half life with you

The next day, I woke up in my own bed. Subconsciously, I wanted to find Yin Xi. As soon as I left the room, I saw Yin Xi standing at the door. His lips seemed to be scabbed, and his face was still red. Scars, I suddenly felt some regrets, such marks on a young man's face are indeed detrimental to face.

"I'm sorry, does it still hurt?" I asked him.

"It's okay, brother, it's my fault, I shouldn't have said those words."

"It's okay." I told him.

"Breakfast is ready, use some."

"Okay." I nodded, and felt that everything was back to the way it was before, and felt that something had changed.

Until I met him in the front yard of Hualou, he was flirting with a young man.

What did it feel like back then?It feels as if my husband went out to steal food and I found out, but I am obviously not someone to him.

"Why are you here?" I grabbed his arm, if he wanted to struggle at this moment, I would never be able to.

Yin Xi just looked at me with a half-smile, although he was smiling, but I felt his alienation, "Why can't I be here."

"Come with me." I pulled him to leave.

But that young lady thought I was here to steal business from him, and scolded me behind, but I couldn't care less.

I didn't see him off until I reached a secluded place.

"What's the matter? Brother." Yin Xi put his hands on his chest.

His sloppy attitude made me a little unbearable, but I knew it was a violent move, but I still wanted to hit him.

"How can you go to that kind of place?"

"You can go, why can't I go?"

"We're different." I opened my mouth and finally said this, you're clean and nice, and I, "How many times have you been there?"

"It's been half a month. They don't charge me money because they think I look good." Yin Xi's attitude was very casual.

That's natural, if you go with them, I don't know who took advantage of it, I thought to myself, but I was angry at his lack of self-love, someone I would hate to touch, how could he let others defile him.

"Why did you go?"

"Curious."

At that time, I really had a feeling of hating iron and steel: "The person I am a treasure, the person I am reluctant to touch, you are mine, how dare you let others touch you? If you knew this earlier, it would be better... "

"Why not? I'm yours? Then are you mine?" Yin Xi began to press hard again.

"It's better to eat you first, lest you be defiled by others."

After I finished saying this, Yin Xi seemed to have such a genuine smile on his face: "Okay, eat me."

I just felt that he was provoking me, so I hugged him and took the opportunity to kiss his eyes, and warned him in a vicious tone: "Don't go to that kind of place again, it's not clean, and maybe it's sick. If you want to If you want anything in that area, you can find me."

"You help me? You clearly know that this is not what I want. What I want has always been my brother's liking. I haven't touched any of those people. I just want to see if my brother will be jealous of me. It seems I was right." Yin Xi smiled even more and just stared at me.

Well, I throw in the towel.

"Okay, I admit that when I brought you back, I meant something wrong with you. Is that enough? But we are not compatible, I am not clean, and the more I like you, the more I feel that I am not worthy of you. We are not right Wait, the outside world is still very gorgeous, maybe you are just in love now?"

"Why are you unworthy? If it weren't for you, my future situation might be the same as yours, or it might be even worse. I like you, not just on a whim, nor is it just love." Yin Xi set me up step by step, and I can only get in step by step.

I dragged him to take a bath, only to feel that he smelled of those men's makeup powder, which made me feel uncomfortable.

Unexpectedly, he insisted on pulling me to take a bath together, and said that it was the same way a few years ago.

But can it be compared with today?

I could only be dragged into the water by him, the worst thing is that this brat is still restless, his hands and feet are always moving around.

After biting my ear and my Adam's apple, I couldn't help shaking, but the kid actually said flirtatiously, "Brother, you're so sensitive."

"I definitely have the ability to make you more sensitive, do you believe it?"

"I haven't touched those people before. The first time I kissed was with you. You said that if I want something in that area, I can find you. It doesn't count. I will give you all the first times, okay?" He With a sense of coaxing.

But when I just shook my head, I realized that he was upset again. I just felt that this was unfair to him, and shaking my head was just a subconscious movement.

"Do you want to be above or below?" I hugged him, and his mood was visible to the naked eye.

"Above? Bottom? Both." He relied on instinct for these things. It can be said that he didn't know anything at all. He just carried me to the room with great interest. He was still on the top for the first time. I'm really not sure if he got down. Second, when I do the following, I can hold him down or not.

Afterwards, I felt that this was the first time, it was better that I didn't want it. He who knew nothing and had no experience ran amok on instinct. I almost thought that I was going to leave this world.

"Is my level bad?" He asked.

"No, it's already good for the first time."

"Then do it again."

"roll."

When Yin Xi gave me his silver taels, I didn't know he had saved so much. He only said that he got it by selling his calligraphy and paintings.He just asked if I could stop picking up customers, and let's talk to the boss.

I will work hard to make money, he said, even if you laugh with others, I don't feel comfortable.

His possessiveness is indeed a bit strong, but I only asked him what did you plan to use the money for?

"Go back to Beijing, maybe take another exam."

"Then you take it back and bring these back to Beijing." I returned all the silver taels to him, fearing that he would not have enough, so I also gave him my savings.

"You don't want me anymore? Are you so eager to let me go?" He didn't seem to believe how deep my feelings for him were.

And he does have too many first-timers for me.

"You won't be reconciled if you don't figure out your identity. I'll wait for you here. You are an eagle, so you should fly. Trust me." I know very well that he will leave one day, if it is not for my feelings , perhaps already left.

"Du Ruo, it was you who pulled me into your world, don't let go." He put his jade pendant in my hand, "This is the most important thing I can have now."

Yin Xi left within a few days, he didn't trust me, why didn't I worry about him, I was afraid that the prosperity of the capital would fascinate him, and I was afraid that he would never come back after having memories, that he already had a marriage contract with him, I'm also afraid that he thinks I'm from a lowly background. With my status, even being able to serve him is a gift, but I want more, and I want to be his only one.