half life with you

"Why are you so nice to me?" Yin Xi asked me.

"When I saw you, I thought of myself at that time, and I just wanted to treat you better, better, don't be like me." I found that Yin Xi's talent is outstanding, and he is good at piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. He learned it since he was a child. He told me that he must be proficient in rites, music, archery, and numbers since he was a child.

Is the golden scale a thing in the pool, it will turn into a dragon when it encounters a storm.I want to talk about him.

I couldn't help but bought a bunch of ancient books and the like for him.

"Your talent and learning are not much lower than mine, brother, you were actually from a wealthy family before, right?" Yin Xi asked me.

"It's all in the past." I think, I almost can't remember clearly, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting are really not something ordinary people can master.

"I don't want you to do this." Yin Xi hugged me from behind, only around my waist, and I felt that he seemed to have grown up, and I didn't necessarily see him every day, but now I found that he was taller than me .

"Okay, I will leave after I redeem myself." There are some things that I cannot decide.

"Wait for me, wait for me to take you away."

"Okay, I'll wait for you." Yin Xi is four or five years younger than me, but I will subconsciously trust him, not only in his character, but also in his ability.

At first I only thought of him as a younger brother, but now he has grown up, whether it is his heart or appearance, everything has grown in my heart.It may be that there are many thoughts that should not be born, and there will always be Yin breath in the dream.

If I were the son of an ordinary family, I might not like men, but I have already reached this point.Not to mention dragging him down, I can only hypnotize myself over and over again: You are not worthy of others, you are not worthy of others.

He is the son of a wealthy family, he is the phoenix bird of the nine heavens, he may not like you, he just regards you as an elder brother, as a life-saving straw, and you must never do things that ask for favors.He likes women, and he will marry a wife and have children in the future, so he must not be ruined.

"In another two years, he will be weak, right? How long will you keep him?" Zhengyue asked me to watch the moon at his place that night.

"He can stay with me as long as he wants." I just looked at the moon in the sky, but I was thinking of a person.

"You like him, but he may not be able to see you, but he may not think you are clean. You have received so many guests under his nose, and he will think you are still clean? What kind of woman does he want? Can't find it, he lives and eats with you for free, there is no such cheap thing in the world, you should let him experience your hardships. If you want to find a partner, can't I? I have been with you for so many years, In the future, when you regain your freedom, I think it will be earlier than you, you will not be able to think about me. Or do you think I am unclean?" His sudden confession caught me off guard.

He only had one hand on my shoulder, and the other hand was going to take off my clothes. I couldn't struggle, and I couldn't move.

"Are you crazy?" I was so flustered that I yelled at him, hoping to wake him up.

"I'm not crazy. Obviously I met you first, but you fell in love with someone else. Actually, you can try it, and I will make you comfortable." He is really crazy.

I fumbled with one hand, trying to find a tool to subdue him, while trying to comfort him with words.

I'm not a chaste and strong woman, and I don't want to set up any memorial archways. Even if I'm a clean-cut man who claims to be a performer but not a person, that's not clean either.If something really happened with Zhengyue, I would not seek death, but I just feel that this friend may not be able to do it anymore.

Yin Xi suddenly appeared, but it was unexpected to me. I only heard the sound of splashing into the pool.

Seeing that the person in front of me was Yin Xi, I couldn't help but burst into tears. I didn't know if it was a grievance or what, I pulled his sleeve and asked him: "Did you kick him off?"

Yin Xi nodded, there seemed to be anger on his face, I don't know what he was angry about, one of his hands seemed to crush my arm, I just felt the pain: "Did I disturb your good business?" .”

"No, you came in time." I shook my head, only to feel that the strength in his hand was weaker: "Do you not like him, rest."

Yin Xi only nodded, and Zhengyue climbed up from the pond. The midsummer has long passed, and it is indeed a bit cold these days. I was afraid that he would catch a cold, so I just wanted to take off my coat and put it on for him.

