I will die the day I want to die

I just got back from the hospital and said the results will be available the day after tomorrow.

Zhou Wanxing conjured a bouquet of irises out of nowhere, I glanced at it and motioned him to put it into the vase on the coffee table.

Feeling very tired, I reached out to touch a pack of cigarettes from the coffee table, "What do you think my illness looks like?"

The cigarette was lit, and I took a puff, squinting my eyes.

He stared at me disapprovingly, and then said slowly: "Maybe it's just a migraine."

The smoke was lingering in front of my eyes, I shook the ash and said with a light smile, "I would like to borrow your blessing."

My elder brother is actually not my biological elder brother. I understand Xie Ji's collusion with him to pull me down from the stage.

Xie Ji sent a message saying that he was coming at night, so I took a shower and leaned on the sofa to wait for him. I don’t know what he thought of trying to torment me, but what can I do——I still rely on him to support me.Hahaha.

Sure enough, he didn't come over until three o'clock in the morning. I opened my eyes until three o'clock, and my eyes were red from the heat. When I opened the door for him, he said, "Why are you crying?"

I'm crying, I'm about to become a fairy.

His face was a little pale, and the smell on his body seemed to have fallen into a wine tank.I had to take a hot towel to wipe him off, but he was fine, and he was about to beat me up if he dragged me.

He raised his hand, and I shrank aside holding my head.

Hurry up, hurry up, beat me up so I can put you to bed.

In the end, I waited for a long time without being punched by him. I looked up at him with my head in my arms, and saw him sitting on the sofa looking at me with red eyes.

"Yun Shu." He called softly, with a muffled nasal voice.

I didn't dare to move, and the end of acting rashly was often a bottomless abyss.

He added: "My sister likes you."

I blinked and smiled at him, "I know."

It might be too silly to laugh while holding his head, he also laughed, and said with a smile: "I didn't like you at all before, but now I think you are very interesting."

This sounds like a compliment to me. It would be nice if the first half of the sentence was removed.I hate it so much.

"Who is so rare that you like it." I took advantage of his drunken voice and said viciously, and immediately rubbed his face with a towel after speaking, "I don't know how good it is if you don't like me, and you can go out to pick up little boys casually, who cares You old man."

I let out a vicious breath, looked at his blushing face from my rubbing, couldn't help but hugged him and bit him lightly, "Xie Ji, I'm sick."

He moved his hands and hugged me back.

"I'm a little scared." I said, and couldn't help kissing him again, "My mother has hereditary Alzheimer's disease... I can't remember the past recently, and I'm always beaten by you." In the end, the last time I fell down the stairs, I also fell on my head..."

"But it doesn't matter."

Xie Ji looked at me blankly, I reached out and pinched his nose, "When the time comes, I will do as you wish."

"Go to hell or...maybe completely crazy, it's no different from being dead, you stinky bastard, I will forget you sooner or later, you must be happy, right?"

I was talking incoherently, but still couldn't help hugging him tightly, he struggled to get away, suddenly took my hand, and whispered: "No."

"Huh?" I touched his face.

He reached out and took my hand, and said in a dizzy tone, "Don't forget me."

Xie Ji hugged me and asked me in a low voice, "Why are you crying?"

I hugged him, "I don't want to die."

He laughed, "Who wants you to die, you are so beautiful, I must like you very much."