half life with you

That year, I saw Yin Xi on the side of the road. He was only thirteen or fourteen years old, his height only reached my shoulders, he was dressed in silk and satin, with a pair of unremarkable eyebrows and eyes. Although he was mixed among the beggars, But there is still only his arrogance and arrogance.

Not as humble as other beggars, not even a beggar, but like a nobleman who came to pay a private visit.

Maybe it's because he's young, maybe it's because he's pitiful, he's the same age as when he entered Hualou, if no one cares about him, maybe one day, he will end up like himself, after all, he's so handsome.

I squatted in front of him, trying to touch his head, but he just shrank back. I'm used to seeing all kinds of people in this world, and I can't see the fear and guard in his eyes.

Then I stretched out my hand to him: "If you have no place to go, can you go with brother, I have delicious food and drink there, and you can sleep peacefully."

"I don't have a brother who looks like a girl like you."

Ordinary men are naturally annoyed when they are called women, but I just think he is young and ignorant, not to mention that I look like a man and a woman, and my frame is thin and small, so I don't want to bother with him: "Would you like it?" Come with me." I asked him again.

"What's the price?" Although he was young, he knew the ways of the world, and he didn't know what environment he grew up in.

"There is no price, I just want to take care of you because you look good." I just smiled, maybe he had suffered enough, or maybe he didn't think I was a bad person, so he agreed to go with me.

"What's your name? Where are you from? How old are you?" I asked him.

He just held my hand, followed me step by step, shook his head, and said three things in a row: "I can't remember, I lost my memory, and when I woke up, I was on the outskirts of this city."

But he is a poor man, I think, something happened on the road, a young man with extraordinary bearing is here, since I have already fallen into the mud, he can no longer be like this, I only hope that he will be a dog A butterfly breaking out of its cocoon, an eagle soaring nine days.

I brought him to my residence. At that time, I was considered a celebrity. There was a secluded and beautiful residence in the backyard. He was still young. I don’t want him to be contaminated by too much gossip here. It’s better to grow up. Being able to stay away from here, far away from here: "Don't go to other courtyards, just in this courtyard, this is my place, if you want to go out, just go out through the door I brought you in."

He didn't ask me why, he just nodded.

"Do you want to eat first or take a bath first?" I asked him again.

"Bath."

I called the boy over to fetch some hot water, but the boy hadn't grown, so I didn't feel the need to avoid suspicion, I just watched him enter the bathtub, and saw a jade pendant on the clothes he had changed, which looked like a color pattern, They were all good, and curiosity arose, so I picked them up and looked at them a little bit.

"If you like it, I'll give it to you." The boy said suddenly.

"No, I'm just looking." I don't know what the young man meant by saying this, but this jade pendant may be able to find out his identity in the future. He has not been pawned at this point, so he must know , this is an important thing, how can I want it.

After admiring it for a while, I planned to find some clothes for him to wear.

I searched the whole closet and found it inappropriate, so I opened the wooden box and took out the bottom one. This suit is very plain, made of ordinary cotton and linen, but it was before I entered this flower building when I was 14 years old. Attire, I think these are the cleanest clothes I have here, and they should suit him.Wait until tomorrow, and I will accompany him to buy clothes.

The boy didn't say that the clothes were too rough, and the food basically came when he changed into the clothes.

On the way to dinner, Zhengyue came.

"I heard that you showed kindness again, and you actually adopted a little beggar this time?" Zheng Yue spoke without restraint.

But I was afraid of hurting the child's self-esteem: "It's just watching people lonely."

"Just because he was lonely and helpless at a young age, he took him in? Do you know how much it costs to raise a child? You can live for a few more years before you can get out of the sea of ​​suffering. You pity others, but some people pity the biological father You who sold it to Hualou? You are really willing to let him wear this dress." Zhengyue said every word.

I clearly know that he has that kind of temper, but I still feel angry: "Enough!"

I knew my tone must be bad now, the boy stopped his chopsticks, and Zhengyue was also stunned and didn't dare to speak any more.

"Eat." I picked up a chopstick dish for the child, and my expression relaxed as much as possible.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Zhengyue kept apologizing, as if I had never been so fierce to him.

We entered this place in the same year at the beginning, and have helped each other until today. I have always been known for my good temper, and today is indeed the first time I lost my temper with him.

"It's okay, I didn't mean to blame you, it's just that the child is here, so it's not good to say these things." I rubbed my forehead, feeling quite a headache.

"Then, tonight, where is your guest?" Zheng Yue asked again.

"He just came here, I've been with him for the past few days, you quit for me. By the way, I apologize to Lao Da Dao." I didn't want to talk to him anymore, and he also felt bored, so he found an excuse and left.

I tidied up the side room and gave it to the young man: "This will be your residence from now on. Tell me what is missing, and I will buy it for you. There is a small bamboo building over there in the yard. There is a study room and a piano room there. You can use it whenever you need it." You can go. By the way, what's your name?"

"Xi, I don't remember what my last name is, what about you?" He took my hand, and we sat on the bed facing each other like this.

"Du Ruo, why don't you have your surname Yin?"

"Why?"

"Shengda, I think the meaning is very good." I didn't tell him that my surname was originally Yin.

"Okay." He seemed to have something to ask, his eyes flickering.

"Is there something wrong?" I stretched out my hand to rub his hair, the long hair has not been tied up yet, and the hair is very soft.I heard that people with soft hair have soft hearts, I think.

"Are you a prostitute?" He seemed to feel that the wording was inappropriate, and said again, "Are you a prostitute?"

At that time, I felt that Yin Xi had the intelligence and the ability to perceive words and emotions that he shouldn't have at this age, and he could perceive many things from the words of me and Zhengyue.

I didn't feel humiliated, what Yin Xi stated was indeed the truth: "Yes."

"Then you brought me back because..." Yin Xi grabbed the quilt with one hand and twisted the quilt into a ball without feeling it, as if he was a little nervous.

Yin Xi was interrupted by me before he finished speaking, I naturally knew what he wanted to say, I just didn't know how a thirteen or fourteen-year-old boy could know everything about Hualou: "You are afraid of me I brought you back to accompany the guests? Don't worry, you just think that I am too lonely and need you to chat with me. When you are capable, I will not stop you if you want to leave or stay. "

Yin Xicai seemed to be relieved, and his tense body relaxed a little.

"Hey, go to sleep." I coaxed him, "How about I accompany you?"

"No need." Yin Xi's temper was stubborn.

"Okay, call me if you need something." I told him.