Ruoyan hugged her distressedly: "What's wrong? What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?"

She kissed her forehead.

Yan Zhilan's eyes were a little confused, she raised a hand and touched Xiao Ruoyan's cheek: "Ah Yan?"

Xiao Ruoyan held her hand, "Well, I'm here."

During this time, she has gotten used to Xiaoyan's eyes.

She knew that after falling asleep just now, she might have fallen into hallucinations again.

Yan Zhilan's hand touched Xiao Ruoyan's cheek little by little. After a long time, she seemed to wake up. She pushed her away, opened the side drawer in a panic, took out the medicine bottle, and quickly poured out the pills. , didn't even drink the water, and swallowed dryly.

Xiao Ruoyan watched without stopping, just looked at her.

The heart seemed to be cut into pieces bit by bit by a knife.

Come out of the bedroom.

Yan Zhilan's condition was much better, she washed her face and made dumplings with Lanlan, Lanlan chatted happily, but Xiaoyan was a little absent-minded.

From time to time, she secretly looked at Xiao Ruoyan who was on the phone in the living room, thinking that she had seen the scene of taking medicine just now.

Will she be afraid?

In my mind, it was my father's words that floated over.

——What is the difference between you and a mental illness?You are looking forward to her return, if you really come back, she will completely give up when she sees you like crazy!

……

"Hey, old four, what are you doing?"

Lanlan touched Xiaoyan's arm, "The dumplings are almost crushed by you."

Zhang Wei smiled, "Did something happen in the bedroom just now?"

"Hey, hello." Lanlan reacted quickly, "Is this still aftertaste?"

Yan Zhilan smiled, the smile was a bit forced, Xiao Ruoyan finished calling, she waved to Yan Zhilan, "Come on, Xiaoyan."

A little uneasy, Xiaoyan put down her rolling pin and walked over.

Looking at her timid little eyes, Xiao Ruoyan shook her head, and she stretched out her arms to hug her: "I called Mr. Xu just now."

Yan Zhilan's heart skipped a beat, she wondered if Ah Yan would be too anxious to change her ticket and leave tonight.

Xiao Ruoyan sniffed the fragrance on her body, and said in her ear: "I'm going to leave anyway, so I'll be cheeky and apply to her to stay for a few more days, and go back with me after you hand over the work."

what?

Yan Zhilan was a little dazed. From Xiao Ruoyan's point of view, her beautiful eyes were instantly covered with mist, as if she couldn't believe it, she tightened her arms: "I need your company, Teacher Yan, please You must arrange to take annual leave as soon as possible, and go back with me, okay?"

Teacher Yan smiled so happily, Xiao Ruoyan turned her around, lowered her head, and gently rubbed the tip of her nose with her nose.

She knew Xiaoyan's uneasiness.

I also know why she is worrying about gains and losses.

In the past ten years, to put it bluntly, Xiao Ruoyan had never asked for leave like this, except for one time when she fainted at the door of the unit and was dragged by her colleagues to get an infusion.

But... for Xiaoyan, she also risked it all.

Anyway, I don't have any face with Mr. Xu anymore, once is about twice.

Is there anything more important than her girl in this world?

Yan Zhilan relaxed her body, her arms were still around Xiao Ruoyan's waist, and she hugged her tightly.

"Teacher Yan."

Xiao Ruoyan pinched her earlobe, "I have dedicated myself so much, do you have any rewards?"

This is said like a bad aunt who abducts a child.

Yan Zhilan put her toes on her toes, and kissed those lips lightly. She used the corners of her lips to describe the shape of love, the taste of love, which made Xiao Ruoyan immerse herself in it.

kitchen door.

Lanlan and Zhang Wei were dumbfounded.

After kissing for a few minutes, the two of them not only didn't stop, but became more and more intense. Xiao Ruoyan put his arms around Yan Zhilan's waist, helped her back, and made a domineering yet gentle kiss.

And Xiaoyan...

Lanlan and Zhang Wei haven't seen her like that yet.

The face is like a peach blossom, and the beautiful eyebrows are furrowed forbearance, as if enjoying, but also as if bearing.

feel good...

Lanlan touched the boss with her arm: "Tell me—are they treating us as dead?"

Zhang Wei's old mother smiled happily.

Lanlan spread her hands: "Hurry up and give me 50 yuan."

She said that the second child must be Gong!Needless to say? ? ?

Boss: ...

This meal of dumplings was very lively.

The hot dumplings went out of the pot.

Lan Lan watched as Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan's teeth were about to fall out.

If you say chop garlic, chop garlic.

Xiao Ruoyan actually hugged Yan Zhilan and asked her to sit on his lap. The two of you pawed, and I pawed. At the end, they looked at each other and smiled.

Those who know are picking up garlic, those who don't know think they are picking each other's clothes, as for? ? ?

In the past, looking at the boss and brother-in-law, Lan Lan felt very good, they are really a good couple, although the brother-in-law is sometimes a little chauvinistic, but he will be considerate of the boss, which is good.

