I will die the day I want to die

Zhou Wanxing shared a song with me, it is pure music, it sounds a little romantic, with a gentle and gentle melody.

I couldn't help crying on the subway.

It's not that the song is so sad, it's just gentle and gentle, which reminds me of my mother humming to me.

My mother was a high school teacher back then, and she was busy taking care of the students all day long, and I only saw her at night. I said she was a stinky mother, and I didn't like Shu Shu at all.

The smelly mother hugged Shu Shu, and said with a soft smile: "Shu Shu, my mother loves Shu Shu the most."

My mother got sick when I was eight years old, she began to forget things, she often cooked bad food, forgot to water the flowers, and even didn’t remember me, I said smelly mother, Shu Shu loves you.

She said, have you seen my Shushu?

Later she died, I don't know why, when I came home from school, my aunt told me, Shu Shu, your mother fell down from upstairs!

I sometimes think that maybe she doesn't want to keep forgetting everything.

I think, Zhou Wanxing is really not a human being, so what can you do for me by sharing songs?

I wiped my tears and walked out of the subway station. Now I am going to my elder brother's house, which is also my house.

My elder brother's name is Yunzhu, and my dad gave it to me. The name of his new wife has a bamboo in it. I thought about how affectionate my dad is.

But my father and Yunzhu's mother died a few years ago in a car accident, and I inherited my father's estate not long after.

Not long after, Yunzhu kicked me out of the Yun family gate.

He said, you prodigal son who only messes with men.

Pushing open the door and walking into the room, he was lying on the sofa watching TV, looking a little tired, I walked in front of him to block his sight, he raised his head, his eyes were red as if he had been crying.

I was shocked, and the expressionless face I kept all the way showed flaws in an instant.

"Shu Shu, hug me." He suddenly stretched out his hand.

I couldn't help but took a step back, I was really afraid that a knife would suddenly come out of his hand and stab into my body like Xie Ji did.

He still kept his movements, and said in frustration: "Hold me, I can't bear it any longer."

"..." He looked really pitiful, I gritted my teeth and my heart softened, so I walked over and hugged him.

He hugged me tightly, buried his head in my clothes, and said in a muffled voice, "Why does loving someone hurt so much?"

I froze for a few seconds, not expecting him to say such a thing.

"I love him, but he doesn't care about me at all. He comes and goes when he wants, and wants me to be his lover's substitute."

I softened my expression and reached out to stroke his head.

It turns out that such a high-ranking person will be as unlucky as me.

These words sounded a little gloating, I thought silently in my heart, I can't be known by this person, his vengeful temper will definitely kill me.

"Which family's daughter dares to treat my brother like this." I let go of his hand, squatted in front of him, and brought him a stack of tissues.

He held a tissue and shook his lips, as if he was in a bit of a dilemma. After a while, tears slid down my palm and he said in a hoarse voice: "Song Jinglin from RJ."

I was startled, a little unbelievable.

Yunzhu said again: "...I'm sorry, I shouldn't have scolded you for falling in love with a man before."

This is really strange, I couldn't help laughing when I heard it, "You fucking have today, hahaha."

Yunzhu immediately glared at me ferociously when he heard the words, and I was so happy that I hugged his leg and laughed, for fear of accidentally falling.

"You are laughing fart, your brother makes me so sad!"

"Come on, you are such a pig, you dare to like Song Jinglin."

"What's wrong with him! He's much better than your Xieji!"

"Get out of here, Song Jinglin is famous for being one of three lovers for a day."

"..."

I took a look at him and saw him nestled on the sofa in a calm state. His previous high-spirited appearance turned around in my mind twice. I shook my head and sighed: "If you really like it, go after it. Use your heart and learn from me." , shameless, let him be beaten and scolded."

Yunzhu immediately kicked me, "You think I'm as cheap as you!"

I pouted, "Then you deserve nothing."

He immediately gritted his teeth.

I patted him and said, "I have something to do with you."

He frowned at me, "What are you doing? Don't expect me to invest in your white-eyed wolf."

I pouted, "The devil would care about him."

He sneered, "I think you are a ghost."

"Tsk, isn't he your brother-in-law? ... Besides. I want you to give me some money this time."

"Why use it?" Yunzhu looked at me.

I shrugged, "My mother doesn't have some kind of hereditary Alzheimer's disease."

Yunzhu sat up suddenly, I smiled at him and said, "Sorry, I got it too."