however

That rendezvous was just a minor episode, nothing spoiled.

In the days to come, Xia Yulian did not forget Ji Yanfei as a character, she followed Ji Yanfei's whereabouts calmly, engraving his every frown and smile in her heart.Xia Yulian spent less time observing Ji Yanfei with her naked eyes than she did with a camera.

The memory card of the camera has been filled up by Ji Yanfei, leaving no space for the scenery beside him.

That person's profile is better than thousands of rivers and mountains.

Xia Yulian repeatedly corrected camera parameters, exposure, white balance and so on.Imagining how Ji Yanfei suddenly broke into his camera, how he should deal with it, how the lens stretches and shrinks, how the focal length is aligned, and from what angle is the best position to shoot.

Brain burst.Xia Yulian felt that even after his brain burst, the three characters that formed Ji Yanfei would flow out.

Whether it's vanity or love at first sight, the poison in Xia Yulian's body will be difficult to get rid of in a short while.He kept weaving the plot of himself and Ji Yanfei in his mind, and fell into self-loathing after waking up, how could he imagine that such a dirty and humble self had too much entanglement with Ji Yanfei.Knowing that Ji Yanfei at most regarded him as a passerby who met by chance, but when he saw that person, he felt so happy.

Like Ji Yanfei, it is because of his overthinking.

He is such a superficial person, addicted to Ji Yanfei's aura and unable to extricate himself, but shallow feelings are often more likely to fill the corners of the soul everywhere.

Xia Yulian felt as if she was standing on the frigid tundra of Siberia, and her whole body was being blown by the sharp wind like a knife.Ji Yanfei is a kindling that burns on the top of an unreachable mountain. Even though the north wind howls, it still keeps jumping out fiery red flames.

That was the end of the journey he longed for, but he was at the foot of the mountain, struggling to walk, and he would never be able to climb the peak that pierced into the sky in his whole life.Only the orange light and heat seemed to be able to warm his heart that was integrated with this severe cold weather from thousands of miles away.

I really want to devote myself to the blazing fireworks and expel the coldness immersed in my bones.Let him be the fuel of the sun, his flesh scorched black, his bones turned into powder, drifting to the whole world.

Xia Yulian felt that this emotion was so strong that his chest was about to explode. His single body was really hard to resist the boiling love, so he had to find someone to be his channel.

He chose to confide to Luo Zhen the time he had been dreaming about.Apart from Luo Zhen, in his real life, it seemed that he had no one else to discuss his own affairs with.

Xia Yulian has never been a person who easily confided in others and talked about everything.

The pointer was pointing to eight o'clock according to the schedule. Xia Yulian estimated that Luo Zhen should have finished his dinner at this time, sweating leisurely on the treadmill, dialed a series of numbers, and answered the phone.

Compared with smartphones, Xia Yulian prefers old-fashioned telephones, so that the voice on the other side seems to have more texture.Due to the limitation of the length of the handset cable, I had to sit on the sofa and immerse myself in the conversation.

Luo Zhen asked who the voice was, but in his words he already knew what the visitor meant.

"I seem to like a person, very, very, very much. It is like a tsunami and an earthquake that is overwhelming and destroys all the original things. Sitting and standing, I am thinking about him, simulating our dialogue scenes, and I am in my mind. Play out the plot of me and him."

Since we are facing Luo Zhen, the useless greetings can be omitted, and it is a good idea to get straight to the point.Xia Yulian, who looked at Ji Yanfei's photo, was temporarily captured by a strong throbbing, and lost the ability to organize words properly.

The other end of the phone was silent, Xia Yulian didn't know why Luo Zhen froze in an instant, staying in the last second.After about a minute or so, Luo Zhen's answer came late, and the dull depression was not sure if it was a signal of good times and bad times.

"Then just go and like it. You don't need to tell me about your emotional status. It doesn't matter to me that you like Heavenly King Laozi."

He used the phone as his defense, erecting the last bastion to support his spirit.

The following plot will definitely not be Xia Yulian's confession of "the person I like has always been you", which has a happy ending.In Luo Zhen's mind, there was no need to speculate about the person Xia Yulian was referring to, as a figure would immediately emerge.

Xia Yulian showed her love for Ji Yanfei too unscrupulously. In Luo Zhen's eyes, she had already flaunted it to the point of fearing that the world would not know it.As far as Xia Yulian's actions are concerned, Ji Yanfei himself should have noticed something.

But Ji Yanfei's indifferent acquiescence, undoubtedly fostered Xia Yulian's morbid obsession.

Xia Yulian guessed that he interrupted Luo Zhen's progress on some important matter, which made Luo Zhen unhappy. His tone was a little softer, as if he was admitting his mistake, "Well...it's really nothing to do with you, but I'm alone. I can't suppress my emotional outburst, so I want to talk to you. I just want to find an audience, and I'm sorry if I disturb you."

"It's Ji Yanfei, right? He was reincarnated with a good father, and with a face, he fascinated people one after another. I don't think there's anything to like about that kind of swinger. Also, I don't know when you became interested in men." Luo Zhen's voice was full of disdain, like shattered glass, hitting Xia Yulian's eardrum.

"What do you want me to do for you when you call me? Give you advice on how to get him? As far as your conditions are concerned, it's not too much for me to say wishful thinking. You like men, and he has never heard of liking men."

Xia Yulian was a little annoyed by the cold water for no reason, and her attitude became tough, "But I think he is the best person in the world. I just like him, more than anyone else."

everything?All this including him?Luo Zhen went through a long rewind again before making a sound, "Listen to my advice, stop losses as soon as possible, and stay away from Ji Yanfei, he is not a kind person."

Is my kind.Xia Yulian silently added in her heart.

"What can't be controlled by reason is emotion. I know that no one likes me all the time."

"No, I like you if someone does that. But I don't think Ji Yanfei will do the same."

Xia Yulian was aware of the natural barrier between him and Ji Yanfei, so she silently nodded on the phone, but Luo Zhen couldn't see it.

"Well... I like you too, and I really regard you as my brother. But my feelings for him are different."

Sure enough, even Luo Zhen couldn't understand him.

Luo Zhen ended today's conversation with a short formulaic dialogue, "Well, it's up to you. I'm sleepy and ready to go to bed, good night." Xia Yulian looked up, and the hour hand hadn't passed nine o'clock.

"Good night." He had to follow Luo Zhen's pace.

Luo Zhen's attitude towards Ji Yanfei aroused Xia Yulian's interest.In his memory, the two of them didn't have much interpersonal communication, so it wasn't possible for them to have such secretive disgust.There is only one reason that can explain Luo Zhen's attitude, Ji Yanfei snatched his crush.

More exaggerated conjectures, Luo Zhen likes Ji Yanfei, because of love hate.

Xia Yulian held the microphone in her hand, feeling as if she knew some dark secret.There was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.

interesting.

He and Ji Yanfei seem to have always become attached to rain.The thin and dense rain entangled them in one place.

Xia Yulian never admits that it is the red thread of fate. Instead, he thinks that Yu is like the guide of the abyss, leading him to the point of no return.