Seeing that Yan Zhilan and Xiao Ruoyan were greasy and crooked, as if hugging and laying eggs all day long, Lan Lan suddenly had an urge to fall in love.

It is too sweet! ! !

Yan Zhilan was a little embarrassed, she looked at the garlic bowl and asked "Do you want to eat it?Tasteful. "

Xiao Ruoyan put her arms around her waist, "It's okay, I will eat whatever you eat, we can hurt each other."

Boss, Lan Lan: ...

Finally, I ate dumplings.

Xiao Ruoyan opened a bottle of wine, making an exception, because she was happy, Yan Zhilan allowed her to drink a glass of red wine to relax properly.

After drinking this glass of wine, Xiao Ruoyan felt a little dissatisfied. He secretly tugged at the corner of Yan Zhilan's clothes, thinking that no one saw it, but everyone saw it. He rubbed his hands together like a small animal, and looked at her with eyes. behave in a spoiled manner.

--Please.

Yan Zhilan's heart softened, she warned Xiao Ruoyan with her eyes.

——How old are you, why are you still greedy?Stomach no longer hurts?

Although her eyes were sharp, she still poured Xiao Ruoyan a glass.

— the last cup.

Xiao Ruoyan was happy and quickly took it. When she looked up, she suddenly saw that Lanlan didn't know what was wrong, and handed the 50 yuan to the boss in a very depressed way: "I'll give it back to you."

Zhang Wei happily accepted it.

Xiao Ruoyan: "What kind of power and wealth transaction are you two doing?"

Lanlan raised her middle finger angrily: "It's all your fault for not living up to expectations, I didn't expect you to be such a second child!"

Xiao Ruoyan was at a loss when being scolded, "What? What's wrong with me?"

Lanlan felt that her dream was shattered. In fact, ever since she knew that Xiaoyan wanted to sleep with Xiao Ruoyan, she had been excited for a long, long time. I only made up a lot of LES movies, and I almost wrote cp novels myself.

In the pictures she imagined, there are sweet ones, sadomasochistic ones, and even all kinds of restricted ratings.

But these pictures, there is no doubt that Xiao Ruoyan is on top.

So sad, she bet on the wrong attack.

Lanlan gave Xiao Ruoyan the back of her head, Zhang Wei was very happy, and turned the wine glass in her hand: "Did you tell the school?"

Xiaoyan nodded. Like Xiao Ruoyan, she has been a workaholic these years. She has hardly taken her annual leave. Besides, if other teachers need her to take over, she will do her best to help. During the annual leave, everyone naturally wants to help.

Some teachers even waved their hands: "What class are you still taking, you go, we will help you."

Xiaoyan is a person who is responsible for her work. Apart from Xiao Ruoyan, her biggest dream in this life is to be true to the words "being a teacher".

She loves her students.

After returning to China, those young and energetic faces gave her a lot of comfort and courage.

"Oh, that's right." Lanlan glanced at Yan Zhilan, "When the boss and I came in just now, we saw a little boy downstairs in your house squatting in the flower bed with mischievous eyebrows."

Zhang Wei kicked lazily: "What are you talking about? What kind of gossip, you talk like Xiaoyan is tricky."

Lanlan: ...

Xiaoyan: ...

As soon as the words fell, Xiao Ruoyan looked up at Yan Zhilan: "Who? Who has trouble with you?"

The little one on the ground let out a breath, it looked up at the two masters, is it calling it?

Yan Zhilan took a look at the boss, and looked at Xiao Ruoyan: "No, I'm just a student."

She can't forget how jealous someone was when she was a student.

The student's family background was not good, he came from a poor background, and had strong self-esteem. Yan Zhilan had helped him a few times. Let yourself drown in it.

Xiao Ruoyan fell silent, and instantly felt that the dumplings in front of her were no longer delicious. She knew that Xiaoyan must be popular, and she also knew that she would not be tempted, but her heart was sour, even more sour than the vinegar she ate just now.

Lanlan looked at it and smiled, "Our fourth child is so beautiful, it's right to attract some peach blossoms. It is said that the children nowadays are very mature in heart, but in terms of body, they are all special little wolf dogs. Second child, don't you Hurry up and work harder?"

This is the truth, the children of today are different from those of their time, one can talk better than the other, and one can flirt better than the other.

Xiao Ruoyan blushed when she heard this, she put down her chopsticks solemnly, and stared at Lanlan: "Did you endorse the fingertips? Or did you add some WeChat business, so you sell to me every day?"

…………

Yan Zhilan and the boss looked at Xiao Ruoyan in surprise.

The innocent Lan Lan stared round her eyes, "What? When did I lift my fingertips??? Oh my god, second child, I'll let you work harder, did you jump into the Yellow River?"

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

Her face was hot, and she couldn't hold the chopsticks steadily, especially when Yan Zhilan looked over with a half-smile and teasing eyes, Xiao Ruoyan was depressed, she kicked her, and said harsh words with her eyes.

——It’s all your fault, I didn’t continue last night, otherwise would I be bullied here?

Yan Zhilan stroked her hair to comfort her.