Yin Xi took off his coat first and put it on for others, didn't he say he didn't like him?My heart is sour.

Yin Xi put a coat on Zhengyue, came over and took my hand to leave.

I earned it and told him: "You wait and I will, I want to have a word with him."

Yin Xi just looked at me, his eyes were like stars in the sky, I looked at him for a few seconds, and I almost couldn't move my eyes away.

Yin Xi let go of my hand, and I walked towards Zhengyue.

Zhengyue seemed surprised by my behavior and just looked at me.

"You know very well that people like us are the least worthy of talking about love." I told him.

"Then, are we still friends?" Zhengyue was wet all over, and she was even more exposed. Maybe she regretted her reckless behavior just now, and she was looking forward to getting the answer he wanted from me.

"Go back and wash, be careful not to catch a cold." I sighed, then turned around and pulled Yin Xi away.

I mean, I think Zhengyue understands, if I don't care about someone, how can I care about him.

"You don't like him, so put a coat on him." I knew that my tone was a little pantothenic, but I still couldn't help but want to ask him.

"I don't cover it for him, don't you want to take it off for him? I'm not happy." Yin Xi answered me with his head tilted.

I think it's kind of cute, his words seem to be jealous, he has been targeting Zhengyue, can I think that Yin Xi actually likes me.

Yin Xi stopped walking suddenly, dragged me into the bamboo forest, put one arm around my waist, and raised my chin with the other, forcing me to look at him.

Breathing intertwined, I just feel that I am blushing at the moment, and my heart is beating fast. I have been deliberately avoiding him during this time, but now I am so close to him suddenly, I am really a little panicked.

"Brother, you are avoiding me." His words were firm.

"No." I hastily denied it, only hoping that he would let me go.

"Brother, I like you." His eyes were burning, but he didn't allow me to dodge.

I don't know how to answer him now, I am really happy in my heart, but I am afraid that the scene tonight has stimulated him, and I don't know how much he has heard from the conversation I had with Zhengyue, I just feel that I am not worthy, Thinking of words to reject him: "You are still young, I falsely grew you up, and I have always treated you as a younger brother. You just happened to be at the age of first love, and you don't like to be very lively. If you say you like me, I am very happy, I just thought you were joking, so I won’t say it next time, there are still many good people out there, and you will go home in the future, marry a wife and have children.”

"You want to see me marry a wife and have children?"

No, I don't want to.I denied it in my heart, but still nodded.

"Then why did you bring me back in the first place? Do you dare to say that you have no idea about me?"

"I saw you so young at that time, it was really pitiful..."

"Then you are really a kind person." He interrupted me with a hint of sarcasm in his tone.

Yin Xi kissed me, this cognition exploded in my mind, and I was still trying to pry my lips and teeth open at this moment, the kissing skills are indeed not very superb.

Xingmei Jianmu has indeed grown up, I was stunned for a few seconds before I couldn't help biting him.

He let go of me in pain.

I used my strength this time, and as expected, he should be bleeding.

This is the first time I hurt him, although it was not my intention.

"I'm sorry." I squatted on the ground, not knowing how to deal with this matter, maybe I shouldn't bring him back, he was a good child, after four years of raising him, after all, I raised him crookedly.

"You hate me so much?" He also squatted down with me, right in front of me.

"How much do you pay for one night? How much will I buy you for a lifetime?"

"What do you mean?" It was the first time he said such words, the first time I really got angry with him, and slapped him with all my strength, and finally fell to the ground, wanting to cry but not knowing why Crying, I just feel my eyes are swollen and astringent: "You just look at me like this? You know I'm dirty, so why do you come here? To humiliate me? You go to those clean ones. I tell you, Yin Xi, who am I? I can sell them all, except you." I pointed at him, feeling chills all over my body, the moonlight was indeed bright tonight, but there wasn't a ray of light for me.

Yin Xi also seemed to be frightened by me. Regardless of my struggle, he just hugged me and apologized over and over again.

I just remember that I told him to roll over and over again, and I don't know when I fell asleep.