half life with you

The hairpin was given to him by me. I just thought that the white magnolia suits him very well, so I bought it as a gift for him.Later, when he showed his heart to me, he told me that hairpins should not be given casually, they are a token of affection.

I replied to him at that time, it was between a man and a woman, we are both men, so there are so many particulars.

He just made a fuss and said that he didn't care, so he regarded it as a token of love.

I waited for him for two years, and neither came nor his bones. I just returned a hairpin to me, which was repayment.

The country's surname is Ye's, and its name is extinguished.

A nobleman in the sky, above ten thousand people, has his own things to do, but to do these things, he should never leave me behind.

Once upon a time, I was also an official scholar who wanted to serve the country with my own body.

As for these bank notes, not to mention redeeming oneself, even if it is redeeming the whole building, it is enough.

"How much is it for one night, is it enough to buy you for a lifetime?"

At that time, I only felt angry and humiliated, but now I think, not to mention the whole life, the next life is enough, this person, this life, this heart are all yours, life after life.

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See words like meeting.

It has been more than a month since we parted, and my miss is growing day by day.Only the return date is uncertain.

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Wang Qing cherishes it.

In the spring of the year of Xuhai, Yin Xi wrote a letter]

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It's been a long time since we parted, and Yu is well in Beijing.

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The sea and the sky are in sight, and there is no end to it.

In the spring of the year of Xuhai, Yin Xi wrote a letter]

Most of these letters express thoughts and concerns, neither about his current situation in the capital, nor about when he recovered his memory, when he became a prince, when he was sick and injured...

Not to mention that he didn't send it to his hands, but in the end it got into his hands in this way, and he didn't know whether he wanted him to forget him, or whether he wanted himself to never forget him again.

"The master has not passed away, but he will pass away soon." The rich businessman knelt in front of me, as if he wanted something from me.

"What do you mean? Don't you even want to see me for the last time?" I covered my face and asked him, but I actually cried.My relationship with him was completely wrong from the very beginning. I knew it was wrong, but I still wanted to go on. This is an even bigger mistake.

"The master is in the other courtyard in Gusu. I just ask you to save him. Maybe you are the only one who can save him." The man kept kowtowing to me.

I stopped him and only asked him to explain clearly.

"I will know when the son is gone. The master wants to kill me, and I have no complaints, as long as he can survive. I followed him when the master was three years old. His mother and concubine died when he was seven years old, and disappeared when he was 14 years old. , the reason for his disappearance was nothing more than royal infighting, and later he came back to the turmoil. He has received too little warmth in his life. He said that the four years with you were the happiest four years for him. I said you can go back , don’t take this muddy water. He said, the emperor guards the gate of the country, and the king dies. If I escape, all the descendants of Ye’s family will flee. There will be internal and external troubles, and where will the people find stability and peace? What’s more, the one I care about He won't be safe either."

The emperor guards the gate of the country, and the king dies in the country.This is indeed like what he can say. In his heart, there is a country first, and then there is me.This is his responsibility, and I can't blame him: "And then?" I asked.

"In his eyes, you are as important as the world, otherwise he wouldn't have to be so anxious." The rich businessman seemed to see what I was thinking, "He had a more gentle way. Those people went to the master's harem Stuffed a lot of women, and even their children, just eyeliner. The master didn't touch them, even if it was just for show. He misses you very much."

"You take me there, okay?" I pulled him up, and I couldn't wait for a moment. I was afraid of many things, but in fact, there is no such thing as equal or not in love. I was afraid to embrace this relationship. Feelings, because of various practical reasons, but if I like it, I like it. Now I only want to go to him, no matter what the future holds, no matter what the world's prejudices are.

Even if I betrayed my master by taking you there, I still want to take you to meet him.He told me that the only end of betraying the master is death.I said no, I will plead for you.

But he rejected me. Now that Yin Xi has no power and influence and can't make a comeback, he is secluded in the mountains, so he doesn't have to be like this.