——It’s okay, I don’t like little wolf dogs.

The two of them were eyeing each other, when Lanlan returned the 50 yuan from his pocket to the boss, and the boss laughed brilliantly.

Xiaoyan, Ah Yan: ...

Are they all so blatant? ? ?

After dinner.

As expected of a married man, the boss virtuously made juice for a few of them.

Lanlan clamored to watch Xiaoyan play the piano.

Indeed, when the sunlight came in through the large floor-to-ceiling windows, for a moment, Xiao Ruoyan felt as if he had returned to his high school days.

Xiaoyan smiled, pulled her hair up, and sat under the piano.

Music is something that can definitely add points to people's temperament, and Lanlan's eyes are about to turn into hearts.

Although the fourth fairy of her family is wearing a simple long skirt now, sitting under the elegant and luxurious piano, the whole temperament is bursting.

Fiddled with the keyboard with slender fingers, Yan Zhilan smiled at Lanlan, her eyes hooked: "What do you want to hear?"

Lan Lan's eyes straightened, "Whatever suits my temperament is fine."

The fairy is playing the piano, do I still need to choose?Everything sounds good.

Xiao Ruoyan was a little jealous by the side, she wondered if she would have to introduce a friend to Lanlan later?It's dangerous for her to be single all the time.

Does it match Lanlan's temperament?

Yan Zhilan smiled, and she tapped her hand emotionally, and soon, a string of brisk music rolled out.

——Two tigers Two tigers run fast, one has no ears and the other has no eyes, it's so strange, so strange.

Lanlan: ...

This is really gorgeous contempt.

Lan Lan was unhappy, she was about to speak, Xiao Ruoyan walked to the piano, she picked up the harmonica on it, said with a smile: "Let's play a piece together."

high school days.

"The Legend of Zhen Huan" is very popular. How many people are touched by the song "Long Lovesickness" played by Zhen Huan and Guojun Wang Qindi. At that time, the two often practiced together, and they would use different instruments to play. In the end, it was just Said to the boss and Lan Lan who were watching anxiously: "It's very simple."

Let the two feel heartbroken about the instant kill from Xueba.

Although the musical instruments are different, the music is all by analogy. As long as the technology and emotion are achieved, everything will come naturally.

Music resonates.

Xiao Ruoyan looked at Yan Zhilan with a smile on the corner of her mouth. Yan Zhilan was playing the piano, looking up at her from time to time, the pampering in her eyes was almost overflowing.

Eyes chasing, entangled, fused to the point of not distinguishing between you and me.

Lanlan felt a little hot, and even the usually serious person, the boss, had an idea in his heart.

They're making .love with music.

God-given pair of lovers.

One song is over.

Xiao Ruoyan touched Yan Zhilan's hair, and Yan Zhilan looked at her: "Your skills are much better."

She is good at the guitar, but after all, it is not convenient to carry around.

Xiao Ruoyan hooked the corners of her lips, "This is the skill? Wait a minute." She flicked the harmonica, "There is a little too much water, which affects my performance. Do you want to do it again?"

Before Yan Zhilan could speak, Lanlan and the boss croaked beside her.

"Ahhh, why are you driving in public?!"

Xiao Ruoyan:? ? ?

Yan Zhilan:? ? ?

What did they say?

——Your skills are much better.

Is this technically good?Wait a minute, there is a little too much water, which affects my performance. Do you want to come again?

……

A fast-moving Lamborghini drove past coolly in front of several people.

Yan Zhilan's face was so red that she couldn't lift it up, Xiao Ruoyan was also speechless, "You...you..."

Lanlan laughed and quacked, "Second boy, you are so proficient in seductive techniques, how many hearts of those who have a crush on you will be broken when you go back this time."

Yan Zhilan immediately raised her head, staring at Xiao Ruoyan like a knife, Xiao Ruoyan smiled shyly, kicked Lan Lan's buttocks, "Where is it, I am dedicated, I—"

The voice just fell.

Downstairs, a loud and deep bass pierced the sky, "Ruoyan, Xiao Ruoyan, honey, where are you??? Come down and help someone with their luggage, I can't do it, I'm exhausted!!!"

Yan Zhilan:? ? ?

Boss, Lanlan:? ? ?

Xiao Ruoyan:? ? ? ! ! !

Gao Yu, this cheap man! ! !What is he here for? ? ?

The heart rose to the throat in an instant.

Xiao Ruoyan extended Erkang's hand to Yan Zhilan: "Xiaoyan—"

She knew that her little face was always so calm and gentle, and she would definitely give her time to explain.

At this time, Xiaoyan, who was always so calm and gentle, turned around, and Lan Lan asked curiously, "What are you doing?"

It's already this time, Xiaoyan is still looking for something?Shouldn't it be a waltz by strangling the second child's neck?

Yan Zhilan said coldly, "Where is my knife?"

Boss, Lan Lan: ……………

Xiao Ruoyan: T^T

The author has something to say: the late update, ok, everyone who waited for the update has worked hard~

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This article is really, really lighthearted.

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