I will die the day I want to die

Zhou Wanxing invited me out for tea, and asked him what kind of tea it was, and he said Lushan Yunwu.

After taking a sip, it was really foggy.

He laughed like a goose when he heard me describe it like this. I said I wasn't joking with you.

He stopped laughing, stopped drinking tea, and began to sit upright, "When did it start?"

I thought about it and took a sip of tea, "Two months ago, the day you knocked over my medicine in the hospital."

He frowned, "Didn't you buy traumatic medicine that day?"

"Well, but my head hurt after I got home that day." I said in a low voice, and couldn't help laughing, "It's not like I fell from upstairs that day and my head was bruised."

Zhou Wanxing reached out to touch my head, and asked in a low voice, "Go to my place for an examination tomorrow, Yun Shu."

I nodded quickly, I really don't want to die.

He asked again: "Senior Xie...why did you do this to you?"

I'm dumb.

I don't know how to explain this absurd reality, I drank my tea in one gulp, thinking I'm ruining your tea, you just beat me up and stop talking to me.

Who knew that Zhou Wanxing just reached out and refilled me with tea.

"Yun Shu, you are sick, you need to let me know your cause." He sighed softly.

The added tea was much weaker, I pursed my lips and smiled, "You may not believe it, but he was the one who chased me back then."

Zhou Wanxing only looked at me.

I continued to recall: "At that time, I was surrounded by people every day, and I felt that I deserved to be held in such a palm. When he chased me, I was very annoyed. How can there be a man who is so annoying and writes love letters? Soil is dead."

"I like Yeats's poems, so he bought books and read them to me every day. At that time, in order to avoid doing exercises between classes, I hid in the cubicle of the warehouse, and he followed. There was the sound of the radio outside the house, and I huddled in the corner. Here, I heard him say in my ear, "Thy eyes that never tired of looking at me hide in drooping, melancholy eyelids, for love has waned."

"I don't like him at all, but I can't help but want to kiss him, maybe it's just because of that poem."

"Am I too easy to chase?" I smiled and glanced at Zhou Wanxing.

He stared at me blankly.

I said again: "Everyone says I don't like him, it's because he is a stalker. In his love letter, he wrote "I hope you fall in love with me soon." I don't know if it's because I'm too easily moved or he really went to the temple. Curse me... I like him more and more. "

Looking down at the tea leaves floating on the tea, he chuckled and said, "I didn't expect him to tell me later, my sister likes you, can you be with her."

Zhou Wanxing moved, I raised my head and smiled at him, "I asked him, then what am I, Xie Ming likes me, how about you?"

"He said, Xie Ming and I have exactly the same face, since you like me, you can like her."

Zhou Wanxing reached out to wipe my face, but I slapped him away, and I continued: "Afterwards, everyone didn't want me to like him, and only told me to like Xie Ming. That's when I knew...So Xie Ji fell in love with him." He fell in love with his own sister, but his sister fell in love with me, hahaha."

"...I'm really, what's written in the book is not so bloody."

"Later, Xie Ji forced me to go out with Xie Ming, well, well, forced his sister to jump off the seventeenth floor once she learned the truth."

I held the tea and wanted to take another sip, but I couldn't pour it into my mouth.

"Dead, Xie Ming is dead. Xie Ji wants me to die...Why, his sister was killed by him, so what does it have to do with me?!"

"He said that he killed Xie Ming because I didn't love Xie Ming. He was really mentally ill. I love him, but of course I don't love Xie Ming."

"..."

Even the tea in the mist can't be drunk into my mouth.

I remembered the line written by Xie Ming on the photo.

Yun Shu, I wish you a safe and happy life.

Zhou Wanxing carried me home at night, and I said I wanted to eat the biscuits on the side of the road. He said that the biscuits were not clean, and he had a stomachache for a long time after eating them last time.

I couldn't help laughing again, until I was interrupted by Zhou Wanxing.

He said, when winter comes, let me treat you to hot pot.

He also said, you wear your favorite clothes.

I didn't dare to tell him, I secretly cried on his back.

I am so sad.