The words of loyalty and filial piety seem to be engraved in the hearts of most people.

I told him, you don't have to commit suicide first, I will see your master first and see how he will deal with you.

Yin Xi was sitting in the yard, the sun was shining on him, it seemed that there were four words that were very suitable for the current scene, the years were quiet and beautiful.

I approached him with a light step on purpose, only to realize that he was sitting in a wheelchair and seemed to be blind, and there was a faint symptom of poisoning between his brows and eyes.

At this moment, my tears can no longer stop.

"Who?" Blind people always have good hearing.

"Are you willing? You won't cherish it when you get it, and you are willing to leave me alone." I squatted on the ground, feeling powerless, and desperately trying not to let my tears fall.

"Ruoruo?" He seemed a little flustered and nervous, listening to the voice to identify my position, shaking the wheelchair with one hand and groping forward with the other, "How did you find this place?"

I was afraid that he would be inconvenient and hurt myself again. He only moved for a while, and I approached him and took his outstretched hand.

"How can I be willing to leave you, I just don't have much time." Yin Xi's tone was weak, his lips were pale, but he held me tightly with one hand, since he was so reluctant to part with me, why should he be so cruel.

"Is it true that time is running out or you don't want to be cured? You think that even if you are detoxified, you have no eyes and legs, and your existence is meaningless. You can't take care of me, or even my burden. If you only like me, then you are really cruel and willing. Believe it or not, if one day you leave and cross the Naihe Bridge, I will be the only one behind you." I squatted down in front of him , Yin Xi's appearance has not changed much, but a lot of vicissitudes, not like the age of the weak crown, "Before I was 14 years old, I thought I would live a prosperous life. After 14 years old, I learned to accept my fate and understand the world. It's you How can you be willing to push me into the darkness again?"

"At the beginning, I was pestering you, and you thought I was young and didn't care about me. I also said a lot of stupid things. Maybe in your heart, Zhengyue is more suitable for you..." One of his hands touched my hair , and went down again, touching my cheek, extremely gentle.

"You think so?" I just felt dry eyes, "That's right, I never showed my heart to you, even if I said I liked it, it seemed like I was provoked by you. But you have to know, you are here with me, It's always been different, you may say that I treat you as a younger brother, but no one would do that kind of thing with a younger brother, let me stay with you, okay, let's live a good life together."

Maybe because of the events of the past two years, Yin Xi's temperament is a little unpredictable even to me.

His hand just touched my neck from my cheek, and stopped moving when he touched my Adam's apple.

I felt a little cold and couldn't help shivering.

Yin Xi bent down and got very close to my face: "In the past two years, how many men have you had sex with?"

I knew that he deliberately wanted to hurt my heart and drove me away, but I still couldn't help being sad, so I touched my lips with his rough fingers.

Bah, saying such things is still taking advantage of others, shameless.I'm really angry now, I'd be a fool to leave.

"It's only a few hundred." After I finished speaking, I saw that his face with throbbing veins was very interesting.

"Ye Xi, you don't tell lies. Will you die?" I asked him, "You always protect me with your self-righteous concept, thinking it's good for me, but have you ever thought that what I really need is What? You always like to make choices for me, but have you ever thought that maybe I don't want this choice at all. That's right, you are supreme, the Nine-Five Supreme, and you are also used to making choices for others..."

Before I finished speaking, I was embraced by Yin Xi. It was different from the hug in my memory. Now he is so thin that it makes people feel distressed. I was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, so I just sat on his lap weakly.I just feel a little wet on the neck.He cried, I thought.

"I'm afraid that I can't bear you, I'm afraid that if I don't push you away cruelly, I can't help but tie you up, even if this is not what you want, I'm afraid that I will die, and I can't help dragging you to hell together."

"Then tie me up, then take me with you." I hugged him and told him.

The doctor said that the eyes can't be cured, but the legs are still expected to recover. It's good to be alive anyway. As for the world is too peaceful, Yin Xi has taken on all the responsibilities that should be borne.