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It was a gloomy and rainy day, the road was crowded with vehicles, honking their horns, and passers-by were at least ten steps away from the road, lest the splashed muddy water stain their clothes.The open umbrella concealed the hurried expressions of the passers-by. Everyone walked on the cement paved road with their heads buried. Occasionally, their shoulders lacked protection, their clothes were soaked in dark colors, and they pushed and shoved. move forward.

Xia Yulian was the only exception, her hands were empty, and she didn't have any raincoat or rain boots. There was an astonishingly large backpack on her back, and she didn't know what kind of stuff it contained.Without exception, he is also heading towards his own destination.

His destination is only Ji Yanfei.

Today's Xia Yulian is extremely anxious, encountering subtle clues, which brought back his terrible memories of the past.At this time and place, Xia Yulian felt an upside-down sense of dislocation towards herself. The self in his cognition did not match the container named "Xia Yulian", and she gave out a strange rejection, which was manifested in the specific body, that is, breathing The suffocation, the weakness of the muscles.

Where should he go?No one can give him a beacon of guidance.Both legs moved towards Ji Yanfei mechanically.Although the spiritual opium is harmful, it is sweet enough and attractive.

The ostentatious bright red sports car also closed the zenith, Xia Yulian put the backpack in front of her, took out the camera with the waterproof suit installed, and pointed it at the target.With familiar tools in hand, Xia Yulian felt a little more at ease, and followed Ji Yanfei with ease.

Since Ji Yanfei acquiesced last time, Xia Yulian's deeds have become more blatant, and the distance as a safety line of defense has shrunk again and again.His heart was precarious on the high platform, afraid that one day Ji Yanfei would turn his head and show complete disgust at him, and he was also afraid that Ji Yanfei's ugliness would be accidentally recorded by his camera, shattering his unattainable dream.

Playing with fire on the tip of a knife.

After taking two photos with the camera in his hand, he zoomed in to check the finished product. Ji Yanfei was very different from his usual casual look.Xia Yulian keenly noticed that he was curled up in the driver's seat, through the glass covered with dark film, she couldn't tell what Ji Yanfei's expression was like at this time, but the vague silhouette did not look optimistic.

This time Ji Yanfei didn't have all kinds of companions beside him, he was lonely and lonely, leaning his whole body weight on the steering wheel in front of him.After a while, he adjusted his posture, and hugged his knees tightly like a fetus waiting to be delivered in the mother's womb.

what is going on?Xia Yulian's heart was filled with huge question marks.

The collected information on Ji Yanfei flashed through his mind. Ji Yanfei's current condition should be the outbreak of a disease accumulated in his stomach over the years, and he had related medical records before.

Ji Yanfei is an out-and-out hedonist, and he favors strong cocktails with ice.The time difference between day and night is also upside down, many times Xia Yulian had to chase away her drowsiness in order to find Ji Yanfei's whereabouts, and use the time of day to catch up on sleep.To a certain extent, Xia Yulian was more deeply attracted by Ji Yanfei's self-burning attitude regardless of cost.

Ji Yanfei is the light of fire, he is a moth that does not know how to live or die.

The rain curtain shrouded the field of vision with an impenetrable blur and ambiguity.Xia Yulian's heart was suddenly softened by the dripping raindrops for unknown reasons.

Picking up the phone, dialing the number of the hospital, succinctly speaking the street address and the license plate number, with the whistling wind as the background sound, Xia Yulian was not sure that the message she wanted to convey was really delivered to the other party.Hanging up the phone in a trance, large drops of rain hit the phone screen, and the artificial light was discolored by the refraction of the bead liquid.

Every pore of Xia Yulian was soaked in the rain, and the clothes all over her body were as wet as if they had just been fished out of a pond.He hesitated for a while, and searched the nearest pharmacy and convenience store on his mobile phone. After finding the route, he immediately ran forward.

During the round-trip journey, he clumsily stepped into sunken puddles many times, his shoes and socks were filled with muddy rainwater, and his white soles were trampled in the mud, and the original color could no longer be seen.When he returned to the starting point out of breath and saw the vehicle still in place, first he felt joy that he didn't want to admit, and then he was worried that Ji Yanfei was no longer alone in the car, and his rash actions would lead to embarrassing results.

With only a few meters away, Xia Yulian felt that every step she took seemed to be of great weight.Dragging her legs that were so cold that she was unconscious, Xia Yulian walked to Ji Yanfei's car anxiously, bent her index finger, and knocked on the car window a few times.

do not be afraid.If there is an unexpected situation, just pretend to see the wrong car.He was planning the ABCDE plan in his mind, how he would initiate the first sentence to Ji Yanfei, what would be Ji Yanfei's reaction, and how he could create the illusion of a polite dialogue between you and me.

Can you... Pretending to be concerned, brush off the hair on Ji Yanfei's forehead, and measure the temperature of his forehead.What would Ji Yanfei's skin feel like?Is it as cold as the tears in the sky?

Things are much simpler than he imagined.The moment Ji Yanfei poked her head out of the rolled-down car window with a tired face, Xia Yulian knew that she had lost all armor and armor, and had suffered a crushing defeat.

Recklessly stuffing stomach medicine and hot water into Ji Yanfei's car, he explained in a panic: "This, this. I bought it for you. Yes, yes, there are instructions. If the medicine is wrong, at least you can drink some hot water. Don't leave, the ambulance will be here later." The speed of her speech became faster and faster, and after she finished speaking the last word, Xia Yulian's teeth almost hit her inflexible tongue.He himself couldn't be sure that what he said was what he wanted to express in his mind, so he roughly finished his exhortation to Ji Yanfei, and before Ji Yanfei could utter the words of refusal and refusal, Xia Yulian immediately turned around, running at the speed of Juechen And the word to describe it.

The temperature in his palms warmed up Ji Yanfei's hands that were so cold and stiff, he looked at Xia Yulian's leaving back, thoughtfully.